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determunition · 3 months
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hi shovel knight friends i'm so glad u all enjoyed my boards, i bestow upon you more of the he
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95s-moved · 5 years
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bias tag thingie uwu
tagged by @sanrising ty angel i needed to go off abt my bb!! 
1. who is your bias: mr im changkyun!!!! my angel my love my chouchou 💖💫💗⭐️
2. what made you notice them: OK SO the first song i heard was hero and i heard his voice and i just! ! ! !!!!!! i love....... deep voices............... oomg like something about his voice was so calming for me but i never really kept listening to them until shine forever and i heard “one and only,,, like a holy” and i was like :o thats the guy!!!!!!! like idek something about his voice was so enticing until finally shoot out era when i actually started stanning mx everytime his parts came on it was like,,, extra asdhgfkl for me idk how to explain it like i just got really excited at his partss and thats when i realised mayhaps i am in LOVE!!
3. what is your favorite thing about them: how do i describe one person in words? no combination of sentences can do him justice like,,,,,, i love . everything about him. first of all his talent. GOD hes so talented i could write an essay for every word hes ever written, hes so amazing. like!! he writes for every song and his words are so beautiful,, and MOHAE???? thats literally my favourite song of all time i really hope he gets to compose more in the future :+( not to mention he is SO kind i can’t get over it. the way he interacts w mbbs at fansigns almost makes me cry because he’s so sweet and u can tell he genuinely cares!! like when that one mbb was crying and he was so gentle nd soft i almost died i swear......... he’s so cute and silly when he talks to them too im so jealous sometimes hehe ^^ and when he’s with the rest of mx! sure he teases them but it’s in that joking way that all friends do!! he is so considerate when it comes to them especially when they’re in america and he helps translate and is patient with them.. goDD i really love him...... and he is SOO hardworking, like in no mercy he was so diligent in what he did even though he came in like halfway through the show and he didn’t get support or encouragement from ANYBODY which is understandable, the others had said goodbye to so many of their friends but he never got discouraged from that. he made a conscious effort to show friendliness to the others, to form bonds so he could prove himself to them. he’s so selfless in so many situations too even when he was voted into the lineup (on no mercy), u could see the guilt on his face on how, instead of considering it as a guaranteed debut, he felt guilty for taking the spot that the others could’ve had. changkyun was thinking of others during a time where most people would only celebrate themselves, and that’s so rare in a person, it’s so nice to see it in him. also hes pretty i really love him
4. who would initiate skinship more: at first kyun bc i’d get freaked out abt being too forward but afterwards it would be me
5. who would hog the blankets more: me!!!!! i get really cold especially at night i kinda wrap myself in a cocoon
6. who would be more clingy: me!!!!!!!!! again i am . babie koala i like hugs and cuddles ^^
7. who would say i love you first: kyun!!, like i said i’m super anxious abt being too forward until after ik its like.... a thing- idk where im going with this sentence u get the point
8. who would be more easily flustered: me!! im so easily flustered literally anytime i get called cute or anything i blush and become a puddle 
9. what cuddle position would you two have: literally this entire list is me talking abt how much of a babie i am.. so id be little spoon..... or the one where im facing him so we have a little bit of room to breathe, like cuddling is fun until u feel like ur being strangled..... OH AND ALSO the one like when ur sort-of-sitting and my hand is on his chest and one leg is on top of his ok im melting again uwuwuwuwu
10. which colors remind you of them: depends!! u know how sometimes he’s that dark rapper persona and other times he’s adorable squish?? like that but mostly blue tones so like he’s 83D8D2 but other times he’s more 02202F or sometimes E4EDEE ! 
11. which season would you like to spend with them: summer!! definitely summer esp bc my family goes to this victorian seaside town during the summer and everything is basically contained on the island i’m hesitant to call it that but TeChNiCaLLy it is so :+/ and it’s really beautiful, especially since were right on the beach and u can walk along there during and after sunset,, theres also one beach called “[redacted] point” where they have “[redacted] diamonds” which are really just rocks that the salt water made transparent but ppl go there all the time to collect them and watch the sunset since you can see p much 360 degrees of ocean around u. also!! theres a bunch of little candy n ice cream shops that are really nice, not to mention that the food there is AMAZING even though its relatively cheap, and its really historic so they have tours of old houses and also ghost tours which i LIVE for theyre so fun.. it just seems like the perfect little town n even tho its not a big city theres a lot to do and its kinda my safe haven so id really love to share it with him :+(
12. who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter: i would steal the batter but at least i’d ALSO bake,, mr changkyun, as much as i love him, is a pest and would just keep taking the batter from me....... what a gremlin, icb i love him
not tagging anyone bc lazy soz
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byeoltan · 7 years
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Hi!! Let me say at first how much I appreciate you, your blog is my favourite one!! Thank you for keeping it interesting and diverse! I have a question. Do you by any chance understand what bts comeback concept has to do with words 'love yourself'?? I got that album is about falling in love, being special for someone and unique moments in one's life etc. But i still can't get why they imply that the concept is about loving one's self if this issue barely was touched upon? Am i missing on smth?
but it was written in every breath they took in producing the album bby TT 
their comeback stage showed it all, they could’ve started with intro: serendipity, but no, they straight up went with ‘i need u’ the song that took them to where they are now. they mentioned how everyone cried so much when they had their very first win with i need u, especially jimin. it was in i need u that they realized they might just.. have made it, a step further. if you’ve been with them for a while, you’d know how dirty bangtan and army were treated, like really we were dissed left and right it was really a tough situation especially for k-armys they can’t even be proud of our boys or even mention their names in articles without getting ridiculed just cos they’re not ‘big’ TT and even when we had our first win, bangtan still get called out for ridiculous reasons that’s just. the fact that they made their comeback with i need u shows just how much they treasure the moment the fans that made it possible at that time, i need u was the breakthrough, i need u made them realize that they can actually be… happy now, and move forward. and maybe love themselves more, and performing mic drop afterwards shows exactly that :)
honestly love yourself album is in every sense, calls you to love yourself, if not, more, even when you don’t think you can, just look at the lyrics
just let me love yousince the time the universe was first formedeverything has been decidedjust let me love you–intro: serendipity
and when they say
don’t worry, lovebecause all of this is isn’t a coincidence(even when) we are totally different, babybecause (of that still) destiny is found in the two of ussince the day the universe came into existence, it has continuously been soand transcending for infinite centuries, it will continuously be sofrom our past lives too, perhaps, and even the next lives to comebecause we will still be together forever (no matter)–DNA
doesn’t that encourage you to embrace yourself, despite our differences? and
when you say that you love mefeels like i’m treading on the sky/heavenstell me about forever just one more timewhen you say that you love mei, i’ll be fine even if just those wordsthat you would never change, just one more time–best of me
bangtan treasures us so much as they treasure themselves that they wish for our love to never change no matter how bad things might get 
i wonder if it’s a mistake an angel left behindif not that then, a deep kiss?that dimple is illegalbut I want it anyway anyway anyway–보조개 (dimple)
did you know? that dimples are a medical flaw, a genetic defect that is caused by shortened facial muscles, which is why when we smile, the shorten muscle pulls the skin on our face causing a dimple. but somehow in our society, dimples are embraced and carries a mark of beauty and loveliness the contradiction is fascinating how human perception can override facts, and i personally think this is what makes the song more meaningful despite the casual pop tune, because what ever flaw you think you have, might not be a flaw at all. you can chose to hide it by not smiling, but isn’t it lovely when you smile? love yourself.
stopnow stop watching (and) start studying for (your) examsyour parents and your manager/boss they dislike meall those video clips you’ve watched, twitter photos,v app, bon voyage i know they’re so good, what should we dostop. the music video, (i’m saying) interpret (it) lateraren’t there plenty of my photos in your room, anywaywhat is an hour even? a year passes by just like thatthis song is a reward i’m giving (it) to you.good girl/good boy–pied piper
btw 착해 is an expression, a good compliment you usually receive from an elderly person/grown up when if you do well in something, its not sexual guys idk why some ppl imply it is lmao
so when bangtan says this they mean it wholeheartedly like a friend, like an older brother because they know how bad we have it for them, they know how much influence they have on us, as much as we ahve on them. despite scolding us, albeit, in a loving manner, they really want the best for us. unlike the original story where the pied piper drove the children away from the town of hamelin when the town ppl refuse to pay for his service in luring the plague causing rats away, bangtna isn’t set to lure us away, they in fact, want us to go to them, be with them, love with them, but in addition, we have to set our priorities in real life straight, so that, everyone can appreciate our love too, and maybe, the society won’t put much hate on us anymore.
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please army remember what we say, love myself, love yourself, i really love you, and thank you
–skit: billboard music awards speech
this says everything hnnggghh
yeah? who said my ‘spoon was dirty’i don’t care, when i grab the mic i own those whole lot of ‘gold spoons’all of a sudden, those that didn’t cook well are in rage, those lot of steaks i’ll chew on y’all over and over again, on the star’s dinner table–mic drop
oh man i need another post dedicated to mic drop there’s so many things to talk about in this 
the thing i earn with hard work, my paygonna spend it all on my tummy all the pennies i collect/count just to waste it all (on my tummy)leave me be, even if i overspendor come tomorrow morning and like a crazy guymy savings, if i cash them all out (leave me be)woo there’s no tomorrowmy future’s been seized for collateral  woo my money’s all further spent friends, wassup?do you want some?–고민보다 Go (rather than worrying, go)
this whole song is satirical critique tbh even the dance choreography pls appreciate them
and then the outro, which reiterates everything about love and sacrifice, about being the best of yourself, about loving yourself first and foremost
the world is a complexwe was lookin’ for lovei am too, just one of those pplhonestly even i didn’t believe in real lovelike a habit i said i want to love, just babbling like thatbut i found myselfthe whole new myselfeven if i’m confused, which am i is the real meme meeting you makes me wonder, aren’t i a book?or is it you, who are the turning pages (of my book)?damn–outro: her
PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SKIT THERES ENG SUB AND CRY WITH ME HOW ARE THEY SO PUREE THEY WERE REMEMBERING OLD DAYS AND HOW THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT BILLBOARD IS NAD JIMIN HE JIMIN THOUGHT GRAMMY WAS A PERSON’S NAME AJSHD
theres a reason why bangtan made the skit and sea as hidden tracks, you have to undertsand that bangtan has come a longg way. and one of the reasons why they were finally able to get their first win the last time was through purchase of physical copies, which helped tremendously raise the sales. bangtan may be celebrated and loved wordlwide but back in their home ground, they were nobodies, which is why buying physical copy always meant more even (especially for k-fandoms) since you’re willing to go for an extra mile, its part of kfandom culture for fans to invest a lot of time and money for their group supports and projects to help get their fave name out there, sure you can like/listen to other groups but ultimately, hundreds of idols debut eveyr year so in order to make sure your group lasts a long time, korean fans consider it very important to pledge their loyalty to a single group and support them with all you have, this is why it was even harder for karmys because we come from small company :’)
and now that they are getting success tremendously over the past year (BANGTAN’S #7 ON BILLBOARD 200 GUYS PLEASE GIVE YOURSELFVES A PAT WE DID THAT), love yourself is to be quite honest, an album dedicated to armys all round, and those two tracks are just a little bit more intimate, and more on a personal level, which is why it was hidden from the rest of the world, i’d like to think that the reason they kept it hidden in a physical copy because they know for certain that only their fans would purchase a physical copy, and that they want us to be the first ppl to hear it, to listen to their laments, their grieves, their happiness, their love, they just wanna them share with us first and foremost, because they know only we would get it, because we’ve been there
in the end the mirage is caught andit becomes reality, andthe desert i was once afraidbecame the sea with our blood, sweat, and tearsbut then amongst all this happiness,what are these fears?because this place is originally a desert, we know this too well–sea
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