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#i’m a gifted kid burnout and all i read is fanfic
kaizokuseb · 6 months
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guys i’m… reading books?? very occasionally over the last decade, i’ve found something interesting enough to read, but this isn’t like that. i just want to read the way i used to when i was young, so i’m just grabbing books off my shelves and reading them. i read the hunger games last night, then today i read a small book of short stories by kris straub and part of a book of hp lovecraft’s short stories that i’ve never even opened. i’m 29 and i’m reading like i’m 16 again. it’s fully crazy
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I wish I was able to guess people’s fics but being in crunch time for one Big Bang and having another Big Bang piece you haven’t even started and I’m just like … I can’t.
Plus the former gifted kid ADHD burnout also affects the ability to read fanfic and I hate is here in my head
I’ll try my best to give all 80+ fics love after author reveals but only as a procrastination tactic. ❤️ Love every author and anon here.
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hnggggg i feel you, man.
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sleepzee · 3 years
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🔮hello everyone and welcome to my blog! i mostly reblog art, asthetics, and anything that makes me feel warm inside.
before we proceed, know that while i’d love to make friends, i’m not very active. with that in mind, feel free to follow me, dm and interact.
🔮however, please leave me alone if you’re:
nsfw (unless i followed you first),
a th!.!nspo or ed blog and post ed related stuff
a homophobe, transphobe, sexist, racist, etc... just no
i will sometimes block accounts that even seem sketchy, sorry but i want to be comfortable here.
🔮also, watch out, because i don’t have a large following and don’t tag properly. on my blog you’ll find food, medcore, creepy aesthetics (derealisation!!), and in older posts some potentially triggering content (nothing too bad, but still).
🔮about me:
basic:
call me sleepzee, sleepy, sophie, or whatever you want i’m not your mom
comfort movies are: “words bubble up like soda pop”, “the wind rises”, and “when marnie was there”
i don’t have anything figured out, including pronouns, so all are free to use
english is my second language
favorite food: spaghetti, tea with honey, quesadilla, gingerbread cookies, soup, eggs... there’s more i’ll make a post later
entp
european
teenager
neurotypical i think
i dream of owning a café but i think this is out of my reach
gifted kid burnout 😎
slowly getting my life in order and working on being happy
actually, despite having existential crisises every other week, i’ve been happy recently
i wanted to be a doctor for a million years until i stopped wanting it and now i have no idea what to do with life
i’m a mom friend
friend therapist (forced) (derogatory)
i get crushes easily
cat lover
girl lover
don’t tell mom i just wrote that
interests:
books books books, i’ll make some posts about it later
reading fanfic. i stand by it
making art - i paint, draw, and sculpt for fun!! have tried digital but i suck at it lol
music (i just listen to it and mouth the words until someone looks at me weird, or sing realllly badly. or dance. really badly, again, but i used to take classes oop)
psychology!!!!!!! it gets me super excited. also medicine in general
i write sometimes but it’s super personal and rarely finished
drying flowers (i don’t know anything about it tbh)
making drinks!!
i like cooking but rarely do it
art restoration
anime & manga  ← favs in order:
toilet-bound hanako-kun - manga
the promised neverland - anime & manga
fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood - anime
anime & manga  ← i also highly enjoy(ed)
neon genesis evangelion (only the og series, for now)
bna (brand new animal) (anime)
ghibli  - ‘when marnie was there’ is my fav, also love ‘the wind rises’ and ‘porco rosso’. aaand kiki.
saiki k (didn’t finish it yet)
violet evergarden (anime & movie)
words bubble up like soda pop 
bnha (anime)
death note  (didn’t finish it yet)
oof this got so long. i plan on cleaning this up soon, but i just wanted to put it out there already. if you’re still reading, thank you and have a great day!!
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bee-s-honey · 3 years
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Hi! I saw your match ups and I was wondering if I could join in? Also I hope you’re having a good day :)
Umm I wanted to choose sk8
I’m 18
I use she/he/they pronouns and I’m bi but I lean more towards men. I have a rather switch personality.
I’m INTP-T and a Taurus (a pretty basic one at that) My hobbies include watching anime(mainly action), I like video games but no often my fave is Mortal Kombat, listening to music(more slower sad music and lo-fi), I like to draw (mainly anime but I do do realistic and conceptual also more traditional than digital ), I love to read like crime fiction, I write poetry and also fanfic but it isn’t great, I like to make ramen but literally won’t cook anything else (spicy food is it fir me) and I like to sing as well.
As an extracurricular I do karate and am the best in my class though I literally do not practice outside of class.
My love language is physical touch and acts of service. I love a good cuddle sesh and like just making people happy. I also love quality time sucker for a home movie date with food and cuddles. Or cooking together. Or like stargazing. (I’m indecisive 😅) Also let’s just say I have a pretty sharp tongue and good a comeback. I’m pretty blunt at times but will also feel super bad if I hurt your feelings. My sense of humor is broken I laugh at all the wrong times it’s pretty twisted
Some random things that may be too personal but imma just add it is I’m apparently a gifted kid burnout, I can go long periods doing nothing because it’s honestly kinda hard to get stuff done for me I might not be able to like socialize a lot either also I’m majoring in Information Technology and have a really random dirty sense of humor.
(I’m insecure but you won’t know mostly about my intelligence, looks and size)
Also for appearance I’m pretty chubby, my hair reaches my should right now it’s just dark brown but I wanna dye it a dark green, I have small eyes light brown kinda hazel and I’m of Indian descent but have a lighter skin tone ... Idk if that helps
Um ideal partner : well taller than me but shorter is fine (I’m 5 6” ), but I like having a fun fight with words i that makes sense so he has to be able to take an insult, I also hope they are caring but not smothering, likes my clinginess but isn’t too clinging themselves and someone who will encourage my growth and dreams but tell me when I’m talking nonsense. Also someone who’s ok with just holding me through a mental breakdown without anything else so patience.
I kin tendou kenma sugawara(haikyuu), somehow both reiki and langa and todoroki
I’m really sorry if I did that wrong and also I’m sorry it was super long but thank you <3
Hi hello! I can't tell you how perfect this ask was it felt so easy to pair you! Very clear thank you<3 I hope you're having a good day/night too (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)♡
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I could think of 2 that would work with 1 extra one that might work well but isn't a full-on choice ✨
1. Joe/kojiro
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I'm not saying you sound like someone who needs a funny himbo but you would indeed go pretty well with my man right here.
I instantly thought of him when you said you needed somebody who had a sense of humor and could play fight! We already know he'd be great with snarky comebacks and some bickering. I also know he'd be perfect because of the ability to instantly flip into someone caring and encouraging too!
I think together your mix of hobbies would be interesting because of how his seem more energetic and some of yours are more laid back, so I think the paring has the energy of opposites who balance things out and still fill what is needed.
How you described your ideal partner sounds perfect for him! He's good with being caring and enjoying cuddles without being clingy.
He'd be really healthy for you and get you some encouragement. I think dates would be lovely too because he'd want a mix of going out and staying in and things you mentioned like stargazing or cooking together would be great!
You mentioned someone just holding you during breakdowns and I knew he could fill the spot. Joe wouldn't be one for calming words, maybe encouraging ones, but not the ones needed in that situation. He'd be fine with caring for you and making sure you're ok without trying to push overbearing words for positivity. He'd be able to help you through a lot.
He'd be very understanding towards any insecurities and try to talk with you about them deeply instead of instantly just invalidate why you might be feeling that way.
Basically, good with joking around, caring, and filling emotional needs
2.Shadow
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He's similar to Joe in the dynamic of relationships sense and I think it'd be pretty wholesome. I feel like he matches very well with someone who's love language is physical touch and acts of service because his seem like they'd be that + quality time!
Your hobbies would mix and I feel like outside of skating and his flower shop he'd have similar ones to you
He's the exact idea of caring and close without being smothering because he'll help you, take you out on dates, and want to get to know you but he's not too much and would leave someone alone if they needed. He's attentive
We already see how much he fills the acts of service language and that's one of the biggest reasons I chose him. He would help with getting you to finish something you wanted to work on. He'd try to be as soft and understanding he could while at it, but would be skilled at getting you to finish off stuff!
3.(the reason I put a big maybe on this one is because he's 16/17 and while it isn't far from 18 itself the idea of being matched with him could make someone uncomfy even tho it's fiction. You can ignore this if that's the case) Reki
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It sounds like it'd match pretty nicely! He'd think your karate skill is so cool and want to play video games with you. He'd be great for hanging out with! I know I keep going for the 'needing encouragement' part but it stuck out! And he'd be great! He can't give any college level pep talks but he can help you get pumped up for anything and work through issues slowly.
You said you kinned him so it could be weird to say but how you described everything mixed well with a pairing that could relate and find comfort in each other.
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I hope this was good for you. You're the first sk8 ask I've gotten so far which is neat!
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realcube · 3 years
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YOU GOT: KENMA KUZOME 
matchup for @suchagoodgirlxoxo​
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‘My hobbies include watching anime(mainly action) , playing on my switch I play a some games but mainly supersmash bros(not often), listening to music(more slower sad music and lo-fi), I like to draw (mainly anime but I do do realistic and conceptual also more traditional than digital ), I love to read like crime fiction, I write poetry and also fanfic but it isn’t great, I like to try cooking new things and I like to sing as well.’
♡ kenma likes to watch whatever animes you recommend to him lol- like seriously, he’s not picky, as long as it’s interesting 🤷‍♂️ he had a phase where he watched a bunch of animes but since then,  he’s kinda fell out of it and the only ones he watches now are the ones you speak highly of or the ones that are paired with games (danganronpa, naruto, etc) 
♡ sometimes when you are raving to him about an anime you adore atm, he’ll pretend like he’s not listening but in reality, he’s all-ears and plans on binging the anime as soon as you leave just so he can talk to you about it 🥺
♡ just bc you are his lover doesn’t mean he is gonna go easy on you in smash ✋ he brings his a-game every single time so if you aren’t ready to get your ass beat, don’t ask him to smash
♡ also he lowkey kinda likes it if you get pouty when you lose- like he thinks it’s so cute and he’ll sit there with the smuggest smirk on his face
♡ if you beat him, on the outside he’ll be like ‘gg 😐’ but on the inside, he’s either really proud of you and celebrating, or he’s bawling his eyes out  – one or the other. 
♡ we’ve already established that kenma listens lo-fi and vaporwave (occasionally hyperpop) so whenever y’all hang out and just chill together in his room, not really talking but just relishing in each other’s presence, he’ll put on lo-fi music on his speakers as background noise 
♡ kenma also went through a phase of trying to draw but it seriously didn’t work out for him so whenever you draw literally anything, he’ll hype you up as if you just made a masterpiece 
♡ ‘woah! that’s awesome, (y/n). you’re so talented.’ he hummed, peering over your shoulder to admire the art sat in front of you that you were working on, leaning down to press a kiss to your temple.
♡ ‘kenma..’ you muttered, twisting your neck around to shoot him a perplexed look, ‘this is just the sketch..and i’ve not even finished it yet.’
♡ anyway, kenma pretends to be disinterested in the fact you write fanfiction but secretly, he stalks your account and consumes your content like it’s his lifeblood 
♡ he has never really been one to cook anything besides instant noodles – like if it was up to him, he’d just order pizza every night – but if you cook, that’ll give him the motivation to join you and try learn a few new things as well
♡ he’s very competitive though so let’s say you’re making pasta and you’re complaining about how you’ve put in all the spices that the recipe listed but it still didn’t taste nice; kenma would push you aside like ‘let the pro handle this’ and start pouring in random-ass spices as if he knew what he was going
♡ and that was the story of how kenma accidentally dropped a whole tub of red pepper flakes into the pasta 🤠
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‘My love language is physical touch and acts of service. I love a good cuddle sesh and like just making people happy. I also love quality time sucker for a home movie date with food and cuddles. Or cooking together. For fun fact lets just say I have a pretty sharp tongue and good a comeback. I’m pretty blunt at times but will also feel super bad if I hurt your feelings.’
♡ kenma’s love languages are gift-giving and physical touch ^^ he loves having you cuddled up under his arms while he plays on his switch, or when you sit on his laps as he games on his PC. he’s convinced himself that he just plays better when you are around 🥰
♡ once a week, it’s become a custom for you both to snuggle up on the couch together and watch random nostalgic movies while eating either take-out or the food y’all just cooked 
♡ omg if you have a sharp tongue then lev, yamamoto and kuroo would all be shaking when you walk into the gym by kenma’s side bc they know one of them is going to be ridiculed
♡ kenma is shown to be quite blunt too but he has developed somewhat of a soft-spot for you. also, there is not much you can do to hurt his feelings- but like since you are his s/o he trusts you and cares about what you think of him so if you were to turn to him and utter in a genuine tone of voice, ‘i’m disappointed in you’ on the outside he’ll deadpan but on the inside he is bawling (ಥ _ ಥ)
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‘Some random things that may be too personal but imma just add it is I’m apparently a gifted kid burnout, I’m bi, also genderfluid, I can go long periods doing nothing because it’s honestly kinda hard to get stuff done for me I might not be able to like socialize a lot either also I’m majoring in Information Technology and have a really random dirty sense of humor [...] i do karate.’
♡ kenma isn’t really the best at getting things done either but i’d like to think that y’all encourage each other to complete task bc you just want the best for one another 🥺 so you’ll both just be laying on the bed, so tired with no motivation to do anything until kenma utters, ‘you said you have a report due.’ and you’re quick to reply, ‘and you said you have emails to send.’
♡ then it becomes a battle of ‘who’s thing is less important?’ until one of you finally suggests, ‘how about we both just do our work so we can cuddle in peace afterwards?’ then you both reluctantly crawl out of bed
♡ he isn’t really a social-butterfly either but ever since he’s started streaming, you’ve noticed he’s became less introverted so that means whenever y’all go to restaurants, he talks to the waiter so you to don’t have to 😩🙏 (also he pays for the meal bc he’s a king-)
♡ you and kenma are so powerful together bc he has somewhat of a dirty mind too KJXIDGH like kuroo will just be talking to y’all (even though neither of you are paying attention) then he’ll snap his kitkat in half and offer you a finger-- then get confused as to why you and kenma are caCKLING 💀
♡ he is highkey so proud that you know a martial art and you can defend yourself like he thinks it’s so badass- also when you were watching ‘karate kid’ with him, he’d pause the movie every few seconds to be like ‘so do you know that move? show me.’
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for @suchagoodgirlxoxo​: ooft it was lowkey hard to choose but i hope you like kenma 🥺🙏 also you said ur ideal guy is taller than you but erm kenma is the same height as you ‘:) but that way, y’all can share clothes!! 
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