bro one of my mom’s friends is at our house rn to help her clean and organize etc and she was supposed to go home today but she’s staying until friday now but the thing is she seems nice enough but she’s soooo extroverted and talkative and just A Lot (my mom’s words and considering SHE’S super extroverted and talkative … wough) and im very awkward at small talk like genuinely unskilled and uncomfy even with people i’d consider friends so this week is gonna be hell for my social anxiety aghhhhhh
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Not feeling great. Left the vet with Vigo. Heart murmur is at 5/6. He’s gonna be on 2 meds. Hearts enlarged, not a lot of fluid in his lungs atm. The meds should help his heart not work so hard.
The vet said to give him a chance and see bc he’s still eager to eat, drink, walk (though I can’t do that with him anymore not to strain his heart which makes me sad), etc. I’m nervous bc I’ll be away next week. I’ll try to have him see the cardiologist in a month but may have to take him in to the emergency vet sooner.
Frankly I don’t wanna fight it if it gets to that point. I have nothing else I can give. I can't gamble w/ his qualify of life either. I’ll monitor him for this week and see what to do. Vet will call me abt his labs tmrw.
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I have all these ideas and the entire fics are planned out in my head like they are rotting and festering and all… but just… the effort to put them down to paper (or digital doc so to speak) just feels overwhelming. I feel like goop in a sea of molasses
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So I guess I won’t tag them in case they don’t wanna be but I got two separate Waffles things in the mail today from two diff people and I will sob. (By waffles I mean kilonova.)
I accidentally cut off the frame but it’s covered in candy. Because it’s all some picky ghoul ate for a while. Idk how to explain that the idea that anyone enjoys what I wrote that much makes my heart crack open. I have internal bleeding.
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