#i stare at a wall bc even my eye contact feels predatory yeah i probably have issues. its been an issue since middle school though
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socially inept gnc woman who always surpresses her feelings and carefully composes herself to be a mere shadow in the room in fear of looking like a creep to other ppl (but mostly other women) gang
#run on sentences are fun#to be fair my avoidant behavior probably makes me look more creepy. its just a fear ive always dealt with for being gnc#i feel Male Lite yknow what i mean despite being not being socialized or born male#and a very complicated layer of what may be dysphoria also plays a role in feeling Male Lite#i feel like other gnc women probably deal with this but i dont see it talked about much i dont know#i feels like internalized misogyny and homophobia play a huge role and if i knew more gnc/les/bi women i would not feel like this#it also makes me scared to even be platonic w women or share anything about ssa bc i domt wanna look likr a creep#its like. so bad.#i will pretend to be str8 or ace when i get asked those Questions#i stare at a wall bc even my eye contact feels predatory yeah i probably have issues. its been an issue since middle school though#i do not need to be dx'd with more shit. i know what it sounds like to Lord DSM IV though (jk but. y.eah)
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