#i'm posting this at almost 4am omg
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Ello o/, may i request again (dk if i can tho, don't feel pressured if not maken), really love the post you made for the request my heart literally- aawkwkw, i have so many things to say to that post but really busy asfck like if i wnated to, i could literally write a essay or thesis statement, */ahem anyway
BSD boys, while having a fighting/argument with s/o they suddenly grip they're s/o's wrist too hard and ended up leaving a mark (they didn't mean to tho ;-;) that reminded the reader's past child abuse/not used to this type of conflict which lead to angst to comfort or just angst hehe. Idk this is just a random 2am thought(my time rn) I have classes later waking up at 4am too…
AHHHHHH omg yes I'm so sorry I haven't like set up any request rules yet which I should do lol, but I'm so shehejwj but I don't have limits on requests! I just try to get to them when I can <3 Also I'm so sorry about the late response! College is hard x[
But also, I wanna do some scenarios for this, so I'm gonna have to only pick a few that I feel I can write the best for this if that's ok cause ngl I feel the mercury retrograde rn,,,
Scenario: Accidentally triggering past abuse/trauma during an argument (Ranpo, Dazai)
Ranpo
Ranpo was a rather loud guy. That's not his fault, since he's only loud whenever he has a reason to be - he's confident because he knows he can get away with it. He's smart enough to survive some of the most dangerous killers, and is bold enough to laugh in their face about it too.
But god is it aggravating as hell whenever you want to truly talk to the man one on one. Sometimes, you just want to have a normal date with him - like a normal couple and do normal couple stuff.
Like right now, you just want to walk down this busy street and not have to listen to him boast about how stupid people were. It was embarrassing how loud he was about it, how the person who got hit with a car could have easily avoided it had they just checked both sides of the street.
A normal conversation to have after witnesses a horrible event, but you could feel the stares from across the street from the mans wife. Especially towards Ranpo, who seemed to have no social boundaries as everyone else in the area seemed to instead be occupied with the normal human behavior of freaking out after witnessing a man flying in the air and being hit by a car.
To save face, you dragged him away, with him still talking about it as if it were a normal everyday thing. In his world, it probably was - but not to you. Not to normal people, who didn't think about death everyday.
"Ranpo, you need to quiet down."
"What? I'm just saying. It was pretty avoidable you know?"
You turned around to glare at him, gripping your enclasped hands tightly. He thought nothing of it, swirling his ramune bottle rather casually. The ball clinked around with each step the both of you took together.
"I know that. But you do know that it's pretty insensitive to say that in front of him and the wife who saw her husband get hit with a car."
"Y/n."
You were forced back as Ranpo stopped on the sidewalk. It was apart of a narrow stretch of road, empty and away from the commotion, which forced you to look at him. He was staring at you with his eyes, as if trying to puzzle something.
"You don't actually care about them."
There was a pause. You blinked once. Then twice.
"What do you mean by that?"
He held your hand tighter, almost painfully so.
"You don't really care about them that much. So why are you defending them?"
His viridian eyes bore into yours, which deeply unsettled you. He meant nothing by it, especially with the iron grip he had on your hand which kept you in your spot.
"Because not everyone is a superfreak like you Ranpo!"
But it made you incredibly uncomfortable.
You felt the need to defend yourself, somehow.
"Some people have 'empathy' which I know is a foreign concept to people like you."
It was as he cocked his head to the side, like a crow trying to understand what you had just told him. It was as if what you just said had gone right through him, like the wind.
"You don't mean that."
He pulled you towards him. You tried to step back, but you only found yourself stepping around and trying to find your balance again.
You flinched when Ranpo reached to balance you, but you still felt the energy from your sudden bout of frustration pumping through your body. It was embarrassing, but your mind and body were reacting all on their own.
Ranpo kept staring at you, looking past your angry scowl and into something deeper.
"I'm not your enemy Y/n, I know you're upset but there's something more."
He left you feeling naked there.
"It's not that deep. You don't need to defend yourself against me."
You looked down, avoiding his eyes. The sidewalk underneath you was rather cracked and abandoned - there was a dandelion growing just underneath your feet, a rather resilient flower.
"I'm not defending myself, I'm just..."
Ranpo lifted your chin up so you could meet his eyes again, which were now softer, as they had quickly figured out the puzzle that he's struggled with.
You looked back at him. A part of you wanted to keep arguing - it was in your nature, to keep fighting. Unfortunately, it was something you've done for a long time, which Ranpo has figured out by now.
Another thing that made you feel a little uncomfortable.
He met you with a cheeky smile, like a little rat. He closed his eyes, his cheeks raising to meet his eyes.
"I know. You're a good person Y/n."
Dazai
"I just don't think you understand. I can't expect you to, but it's not your problem, so why are you so upset about it?"
Dazai was looking at you from the couch, watching as you were once again picking up bottles he had left from one of his drinking binges. He still smelled of last night, wearing the same clothes and smelling of the various drinks he had lost himself in.
"It clearly is my problem. I'm the one cleaning up your mess right now, so how could I not be involved? Dear god, do you ever look at yourself and want to even try to be better?"
Dazai looked at you, sitting up from his previous lounging position. He stared up, his elbows resting on his knees as he stared at you - his eyebags prominent in the early morning sunlight.
"What do you mean 'try' to be better? Have you ever even known what it's like to be like this?"
You rolled your eyes, dragging the bag to the front door so you could later bring it to the dumpster of your apartments. In your eyes, he was clearly being dramatic - sitting like some sort of mafioso, needing only a cigarette to seal the deal.
"Everyone has had it hard at one point Dazai. Losing yourself to alcohol every night and weekend doesn't justify it. You have a life to live you know? It's worth living."
You heard footsteps approach behind you, and looked up to see Dazai standing a little too close for comfort. His body was warm, and you could see the sweat and stains on his bandages. His hair was usually fluffy hair was greasy, but his eyes - they were dark, simply staring down at you.
"What do you know about living?"
"What?"
He had backed you into the wall, his hands now on either side of you, blocking you from exiting the danger that had become him and whatever emotional rage he had thrown himself into.
"You act like you know so much about life but you know nothing! You don't know anything about death or life - I don't think you know anything at all really. You feel all too comfortable making these assumptions about me when you don't know who I am, do you?"
He was smiling but it didn't reach his eyes at all.
You pushed at him, trying to find space to escape from his hold. His clothes and warmth made you want to burn your skin and run at that moment, and you closed your eyes in order to avoid the worst of your fears as you knew he was staring at you with those eyes that seemed to hold nothing but contempt in that very moment.
When you couldn't break free, instead feeling him pressing himself more against you, you felt your eyes begin to tear up.
"Dazai get the fuck away me."
"Or what? What will you do, oh sweet belladonna?"
You could feel tears build up in your eyes as your pushing did nothing against him - so you resorted to what you knew would work.
You raised your knee as hard as you could, and watched as Dazai fell hard on the ground, falling like a sack of potatoes. He writhed around, clutching his pearls while you gripped your pants, trying to soothe your nerves.
"Dazai I'm..."
You looked around your apartment, looking at the mess that it had become because of him. You looked back down at him, who was still on the ground and wasn't saying anything.
"Dazai I'm going to leave for a bit. Sorry."
I'm so sorry this took so long waaaaahh I'm a slow writer I'm working on it tho ;( also I was thinking about doing Jouno but I felt that it would've been super harsh so maybe I'll do him another time
#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs x reader#ranpo x you#ranpo x reader#ranpo x y/n#dazai x reader#dazai x you#dazai x y/n#bsd x you#bsd x y/n
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out with the old, in with the new | w2s/harry lewis
summary —new accounts, new lifestyle, new clubs every night. an insight into just what—and who—youtube's non-youtuber it girl got up to during her split from harry
*once again following the lead of @whoetoshaw and her bog universe's iconic breakup era ALSO, one of the twitter threads is rlly grainy and I'm sorry abt that, i couldn't properly fix it so you have to just zoom in on it 😭
2023, January
2018, July.
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yourusername lay all your love on me 🌻🍹☀️
tagged: zoeleonards, chloemitchells
zoeleonards london reality, greece fantasy 💔😞
yourusername ibiza couldn't come sooner!
wroetominter OMGOMG IVE DREAMED ABOUT YOU RETURNING TO SOCIAL MEDIA
ynfan omg shes glowing 🤩🤩
chloemitchells mykonos has never looked better 🤤😍😘
yourusername love u, lover girl 😘😘 ❤️❤️
2018, August.
liked by chloemitchells, tobjizzle, leahwilliamson, and 20,349 others
yourusername snuck behind a dj booth and had a blast, had a few more shots than I should've, fell more in love with my girls. ibiza, you will forever be famous 🍾✨️
zoeleonards it was nice having the hotel room to just myself and Chloe for a bit x 🤣🤭
ynfangirl DOES THIS MEAN THE MASON MOUNT RUMOURS ARE TRUE??
chloemitchells @ynfangirl who's that? never heard of him 🤷♀️
ynloverrrr it HAS to be true
freyanightingale beautiful girl ❤️
yourusername ❤️❤️❤️
sidemenfav the way that her, freya, and talia still like each others posts and support each other 💔
liked by yourusername, taliamar, and freyanightingale
ynandharry tobi likes every one of her posts, too. they really are family no matter what 😭
2019, January
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yourusername we're able to have semi-classy girls trips, who knew?
tagged: zoeleonards
chloemitchells gutted I couldn't make it, I miss u two beautiful girls 😭❤️
yourusername CHLO!!! it wasn't the same without you, babe xx
zoeleonards I missed placing bets on who y/n was gonna make a move on 💔
yourusername IM NOT THAT BAD ZOË JESUS
chloemitchells yeah, give her some slack... it's usually placing bets on who's gonna make a move on her 😉
ynfanpage queen we need tips on how to live our best lives because you are teaching us all rn
yourusername 1) the only long term relationship you need to focus on is the one with yourself. 2) surround yourself with people you love and support & who will love and support you. 3) learn to not give a fuck what anyone else things because everyone's too busy in their own heads to care ❤️❤️
taliaminterr how is your life so aesthetic?? irl gossip girl vibes!!
yourusername babe trust my life doesn't look like this day to day, I only show the fun bits. rn it's 4am and I've got four day old greasy hair, dried mascara under my eyes (I watched UP without taking off my makeup first), and I'm eating cereal and drinking flat coke zero. I am not the standard you should aim for 😭😭
ynslover I love how open and honest she is about her content. she's actually such a good role model
liked by taliamar, freyanightingale, chloemitchells, and 19,519 others
yourusername apparently people think the party life in my photo dumps is my day-to-day? babes, if I can teach any of you one thing in life, it's that half the shit you see online is fake. half the 'candid' moments are staged, same goes for almost every picture you see. so here's a little dump of my actual reality
zoeleonards yeah guys she's actually so messy it's insane. it makes me want to move out
yourusername SHUT IT. zoë has about three different vases of dead flowers in her room because she forgets to take them out.
zoeleonards that's nothing on the old cups in your room
yourusername BLOCKING U
ynslover how does it feel to be the most relatable influencer ever even though you're not an influencer?
taliamar omg you've still got the vinyls!!
yourusername ofc, babe! I needed something to remember our days of charity shop hopping
2023, January
#harry wroetoshaw#harry x reader#harry lewis#harry lewis x reader#wroetoshaw#wroetoshaw x reader#w2s#w2s x reader#w2s imagine#sidemen#the sidemen x reader#the sidemen#social media au#talia mar#miniminter#ksi#tobjizzle#freya nightingale
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Pheromones
earth 42! Miles Morales x fem!reader
Summary : Your boyfriend smells reaaaaal good after a trip to the gym
Warnings : slightly weird, fluff, probably grammatically incorrect (im writing this from my phone at 4AM)
"You smell so good right now"
Your boyfriend looked down at you with a concerned gaze.
"Ma, I'm musty as fuck right now," he laughed awkwardly.
"Okay, yeah, but you smell really good though," you giggled, taking in his scent.
Miles knew he picked a pretty weird girl, but he'd never thought she would be attracted to the smell of his post-workout funk.
He slid out of your grasp, earning a dissatisfied huff from you.
"Ima go take a shower, then you can hold me all you want, okay?" He started walking towards the bathroom.
"Wait, no!" You pleaded ",Please don't think I'm being weird right now."
"Nah, you're being kinda weird baby," he clarified, turning back to you.
"Okay, but like, what if I told you there was a scientific reason for all this?" You asked.
With a look of intrigue, he plopped down onto his bed.
"Aight, humor me." He said quizzically.
"Okay, so I read this article," you started. He rolled his eyes.
Smacking his chest, you hissed "Nigga, don't roll ya eyes at me."
"Ow, okay okay, I'm listening."
"Anyways, I was reading this article about how when you sweat, you excrete pheromones- y'know the love hormone?" You explained.
He leaned in to touch your nose with his.
"Ooh, the love hormone? You looove me?" He teased.
"And if I do?" You stuck your tongue at him, feeling your face warm up.
He slid his arm around your waist, pulling you onto his lap.
"Do you love me?" He asked, looking you dead in your eyes.
You were at a loss for words, never having said those words to anyone but your parents. He was making this hard enough as he rubbed circles into your sides.
You forced your eyes away from his face.
"Iloveyou." You rushed the words out as if they were forbidden.
He cupped your face, turning you to look at him.
"You what, baby? I didn't catch that." He pried.
Well, this conversation had taken an turn. You just wanted to revel in your man's scent peacefully but now you were forced to face your true feelings. Love was definitely a word...a strong one at that. However, looking into his eyes like this, you knew the answer.
"I love you, Miles Morales."
"And I love you, mi corazón."
Your could feel yourself almost shaking, that was a lot to admit for you. You decided to bury your emotions in his shoulder. He wrapped his arms tighter around your waist, rocking you back and forth.
sniff.
"Are you sniffing me again?" He exclaimed.
"I'm sorry," You sobbed ", but you smell too good right now."
"Okay, that's enough for you, lil freak," He rolled you off of him, and onto the bed.
With a pat to your stomach, he left the room to hop in the shower.
He really did smell good though...
A/N: Okay y'all this is my first time writing in a bit, also it is 5 AM, im not editing this teehee
This is loosely based off experiences I've personally had with boyfriends, and YES when you love someone enough their sweat smells sooooo good omg
Anyways, you can generally assume in my writing that the reader is black, so take that as you will. I hope this was enjoyable even if it's lowkey crack. Thank you !
#miles morales#earth 42 miles x reader#black authors#spiderman atsv#earth 42 miles morales x black!reader#black tumblr#atsv miles#atsv fluff
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Okay so for people in diff timezones, it's around 4am on the 13th April for me, so the 11th was about two days ago
But I've been meaning to make a little post
Thursday marked the year anniversary of Smosh's tntl with Starkid. Now I know to some that means absolutely nothing, but to me it's a little special because this means I've now been a proper smosh fan and on smoshblr for around a year now☹️
I would say I REALLY became apart of smoshblr around November when I became shaynse anon and I don't want to sound cringey but I actually believe that I have changed quite a bit since then blogwise and even personalitywise even though its been a couple of months
I guess I just wanted to make a post to say from the bottom of my heart thank you, the mutuals and anons I've gained the past couple of months is a lot compared to me pre shaynse anon. I really found my footing on tumblr and gained a lot more confidence all thanks to this little community 🙂
I will never forget shaynse day, its still CRAZY to me that even one person thought of me, never mind multiple. I remember when that happened (people reaching out to me), I was giddy for days and I was ready to explode because I had nobody in real life to talk to it about😭 So thank you SO much
To anybody that has even liked or reblogged a post of mine, thank you. To anybody that has clicked on my blog and had a little look around, thank you. To anybody that has given me a follow or sent in an ask, THANK YOU. I know it seems small, but even a little interaction truly makes my day. I love this little corner of the internet☹️🫶
Theres a few mutual that I absolutely HAVE to thank, because you guys truly are such a big part of tumblr for me.
(Now, please understand that these are people specific to SMOSHBLR🙏)
@jovenshires, hi bestie🙂 you've genuinely done SO much for me since I sent that silly little ask to you, indirectly or not. I definitely don't think I'd have my little place on smoshblr without you, shaynse anon was A MOMENT. I still think about the Christmas gift you gave to me daily, it genuinely warms my heart sm that you'd think to create something for me☹️ AND YOU THOUGHT OF IT WHILE I WAS STILL ONLY A LITTLE ANON☹️ Thank you SO much for helping me be welcomed into this space🫶
@lilac-hecox, I don't think we've directly spoken a lot? But we interact with eachother quite a bit, and ur blog?? OBSESSED. Anyway recent memory on April 1st I just remember booping the HELL out of ur page and u booping just as much back😭🫶
@wallpaper-inside-my-heart, I genuinely think about the smoshblr december asks SO MUCH. That was such a sweet thing for you to do and I rlly think it brought the fandom sm closer, and it was so kind how you acknowledged like almost everybody's posts almost EVERYDAY. It was so fun talking to you abt our interests🫶
@ancientvamp, hello to my shaynse SOLDIER OMG🫶 We both fill up the shaynse tag SM and I LOVE IT😭 Ur like my no.1 shaynse blog probably, like sometimes I feel we are SO on the same wavelength. I just think ur rlly neat!! 🫶
@bomikalover, HELLO TO ANOTHER SHAYNSE SOLDIER!!! My shaynse bestie!! Your edits are SOOO iconic, and I'm so happy to have been able to let you know chanse saw ur edit, that was literally insane and I was so happy for u☹️ ur just so 🫶🫶🫶
now there are SO MANY PEOPLE I'd LOVE to tag, but I thought I'd narrow it down to just a few that I've properly interacted with. To any mutuals that see this, please don't take offense, not my intention AT ALL!!! In fact, HI HI HI!!! If you'd like, PLEASE reach out or interact with me!! I'd always love to communicate, whether that's in reblogs, comments etc!!
I do actually have a project I want to do as an almost celebration, but I kinda had to scrap and restart my whole idea because it wasn't going how I wanted😭 so bear with! And also I'll probably do something for the anniversary of shaynse day, cause why not🤷♀️
ANYWAY, long story short THANK YOU to all and to smoshblr for being such a welcoming and sweet area on the Internet when everywhere else is often not🫶
-love, shaynse anon
#Eww not me getting sappy#Can't help it#I'm genuinely so sentimental😭#I just thought you guys deserved some thanks!#Never harmful to give a little thanks🫶#shaynse anon#nat talks#shaynse#smoshblr#smosh
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I know "We'll Burn the Sky" is drawing influence from Daisy Jones and the Six. I was in the middle of watching it when you posted the first teaser and then chapter one, so I had to stop watching (for a bit) just for my own mind set.
Anyway, I finally finished watching it, and I honestly see Timothy Olyphant as Sam, for some reason, instead of the manager... 🤷🏼♀️
Rod however... maybe more an older Ted Danson...
If I muddled them up, I do apologize, I've been awake since 4am here for work 😭😭😭
It's now nearing 6pm and I'm also listening my favourites playlist 😂😂😂
omg!! finally someone who watched the show!!! who was your favorite character? 🤭
I love Timothy as Sam! I don’t see him as the manager in this one either! He would be perfect as Sam tho!
omg Ted Danson as the manager would be great too! I was also thinking Jeffrey Dean Morgan or a younger choice (after seeing videos of him with the beard) Jensen Ackles 👀
Also omg, you’re a few hours ahead of me! It’s only 8 am (almost 9) for me 😂
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"G'night Farmer"
"Goodnight Rockstar"
Dude it is literally almost 4am for me you can not be posting such brilliant fucking writing and giving me a scene that I want to draw at this time of night /lh
Once again, incredible job, I'm still obsessed with this story <3
OMG WAIT IF YOU DRAW IT PLEASE LET ME SEE IT!!! I also draw so that would be so fucking COOL to see someone else draw something I wrote I would deadass CRY (in a good way) omgggg
I'm happy you like it 🥹 I'll try to get the third (and probably final) part out as soon as I can! Thank you again for your kind words 🖤
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Saw your post about ATF making you nostalgic for college and I laughed out loud because I got pregnant my freshman semester (ayooo teen pregnancy and strict parents!). But i found myself loving it because it overwrites my memories of vomiting because pregnant and I can pretend it was vomiting because drunk 😂
Anyyyyway. I’ve loved every word of ATF and am head over heels for it 💕
OMG 😅 well I hate vomiting it is literally my worst fear and is like a main holdup of me not having kids yet (LOL) so this made me lol. I definitely had my share of hangovers in college and like I could walk it off so easily?? Now I'm 29 and I literally am on the FLOOR like I went to visit a friend last month we stayed up drinking until 4am I took a flight home the next day and almost passed out at the Atlanta airport lol.
I'm so glad you're loving ATF!! I'm honestly obsessed with writing Jake and Victoria, they feel so real to me and I just want them to be together haha
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Dumb Ways to Die..BG3 Edition!! Part: 2
Long post EXTREMELY LONG POST...okay maybe, probably not that long?? DEFINITELY LONG and Possible spoilers?!? I'm not sure read at your own peril! IT'S TOTALLY WORTH IT THOUGH🤣
If you didnt read Part: 1 do that now :3
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We left off with Astarion and Wyll trying to kill a couple of gate goblins to free the spiders. If you remember Halsin told me to kill the BIG THREE Goblin Camp Leaders. Shadowheart and my ALT character are trying to kill off the random goblin that joined the fight when Granny Gut (one of the BIG THREE) steps in. Now compared to the other 2 bosses she is a walk in the park. But she does come with her own annoying small pack of goblin mobs.
Wyll and Astarion FINALLY kill off the gate spamming guards and unlock the doors, the spiders are estatic and start helping me kill off the goblins. As I foretold my ALT and Shadowheart make quick work of Granny Gut and killing off the extra few stragglers proves to be a breeze. I'm calling this a WIN. About this time I am going around looting bodies cause.. 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑CHA CHING🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑
I was also totally not tabbed out looking at ASTARION TIKTOKS 🥰When I tab back in the spiders are gone and I'm like ohhh probably should find them. Around this time is when I should have healed up with more than potions. This is where I should have been the voice of reason the MOM of the group and taken a Long Rest...
Yea I should have been this person but... instead I go in search of the spiders and find their smoldering dead corpses. And the part of me that lost them as fighting allies is sad and morns them. But not before I roll a NAT 20 in OVER-CONFIDENCE! I dont need them, they were just spiders I can kill the rest of these mobs I've done it before this is nothing now that I killed the majority of them. I walk my party to a side enclave we'll call it, its RIGHT before one of the big bads. I walk right past them they arent thinking that I'm a threat. THAT IM A TOTAL EDGE LORD COME TO SUNDER THEM!!!!! That I'm about to ruin their day, now I dont always spin my camera around.......I probably should have...
In my over-confidence I attack said goblins. There's only 3 right....WRONG...HORRIBLY WRONG. No in the doorway of which I stood was a room that I thought void of creatures instead I was greet with 3 goblins to my back quite literally I was in a tight spot when they called upon WORG companions. This is fine.....everything is fine..I am fine WRONG! My presence in killing off these goblins has alerted the nearby attention of
DROR RAGZLIN whelp im fucked...
We pick off mob after mob that dealt us devastating blows. Remember that I had not taken a LR (Long Rest) soooo I had NO spell slots for anyone... and (cough,cough Shadowheart) a cleric with no spell slots to heal just... just becomes a glorified DPS. And if you know/love Shadowheart..please dont come for me but ma'am.....
☠️I NEED YOU TOO HIT SOMETHING other than the floor!!!!! ☠️
10/10 Misses everything AGAIN!
She was the first too fall, calling to me for aid I helped her up (though it was pointless) Dror Ragzlin's rage was just too much for her. About this time I was waiting for it too go through initiative. My ALT is almost dead popping health potions left and right, Astarion is barely hanging on.. As I stare down Dror Ragzlin with an intensity that screams IM STILL STANDING!!
and thats when it dawned on me... I'm going wait OMG where is WYLL did he LEAVE me?? Did he get killed and I just cant see him?? I look to my party list and notice that Wyll is very much alive and well infact, he has full health and i'm sitting there in my 4AM stupor wondering when was the LAST TIME I used him in this long list of initiative rolls..... Remember when I said to remember that I UNGROUPED WYLL to save the spiders.... and remember me saying in PART: 1
☠️☠️☠️ALWAYS REMEMBER TO GROUP YOUR PARTY☠️☠️☠️
This is why, when I realized that Wyll had infact not been fighting with me this entire time I grouped him into the party and walked him into combat. Together with Astarion and Shadowheart lying helpless on the floor Wyll and I fought, struggled to keep alive against Dror Ragzlin and two of his minions. Until even Wyll too fell unable to carry on and then it was only Me, Myself and I contemplating what my options were with 3 health, no potions, no party members, no spell slots, no sleep and the VERY LIKELY possibility that I would have to load into my last save again......
😨😱😰
my last save...NOOOOOOO...I pull up the load menu while its still my turn. And I scroll down the list of saves that I have made ONLY to come to the horrible conclusion that my last save... Was made in the dungeons where I had only JUST rescued Halsin..ALL of my progress with the small goblin mobs, saving the spiders, killing Granny Gut, ALL the loot.
ALL GONE...ALL of it had to be REDONE.
I succumbed to defeat, in my pain, my loss I laughed through it. A learning lesson we'll call it. I ended my turn without doing anything more and took the killing blow! I loaded into my last save, and sat stunned and dumbfounded..how much more easier would it have been if I had taken that long rest, if I had GROUPED my party members back together.
Let my pain, my mistakes be a lesson for all! Carry on with this knowledge my fellow adventurers.😅❤️
Until the NEXT STORY TIME this has been Dumb Ways to Die.
#bg3 stuff#bg3 spoilers#bg3 wyll#bg3 astarion#bg3 oc#bg3 shadowheart#dumb ways to die#baldur's gate 3#bg3 goblins
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omg...i stayed up for dis chapter AND IT WAS FOR GOOD REASON!!! I'M SO SAD HE'S 🥺🥺🥺 HE LIK🥺ES🥺 IMCRIYIYNG I LOVETHEMMM I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!!! also psst bun what timezone r u in.. it's almost 4am for me rn 😭🙏 why...why are u awake beloved,,
HEHEHE CHAN IS SOOO 🥺🥺 hes so in like with y/n its so cute
my timezone is CT! i normally post around 9pm in my time 😁😁 i actually took a nap before posting so im kindaaa wide awake at 12:10am 😟 AND YEAH WHY ARE U AWAKE AT 4AM… i think its bed time for u >:(
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music recs time? music recs time (like 4am after working on a base in minecraft ufxxugtxjugt)
albums
Plans ~ Death Cab For Cutie
Revolution Spring ~ The Suicide Machines
Death In Venice Beach ~ The Bombpops (might have recommended this one before but idfk memory awful)
songs
Such Great Heights ~ The Postal Service (this is literally one of my favourite songs ever and very </3 i forgot about it until now jzyvdzgjvd, also this song is the reason i'm sending the ask bc i remembered it existed) (also Streetlight Manifesto has one of my favourite covers of it)
I Was Born (A Unicorn) ~ The Unicorns
Queen Of White Lies ~ The Orion Experience
Bliss on Mushrooms ~ Infected Mushrooms (almost 10 minutes of weird an funky, very youcore)
Everybody Talks ~ Neon Trees
cRaZie$ ~ I Fight Dragons
Killed 2 Deth By Bugs ~ Christopher Bowes and His Plate of Beans (weird, funky, youcore)
The Bodies, the Zombies! ~ Mal Blum
Wolves Without Teeth ~ Of Monsters and Men
Cult Of Dionysus ~ The Orion Experience
Upside Down ~ Jack Johnson
Lobe Is Mystical ~ Cold War Kids
She's Kerosene ~ The Interrupters
ØCULTIST ~ Area 11
Duck Tales ~ Suburban Legends
All Of This ~ Shaimus
Till We're Gone ~ Electric Century
Silence Is Golden But Duct Tape Is Silver ~ Against All Authority
Scare Me ~ Ludo
S.T.A.R. Child ~ The Orion Experience
Preach ~ Saint Motel
Nightlight ~ ILLENIUM
Girls and Their Bits ~ Shoe
Little Bird ~ Shoe
Terrible Things ~ Brick + Mortar
that's a good amount xrydryxrh
(oh also before i forget, the tag, cascore , has some posts that made me think of you, so yeag you have a tag now ig jyvrxxukhthc there's like 4 posts in there i tjink, donr rememberwhat they are tho nhbfxfjuvxxfh, also have nonidea why i did it but it does exist, well post are from yesterdaybut forgotaboutit until i was here sending an ask, hehe hoo hoo tiny crossed out paragraphs my beloved)
Ooooh okay I'll add these to tha playlist!!! ALSO Everybody Talks <3333333 top ten song of all time AND Upside Down!!!! Jack Johnson top ten artists of all my. Childhood
(Omg u have a tag for me 🥺🥺 I need to make a tag for u too !! I will look at the cascore tag =] thank u !!!)
#i know some of these songs they are sogood!!!!!#ask response#rat-on-fire#song recs#saving this for later
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there’s glitter on the floor after the party...
Taylor,
*About 9 days ago, on May 22nd, 2018, I had just arrived home from your Seattle show at CenturyLink Field. It was 4am and I couldn’t sleep. I had so much on my mind and was still on a high from your show. So, in the early hours of the morning, after my friends had long gone to bed, I began to write. I’ve revised my original note quite a bit since then. I’ve also had the opportunity to do some additional reflecting since tour, and I have some thoughts. So, I guess this is the end-result of a mash-up of 4AM overly-emotional rambling, combined with well thought-out, fully coherent, mature writing. I feel like I really over-explained this. I could have been a lot less-awkward in setting this up. Let's just get into it:
[SO. I just got home from your Seattle show. It's 4 am and I can't sleep. This was my 6th tour, and I made what seems like an infinite amount of unforgettable memories with a group of incredible people I call my ‘Swiftie Fam” (the name needs work...). There's Cecil (my long-time, Canadian Swiftie friend, you’ll see him in earlier posts), Wanda (Cecil’s wife), Kaeden (7. Cecil & Wanda’s son. Major Swiftie. His first concert!), and finally the beautiful Maile (a recent addition to the fam, and now a life-long friend!). It’s hard to explain in words, but we all have developed a connection that’s special and unique because of what we experienced together. I couldn’t have asked for a better group of people to stand by my side tonight. We danced, laughed, and cried together… I don’t think I’ve ever felt more understood. These people ‘get’ me.
Not surprisingly, I screamed every single lyric at the top of my lungs and subsequently lost my voice almost IMMEDATIELY. With that in mind, I suppose a more accurate description would be: I wasn’t so much singing, as I was gasping for the remainder of the show. I literally danced with until I was out of breath. I cried (ok, SOBBED) all of my make-up off (a Long Live/NYD mash-up… are you kidding me?! I FEEL ATTACKED).
By the end of the night, I resembled a pathetic, overly-emotional, glittery, drowned rat.
and I was living my absolute best life.
Also, I was REALLY proud of our outfits this time around! I think we did a decent job of recreating your Direct TV commercial, with my rainbow two-piece, and Cecil’s interpretation of Olivia Benson dressed as a Caticorn (I can’t say I ever thought I’d use that in a sentence). It consisted of around 8-10 hours total of gluing, painting, and hand-sewing, leading up to the show. Everything turned out awesome, way better than expected. Totally worth the man hours! Wanda hand-made matching these adorable matching t-shirts for her and little Kaden (Big Rep & Little Rep), and Maile constructed a beautiful MASTERPIECE from the mountain LYWMMD outfit- it was freakin’ incredible and HOT!
There was something a bit different about this tour for a couple of reasons:
[The production.] I don’t think I’ve experienced such sensory-overload in my LIFE. The whole time it was like a constant stream of frantic, internal dialogue with a lot of run-on sentences, like, “WHAT IS HAPPENING SHE’S GIVING US CHOREO OMG YAAASSS WERK HONEY IF A MAN TALKS SHIT WE DON'T OWE HIM A DAMN THING OH MY GOD ITS RAINING CONFETTI I MUST COLLECT IT I HOPE THESE MULTI-COLORED FLASHING LIGHTS DON’T GIVE ME AN EPILEPTIC ATTACK WHERE THE F-CK DID THESE GIGANTIC SNAKES COME FROM THERE ARE LITERALLY STAGES EVERYWHERE I’M OVERWHELMED OH SHIT SHES PULLING A SPEAK NOW BY WALKING THROUGH THE CROWD WHAT'S GOING ON OH GOD F-CKING FIREWORKS THESE VOCALS ARE LIT THO I'M SWEATING I’M DEFINITELY GONNA NEED THERAPY AFTER THIS NEW YEARS DAY/LONG LIVE MASH UP IS THAT A FOUNTAIN WHATS HAPPENING OH GOD IT’S REAL WATER AND SHE’S IN THE FOUNTAIN I’M HAVING A 2008 SHOULD’VE SAID NO ACM AWARDS FLASHBACK MOMENT HOLY SH-T MORE F-CKING FIREWORKS SO MUCH PYRO IS THIS EVEN LEGAL” I’ve gotta say, you have BEST band (Paul, Amos and Mike..OGS), vocalists (Eliott and Kamilah…the TALENT), and all the dancers. Every single person on that stage was on FIRE, and their talent, passion, and individual personalities made the night sparkle.
[The fans.] I freaking adore this fan culture. I’ve never met a Swiftie who wasn’t ridiculously friendly, welcoming, and super relatable. The vibe was so positive. I’ve never smiled, waved and taken pictures with so many random strangers in my life. It felt as if we were literally in a different world that day. It felt like home.
[YOU!.] We need to talk about this major GLO UP you’ve got going on, honey. You exude SO much confidence and you're just pure sunshine. When I think about the way you’ve carried yourself these past couple of years through all of the BS drama, I can’t help but feel damn proud. You’ve successfully converted pain into art, into music. Real music, that’s poignant, raw, and just BAD ASS. Your lyrics continue to foster a special connection you maintain with the audience...a connection that often times breathes life into brokenness.
I felt like the luckiest girl in the entire world tonight.
This may have been my best concert experience ever, which is actually pretty ironic because:
Unlike Red, I wasn’t in the Pit
I didn’t have VIP seating, like 1989
You weren’t close enough for any potential high fives, waves, or eye contact like I experienced at Speak Now at B-Stage
We were not chosen for Rep Room (or T-Party, Club Red, or Loft 89)
…But, it was OK. It was way more than OK. It was truly a dream.
Listen: Something I've always deeply admired about you is that you make it a priority to maintain a personal relationship with the fans. It’s clear you want to meet as many of us as possible, and you make a conscious effort to do so. You get to know us as individuals and you CARE, and that means everything us and makes such an impact. I mean, you invite us into your HOME for crying out loud, you walk through massive crowds and give high-fives, you lurk our Instagrams and Tumblrs and interact on social media, and you always make a notable effort to meet as many of us as possible at tour.
However, this can sometimes turn into a bit of a "Catch 22" situation for people. The downside, is that it’s honestly SUPER easy to fall into the “trap” of being consumed with the possibility of meeting you after your shows. Due to the fact that the “selection” process is both intentional, yet also random. To be transparent, it's quite difficult to not obsess with the idea of ‘trying’ to get chosen. I witness this behavior so often, in others and in myself just as much, if not more. Selfishly, I often feel not only jealous, but UPSET when I see photos/read experiences of other fans meeting you. I sometimes feel like the only one who hasn’t yet gotten the opportunity. It can quickly turn into a mind-game if you're not careful, which has the potential to become toxic if we allow the idea of meeting you to rule supreme over what it's actually about...which is the MUSIC. And, this amazing show you put on for us night after night. And somewhat understandably so, I've witnessed the obsession with being chosen to meet you become a main focus point for a lot of us (including myself a bit!). It's pretty stressful, and can easily dampen or cheapen the concert experience, if you're not careful. As dramatic as this probably sounds, Tumblr (and social media) can be brutal within this fandom, and dare I say ‘cut-throat’ at times. It's easy to get upset watching (what seems like) literally EVERYONE get that opportunity, except you.
That said, I had a wake-up call/mini-epiphany recently, which manifested while driving home from your show at Midnight on May 22nd with my friends, feeling so amazing and so grateful for what I just experienced…but also a little guilty because I feel like I’ve spent way too much time worrying about the possibility of meeting at you when you come to Seattle, how to get the attention of Taylor Nation, where to find Mama Swift, getting that guitar pick from Papa Swift, and this time was no different. Granted, my intentions are 100% pure and it’s only because you’ve meant so freakin much to me for so many years, and it's almost as if my life won’t be complete until I finally get to tell you in person. That said, there is certainty a valuable lesson to be learned here. I am confident that you and I will come face-to-face one day (hopefully with my Swifie fam!). The stars will align at the exactly the right time, and I will have my moment with you, and it will be SO worth the wait. You can't "force" stuff like this, you know? The privilege of meeting you is almost ‘sacred’ in a sense. At least in my opinion. Anyway, my point is: I refuse to a continue to attempt to “create fate” by attempting to "earn" my worthiness in fandom. It’s not productive, it's not healthy, and it’s not cute.
Alright, this is getting out of hand. I need to wrap this up. 🤣 I’m not sure whether or not you’ve seen any of my throwback photo-posts I posted the week leading up to the show. They definitely explain a lot more about me, and my history being a fan. Either way, I must reiterate how grateful I am to have you in my life, and that support you 100% and will always be here. The amount of hope, joy and comfort you've given me over the past 10+ years is insurmountable, and I'll never be able to repay you for that. And I mean that in the most sincere way. Not a lot of things make me as happy as you make me (especially lately). This experience was the ‘boost’ I needed, I think. And like I said, the relationship I have with my friends/Swiftie Fam is invaluable, and I look forward to making memories with them at your shows in the future. You’ve brought the most random group of people together and created a bond that’s unique, unconditional and unbreakable, and I think that’s so cool.
This was A LOT longer than I originally intended it to be. This escalated quickly. Haha. Thanks for listening. 💗
Don’t read the last page…]
Love you, T
Crystal
@taylorswift
@taylornation
@ceunit
@maileswiftie
[photos]: 1) The whole crew: Cecil, Wanda, Kaeden, Maile and myself at our seats. 2) Kaeden the night before the show. SO EXCITED!! 3) Testing out the Caticorn onesie w/ Cecil 4) Cecil and myself FULLY DECKED and ready to go. 5) Wanda and Kaeden: Big Rep & Lil’ Rep! 6) the girls! Maile, Wanda and Me pre-show 7) Us at the end of the show! And yes, that’s me in the middle..in disbelief, exhausted, sweaty, and a physical and emotional wreck (see also: ‘drowned rat’ description above). 8) All of us after the show literally in a hotel lobby (and glitter on the floor after the party!), waiting for traffic to die down before we headed home.
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BINCHHHHHHHHHCHCHC TELL US MORE STORIES ABOUT N2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M WAITING TO SIP THAT TEA ALTHOUGH I'M FASTINGG 😂😂
omg ure muslim? cooolll im finally gonna be fasting tmr yesssss last day of my period alr HAHAHAHAH
nyways!!! omg binch! so many things happened in the past few weeks (how long has it been since I updated??) but omg ystd I found out that his Chinese name is Wang…. like of all the Chinese surnames….. Wang???? I was shook… HE COULDVE BEEN A TAN OR A LIM BUT NO HES A WANG!!!! so triggeredt. and also ystd…. I was alone with one of the girls in my class and she said to me “don’t be angry when I say this but… I think u & N2 look cute tgt” BEETT TCHH I WAS SCREAMING INTERNALLY WHATT TGE HECKITY HECK!!! nd then when a group of us were studying tgt,, we (I) started singing to hsm songs and everyone joined in so I was like recording for my ig story and then N2 takes out his phone to record too but like literally his camera not for his story and jinjja jinjja neomu seriously (like I don’t think I’m disillusioned enough to imagine this) but he was liked recording and then the last 30 seconds or so the camera was pointed to me. like I swear I’m not just saying it.. like i was jamming tf out right (it’s hsm duh!! My actual life!) but then in my peripheral vision I saw the phone just pointing at me and then I made eye contact with the camera and him so I covered my face bc im ugly n my mouth opens so big djjdjd and he was like “oh now ure camera shy” but he just kept recording?? anyways okay and then when we were about to go home I asked them to follow me to the bazaar to get drinks for breaking fast but one of them left at the bus interchange and the other went to take the train so it ended up just being the two of us going to the bazaar (again bc last week before Ramadan he followed me to the bazaar too) and while I was in line for Cendol (do y'all know what this is omg it’s the best drink ever) I realised I didn’t have enough money (I didn’t withdraw money during the week bc fasting lol) (well I wasn’t bc period but I don’t eat at sch bc that’d be weird) so he had to lend me a dollar lol and then I had to wait a while for my drink while he got his alr (so he was standing in front of me) so I recorded for my ig story again lol n was recording the stall and also the drink in his hand and he was like “who’s that? his physique is so nice I thought Zac Efron (inside joke)” and I was like omg…… and then somehow idk why but I made him stand further away from me so I could take a full body pic of him and captioned it “is it zac efron?” lol but jfjdksksos guys he looks damn good in the pic like he wasn’t looking at the camera but his physique… is pretty damn nice! lolllll and he texted me but I haven’t replied bc it’s almost 4am right now and he texted at 8ish but I fell asleep at like 8.30pm last night lololol I was so tired from training I literally knocked out… okay anyways that’s this week’s story fkskskkssk if I rmb the other week’s one I’ll post too djdjdjdjsjs
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OMG ! Go do your homework ! We can wait for your posts and you have to sleep too !! Oh it's almost 11pm here, where do you live ? :3 I'm good, a bit tired and bored but good and happy 😁 Yeah I'm waiting but don't overdo it and remember to rest luuv ~
I don wanna , though!!!!! The homework’s so shit!!!! TT.TT I’m shedding tears just thinking about it >.
Besides, I don’t sleep till like 3~4am, anyway xD
N.Ireland... Hbu?
Yay! That’s good! Positivity and good vibes me~nnnnnn!!!!
Nah... I won’t... I’ll do some of them tomorrow... And I think Imma do the fake snaps/texts for my first one... I’ll do all of them, I liked that request >.>.>.>
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HI BESTIEEEE 😩 I MISSED U SO FCKUNG MUCH WTH 😩😩😭😭😭 IT'S BEEN WAY TOO LONG 😭😭 The past weeks have been craaaazzyyyy!! I'll have to work til the end of June because apparently, some of my majors moved the deadlines at a latter date 🙃 I definitely can't wait to do nothing by July!!! And can't wait to talk to you moreee!! 😭😭
And CAM WTFH?!?! On the actual day that I fucking decide to drop by tumblr and take a peak, YOU POST AN USHIJIMA FIC, ARE U TRYING TO KILL ME?!?! That fic may or may not made me leave slug marks BABE THAT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD!!! I'm so damn proud of you and holy shit the way you characterized him was 👨🏻🍳💋👌🏻 That is how I exactly think of my man EVERY. DAMN. MUTHERFUCKING. DAY. 😍 I love that you didn't write him like he was just a boring robot (sadly like what the others do). I strongly believe that even if he can be stoic and blunt, there is still a depthness within him. After all he's still human (in their world at least) bitch who am i kidding, the man's a beast, A FUKEN BEAST AHHAHA ; USHIJIMA MONSTER COCK FTW 😍🤩 Bestie, I think of Ushijima and his dick every second that pass by, so u rlly just made babe THANK U QUEEN 😩😭🤩
I just finished my brunch bec I woke up kinda late. It's about 1pm here now and I slept at 4am this morning bec of the requirements I'm doing ☠ How are you my love?? How have you been doing?? I gotta be honest, I do think of you from time to time, wondering how you are 🥺🧡
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OMG IS THAT MY GERMY?! MY SWEET BESTIE GERMY IT'S BEEN 3125433 YEARS, THE NIGHTS HAVE BEEN COLD WHILE YOU WERE GONE I'VE MISSED YYYOOUUUU!! damn you have been working so hard T-T but ur ALMOST THERE just one more month bae THE FINISH LINE IS IN SIGHT!! dfsafds can't wait for ur schedule to free up so i can start seeing u in my inbox again o(TヘTo) <333
and HELOP FDSFDSAFDSADA THE WAY AN USHIJIMA FIC MADE U CRAWL OUT OF HIDING DAFDAFDA i should have known... if i wanted to summon you, i should just post ushijima smut ... and bitch dfsafd SLUG MARKS I'M FUCKING SCREMAINGADSA ngf but OMG THANK U ur gonna make me cry ˢᵒᵇ(ᵕ̣̣̣̣̣ ہ ᵕ̣̣̣̣̣̣ ✿)ˢᵒᵇ im so glad u liked my characterization of him dasGFSja thats such a compliment like YOU are the one that made me simp for him in the first place so reALLY THIS WAS ALL BC OF U !! && yes i agree like i understand he can be robotic but he's still a man!! with feelings, believe it or not!! that's how i wanted to portray him heheh and his monster cock but that's besides the point
ahh i hope you're sleeping well and getting some rest bestie! you definitely deserve it, remember to take breaks and eat well, don't skip meals and drink ur water! I've been doing well, germy, i've been working a lot, but i went on a lil vaca last weekend, and now i feel recharged! ahh that's so sweet germy, i really hope you're doing alright, & honestly i think of u often as well! my inbox is always open for u <3
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