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lonelier-version-of-you · 4 months

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Well - even though the camerawork made me quite dizzy at times and thus I couldn't totally keep up with what was going on in each story - I thought Casualty was rather good, if also incredibly sad.

Rash's storyline made me cry tonight. It wouldn't have even occurred to me when the ep started to think that Ashok would die. I'm not sure how to feel about this: on one hand, I sort of feel like the Rash, Rida, and Ashok story deserved more emphasis throughout if this was going to be the outcome.

But on the other hand, having the Ashok story as just one of several stories running through the ep was an excellent way of making the way it turned out shocking and upsetting and sudden to the audience just like it was to Rash. As I say, it made me cry, and it's not all that common for Casualty to do that.

Neet Mohan's performance was brilliant. The way Rash just started sobbing like a scared little boy - wow. And it's just so sad to think that Rash is only about 30 or so and he's already lost both of his parents. Poor Rash.

I hope the show handles Rash's grief well. And Rida's, for that matter - she may not have known Ashok very long, but she clearly cared a lot for him and wanted to look after him. I imagine she'll feel like all of this is her fault - it's just an accident no one could have seen coming, of course, but in such a situation it would be so easy to end up thinking you caused it. Sarah Seggari was fantastic at conveying Rida's reactions tonight.

Speaking of Rash, I love how Dylan's become a sort of mentor to him. It's very sweet. I hope it continues. And while I'm not much of a big Joe McGann fan - that's another story - there was still something quite entertaining about seeing John Gaskell's fourth-cousin Wyatt!

I just like pretending every other Holbyverse character played by one of the McGanns is a relative of John's in some way. Considering we knew nothing about John's family - John himself knew nothing about his family - it's entirely possible. So I will continue to tell myself Wyatt is John's distant cousin. Although, I'm fairly sure Joe McGann has played so many guest characters that this would mean John has a lot of distant cousins who look oddly alike to one another. (Stephen and Mark, meanwhile, I think have only been in Casualty once or twice each.) Maybe all his characters are more closely related to each other than they are to John? Hm.

The Stevie story was intense. I'm not sure at all how to feel about it, or where any of it seems to be going, on a narrative level. However, I think when it came to the characterisation for Stevie this was the best ep in a while. It did very well at showing her PTSD, and it felt less like it was treating her like Henrik - i.e. making her character defined by trauma in a way that doesn't do any good for trauma survivors - than some others have. Stevie is a complex morally ambiguous character and I think, with the right effort, the show can let her stay that way while also showing more sympathetic angles to her.

I like that Ngozi is finally getting more backstory now. I'm interested to see where her storyline goes, though I don't have lots to say about it yet because we still don't know much. But I've loved Ngozi this whole time, so I'm glad she's getting more to do.

I'm not interested in a Teddy-Jodie-Cam love triangle. What is it with all these love triangles recently? I'm also not that interested in Cam in general - I don't hate him or anything, I like him well enough, he's just a bit boring to me. So I'm bored by love triangles and I'm becoming bored by Cam. I can think of much more interesting stories Teddy and Jodie could have whether separately or as a couple, than this.

Where was Max this week? I thought his absence was odd after he was so strongly involved last week.

Can Jacob please, please get a meaningful story? I'm tired of him being used as Iain's sidekick. He can do so much more than that. And I hate any scene where he talks about Faith because it just makes me think about how Faith is basically just exactly the same character as Tina was except Faith isn't acknowledged as an awful person. Sigh, again.

So, all in all: the Rash storyline is great, I have mixed feelings on the rest.

#BBC Casualty #Casualty spoilers

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all-eyes-no-dragon · 1 year

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How about we try reincarnating/isekaiing someone who isn't a salaryman or otaku NEET

Let's isekai a jock who cant believe this shit is happening, someone who doesn't know about anime or game tropes and doesn't immediately assimilate to the new world

Someone who won't just ignore their past life to the point where viewers even forget they're from another world because it just isn't relevant

Isekai has a lot of potential but they keep using the same rinse and repeat tired dry formula

Isekai people and not have others swoon and randomly fall at their feet for absolutely no reason despite the MCs having personalities as flavourful as the sand in the sandbox at the play park

Isekai more women, old people, little kids, uh college students maybe? I don't think I've ever seen a college student be isekaied before

Where's "I Just Wanted To Get My Degree In Archeology But Now The Prince From Another World Won't Stop Proposing Because He Thinks I'm A Goddess"?

Where's "Grandpa Retired But Fell Down A Hole So Now He's The Ultimate Baker In Another World"?

Where's "My Parents Hired A Fairy To Come To My Birthday Party But It Ended Up Being The Real Deal And Now I'm Stuck In Another World"?

Where's "I Scour This New World, Searching For A Way Home"?

Personally, "I Don't Have Time For An Adventure, I Need To Be Back By Dinner" sounds like a charmer to me.

Down with lookalike bland harem protagonists with no personality, dimensions and the exact same jobs (or in the case of the lack thereof)/hobbies (gaming, or however they want to spin it). Heck, these guys are basically all going to the same worlds as well so they've basically all got the same stories too. A shame.

This is why people hate isekai, which I think is a shame really, cuz I love the concept. Just,, I prefer to cherry pick the genre for gems

Side note: let isekai protags say weird shit that no one understands because

�� cultural 👏 barrier 👏

C'mon, this is a different world, there's gotta be some basic stuff the protag might say and be met with blanket stares

Like in re zero apples are called appas

Totally small stupid and inconsequential but u look stupid af if u call it anything but an appa

Now, if u were reincarnated and had to grow from a child, I suppose u would have time to assimilate to the culture.

Ugh, but I wish they would let reincarnations stay kids longer. If their old world is gonna become obsolete, I want to see them slowly lose that. Forget people's faces, the names of their coworkers, what street they lived on. Forget the smell of their favourite flower, the taste of their favourite food. Forget what the texture of jeans feel like. Make me feel emotions.

Let's see them weird out their new parents by not being used to the New World's culture. Let's see people shrug off them accidentally talking about stuff because wowiee, kids say the darnest things

Stop having isekai kids gather 10 wives at the tender age of 9 :)

I like the MC of the webcomic "The Beginning After The End" 's stance on the dubious subject of having romantic relationships as a reincarnator (or at least, I like it so far. I'm mid 100s into the comic so idk if they about to switch up)

Basically the MC died as an adult so he sees all the kids "his age" as children and he even said a line about how he would be a criminal if he got romantic with one of the girls who like him 🤣

I guess it's up to self perception? Like, this body is 13 but my brain is 45. Which am I actually, then?

Let reincarnators be confused about this as well, cuz even irl people debate this a whole lot (cuz it's just one of those "well, technically" things. I think the fact that we even have to go "technically" to excuse it is a bit of an ouch tho)

I'm open to other views and counter arguments on any of the things I've just said, tbh. These are just some things I think are missed opportunities. Like, people will keep watching and watching it even if it's the same thing (why do you think there's so many "Peter Parker's Field Trip To Stark Industries" fics? People will continually consume the same thing slightly tweaked if they like the premise enough). I just think changes to how we approach isekai might bring in some new viewership and increased positive opinions on the genre

Also, the comically long titles are a fun thing but I know some people abhor them. They want titles that are creative and don't basically just summarise the show's premise. Because, with a title like that, it shows a lack of creativity and ingenuity. Not to say that it needs to be toned down all the way, just reduced to keywords.

"Undead Unluck"

"Spy x Family"

"Dragon Ball"

"First Night With The Duke"

"Little Shop Of Horrors"

"Villain To Kill"

"Pride & Prejudice"

"Cirque Du Freak"

"Mirror Image"

(Yes, I did just write down the names of random things I like. 3 animes, 3 books, 2 webcomics and a,, movie/play(?) I watched it as a play, anyways. okay, the 3animes is kind of a lie, I'm impatiently waiting for undead unluck to come out as an anime. ive never consumed any content for it but the trailer)

These titles give you a vague idea of important symbols/things in the narrative, no? But you don't know exactly was going to happen.

But I'm only speaking for some people, I find the long titles to be funny and a bit intriguing. Of course, I wouldn't mind some good old fashioned original names being brainstormed. These thoughtlessly long titles allow all these different producers to just pump out what is, at its core, basically the same ideas, just switched up a bit so the homework doesn't look copied

#anime #isekai #rants n rambles #anime rant #ridiculously long titles #story ideas #half joking #suggestions #people are getting sick of it #the same thing #over and over #spice it up #not just teenage NEET gamer boys who couldn't give a fcuk about reality #though I will mention that #re zero #did an excellent job at making subaru not just one of those guys #I like that he has a personality #and I thought that #naofumi #from #shield hero #was really sweet at the start.. kinda wish he stayed like that but the spin off exists so I'll just live vicariously through that #I like #that time i got reincarnated as a slime #mikami satoru (? I think that's how u spell it) was a really charming down to earth funny kind of guy even b4 he died #and its not as if his past life was forsaken #its a simple show #but I think it does the trick #thank you for coming to my rant #sorry for the ramble

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sophiethewitch1 · 4 months

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Love your writing so much! Your an absolute machine for being able to write that well that fast. Make sure to take breaks and stay hydrated!

im unemplyed (disabled) so like, before i started my beloved new medication that is basically fixing me, all I did was lie around tired. now I'm like,,, I guess trying to practise being a proper author?? if I can work id want to write. so anyway all my fav authors write something ridiculous like 5k a day so really I'm not that fast just. just unemployed. neet life except I really really want to do something with my life lmfao. also yes I drink at least a litre a day <3 I hate the sensation of being thirsty <3

#sophie speaks #sophie answers #thank you anon #idk what this is about #ranting. or whatever #i had another tic episode yesterday for no obvious reason #theyre physically painful and exhausting and idk #makes my brain mush #WAIT THAT WAS WHY I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL???#just remembered that #which is a good sign i like my memories coming back :D #this is a bad look but i swear I'm doing much better than I used to be

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clara-steve · 2 months

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story of neet aspirant

I'm tired.

Soo very fucking tired.

I get the lowest score compared to my classmates and I hate it. I've always been a kid who has had it easy jn life and I hate that everyone is smarter than me in my new class. I feel so stupid, like a waste of space cause grades were the only thing I had in life and they are slipping away. I've never enjoyed life like my peers. I've always been a good girl, listening to her parents, staying jn the right crowd but I feel like everything is slipping off right now and I hate fhat I have absolutely no fucking control over it.

What if I don't have fun, nor get good grade. What's the point then?

I've always been told "concentrate on your studies for 2 years and you'll live 50 years of your life happily" but what if I don't have fun in these 2 years, not score well and live the rest 50 years like this too.

I keep asking myself this question cause I'm not even 2 extreme ends right now. Not the kinda girl who score really well nor am I the one who enjoys her life and score too bad. I'm in the middle and with this score I'm not gonna end up doing anything and I terrified of that

I keep pushing myself but I really can't seem to get my score above 500 in my periodic mock tests while all my friends keep scoring 550, 545, 530 , 580 and I feel so ashamed to even tell my marks thinking they might look down on me. I mean leave them, dven j look down on Me. It's even sadder that one of my friend who I used to always get at least 4- 8 marks more then, beat me and is now scoring 550s it makes me feel like a complete idiot.

Well. I don't know how much of it made sense to people but I just desperately wanted to went somewhere without being judged or told that I should stop being selfish and jealous of my friends.

#sorry for being depressing #neetpreparation #high school #student

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timetravellingkitty · 9 months

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AW THANK YOU!!!

im glad you're doing well despite exams. respect fr (i would be dying from panic and thoughts of berozgaar zindagi lol). best of luck!!!

OIOOOHHH coorg???? with friends? that's gonna be funnn! please tell me about your experience there after you come back lol. ive never been there now that i think about it...

i'm alright surprisingly. im doing isc biology and like. i hate how im gaining like - 0.00000000000001% more knowledge that im probably never gonna use in neet, so yeah salty about that. also vinayaka chavithi today was fun for us, always love the story part never getting tired of it hahaha

what do you study?

Thank you so much! I plan to tell yall about the trip when I come back. I've actually been to Coorg quite a few times cause I live in Bangalore so it's always nice to visit the coffee plantations

Biology is actually the only science I ended up liking by the time 10th finished (I was pretty good at Chem and physics until 9th. Help). Although that being said everyday I thank God I'm not a medical student

As for me, I'm actually going for law and well. It is truly something. I shall elaborate in dms

#asks #goose

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subconscious616 · 2 years

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SMHmethod　multiverse　link！

Like! fun! because there is no I didn't want to do it too much But it's different remembered Job is Doing what you are good at is the most efficient

I like it but it's fun! There is no such thing as I think I didn't want to I'm good at it

remembered It's best if you enjoy doing what you're good at at work

For a time, I started a sparkly business Doing what I love I wonder if I was poisoned If you don't like it, why don't you make the speaker system your job? I thought I had no choice but to resist I still think it's fishy (laughs) That's why I don't want to do my best

But after a long time, I met various people in the lower world There are a lot of people who normally don't interact with each other. When we meet on the go, we have no choice but to talk I meet a lot of people who are not close to me

but to those people People who are good at spinners usually don't meet in the apparel world Divination? Hmm~~~ Well, do you want to see it? people about But even with people of that race, there were cases where I could talk about various things and be useful. I don't like to give you my contact information (laughs). I hate being shallow and wide But this time, if you ask me, I'll tell you. . . I am trying to stick to

do something you don't normally do

It's been a long time since I entered a department store, and I really hated it~ It must be tough. . . . (laughs) I think But this is just physically exhausting it was mentally easy Both department stores are terrible. . . changed a lot from what was

Come to think of it, when I went to department stores for a few days in May, both shops were fun. I forgot

I was in a certain department store in October and November. Mentally is much easier than I imagined It's physically exhausting

In December, I was invited to the Umeda underground mall again, so I decided to go.

I'm glad that it's easy and I'm free The days in department stores in October and November are also easy and free.

Everyday thoughts come true It's going Realize

I'm thinking of going underground until January It's great to be free and easy and earn money

what should i do from february I didn't get it right this time

I was NEET until the end of May in 2022 I get tired of staying at home and stop wearing makeup (laughs). I want to be pretty, so I want to be in front of people But every time apparel comes back, I think it's enough (lol)

So, I'm gathering my thoughts what do i want How do you want to spend your days? what do you want to do Who do you want to spend time with? how do you want to spend your time What can I do to be satisfied?

I will try to summarize How are you going to spend next year?

Every day will be the way you think The days will turn out the way you want them to then as expected What I think about every day is just creating the days in front of me It's strange very

I'm looking forward to going to Saitama soon! ! !

好き！楽しい！がないからあんまりやりたいと思わなかったでもちがう思い出した仕事は得意なことをやるのが一番効率がいい

好きだけど楽し！とかはないしと思いやりたくなかったけど得意なんだわ

思い出した仕事は得意なことを楽しくやれたらこれがいちばんいい

一時期はやったキラキラ起業好きなことを仕事にとかに毒されていたのかな好きでないならスピ系は特に仕事にするのはなぁ抵抗しかないなぁって思ってたうさんくさいはいまだに思うし私も(笑) だから全力でやりたいと思えなくて

でも久々に下界でいろんな人に出会って普段なら交流することがない人もたくさんいる出先で会うと話さざるを得ないというか自分から近よないようなタイプの人にもたくさん出会う

でもそんな人たちにスピ系得意な人は普段アパレルの世界にいたらほとんど会わない占い？ん～～～まぁ見るけど？くらいの人たちでもそんな人種の人ですらいろいろ話して役に立てるケースがまぁまぁあったみんな連絡先教えてって言ってくれるしね連絡先教えるの嫌いなんだけど(笑) 浅く広くは嫌いだからでも今回は聞かれたら教えましょう。。。を貫いてみております

いつもならしないことをするべし

久々に百貨店入ってほんと～～～～～に嫌だったけどしんどいんだろうなぁ。。。。と(笑)思うようんでもこれが肉体的にしんどいだけで精神的には楽だったどっちもしんどいのが百貨店。。。だったのが大きく変わった

そういえば5月に百貨店数日入ったときもどっちのお店も楽しかったや忘れてた

10，11月は某百貨店入ってたけど想像よりはるかにメンタルは楽で肉体的に超しんどいけど

12月はまた��田の地下街に呼ばれたので行くことに

楽で暇でありがたいなぁと思ってるので 10，11月の百貨店も楽で暇でありがたい日々

毎日思ってることが現実になりますなってるよね実感する

1月までは地下街行こうと思うけど暇で楽でお金もらえるなんて最高だもの

2月からどうしようかな今回なかなかまとまらなかった

2022年も5月末までニートしてたけど家に居るのも飽きてくるし化粧しなくなる(笑)のは考え物きれいにいたいから人前にはいたいしねぇでもアパレルは戻るたびにもういいって思うしねぇ(笑)

で、考えまとめ中私はどうしたいの？毎日をどう過ごしたいの？何をしていたいの？誰と過ごしたいの？どんな時間が過ごしたいの？何ができれば満足なのか

しっかりまとめようと思いますん来年はどう過ごそうかな？

考えてる通りの毎日になる思う通りの日々になるならばやはり自分の毎日考えてることが目の前の日々を作っているだけである不思議だよね本当に

もうすぐさいたまいくぞぅ楽しみ！！！

#spiritual #SMHmethod #secret #retrieval #QHHT #law of attraction

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vrisrezis · 3 years

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Thank you for opening rps again 🤗

I am sorry in advance, this is long.

My favorite neet rt now is Osomatsu and I was thinking of that scene from newer seasons (2 I think?) from that idol/single mom character (I'm sorry idk her name 😅) has a crush on him and asks him out. I was wondering how Oso would react being asked out by the idol while in a very close relationship with s/o, who is pretending they are fine with it since they aren't officially dating but is deeply anxious at the thought of losing him (and probably will since a really hot girl is asking him out).

Side note: I think having Oso w/ an s/o who also has abandonment issues would be interesting to see. And I would believe the brothers (or some of them) are aware of s/o's feelings on Oso getting asked out even if the s/o is trying to not show it in order to be fair to Oso. But Oso would probably be oblivious 😐🙄

Dam this would be a good one shot lol 😆

YEAH I LOVE THIS !! I got a thing for characters with abandonment issues <//3 relatable

Osomatsu wouldn’t be having any of it to be honest, even if you two aren’t official, if he’s serious about you then he’s not going to bother with nyaa. He wouldn’t think much about it and not think of it as a big deal. He would simply tell her he has feelings for somebody else and would move on, although he isn’t used to that kinda attention, it’s one of the only times he’s actually mature about something.

You would be right about his being oblivious to your jealousy//anxiousness to losing him to her, but his brothers would catch on and would probably say something to him about it if you continue to keep it away from him and let it go on.

Osomatsu would feel really stupid for not realizing it sooner, but he would try to reassure you that you won’t lose him. He has abandonment issues himself, after his brothers moved out for that short time it has made him realize how much he hates the idea of being alone, being without them. The idea that you’re scared of losing him is ridiculous to him, but he’s scared of being abandoned by you too. He will tell you this as well. That he’s really scared of losing you, and he feels awful that he made you feel that way, even if it wasn’t his fault. He still feels terrible because he knows how it feels.

He’s tired of not being official, he’s tired of not taking this relationship more seriously and tells you he’d like to date you for real this time.

#ososan x reader #osomatsusan x reader #osomatsu san x reader #osomatsu x reader

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lonelier-version-of-you · 2 months

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Okay, I don't really want to - I'm tired and miserable and triggered and all of that not very fun stuff - but I probably ought to write up Casualty thoughts. I'm going to try and come up with something positive to say tonight!

Rash was good.

There we go. I said something nice. Now on to more thoughts.

For the third week in a row: poor, poor Teddy. I hate that Hayley came back and I hate the fightclub. The former is blatant sensationalism, and extremely contrived. The latter is also contrived and out of character.

I also hate how every other character is basically not even trying to reach out to him, just so he can be more isolated! They know he's unhappy, but even Jan is just making half-bothered "are you alright" remarks every now and then. He's her treasured nephew, I'd expect more from her than that.

Hayley coming back makes no sense. Could she theoretically go to see her housemate and run into Teddy? Yeah. Is it contrived? Also yes. Hayley is a stranger to Teddy. He had never run into her before last week and would not be all that likely to see her again so soon. I can believe Teddy might see Hayley again in a year or two, but not now.

Hayley still reminds me of Gaynor, the way she put Teddy down, calling him pathetic etc. I still don't think the parallel is intentional.

And Teddy... what can I even say beyond "he wouldn't get involved in a fightclub"? He just wouldn't. I don't know why the show seems to be expecting me to think Teddy has all this anger. He doesn't really get angry more than most characters. Sah was the one with the anger problem, not Teddy. That was sort of the point of their friendship.

Teddy, realistically, would be more likely to emotionally turn inward. Even if he did get angry, okay, but he wouldn't be the type to express that by going to a fightclub.

I think something like a depression story for Teddy would have been very powerful. Why is he fighting people instead?? Milo Clarke's acting was good though.

Rash's mental health, however, is being handled brilliantly. Kudos to Casualty for that. Neet Mohan has been playing this so well, too.

I love Siobhan so much. What a great character.

I was sad there weren't any Jacob moments tonight. Also, am I right in thinking Hayley's housemate was named Tina? I didn't hear that wrongly? If so: again, that reminds me how I hope we get to see Jacob comfort Teddy.

Ngozi is wonderful. I adore her.

I don't have much else to say tonight. Next week, it looks like Teddy won't appear. Now he's in a fightclub for the drama of him being in one, I think that's for the best.

#BBC Casualty #Theodore Gowan #casualty spoilers

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