#i rmber listening to a lot when i missed someone
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a different kind of pain when songs remind you of memories T_T
#🌙.rambles#this one i'm listening to rn as i start writing this#i rmber listening to a lot when i missed someone#a friend on ffxiv that i ended up really enjoying talking to#i rmber for that whole week we spent considerable time together n#i grew attached i guess. it's been ages since we last talked but i think i'll never forget him#the next one here on my queue is smth i hear from a friend a lot bcs she rlly likes the band#these memories ache so much. remembrance really hurts#that aside#i'm doing rather well tonight compared to other days#but now my struggle is#how do i help others.#sometimes i'm absolutely fucking shit when it comes to words n comfort n showing that i care n i'm listening#but it's not like i can#idk pat someone's head or hold their hand or hug them through a fucking screen T_T#yk complimenting others really makes me happy#the words i say really come from my heart. so. yeah#earlier i was cheering a friend on n#i think she's pretty insecure bcs she sees herself as weird#i told her i loved her weird self either way. no matter what. bcs she's my friend n i love her#in that convo she said at some point that she personally doesn't find me weird tho. n she called me cool#i. uhm. >///< FUCK WHENEVER PPL TELL ME STUFF ABT MYSELF N HOW THEY SEE ME#UWAHH!!?! 🥺🫠 my poor heart#i rmber months ago when i comforted same said person she#she wrote smth to me back n said. she loves how dependable i am#🥹 having words written back to me means sm to me#anyways she's like a sister to me i love her so much i hope she doesn't see this bcs that's embarrassing but#really in short. if i've really let you in my life then goddamn you have no idea how much you mean to me#i'm incredibly loyal n passionate about loving so. yeah.#i want the best for the people i love n it's just enough for me to be able to contribute to that even a little
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