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stiffyck · 1 year

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how could you not like it i love it. and the 3d space is so palpable ✨

Aw thank you!

#idk why i dont like ot #im just kinda bummed that the coloring looks weird #tried to redo it like 3 times but it just didnt look like i wanted to #so i just gave up #heh #stiff talk #asks

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pineapple-cheese-bread · 14 days

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hi :3 i thought i'd take up your offer of drawing one of my ocs so...

here's Primrose! she's a night/rainwing and she's very carefree :)

thanks!

Primrose, is absolutely gorgeous, I love their colours and design, I really hope I did them well, and that you like it.

I don't particularly enjoy doing solid line art, it never looks right to me. So I tried something else and think it came out nicely.

Hope you like.

#wings of fire #wof #wof hybrid #rainwing nightwing hybrid #art #digital art #inreally dont like line art #and idk why ot took me so long to relise thta i could just not do it

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svnflowermoon · 24 days

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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????

#luc posts #like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle #if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break #and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time #and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho #can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee #ugh #it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work #like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont #and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses #like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well #likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs #likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb #i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function #like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die #bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso #someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh

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birdricks · 5 months

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stooooooop ur bird facts are giving me crazy bo thoughts but specifically the dyeing feathers to be more gender affirming. immediately started thinking abt birddaughter already doing a form of this and that by extension birdperson's far duller plummage could even make him read as gnc among birdpeople....

UEAHHH DEFINITELY W BIRDDAUGHTER. also yessss i do think personallllyyyy theres a lot to b said abt how bp doesnt fit neatly into bird culture anyways like REGARDLESS of being trans … it depends on how you interpret the culture but tbh id definitely consider bp to be gnc in some form ….

#also much to be said abt his atypical family … hm #oohhhhh birdworld how i desire to know you more …#interesting also that technically all three times he parts ways w rick can be tied back to .. bird cultureee #first time pretty explicitly he misses home and specifically like. the music i think. i forget #second time. is moreso his own values clashing w ricks but like … where do those values come from. and thinkin abt his chat w morty #abt how abandoning his home (and rick) wld be a dick move #and then most recnetly he leaves to go after his family #hmmm. reaching but idgaf #i have aoooo many bird thoughts ..#TALKING ABT BIRDRICK A SEC this is why i go fucking crazyyyy over them like early on where they dont know the like gendered shit of each ot #others culture. like rick doesnt know that male birdppl r supposed to be like x and and bp doesnt know male humans r supposed to be liek y #and they dont gaf!!!!!!!#sigh …. wish i cld be in space free of human expectations ………. lol #ok idk if i sound stupid in the tags LOL i keep forgetting what ive written im. on mobile whatever #asks

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roughentumble · 8 months

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why do so many ereaders advertise their bright screens. i thought the whole appeal of an ereader as opposed to using a phone or tablet was that it was gentler on the eyes than other screens in your life

#my old nook was a lot like just looking at a page #idk why i'd want anything else. like #i just want a device thats small. maybe very minor backlight for night reading #i like the idea of physical buttons for page turning so i can lay in one spot and lot move a lot to advance the book #anyway. i dont know if i can justify even asking for it for christmas #since i truly am not an ebook reader i like having a physical book in my hands #but i do like the idea of it also being a fic repository #and i do have seanan macguire ebooks i got in a humble bundle that i'd like ot read #oh and i think stuff by neil gaiman #so. idk.

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semercury · 14 days

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I just. This album is so clearly to me about various types of relapse. Letting your demons win this battle, but hopefully not the war. Backsliding doesn't mean back to square one exactly, you didn't fall all the way down a mountain. And even if you did, you know the path back to where you were better now. You can do it. Steps forward, steps back, how many? I don't remember, but I just hope the result is a net positive. Doesn't feel great in the moment, but hopefully at the end of it all it's progress. It's the constant push and pull of recovery, the realizing new problems, having old ones rear their heads in different, uglier ways.

And I just... I needed this album right now. It's not a new feeling, hasn't been for a long time, but to see it acknowledged in such a raw way makes me feel less alone.

#stuff sarah says #people who dont get it always say things like why are you bringing this up again i thought you were over it etc #like im sorry. theres an evil in my brain ive been trying to expell my whole life #i dont know if itll ever go away completely. but i can learn to keep it under control #but sometimes something happens and it knocks over the bars i built and it gets out again #ill get ot back in the cage. but for a bit its going to run amok #idk. this one just really resonates with me

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mint-is-here · 29 days

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Recently listened to "Cant Catch Me Now" by Olivia Rodrigo because of a shadowpeach animatic(a damn good one at that) and its catchy but also breaks my hesrt because tragedy

#Im not sure if im a shadowpeach shipper #I like it as a part of their past but current day shadowpeach?#Doesnt really clikc with me #Also i cant imagine them being as phsiically affectionet with each other like how most fanworks make them to be #I guess i see them as more of a like #Queerplatonic??? I gues???#Shipping is confusing #Because yeah these two characters together woudl be cute #But i cant really see them past a really deep friendship #So do i ship it? Do i just want them interacting more in canon?? Who knows!?#i dont!#Idk i like ships in theory but i cant really imagine soem characters calling each other girlfriend or boyfriedn and stuff #Or husband and wife #Idk its weird to me #That also sort of applies ot realy life relationships to me #Ive never dated but it feels weird to call another person my girlfriend #I thin kthats why queerplatonic apeals to me??#Not sure #But yeah #Soemtimes i think im asexual demiromantic #This whoel thing is confsuing to me honestly #But i have a lot of time to figure it out so yay #At least that #Stuff

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moodr1ng · 9 months

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literally 1 review on etsy lowering my entire average from 5 stars to 4.9 and it like. shouldnt be there imo so im mad abt it

#97 #like i cant do shit about it but.#someone left me a 1 star review bc their envelope got lost in the mail instead of contacting me #when i have a policy that i refund or replace lost orders #and then refused to have it refunded or replaced when i reached out??#so why are you giving me 1 star for someting out of my control that you dont even want me to fix #its soooo petty of me to fixate on but its. ONE review.#out ot 600+ which are nearly all 5 star 😭#and that singular 1 bad review changed my entire score. i had 5 stars up until getting it #(etsy has this 'star seller thing' where if you reply fast to messages send orders on time and get good reviews u get a badge)#(and like i have the badge dgmw but.)#(i have 100% fast replies 100% on-time shipping and im literally just 0.1 points from also having a perfect review score)#(and its this ONE SINGLE ONLY unwarranted bad review keeping me from it)#(what can i say im a completionist i wanna get perfect scores :( )#(++ idk how many more 5 star reviews im gonna need for it to balance my score back to perfect?)#(i think i may need to get several hundred perfect reviews to balance out one bad review)#i also get some 4 star reviews sometimes and im kinda sad that theres never a comment so idk what was wrong w it?#like if im perfectly satisfied w an order id leave 5 stars so i have to assume theres smthing missing but they never say #but yknow. 4 stars is still good

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bunnihearted · 5 months

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idk why but some days i just wake up nd rlly feel like EVERYONE in the entire world absolutely hates me

#obvi i know thats not true like 9/10 dont rven know i exist!!!!!#but it still feels like that and idk what it comes from or why i feel like ot #it*#but its so :((((( i dont feel good nd i feel.. stupid for even existing bc everyone hates me anyway sighhhh >.<

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stupid-sloot-headcanons · 2 years

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God it's nice to be watching Mob Psycho again. I feel like BONES staff went "Ok we have BNHA season 6 and Mob Psycho III airing in the fall 2022 season. BNHA'll have some nice moments but if it's average or underwhelming, it'll be fine. People will legit fucking murder us if Mob Psycho III lags in quality. So keep up the good work for the love of God"

#and 1 ep in theyre already doing great!#am i biased because MP100 is one of my favorite manga/stories ever made?#...#yes 👀#sloot watches #.mp100 #like i rly dont know if i could wver do dark content for it bc...I just cant #then again i said smth similar about Monster so...aaaah idk #i feel like its too...good? i dont want to think about somehow tarnishing ot/fucking it up with my smut yk #its one of many reasoms why I will NEVER EVER write anything smutty/dark for Silent Hill #not even the shitty games #now i HAVE had ideas about writing from Angela and Eddie's perspectives...#but again im so worried about fucking up my favorite game ever made

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vaugarde · 1 year

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man i hope they go somewhere with the rumor monster plot soon bc ill be real, its not really gripping me all that much. feel like having that AND the witches kinda bloats things

#i mean i have faith that itll all come around and all bc its obviously connected to the saving magical girls rumor #its just rn im like. idk its just kinda not as interesting as the witch concept which was neat even before the reveal #and like. also theres a reason why whenever they change the main villains they boot out the witches #like how in rebellion the nightmares are the fakeout villains and once we realize we're ina labrynth then the focus shifts back to them #and the nightmares may as well not exist #same with wraith arc; the witches are alluded to and gretchen is a major player but the focus is on the wraiths and how they intertwine #but here the visuals for the rumors and witches are practically identical (literally look exactly like the clara dolls)#and ik theres probably a reason for that. im still vouching that this is all a witch's scheme similar ot the nightmares #and the things that set them apart just arent that unsettling or appealing to me. the high pitched sell voice is just silly to me #rather than something tempting or creepy or anything #idk. i just dont think its as interesting as the witch thing and im just kinda like ''can they go back to fighting witches''#idk these last two episodes did really pick up for me btw im just being a nitpicky ass lmao #echoed voice #magireco lb

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awek-s-archived · 1 year

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why is being vulnerable so hard like every time i bare my soul to someone i apologise 100 times over and never talk about it again JFDJGKLDFGKJ

#also i rly miss the companionship that comes w like light romance yk #but im soooo convinced nobody cld like me as if i dont get proven wrong over and over again GDFKJLGJDFKLGJ #but i think everyone is just so scared of vulnerability and their own lack of experience that they end up never acting on their feelings .#however small they are #i also think that like. a lot of ppl have a set type of person they want in their heads #and i think the trouble is that they have wanted that for so long they dont rly realise that like. it's literally not how life works #u can wait for a specific person forever it's so unlikely u will find them #and i think once i personally understood that years back it made a difference to how i approach any kind of #romance (or potential romance) situation #idk if any of this makes sense im like talking in circles trying ot make sense of my own anxiety regarding this type of thing #like im always trying to pinpoint why im so scared to admit things when i know how confident i am once i get over that starting stage #aweks.txt

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castleclerics · 1 year

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i truly hate byler twt i see it now

#jay rants #all i said was it annoys me when bylers are like nah theyre not endgame and everyone got mad at me j dont get it fr #id rather stay here where we know wtf is going on sttwt is a hellscape #like i said how theyre blatently paralleled to COUPLES in cinema and thats why ots annoying and ppl got mad at me like idk man maybe im #the reasonable one here ??#that tweet got 100 like though but a handful of bad apples make me delete it im too sensitive pls

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