#i'm not proud
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#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#ray toro#frank iero#mikey way#weekend pancake report#i'm not proud#gif#vriska-serketboard#asks#prompts
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Catalan Alpha brainrot
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i misread a tag so i just thought of steph/grace/max/richie, a polycule which would make enough people at least a little bit mad. including myself. so naturally i do now kinda ship it
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I'm not proud of this but it needed to be said.
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"You have lived so many lives, your brain is not made to remember all on its own. Here. This will help you. This is the best I can do." - Mnemosyne to Achilles about the hourglass
❛A hourglass?❜
❛Yes.❜
❛Is that your way to tell me my father is Chronos, the titan of time? Because that would be pretty cool.❜
❛Still funny, I see.❜
Achilles shrugged to his mother's words, to be honest, yes, he thought he was quite funny right now. Taking the hourglass from the Titaness, he looked at the steady seed inside before looking at the chain, which made him understand it was supposed to be a necklace. The demigod was lost at the moment; his mother appeared to him for the first time in years, to offer him a meaningless gift, but hey, weren't all gods that way? He knew Aphrodite did the same with Anastasia years ago with Helen's dagger, it was maybe just a matter of time before his mother did the same. He has to admit, he was disappointed, but also a bit jealous. At least his best friend had a weapon, something useful, what was he supposed to do with an hourglass?
❛Like I said, it's for your memory.❜ Mnemosyne said, as to echo her son's thoughts. ❛You have an extraordinary memory, Achilles, but a human brain isn't supposed to remember so many things.❜
❛Good thing I'm not completely human then.❜
❛You know what I mean.❜ She replied. She was both amused and annoyed by her son's comeback, but he was just like his father, which was why she fell in love in the first place. ❛How many lives did you live already? Three. Three lives is a lot, Achilles.❜
❛I'm perfectly fine.❜
❛That's not what the room is telling me.❜
Achilles opened his mouth, ready to talk, but he had no sassy comeback this time. He looked around and could only agree with his mother; the room was a mess. Books everywhere, curtains ripped off, it was as if a hurricane came into his room when really it was all his doing. His head was hurting, so much he wanted to smash it against the wall to make it stop. Make the noises, the memories, everything stop. But he couldn't make it stop, no matter how many times he tried, everything was swirling into his mind that violence was the only solution. He came to self harm sometimes, when it was too much, like today for example, something Mnemosyne noticed when he tried to hide his left arm with his shirt already covered with blood.
❛Tya seems quite fine with her memory.❜ He noticed. Although his best friend wasn't there, he knew she did not have violent outbursts like him.
❛Anastasia forgets some things of her life. Like everyone is supposed to. I'm sure you can test her, ask her about something specific, she won't find the answer. But you. Your memory is too perfect. You just cannot forget like you should. I blame myself for that.❜
❛Yeah, so do I.❜
The young man sighed and looked twice at the hourglass, trying himself to figure out how this little trinket could help him, –he was really fond of jigsaws and wanted to find by himself– but he was just puzzled by that. When he was about to turn it upside down, his mother stopped him quickly, bringing his attention on her.
❛Before you do that...❜ She started, with such softness that Achilles was suspicious. ❛I need to tell you how it works.❜ She marked another paused, and he noticed she was trying to find her words.
❛Like I said you remember too much... This will erase your memory. All of them.❜
❛What? So your solution of me remembering too much is for me to remember nothing at all? What kind of bullshit is that?!❜
❛That's not... You'll have core memories. Your likes and dislikes will stay the same, you will stay the same, you will remember who you truly are. You will just have to learn again some things. It will wipe your memories so it can make place for more new ones.❜
❛How does it work?❜
❛Once it's upside down, you forget. Until the last seed is down, you will not remember, but once it's over, your memories will come back.❜
❛What's the point if I'll remember eventually?❜
❛I cannot tell you everything. Some things need to be figured out by yourself.❜ Obviously this wasn't the answer Achilles was expected, but he shrugged it off. He was quite ready to turn the hourglass when Mnemosyne stopped him again: ❛Before you do that...❜
❛Oh by the Gods, what again?❜
❛You will also forget people. By that, I mean everyone. Except me and your sisters.❜
❛...Tya...?❜
❛It's to protect you from her that I am doing this. If you cannot remember her, she cannot find you, and you cannot die. The less you remember, the more chance you have to stay alive. But once all your memories back, once you remember her, you're doomed.❜
❛I don't want it, thanks.❜
Mnemosyne couldn't say that she was totally surprised by his answer, she knew about her son's affection for Anastasia. If she had said that sooner, he wouldn't have listened to her, she knew that well. She thought that if he knew more about how the hourglass worked, he won't be against it, at least won't be so quick to refuse, but she didn't know her son and his devotion for Aphrodite's daughter as much as she thought. Achilles handed the hourglass to his mother, who did not take it. For the Gods, a gift was a gift, and you couldn't refuse it, it was insulting. The young man did not care about insulting his mother, because she was insulting him first, by thinking he will be all right with the idea of forgetting his best friend, the only person who stood by him from the very first day.
❛Take that back and sod off.❜
❛You talk just like him.❜ She said with amusement, and she did not have to say anything more, he knew she was talking about his father. ❛You know how gift works for us. That's yours. Do whatever you want with it now. But you know I'm right. You know that the more memories you made along the way, the harder it is for you to focus.❜
❛I don't care.❜
❛It's not permanent, Achilles. You will remember.❜
❛But for that, I need to forget, and I don't want to spend a day without knowing who Tya is to me.❜
❛Your love and devotion to her is admirable. But that won't reduce the outbursts. They will become stronger. More violent. Who knows, maybe you'll kill someone. Perhaps her. And she does not have the same curse as you; if she dies, it's over for her. Do you really want to risk that, son?❜
He did not like the way she talked. Especially about Anastasia. But he had to admit –reluctantly– that she was right. Today he hurt himself, what if next time he is with Anastasia, and he hurt her without wanted to? What if he hurt her so badly that even him can't save her? The idea hurt him more than his migraines. He said nothing. But his silence was enough for Mnemosyne to know she won.
❛Until the last seed is down?❜ He finally asked, and she nodded.
❛You don't have to use it right away. Take your time. Say goodbye. But for your sake, do the right thing.❜
#achilles petrova#achilles x mnemosyne#achilles writing prompt#writing prompt#i'm not proud#idk i don't like it#but i wanted to write#but it's hard to be focus at home rn#but i needed to change my mind#and i couldn't come w/ anything better#i love my boy okay#and he'll be a wreck when he'll remember he forget nastya#icanbeyourgenie
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Wait I totally missed it, what moment for Rafe was most attractive to you??? I gotta know now
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At this point I can only define my artstyle by "Sean" because that's the only thing consistent 💀
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My newest low is trying to explain how fandom ship wars work to my therapist.
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Some art I made a while ago.
#i'm not proud#of this#art#my art#digital art#oc artwork#robot oc#rainworld oc#oc art#slugcat oc#slugcat#slugcat icon#scavenger#scavenger oc#scavenger rainworld
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I was wondering what I associated with the theory that ShadowCrystals are pieces of Gaster's soul hidden in Secret Bosses and
Horcruxes.
-_-
#deltarune#undertale#deltarune theory#gaster#wd gaster#w.d. gaster#i'm not proud#that reminded me of this#but unfortunately it's similar
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@goldshadows || party's here!
"scoot over. i brought pizza. did sammi see the note yet?"
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oh my god. it’s actually happening. tumblr is lagging because presumably so many people are coming here. it’s just like the good old days when my dash used to crash because people were posting so much. :’)
#also incidentally for a few seconds i was like NOOO WHAT I AM GOING TO DO#and then I was also like#wow this could be so good for my mental health if tumblr went down LOL#i'm just slightly addicted okay#i'm not proud#our beloved hellsite
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Test me, I have A LOT of curses in my vocabulary and I'm not afraid of using every single one of them.
Test me.
You'll be impressed.
#for real I need to stop#honestly I think that the first english words I've learned was curses#so imagine the mess I can do knowing I can curse in two different languages#I'm not proud
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I just want to learn a new language without that damn owl threatening me with bodily harm, is that too much to ask?
#i tried a few times with Duolingo#and the owl wouldn't stop harassing me so i gave up#I'm not proud#😔😔😔
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dream is matesprit coded fr
STOP THIS earlier i was literally like 'awh george is his moirail'
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I hope I'm now considered as "that one Sean stan" by the fandom :)
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