I think there’s something so deeply and intimately and morbidly true about The Last of Us’s primary thesis which is that humanity’s fatal flaw, in that very Shakespearian way, is that we are destined to care too much about one another so much so that we discard the collective entirely. like we have such a capacity to love the human race and humanity as a whole, to grow our communities and govern cities how we know best and foster such connection with the masses which we are part of, but it’s overtaken by our capacity to love even just a single other person. like one human can come into your life that creates such an intrinsic and passionate love in you— or maybe two people or a family’s worth or any small number— and you suddenly would burn entire villages down just to keep them safe.
joel doesn’t blink twice murdering to find ellie. he doesn’t look back when he decides to do what he does at the hospital later on. he has no remorse about any of it it, because this one girl has grown to mean more to him than any possible greater good could ever mean. and it’s reciprocal. ellie would— and does— do anything she can to help him, save him, protect him, and, eventually, to avenge him. because that’s what you do when you love someone. not when you love people. when you love someone.
and it’s selfish, in a way??? because we love these people and would do so much for them because they mean more to us than other strangers do. it’s exactly like an iteration of the trolley problem, actually. one track has your daughter on it and one track has fifty people. don’t even try telling me you wouldn’t go onto track B if it meant saving your daughter and her puppy dog eyes from the whimpering and pain and fear. The Last of Us says yes, you would. I would. we all would. and like yeah that is our greatest weakness, that we have such a unique ability to love a handful of people so deeply that our compassion towards community and strangers and the bigger collective starts to slip from view. but goddamn what a fucking great fatal flaw it is to have. we are all going to die and the world will burn because we loved another person too much.
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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.enhypen imagine ˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ
How enhypen members would be sneaking out with you during the night time to explore! (First time ;))
Enhypen ot7 x reader
Warnings :
Genre : fluff
Word Count : tbh idek but it’s pretty short for each member
(I wrote this really quickly I hope you enjoyyyy)
Heeseung!
Heeseung would tell you that it’s a bad idea at first, but you end up doing it anyways because you’re a baddie.
He wouldn’t encourage you to sneak out but he feels special that you’re willing to risk getting in trouble for him 😋
Would definitely make sure you DONT get caught because he wouldn’t want you to be in trouble because and make a bad impression in front of your parents...
So he would definitely be alert the whole time!
^^like for example he’d be paranoid and check the time every few seconds, and would hold your hand tight so you dont get lost or wander off without him knowing.
Takes you home carefully with a good night kiss goodbye then has to part ways, thinks about you the whole way home :(
Jay!
Would definitely be surprised that you want to sneak out, since this is your first time he kind of thinks it’s a bad idea but then he’s like oh it’ll be fun don’t worry I’ll make sure we won’t get caught.
Would definitely go downtown, get some food, take lots of pictures to post on Instagram.
Hugs you while walking to make sure you feel safe with him since its so late outside.
Worries a lot about you, constantly asks if you’re tired and want to go home,
You two have a good time nonetheless,, this is something you guys would be looking back at in the future 😔
Jake!
Ya’ll probably went to the park or smtg ngl he probably brought Layla
Didn’t know you snuck until you told him, is super shocked and would be like ‘’’gasp “no wayyyy”
Clueless boy thought your parents knew about it buut apparently not, he’d be the type of bf not to let you sneak out bc/ it’s too ‘risky’
^that’s why you didn’t tell him until last minute ;p
Would back hug you and kiss you on your cheeks the how night to ‘warm’ you up, but its just an excuse to kiss you tbh
Probably run around the park playing with Layla till really late at night 😃
“Uhh y/n i think we should go home... it’s 2 am...” takes you home safely cuz he’s a good bf
Sunghoon!
Would be down to sneak out, y’all would probably go to skating rink or like a walk downtown or at hongdae streets together
Is really good at it maybe? Idk i feel like he’s really good at things like this,,, very much sneaky vibes i dunno
Would hold your hand all night as well, if not then you guys would just walk side my side... lowkey kinda awkward but then makes the mood brighter by just smiling at you
Steals glances at you every 5 seconds
I feel like it would be really cute for you guys to go to the skating rink as your first time sneaking out at night.
Someone please make a oneshot ff abt sunghoon and y/n sneaking out for the first time to go to the skating rink
Sunoo!
Would also be down to sneak out but is very shocked that you even came up with the idea since you never snuck out before..
He’d be like WHAHHHT YOU WANT TO SNEAK OUT?? WIITH MEEE??
He’s so cute but he loves the fact that you’d do something so risky for him
Loves the adrenaline and rush that comes with sneaking out
Takes lots of cute night selfies together as a keep sake.
Takes picture like kissing you on the cheek out of no where leaving you FRICKING FLUSTERD I CANT ISTG SUNOO WOULD DO SMTG LIKE THAT!
Super cute the whole night, you guys also would probably stop by a street food place thing to get a quick snack then go to the park to hang out
Would also take you home to make sure you’re safe and sound.
Gives you a big tight hug before he leaves to go home
Jungwon!
This kid seems like he’s scared of sneaking out, I feel like wonnie is a good kid so he never thought of sneaking out so this would be your first time but also his first time
You two are both paranoid the whole night but then you two remember that you planned the whole thing out perfectly so you don’t end up getting caught ;)
You guys probably went somewhere pretty for a walk, just to be by each other’s side, laugh and have a good time
You’re with jungwon so its guaranteed for you guys to have a goood time,
Like sunoo he’d also be super cute
Niki!
Man.. i feel like he was the one who brought up the idea T_T
He’s great at these things. #internationsuperspy
You two would probably go to china town or smtg related to that, and try out all sorts of street food and things, fool around etc
You two probably get really loud for no reason and people judge you guys cuz it’s really late
You two have blast outside in the streets with barely any people since it’s midnight,, holding hands under the street lights while he gazes into your eye AUH I CANT DO THIS RIGHT NOW STOP
Tbh i feel like all the members would walk you home to feel safe but i feel like niki wouldn’t care,,,, buut if you really dont know where youre going then he’ll come with you but then would be petty about it bc/ he wants to go home, but its okay because he loves you and he may or may not do anything fo you :(
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I’m answering these because I’m bored and in study hall where I have no homework, questions from skylerwritestoomuchphansmut
1: How tall or short do you wish you were? 5′3″
2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) another dog
3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? the most depressing look i can achieve with really tight jeans
4: What was your favorite video game growing up? tekken 2 and frogger on the playstation 1, frogger on the atari, and mortal kombat on the nintendo
5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: sleeping, eating, and why i couldn’t be older so i could’ve graduated already
6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? warning: says too many swear words, extremely awkward and polite. approach at your own risk
7: What is your opinion on [insert thing here]? i love science sm it’s my fav subject tbh
8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] i don’t know, i’m too lazy to google these
9: Are you ticklish? extremely, sadly
10: Are you allergic to anything? no, but i have hayfever (so fun)
11: What’s your sexuality? the most extreme rainbow out there (i’m pansexual but i make gay jokes too often)
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Hot Chocolate (cocoa and hot chocolate are different things you can fight me on this)
13: Are you a cat or dog person? dog 100% but i like both, i’m just saying if i had to choose what to adopt one
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? vampire
15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? subscribe to AmazingPhil on YouTube.
16: How tall are you? 5′7″ and a half
17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? My name is already Jesse but my birthname is way too feminine for my agender ass
18: How much do you weigh? i don’t know i lost a lot of weight recently bc i was sick and couldn’t eat
19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? yeah i guess
20: Do you like space or the ocean more? space!!!! (i’m sorry i’m an astronomy nerd)
21: Are you religious? i don’t think jesus would appreciate it if i was
22: Pet peeves? loud chewing, smacking gum (oh my god do not do this around me), chewing with your mouth open are the mains
23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? i already am nocturnal
24: Favorite constellation? too many to choose
25: Favorite star? i don’t really have favorite stars
26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? what
27: Any phobias or fears? hecking yes, the dark (depends on the situation though), tight spaces, crowds sometimes (again depends)
28: Do you think global warming is real? um yes??? the world will get warmer then fix itself and get colder?? the world will end with the icecaps melting then they will freeze???
29: Do you believe in reincarnation? not really
30: Favorite movie? holy heck!! i don’t know!! maybe return of the jedi
31: Do you get scared easily? nah
32: How many pets have you owned in your lifetime? 4
33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] YEET i’ll just rate my blog -10/10
34: What is a color that calms you? black or blue
35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? i would absolutely love to go to Key West again!!
36: Where were you born? in Mediapolis, Iowa (techincally west burlington but you know what)
37: What is your eye color? one eye is bluer and one eye is greener but technically blue
38: Introvert or extrovert? both i guess
39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? yes i love astrology but not horoscopes
40: Hugs or kisses? hugs!!!
41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? i would love to go see AmazingPhil who you should subscribe to on youtube
42: Who is someone you love deeply? my best friend and my dogs
43: Any piercings you want? 6 in each ear
44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes!
45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so? i don’t but i’ve tried a cigarette before (nasty dont do it)
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! he’s tall-ish, has really beautiful hair, nice green eyes, this rlly cute face freckle thing, and he’s really funny
47: What is a sound you really hate? scratching nails against paper or a window
48: A sound you really love? piano and uke
49: Can you do a backflip? on a trampoline yeah but i haven’t ever tried on the floor
50: Can you do the splits? yepp
51: Favorite actor and/or actress? Jennifer Lawerence
52: Favorite movie? this was already asked but Return of The Jedi or The Revenge of the Sith
53: How are you feeling right now? Tired
54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? black or rlly dark brown
55: When did you feel happiest? when i am asleep
56: Something that calms you down? reading
57: Have any mental disorders? depression, social anxiety, and ADHD
58: What does your URL mean? the ocean is pretty and so is dan howell
59: What three words describe you the most? emo, nc-17 (inside joke), hungry
60: Do you believe in evolution? yeah
61: What makes you unfollow a blog? if they turn into a different fandom blog that i’m not in
62: What makes you follow a blog? i like their content
63: Favorite kind of person: funny and sarcastic and polite/nice
64: Favorite animal(s): dogs!!
65: Name three of your favorite blogs. @Amazingphil and idk the other two i’ll look later
66: Favorite emoticon: i don’t use them that often and i mainly only use like four
67: Favorite meme: spongebob
68: What is your MBTI personality type? oh man i don’t want to take another quiz
69: What is your star sign? Aquarius
70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? nope haven’t taught him that yet
71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? jeans, sweatshirt, and vans
72: Post a selfie or two? no thanks
73: Do you have platform shoes? platform heels, yeah
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?
75: Can you do a front flip? yep
76: Do you like birds? yeah
77: Do you like to swim? yep, i do it competitively actually
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? ice skating
79: Something you wish didn’t exist: homework
80: Some thing you wish did exist: the ability to drive golf carts in the street in my state
81: Piercings you have? zero
82: Something you really enjoy doing: reading
83: Favorite person to talk to: my best friend
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? i don’t remember i’ve had it for the longest time
85: How many followers do you have? idk i can’t open another tumblr tab im on my school computer
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? yep, i used to be a long distant runner in track
87: Do your socks always match? heck no
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? yep
89: What are your birthstones? Amethyst
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? hopefully a dog
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? black rose (bc i’m emo af)
92: A store you hate? JUSTICE or abecrombie & fitch (oh lord)
93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? none but i drink like 200 hundread cups of mountain dew a day
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? fly tf
95: Do you like to wear camo? who wears camo anymore you know besides rednecks
96: Winter or summer? Summer
97: How long can you hold your breath for? too long to be considered human
98: Least favorite person? everyone in my grade except for my best friends
99: Someone you look up to: adults bc they’re usually taller than me
100: A store you love? barnes and noble
101: Favorite type of shoes: vans or converse
102: Where do you live? some cornfield in iowa
103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? i don’t live in the correct family to be either of those, we eat hamburgers every friday and steak every sunday
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? sapphire
105: Do you drink milk? yeah but i’m lactose intolerant
106: Do you like bugs? as long as they don’t attack me (except i always hate moths)
107: Do you like spiders? if they aren’t crawling on me
108: Something you get paranoid about? when i come home alone late at night and al the lights in my house are off
109: Can you draw: not well but yeahhh i’m a trashy artist
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? “is that a thong on your bathroom floor?” it wasn’t, it was a bikini top
111: A question you hate being asked? “when’s your sex reassignment surgery?” no joke a kid asks me this everyday
112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yep
113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? heck yeah i do
114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? sunny
115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: i’d very much like to cuddle dan, his tummy chub is sososososo cute
116: Favorite cloud type: Stratus and Stratocumulus
117: What color do you wish the sky was? i like the current color
118: Do you have freckles? no but i wish i did
119: Favorite thing about a person: eyes or shoulders (idk why?? strong shoulders just wow) and dimples (if they have some) i love to poke peoples dimples sm
120: Fruits or vegetables? fruit
121: Something you want to do right now: go to the bathroom and eat cookies
122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? the night sky is gorgeous
123: Sweet or sour foods? both
124: Bright or dim lights? dim
125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? tf no, no matter how much i love harry potter, magic doesn’t exist
126: Something you hate about Tumblr: how much people steal pictures
127: Something you love about Tumblr: a way to express myself since i can’t in my house
128: What do you think about the least? what people think of my sexuality
129: What would you want written on your tombstone? “
130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? this kid in my class who won’t stop calling me dyke
131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? my hair
132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? yeah (even though they’re ugly af)
133: Computer or TV? yes
134: Do you like roller coasters? hECK YES if i get taken to a theme park for a date i am marrying that person right away
135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? nope
136: Are your ears lobed or attached? attached
137: Do you believe in karma? nope
138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? -10
139: What nicknames do you have/have had? jay, jj, dad, (and some stuff with my birthname)
140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? no
141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? yep
142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? bad in some situations, good in others
143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? i don’t know both ig
144: What makes you angry? school
145: How many languages do you speak fluently? one
146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? yes
147: Are you androgynous? yeahhh
148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: nothing
149: Favorite thing about your personality: my humor
150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person: dan, phil, and amandaschronicles
151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? ancient greece
152: Do you like BuzzFeed? i like the ladylike series
153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] n/a
154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? yes!
155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? no i like when they play with my hair
156: What embarrasses you? if you point me out in a crowd oh nelly
157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: i have social anxiety so a lot of things
158: Biggest lie you have ever told: idk
159: How many people are you following? 37
160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? idk a lot
161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? 1
162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? 92 (i just reblog everything i like)
163: Last time you cried and why: last night, my mom was trying to force me to take a 14 hour class that i didn’t want to do and i got so frustrated i cried
164: Do you have long or short hair? short
165: Longest your hair has ever been: to the bottom of my ribs when it was straight
166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? dislike because i don’t believe jesus or god exist
167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? yeah i’m a science nerd as i said
168: Do you like to wear makeup? god no
169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? yeah
170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yes mom
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