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#i have a doctors appointment on tuesday to get a prescription refill for another thing#buuuut I am thinking i might ask about going on low dose T 🤔🤔🤔#i have zero experience with it so far and i only know people from my province who've gone on E rather than T#so I don't have anyone to ask what the cost was like#the only people I know on T are american which it's hard to say how similar it'd be#i'm nervous though lol#i know what kind of changes i want#i don't want to go full boy mode so i know going low dose would make the changes much more gradual#and it'd be really easy to stop again when I reach the goals i want#i know my doctor will be cool with it though so that won't be an issue#they were recommended to me because they've helped other people transition#and when i first met them they right off the bat asked about preferred name and pronouns so i came out to them right away#i'm still humming and hawwing over it but i think i'll at least mention it so we can get it figured out at some point this year#still got a few days to decide#kee speaks
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Recently had a silly Handplates dream where Papyrus was trying to snoop around Gaster and Alphys’ lab, but didn’t know who Alphys was and so was trying to pass it off as his own lab lol (Patreon)
#Doodles#Dream log#UT#Handplates#Papyrus#Gaster#Sans#Alphys#And also he was Big Brother Papyrus to a babybones Sans lol#I doodled them as close to the dream as possible so if it's silly or doesn't make sense take it up with my subconscious lol#I remember Gaster had a reputation for being very charming and charismatic which ?? Sure okay lol#He was also quite smiley - personally I read that as him putting on a face to the public but even that seems out of character for him lol#Everyone else was pretty much as usual - Alphys small and nervous and Papyrus loud and bombastic#I don't remember what exactly he was looking for - doubly weird 'cause I hadn't reread him and Sans exploring yet! :0#Just of them moving into their house - though I did read a bunch just before sleeping so safe to say I can attribute that lol#This was the only really clear part of the dream - the rest was just scrolling scrolling scrolling pages and pages of comic panels#Can't imagine why lol#Also intercut with some of the poses I ended up doodling before - surprise! They were dream doodles lol#Also in case it's not clear - Alphys was Very Much Present while Papyrus was trying to pass himself off as the name on the door lol#Oh yeah I'm pretty sure he was also speaking in WingDings thus why Alphys didn't immediately call him out lol#The room was quite cute actually - not at all the sterile grey of the True Lab#Warm and wooden with high windows nearly covered in clutter and paperwork with a desk in the middle lit by yellow light#Cozy#Barely evil-looking at all
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always enjoyed the Chess Set In The Foreground perspective framing used here
now also noting like, huh, a chess set in a general store just visited by marigold competitors who killed one of their guys and are now on the way back from their rendezvous point w/suppliers
#and now to take a big sip of ''nothing suggests lackadaisy ft. people stuck / things repeating / death begetting death''#not like i suppose we're going to be hit with ''& then mordecai and viktor sat down at the defiance field office for every passing gangster#played chess and then went and properly slaughtered the lackadaisy crew and arbogasts at the funeral home / barn w/car-sized holes''#good reminder though that Viktor Is Now Active....left off with elsa managing to give him a phonecall; for good measure#lackadaisy#i have no lengthy Mitzi Mordecai Murder Mystery Musings posts for today (b/c not enough fresh musing insights) but no prommies#epiphanies are on their own schedule#quite the chess piece arrangement seen there too lol. can't tell if there's any Classic Configuration in the game b/w viktor & mordecai#not a chesshead and never was lol strategy games??? who's that#or i'll play them but not strategically. invented Flick Chess for indoor recess in elementary school#you flick a piece across the board and whatever you knock off the board = you took those pieces lmfao#though not like that has Zero strategy. thinking of my day enjoying tiddlywinks research#imagine my delight revisiting all this material like oh yeah the little pic of freckle tiddlywinking#let's squop; boys#i'm also supposing that chess sets? checkers sets? and etc. would be common general store features; like phone usage....real general....#but like; what; are we expecting this Not to bring a response from marigold lol#got the nervous twitch but they're like ''ah it's fine. cost of doing business''
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#Danny Phantom#because i'm so close to finalizing part one of FOtPoD & i want to post it so bad but also i'm so nervous i might just freeze & never do it#i need to take a break from this fic for a while after part one is posted cuz i literally am going insane lol#hopefully not too long though cuz there's 12 parts & i'd like to publish all of them#in the meantime i will be sitting in my room vibrating at the speed of sound blasting music & going crazy
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it’s a little early for me but i’m making my debut as horny tranny fag tumblrina who posts selfies
because i just got new glasses to go with a look and i thought they looked cute just now
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My job starts tomorrow
#i'm excited but really nervous#this is like my first real job even though it's a traineeship and it's shortened working hours and my boss knows about my issues#but i don't even know how am i supposed to act and what they expect me to be able to do#pray for me lol#.txt
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(NSFW) Morgott Drabble 1/2
Virgin Morgott cums untouched.
The first part of a small something based off of this post by @eggslamwich and this one by @fellomenking.
Morgott found ignoring the tingling path the Tarnished’s firm hands left upon his skin proved a difficult task. Much more difficult than anticipated. Yet he could only blame himself, having accepted when they offered a massage. Had he known his reactions to their attention would be stronger than his constitution, he would have declined the proposal. Now he could do naught but lay on his stomach and endure the pleasure.
He bit back a groan as the Tarnished dug their fingers into his hide, his fur bristling at the gentlest of their touches let alone the concentrated strength of them kneading out the stubborn kinks in his back. Their nails raked along his spine, satisfying an itch he only now discovered.
...Or rather, an itch he denied himself due to his blasphemous form.
As the Tarnished’s hands drew towards the base of his tail, circling around horns, an unusual sensation swept over him. An overwhelming heat built quickly in his loins, searing his nerves raw before spilling over into a bliss unlike any other. Caught off guard, a moan slipped past his lips as his tail spasmed wildly from base to tip. He silently thanked the Erdtree that he could bury his burning face into his arms as his seed soaked into the fur around his groin. Apart from his heart beating thunderously in his ears, he could hear nothing, deaf to his own ragged breathing as his head spun.
The Tarnished’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. Of course they expected Morgott to make some noise, the massage being anything but gentle to work the knotted muscle, but the intimate sound that escaped him confirmed he felt more than simple relief. Their hands stilled as the omen’s tail twitched in a way that left them certain that if their touch were to drift any lower, there would be no pretending their intentions were innocent. As it was, they were surprised Morgott had not run off, but they knew any wrong moves would likely change that.
Unsure how to respond, they said nothing, instead letting their hands rub soothingly into the fur of Morgott’s back. They doubted the ability of their words to do anything other than scare him away, even if they wished to reassure him. To get him agreeable to a massage had been struggle enough, and they dearly hoped he would be kind enough to himself to enjoy it regardless.
Morgott froze as reality set in, the last pleasant waves of his orgasm lost to his mortification. To taint a bed of Leyndell with his grotesque arousal… The Tarnished continued their care with tender caution, seemingly unfazed by his body’s traitorous reactions. He badly wanted to move, but his boneless limbs refused and his cock still laid partially outside its sheath, not yet soft enough to disappear.
Swallowing thickly, Morgott shifted enough to be audible. “T…Tarnished… I… l…” He stopped, faint with embarrassment. His stomach thrashed.
“It’s okay,” the Tarnished said gently. “I know.” They squeezed his shoulders before continuing to knead the muscle there.
Morgott grunted, hesitantly turning his head enough to peer at them from between his fingers. They met his vulnerability with a kind smile, causing him to hide again in his uncertainty. How does one respond to humiliating themselves in such an intimate fashion? He felt disgusted with himself for soiling the sheets, for forcing the Tarnished to deal with the aftermath even though they seemed unbothered.
“It’s okay,” they repeated.
“Aye,” Morgott muttered, his voice nearly inaudible. If they insisted, then so be it. Questioning the Elden Lord would certainly not do him any favors.
“Do you want to move?”
“…No.”
“Very well.”
Gradually, Morgott allowed himself to relax. If the Tarnished wished to ignore his…mistake, then he would happily pretend nothing happened.
#this is my first time writing morgott so i'm a little nervous lol!#i had to though those posts were too good#godrick can share the spotlight#elden ring nsft#morgott x tarnished#morgott the omen king
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...prayer circle for izzy hands
#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#i'm actually getting nervous for jenkins et al for tomorrow bc if they do kill off izzy i fear there will be a riot lmao#i'm so on the fence#because part of me is like 'djenks would never do that - he loves izzy's character and no one perma-dies on this show'#and narratively it would be strange (though not completely out of the realm of possibility) for him to die after this whole arc#and surely the whole team is aware that folks would be furious#(me personally i'm down with whatever happens so long as it fits the story but i know a lot of folks would be legit upset)#but i cannot shake those images from the bts of person-who's-definitely-con lying on the deck as ed puts a coat over him#and then the funeral and grave on the beach#THAT ALL BEING SAID i'm holding onto that one reviewer on twitter who saw the finale already#and said they have as much faith if not more in jenkins and co after the finale#i do find it hard to believe they'd really sacrifice izzy like that#even though i can imagine at least one scenario that would make it plausible but it would still be kinda shitty#I just... mmmm.....i really dont know how this will go#and im afraid to be around fandom when or if it does lol#ultimately my greatest fear is that if they do kill him or another beloved character off it affects our renewal chances#like no matter what happens yall gotta campaign hard
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Cuddles
Oh finger, we're really in it now
Still can't figure out if he doesn't know or just doesn't care.
#i won't let them interact if anyone's concerned#she sure the hell noticed him though#she was chilling and then was like ummm hiding behind the arm now thanks#sorry y'all i got a new pet and I'm making it everyone's problem#thing is snakes aren't slimy like some people think but it might be better if they were lol#they're sort of rubbery and they stick to dry skin pretty bad#so she's trying to slither around my arms and it's like stick stick stick stick#she's back in her tank now#i want to make sure she's used to being handled cause ngl I'll probably be a little intimidated as she gets bigger#....so guess I'm getting myself used to handling snakes too lol#I've always been a little afraid of them#i mean i grew up in florida so you know... not a bad thing to be when you've got dangerous snakes around#but in the two months we had her at the store she never once tried to bite anyone#balls are notably chill but she's like extra chill lol#it's not even the idea of getting bitten it's just the striking motion that's scary#if she did like a gentle nom i wouldn't be so nervous
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stupid ass wizard.......... I totally fucking lied about this being under 20k btw
#I'm like 2/3 of the way through? I think?#it's mostly buildup and sappy romance stuff not smut though haha#it's so weird too because it doesn't feel like the fic should be this long at all#feels like it should be like.... a 7k fic at most#and then I look at the word count and I'm like#uhhhh how did I get here#I probably won't post any preview screenshots though because. I'm nervous#never wrote so much for another character before....#I don't know if I'm getting his character or if it just sounds completely stupid#I'm winging everything at this point#prob will (try) to write some shorter dribbles after this lol#that's what this was supposed to be.... but ya know.....
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have a sketcy panel redraw with vash's tristamp design
original panel under the cut
#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#vash#panel redraw#sketch#my art#was bored last night and made this#i have to stop looking at it though or else it's going to drive me crazy lol#i'm a little nervous to post something that's little more than a sketch#but i hope y'all like it regardless#i mean i like it so...
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Happy Halloween, I Wrote a Thing
Some characters belong to me, and some belong to @magax-destroyer
It's in a doc because this beast is 9K+ characters long lmao
#neotag#lore drop?? sort of?? maybe?? idk#i hope it's okay#i'm nervous about sharing my writing or art now lol#anyways. y'all that have followed one of my weird-ass cats since the very beginning are in for a treat#(i feel like the Treat is super fucking telegraphed though hrrhn no spoilers no spoilers please just read it if you want)
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Second request: baby todd and Jake fluff perhaps? 💖
Day 12 - Little hands, my one weakness
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Edgar#Jake#Todd#Uncle Jake! :D#It's funny ♪ I actually asked how Jake might react to baby Todd while I was still making a bunch of those doodles#But I never actually drew anything from it! Even though it's so cute!#I did fully intend to - so I'm glad I can now! :D Thanks for the reminder haha#Jake so nervous with Just how baby this baby is haha - he's so much bigger than this little one!#It's all well and good to hold Edgar - he's an adult! As much as he wants to give him a good hug haha#But little ones are just so fragile! It's nerve-wracking ♥ It's sweet hehe 💕#Babies are built tough - he'll be asking for uppies and spins and to be thrown around before you know it lol#I do love the idea of Edgar having not only a good support system as a single(?) parent -#Being able to ask Devi and Jake for help when he needs it and raises a family as a group! It takes a village#But also of him settling into the parent role and being confident in places that others aren't#He can be quite capable but he's also often prone to being kicked while he's down haha poor lad#Seeing him confident and happy to have someone to rely on and have Jake defer to him on I just jfdlsafjd ♥💕💖#Directing his hands in return <3 They uplift each other!! It can be so sweet
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#lol!! not to be bitter and grumpy but i think there is a part of me that wants to be missed when i leave a place#am i slightly hurt that there has been no response from anyone after i informed people (albeit online)#that i would be leaving this church due to distance and unprecedented circumstances and other logistics (well there are#other reasons too but i'm not about to announce them in a group chat)? ......yes#i KNOW i am very young and am looked upon somewhat indulgently by the other congregants#for what is probably excessive enthusiasm and childish naivete and an inability to shut up when i'm nervous#but i thought that i'd been at this church long enough to be missed! or wanted there. perhaps that's a me problem though#anyway :))))))) this is fine. i didn't spend about an hour drafting that text and worrying that i'd hurt people by leaving anyhow#(i did and it was very painful) (i DO know that i have a desire to be Specially Liked or at least Strongly Liked in a circle of friends#and that IS a me problem and i KNOW that i want to be loved so very badly) (BUT STILL I THOUGHT AT THE VERY LEAST#I'D CONTRIBUTED ENOUGH TO MATTER even though that's not how mattering works and NOT the best way to look at the situation)#anyway i know i'm overthinking#but darn it i wanted to matter in this community! and i loved being a part of this church!#songbird's year of feeling 22
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When artistic visionary Ann Ghelld passed away, she bequeathed her beloved townhouse to the city as affordable housing for fellow creative types... on one stipulation; that nobody touched its eccentric and wildly impractical layout.
While this final request has caused its share of architectural headaches, nonetheless, the Ann Ghelld Building survives in the heart of Sim City’s basket weaving district. Upon crossing its unusual threshold you might grab a coffee from Cafe Urele, pick up a bouquet or snacks from LlaMart Convenience, or simply catch the elevator up to any of its three apartments.
I love watching LilSimsie’s videos, even though we play different editions, and I particularly enjoy her shell challenges - where she uploads empty exterior walls and others have to make a lot out of it. I especially liked this one, referred to lovingly by LilSimsie & her followers as the “Big Mistake Shell Challenge” - because all the exterior walls are 100% diagonal.
This is just as difficult to work around in TS4 as it is in TS2, so I wanted to join in the torture! The (wonky) red lines mark the untouchable shell. I ended up really happy with the results, so I’m sharing this fully-furnished, cleaned, play-tested, CC-free apartment building in the hopes you’ll enjoy it too.
Important info, more pics & download link below!
🚨 PLEASE LOAD THIS LOT BEFORE MOVING SIMS IN 🚨
When you move Sims into an apartment, it’s difficult to safely alter anything outside, so please make sure to check that everything is as it should be before you move Sims in.
You do not need CC or mods to play this lot. However, it was made with a few common mods in mind, and if you don’t want to use them, please tweak the lot before playing:
Rugs have been placed off-grid. Either make sure you have Rugs Off The Grid, or delete/move rugs to avoid graphical glitches as seen in these previews.
If you don’t have Water Inaccessible Flowers and Trim Inaccessible Bushes then you may need to move/delete some landscaping and/or fences.
The ground floor was designed for use with Apartments & Shopping On The Same Lot. If you don’t use this mod, nothing bad will happen, but the bottom floor will not sell anything except via the vending machines & electronics kiosk. You can replace the convenience store with a common area such as an indoor pool, computer room, etc, or even another apartment; I honestly recommend leaving the cafe as-is, because your playable Sims can still work there as a barista.
There is no CC in this lot, but there are some deco "accessory” items not normally accessible by players (e.g. a saucepan). If you delete these you may not be able to replace them. Similarly, some items were placed with Shiftable Everything. If you delete some items you may not be able to replace them in the same positions without this mod.
A corner counter in the top apartment may not corner properly when the lot is placed. This can be fixed with moveobjects. Although it clips, it is considered within the apartment, so you can put objects on it without apartment cheats.
If you don’t use Shiftable Trash Chutes, your chutes may appear glitched (see below). This is harmless and can be fixed simply by replacing the chute. Note: the chute on the second floor was originally placed with the cheat setquartertileplacement on.
If you play with CC, then I also have some suggestions for where it might improve this lot:
The expensive computer in the cafe (I hate that hideous thing) would be much better as a laptop.
The flower plots on the rooftop would also make a great produce garden with Honeywell’s placeable garden plots.
You can replace a corkboard in the lobby with a jobs board.
The signs for Cafe Urele might look nicer with a recolour or swapped out for a cute sandwich board.
The bike racks by the basketball court look a bit bare without some deco bikes.
The bare brick wall at the back of the building is prime real estate for some graffiti.
The busker’s guitar out the front will look a little more appropriate with an invisible amp recolour and maybe a decorative case.
If you find all the lights overpowering, don’t forget to turn some off.
And of course, don’t forget to add fences, hedges, etc. that will make this lot blend in better with the surrounding lots in your hood.
The first apartment has two separate bedrooms; Currently, it’s furnished as though occupied by two unrelated roommates - one sewist and one musician - but it could also work for a parent and a child. It has this kitchenette common area as well as a small balcony.
The second apartment is the most “luxury”. It’s a cozy open-plan studio with a double bed, a small but quality kitchen, and its own balcony. This is ideal for a D.I.N.K couple or perhaps a single Romance Sim.
The top apartment is the smallest and cheapest, barely fitting a kitchenette and single bed, but there’s space to move out on the building’s largest balcony. Perfect for an artsy single Sim working or studying in the big city. (The little reading nook bumpout is my favourite detail.)
All bathrooms are more or less identical, with a toilet, basin, medicine cabinet, trash can, and shower. The second floor studio has a shower/bath combo.
I wanted the lot to have free skilling opportunities, so all residents have access to the rooftop garden and free use of the crafting station & chess set there. There’s also a bookcase in the cafe, a guitar on the street for busking, an outdoor gym, and a basketball hoop.
Sims should be able to access everything (except the flowers/hedges - see above) without routing errors, though of course, with such an “interesting” layout, your Sims might get a bit cramped and fussy. The only issue I ran into is that there’s nowhere on the second floor for the newspaper to be delivered, so it often glitches into the apartment on the left, regardless of which apartment you live in. You can retrieve the paper in buy mode without cheats. This is not an issue on the top floor.
Thank you so much for reading! I don’t remember the last time I shared a lot for download; if you do end up playing it, I’d love to hear how it went.
Download Ann Gheld Building [CC Free]
#the sims 2#ts2#sims 2 lot#I don't know what to tag this with lol#sniffles. looks at you directly. please clap#I never considered myself a builder so sharing lots makes me way more nervous than sharing CC!#if you like it then reblogs would mean ... the Sim world ... [staring at you with huge eyes]#in all seriousness though this was so fun I love shell challenges. It being entirely diagonal was SO interesting#in TS4 and TS2 alike a lot of items NEED to be on straight walls to function#TS4 doesn't have elevators or spiral stairs though so their stairs situation was even harder haha. I do feel bad about that#but placing things like toilets and counters etc was hard because they look best against straight walls#and some other items just don't function diagonally. like some of the dressers. or they do but need a 4x bigger footprint#and I couldn't use any of my precious walk-around/through blocks!! because CC free!!#I do adore Shiftable Everything though god bless modders#I'm experimenting so much more now that 1) I don't have to fiddle with OMSPs and 2) I know I can share it wantonly#I think my favourite little outcome of the extreme space/orientation restrictions were that I actually had a reason to put trash cans#in the bathrooms. Like that was the only place they would reliably fit#because all the bathrooms were so weirdly shaped because they all needed straight walls. so they all had little pockets#meanwhile the rest of the apartment typically didn't have space for a bin where it would be accessible in normal gameplay#I never put trash cans in Sim bathrooms normally because there's no need for one there even tho IRL it's probably like#the most common place to have a trash can after the kitchen#BAM. Lil bit of realism for you. Two sim birds with one sim stone#anyway I'm rambling. I had a lot of fun with this and I'm gonna do more shell challenges and maybe share more builds#there's also a little rockethorse easter egg for you to find if you do download it#thank you again for reading!#rockethorse lots
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I think the reason I like sam riordan so much despite him being a volatile schizophrenic mass murderer (<3) is because he reminds me of peter parker except... much much more unhinged and unstable, lol. but the core sweetness and goodness he showed (in the first 7 episodes at least 💀) had such peter parker vibes and I've always loved characters like that
#like those peter parker fics where he was kidnapped and experimented on by hydra and turned into a child soldier#those vibes#though i am terrified for where the writers are going to take his character in season 2#also cate's character tbh i'm very stressed about it#let's rein in the supe supremacy a bit i'm getting nervous#please don't make them hateable lol#gen v#sam riordan
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