My Neekeys over the last two-odd years. I was curious to see the changes 🤔

rules: tag people you want to get to know better!!!

tagged by: @transseven (kinda im just bored and wanna do it)

your name and what you would’ve named yourself: finn...and i named myself that:))) i considered kalen and max also but finn felt right. might fuck around n change it again tbh

astrological sign (sun/moon/rising if you know them): virgo sun/libra moon/aries rising

when did you join tumblr and why: 2012 maybe?? i was a ~hipster aesthetic blog~ until i became the mess i am today

top 5 fandoms: i dont consider myself really IN any fandoms but,,,mortal kombat, overwatch, polygon, animal crossing, and unus annus are things im really into rn!!

top 5 films: i really dont watch movies much um....jawbreaker, my neighbor totoro, howl's moving castle, spirited away, clueless, pretty much anything ghibli or disgustingly 90's

go-to song when you want to feel something: i have a playlist that is all megan thee stallion for when im extra mentally ill and need to feel like a bad bitch again

what’s your religion or faith if you have one: i don't feel strongly about any really?? i used to relate to wicca when i was younger until i realized a lot of it is stolen closed practices and cultural appropriation and it just didnt feel...right i guess?? im actually a very spiritual person in private though u might not guess it from the everything about me!! im just still not sure if there is a religion i would feel totally comfortable in, although buddhism has always intrigued me!!

a song that makes you feel seen: dog teeth by nicole dollanganger ... teen idle by marina ... vienna by billy joel ...

if you could have any career: i'd love to perform, idk what but i just wanna create for people!!! even as a youtuber, a streamer, or more original performing like in a band or doing drag i just..love to be seen and make people happy:)))

do you have a type: um not really??? hot alt queers to the front of course, and i prefer someone else to be able to take the lead in most things, but that rarely factors into my attraction. if u cute u cute and i will kiss u

what does my heart/soul yearn for: to feel cared for:))) to be a first choice:))) independence:)))

if you had to describe yourself in 5 words to someone: blunt, compassionate, easygoing, impulsive, ditzy

favorite subjects in school: music, english, and forensics

where does your soul feel the most at home: anywhere there is fresh air and some peace and quiet

top 5 fictional characters: mileena, yuri, dva, kuromi, howl

top 3 moments in a show that made you ugly cry: FUCK um. many moments in the promised neverland i cant even pick one so just the show as a whole....the abortion scene in sex education......and also all of your lie in april just so much of it

earth, the sun, the moon or the stars: the stars

favorite kind of weather: that time in either fall or spring when its perfect sweater weather, the sun is shining but the breeze is cool enough that u don't sweat at all, and it stays that way until the sun goes down:') and everything smells so nice....it's different for spring and fall but they both smell lovely

top 3 kins: mileena, yuri, and kuromi

favorite medium of art: to do? graphite or digital bc im bad and must erase a lot! to enjoy? all of it literally all art makes my heart go whoosh

introvert/extrovert/ambivert: ambivert

favorite literary quote: i had to search so hard for this bc i couldnt remember it all but my fave book in my early teens was across the universe by beth revis and i always really liked this quote idk why: " I stare at the stars... And even though there are so many and they look so close together, I know they are light years apart. The glitter in the sky looks as if I could scoop it all up in my hands and let the stars swirl and touch one another, but they are so distant, so very far apart, that they cannot feel the warmth of each other, even though they are made of burning. This is the secret of the stars, I tell myself. In the end, we are alone. No matter how close you seem, no one else can touch you."

some of your favorite books: i dont read as much as i used to so most of the books i loved are young adult books but: the crank series by ellen hopkins, the painter from shanghai by jennifer cody epstein, every day by david levithan, i am the messenger by marcus zusak

if you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?: i want to travel as much as possible, but i think i'll always wanna come home to canada. maybe not where i live now, but canada just feels the most like home and id love to live somewhere beautiful here

if you could live in any time in history when would it be?: i mean i guess my gay ass is in the most ideal timeline right now, but bigotry and such out of the picture i would have fucked w the 70s so hard....big hair big shoes and just not giving a fuck??? gimme

if you could play any instrument masterfully what would it be?: guitar or piano are obvious choices but tbh id be an iconic saxophone player

if you have one, what mythological god or goddess do you have a connection to?: artemis and apollo were the first deities i was drawn to when i started my craft and figuring out religion and such, but recently i have been very drawn to persephone and dionysus??

lastly, favorite recent selfie from your camera roll: (i never take selfies this is the most up to date pic i have and its bad but oh well)

i'm not gonna tag anyone bc i dont have friends but pls do it if u wanna!! i wanna know yall better!!!

A friend suggested that I do this so I guess I'm doing yhis

1) Sexuality? Straight 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Eric Whitacre, hands down 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. "A thin crust of dirt spread from the ghoul's hand, straight up Eurymachus's spectral arm." 4) What do you think about most? Nowadays, my future and where my life is going 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? "ok. I'm at the side in the parking lot" 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? Usually just underwear, but I guess I wouldn't be opposed to sleeping naked 7) What's your strangest talent? Independently moving a single eye 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence) Girls are just girls; Boys are just boys 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not to my recollection but who knows 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? I always play the air guitar, I never stop 11) Do you have any strange phobias? I'm not sure if I'd count it but I've got this thing about gremlins 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Just ask the surgeons 13) What's your religion? Spiritual with a somewhat Christian leaning, but not altogether religious 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Marching band usually but I'll do whatever with my friends 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Depends on the time I guess, I love performing but I love the creative aspect of shooting and the liberty to make artistic differences 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? My marching band, I judge the song not the band that performs it 17) What was the last lie you told? I'll ft out of bed soon 18) Do you believe in karma? Absolutely 19) What does your URL mean? Idk I just like the sound of it 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? I can get overexcited and go a little nuts; I am unfalteringly loyal to my organizations 21) Who is your celebrity crush? Karen Gillan by far 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? A couple times, but I never was all that into it 23) How do you vent your anger? Swordplay or throwing knives usually, because I haven't managed to form a healthy habit yet 24) Do you have a collection of anything? Playing cards, I have probably a couple hundred decks at this point 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? I think the phone? Mostly because with video chatting there usually isn't as much of a purpose to the convo which can make it hard to keep going naturally, but for the most part I prefer face to face or texting 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? With some of me, I'm stuck in some bad habits that make things hard, but I've been pulling myself together 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? I hate the sound of jackhammers; I love the sound of cellos 28) What's your biggest "what if"? Probably what if I'd applied myself in high school and actually developed decent study habits 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Absolutely; it'd be vain not to 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Window blinds; blu-ray remote 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? Fresh wind 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? A skeevy motel in Nevada 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? West coast, but more northern 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Taylor swift is attractive, but such a bitch 35) To you, what is the meaning of life? Life doesn't have a meaning, you give it meaning with the legacy you leave 36) Define Art. The intangible made tangible, the abstract made concrete, the infinite made finite 37) Do you believe in luck? Absolutely 38) What's the weather like right now? Partly cloudy, a comfortable breeze 39) What time is it? 1:56 pm 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes; I nearly hit a car when I first got my license but I swerved away just in time 41) What was the last book you read? I believe the last book I read was looking for Alaska, but I was rereading 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? A little bit 43) Do you have any nicknames? Master B-Dizzy, Brian-T Crest, Drunk Uncle BRT, Taps 44) What was the last movie you saw? In theaters it would probably be Rogue One, at home it would be Homeward Bound 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? Well when I set my hand on fire that wasn't great 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes 47) Do you have any obsessions right now? I'm pretty into It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia right now 48) What's your sexual orientation? Straight; wasn't that number 1? 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? I don't think so, but in middle school I started rumors about myself 50) Do you believe in magic? Of course 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Not really grudges in the sense of wanting revenge or anything, but if you've wronged me I remember it forever 52) What is your astrological sign? Pisces 53) Do you save money or spend it? I try to save, but I've been known to treat myself 54) What's the last thing you purchased? Some office supplies 55) Love or lust? Love always 56) In a relationship? Not in a couple years now 57) How many relationships have you had? 2 or 3 legitimate ones 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No 59) Where were you yesterday? Mostly home, ran a few errands though 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes 61) Are you wearing socks right now? No 62) What's your favorite animal? Wolves, majestic little badasses 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? I like to think it's my singing, but I think my sense of humor could be a plus 64) Where is your best friend? At this moment? No idea 65) Spit or swallow?(; Ehhhhh hard to say, probs spit (wow that came out of nowhere) 66) What is your heritage? American for a long while, but originally scotch Irish 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Working on arrangements 68) What do you think is Satan's last name? Pense 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Obviously 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Most of the time, but I'm pretty annoying at times 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Save the dog, if I'm at that point at my job, I'm on my way out already 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? I'd tell a few people; I'd probably just get my affairs in order and tell people what I've been needing to tell them; maybe at first, but I don't think that'd last long, I don't really fear death anymore 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Love, but what is one without the other 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Eric Whitacre's A Boy and a Girl 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 9017 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? A mix of complimentary traits that maintain intimacy and sexuality while keeping the higher sense of love and the ability to enjoy each others company 77) How can I win your heart? With kindness and a love of art in all forms 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? Absolutely, but be careful, that can be playing with fire 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? Hands down, joining marching band in high school 80) What size shoes do you wear? 10 1/2 men's 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? "We must nourish creativity in any medium, so as to preserve the greatest of all of them" 82) What is your favorite word? Etherial 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Kindness without motive 84) What is a saying you say a lot? It's all good 85) What's the last song you listened to? Colors of the Wind from Pocahontas 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? A forest green, especially when coupled with greys and browns 87) What is your current desktop picture? A snowy mountain peak 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Probably Donald Trump 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? Have you ever stolen anything? 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? See if they can talk first. If they cant or become hostile, I'd probably start slashing at them with the machete I keep next to my bed 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Shapeshifting into animals 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? My band finals retreat from sophomore year of high school 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? None, I claim all my experiences as they got me to this point in my life 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Uhhhhh Selina Gomez probably 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Italy or France, maybe Venice? 96) Do you have any relatives in jail? No 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? No 98) Ever been on a plane? Yes a good number of times 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Life goes on, but we have to make it better for ourselves