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#louies lustyard#ermmmm#i miss my dad lawl#i miss my bio dad#he had so much life left i really miss him#erm post over no one look at me im upset about this lately
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My stepdad asking me when my graduation is so he can get the day off from work is healing 13 years of father trauma
#I literally almost cried#I told him he didn’t have to come if he didn’t want to#and he said he wouldn’t miss it for anything#in 2 years he’s been more of a dad to me than my bio dad was in 13 years#positivity
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I had a dream. In my dream, I opened a door. but was that really me? I had a different name.
#back at it with the silent hill references#what about hector my good friend hector#no this is not patroclus this is paris' dad hector who became an ascian pre-arr. he's been missing for years#i really wanna do a psychological horror silent hill themed backstory with hector so that's why his bio isn't done yet :^)#smth smth he haunts the narrative#i wanted to experiment with making a gif so this came out kinda grody in terms of crispness#that's the statue of zodiark in the middle part of the gif btw#glitch cw#jumpscare cw#flashing cw#q.#gifs.#mygposes.#ffxivsnaps#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#hyur
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its so funny recognizing yourself in your parents and by funny i mean im going to be sick
#i hate my mother. i love my mother. i will always be her child. i will always be a stranger. i hate my mother. i love my mother.#like same woman who points a gun at me on the regular and mocked and laminated my suicide note when i was a kid to pass out at a family bbq#and the same reason i have such bad body image issues and chemical scars and burns.#but also. thats my mother. its the same woman who married a stranger because her two kids were homeless under a bridge after#my bio dad stole her car. its the same woman who held my hair back when i was sick as a child. who made cookies when i was depressed.#its the same woman who i had to talk down because she wanted to kill herself before she hit me and called me weak.#i miss my mother. i dont know if i ever had a mother. i love her. i need to move and never be around her.#its so difficult when you KNOW she has mental illness that runs in the family too. i know what impacts her behavior and how alike we are.#i know its not an excuse for the consistent abuse she still puts me through. i know this. i know i shouldn't feel guilty for my feelings.#i dont know what my feelings are.#i hate my mother to the point ive tried to kill myself to not be around her. i love her more than anyone else.#when your mother is a prophecy of all you might be as youre a reflection of all she could have been *family guy death pose.jpeg*#anyways. sorry for the rant heehee i am normal and going to bed before i craw out my skin and into some yellow wallpaper ^_^
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yknow realizing my family was super fucking mean to me for no reason before i turned 18
#no cause. why did my parents threaten to beat me for having a low C almost D/ any missing assignments. but now whenever my mother finds out#about it she like. actually asks if i'm doing alright and not yelling at me to turn them in (she still wants me to do good but like. there'#no more threats?) i mean my bio dad might still do that but i don't tell him anything about my classes anymore#AND ALSO HOW I USED TO BE PICKED ON BY MY BIO DAD AND MY GRANDPARENTS WHEN IWAS YOUNGER FOR HAVING TEXTURE ISSUES BUT NOW THEY'RE LIKE#“oh yea i can't eat this food because i just don't like it” AND UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY I CAN'T EAT CERTAIN THINGS.#i just GAHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK#i still remember when my mom and bio dad thought i was lying to them about losing my glasses when i was FUCKING 9-10. they thought i#hid/threw them out!!! and when i found them like a few years later because they were in a spot in my bag young me never really used#MY MOTHER STILL THOUGHT I PUT THEM THERE ON PURPOSE. THIS WAS YEARS AGO BUT I'M STILL MAD ABOUT IT#I HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE A LIAR ABOUT THINGS FOR SO LONG TO THE POINT THAT I CAN'T HANDLE JOKES ABOUT LYING AND ALSO GET SCARED THAT#I'M NOT BEING TRUTHFUL EVEN IF I AM!!!#anyways :D#i'll probably delete this later idk i feel bad right now
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honestly something that is more annoying than "that character would not fucking say that" or "i'm assigning you to actually look at the source material again" type headcanons are when you come across a headcanon where there is nothing technically wrong with it and you can't sit there and say "well you just don't get this like i do" because there is no actual solid evidence that whatever they're saying can't be the case, but it still feels like mischaracterization because of your own way too intense headcanons. and you're aware of that so you just have to sit there silently telling yourself "that is just as valid a read of the character as my interpretation :)" and trying not to go ham because you know you have genuinely no justification for feeling like canon is being ignored
#sorry for me this is whenever someone is like 'birdie is a widower and had a healthy relationship with his boys' mom'#technically until the 18th this is as canon as any other interpretations as to why birdie is a single dad#like nobody is reading anything WRONG here it just feels so fundamentally wrong to ME#(in all honesty though my main reasoning is that his whole character is mourning people he's lost. if he lost a partner he loved deeply#who was the mother of his children who he CANONICALLY loves and misses... he would be a wreck about it. as it is he never mentions the boys#mom and neither does his bio. his entire bio is an explanation of his worst losses and why he feels the need to drink. a loving partner#would probably get a mention. the fact that he was a /widower/ and not just a 'single dad' would get a mention#also considering the fact that there is a HEAVY implication that he's the only one paying for his kids' medical bills it doesn't#seem like a coparenting situation where maybe he just calls himself a single dad because majority custody or w/e. idk not to keep giving#this poor man a bunch of L's but 'birdie with a loving relationship to the boys' mom' just feels incomprehensible. she's clearly not in#their lives so the answers are she's dead or a deadbeat. he doesn't mourn her which takes dead off the table. sooooooooooo)#(okay so i suppose i do have some reasonings but i am aware i'm insane about them)#(.... any thoughts i have about kryptos gravity falls definitely falls under this tho)
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Rest of the system looking at me wondering why im so so sad (i got them past life memories)
#inthrum speaking#system babbles#reaction#vent kinda#not negative#pseudomemories#past life#alien#trauma#loss#ptsd#osdd#actually plural#system things#introject#fictive#they are all looking at me and im sniffling again like. i miss my dad. and the rest are like only one other person had a dad and they didnt#meet til recently and its awkward. also we cut off our bio dad. and the other 2 dads that raised us.#i know#im sad. lol.
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Discovered my cousin is a famous rock music singer right in time to see he was doing an LGBTQ+ music fest in Tennessee. Hell yeah.
#our shared genetics means he’s cool 🧠 🧬#he’s funny on Twitter good for him#I’d been wondering for awhile and finally asked my grandma who went ‘oh Jason! yeah!’#I miss TN so much sometimes. it’s a shame 90% of it is tainted by its people and history lmao#but I gotta go there to see my bio dad’s grave sometime#prawn posts
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hozier yoo
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#yoo his new songs ... the new ep ..... so good#personal fav is 'all things end' you're so right !!!!!#uhh i am a bit stressed bcs lots of things i gotta do but i'll try my best to manage things well#anyway. HELLO good afternoon !! i hope you all have a lovely day or evening or whatever? :<#also i'm still unsure. bs psych or compsci aaa i like both equally with the cons and pros so it's sucky LMFAO i can't decide#it's funny. i recently got woa i wna go to psych and med etc etc bcs i watched a video and was like i wna help ppl fr#but then the tried out chat gpt bcs my mom and dad mentioned it again and i was curious. ai is absolutely terrifying yet so interesting#there's a bunch of data that goes into that stuff and i've been interested since#i first went to this science museum here in the ph! i really wna go again sometime aaa i miss that place. i still rmbr it#robots are super interesting to me haha sometimes i forget my clubs as a kid were engineering robotics coding related#and only in middle school it turned to. more sporty clubs LMFAO but even then i always preferred tech stuff lol#except i am extremely interested in psych and the like and SCIENCE and RESEARCH and all that but compsci just as much#i am not fond as fond of. chem and bio? bio depends on the specifics of what it is#but then arghhh physics is uh. idk i prefer it actually now that i think abt it LMFAO but math is. smth i love but also it's hard#IDK OKAY i'm still conflicted. uhghm. i love both and both are difficult but i like that lmfaooo#research is smth im interested in a lot and so is data stuff! snd then eventually im interested in either compsci or psych as a career#and both are things im interested in a lot even if i dont end up. going into that career#IDK ANYMORE BYE anyway play gbf and have a lovely weekend
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aye not to be vain on main okay not really my main but i'm finna wilding here for now but i really like the lowkey pastel primary colour theme i got going on here????? („ಡωಡ„)
#love making my themes look so pretty thanks to these pretty boys <3#it's a vv nice summery palette too methinks (even though it's not summer here anymore but oh whale)#and it also fits really nicely with my pastel pride month icon so that's neat too. transient confetti falling theme ull be missed though 💔#me: yay summer colours!!! ☀️ also me: has 'autumn' in bio for the sake of glorifying his fave grampa's dad joke 🤡#idk if my themes actually look decent for anyone bc tumblr gets wonky sometimes but i really hope so. i have too much time to waste-#btr#do pretty girl don't speak#will delete
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thinking abt my beloved family
#my dad can suck my shaft and balls but the rest of those mfs#LOVE them#and I am feeling so grateful that I have like a whole solid family#even without him#like yes I do feel grief over what I am missing#that my bio dad was just no good and he’ll never be a real father to me#but when I am with my parents#and my brother and my sister in law#it feels complete#like we can be a whole family even without him#hell we’re all better off without him realistically#he was the woooooorst dude#the worst#so happy I don’t have to deal w that mf anymore
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Love Dnd. My character and another character who pride themselves in being mischief makers together, and have essentially forged a sweet sibling-like bond over the past few months got in a huge impromptu fight and post-game me and the player were just
#him gleefully like ‘lol I don’t care about my actual family I have a New dad but you’re invited!’#my character who is so jealous he got his memories back and has a family: curse my 8 strength#also his New dad might be her bio dad and she’s like ‘GRACIOUS YOU HAVE NOW AND 2 SIBLINGS WHO MISS YOU’#prawn posts
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Love feeling indescribably sad for no reason
#sunny speaks#vent#ughhhh#i literally feel like crying and i can't even pinpoint why#maybe i had too much coffee today#i think there are just a lot of reasons why i feel bad#like#i'm looking into getting a gaming laptop#and i wanted this so much for forever#but now i'm regretting even thinking about it?#idk why#i guess i feel like i'm being too demanding/annoying?#cuz i asked my dad to help me make a decision#i guess i feel stupid for wanting it in the first place#i think i feel sad because i didn't get to talk as much as i wanted to with my bio mum#because she was mostly chatting with my twin and my mum and my nanna#i wish i could've joined in#but i was sitting too far away from her in the restaurant#i had a nice talk with my nanna though so that was nice#idk i guess i just miss her a lot#because she didn't get to visit us much for a while cuz yknow covid#she lives in tassie which is wayyyy on the other side of australia#i didn't realise how much i missed her until now#and she's just such a lovely person#maybe next time i'll get to talk to her more#i just dont like interuptting people or butting in yknow?#idk i think it really is the coffee fucking with me ngl#i'll have to try and sleep this off#i hate that i've become so sensitive recently#it's like every single little thing sets me off
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I'll never ever forget the time I wrote Ellie smoking a joint with Joel on his porch. It was canon in my heart.
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promise me you'll lie !!!
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Hospital Food | COD x Reader
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Summary: Your ex-husband (the biological father of your daughter) shows up when said daughter is admitted to hospital. Your current partner (and your daughter) put him in his place.
aka: stupid man gets verbally wrecked by a 17-year-old girl and a SAS soldier. Inspired by the time my stepdad and i roasted my bio dad.
For @the-californicationist 's Nameless Challenge! This means you have to guess which of the delicious war criminals I'm writing about below. (This has inspired a series, so you'll find out who I was thinking of when the second one comes out. ;) )
WC: ~700 words (oops, forgive me cali)
Pairing: f!reader x tf141 member (but who? 👀)
Your ex-husband stood at the foot of his biological daughter’s hospital bed, watching her tap salt out of the little sachet onto a piece of buttered bread. His face was full of condescension, and you knew yours was full of barely contained disgust as you stared at him. God damn the child support agreement that required you to tell him when she was admitted to a hospital. At least you had otherwise full custody of her, you’re sure your ex would’ve been murdered by now if you’d been forced to see him semi-regularly – either by you or your wonderful (deadly, military-trained) partner who hated the man in front of you almost as much as you did.
God, you wish he was here right now. Unfortunately, he was wonderful enough to have gone down to the cafeteria in search of lunch for the both of you – and something sweet to sneak back in for your little girl. He spoiled her rotten, and it made you love him more every time he did.
“That’s a lot of salt,” your ex rumbled. If looks could kill, the stare your 17-year-old daughter levelled him with would’ve evaporated him where he stood.
“Yes. It is,” she spoke.
Tap tap tap, she resumed shaking the sachet.
“They put salt in bread when they make it. White bread is about 3% salt,” he said. As if there was some important point your daughter was missing.
“I know. I’ve made bread before.”
Tap tap tap.
It was taking every fibre of your being not to laugh with sheer joy and vindication as your daughter, the blood of your ex-husband, so casually eviscerated him in the middle of this tiny white room.
“Which is to say, you don’t need to be adding salt to it.” You didn’t think the man could sound any whinier. You were about to step in, but your daughter let out a deep sigh beyond her years (definitely picked up from the soldier who shared your home) and threw the empty salt packet onto the bed tray.
“Tell me, why shouldn’t I eat that much salt?” Her arms crossed in front of her, your ex-husband looked to you for help. He would get none.
“Because… it makes your body retain fluid and raises blood pressure–”
“Correct. I am in this hospital because I have low blood pressure caused by a low volume of fluid in my blood. They give me the salt packet on purpose. I am prescribed literal salt tablets,” she shook the bottle in the man’s face, “because I need to raise my blood pressure up to normal levels.”
Silence. Blinking.
“So I am going to eat this bread because it is what the doctor ordered.” Her head snapped to you, with a chaotic glint in her eye only teenage girls could possess. The next words out of her mouth would stay with you until your dying breath;
“Hey, Mum. When’s Dad coming back?”
You could not fight the grin that spread across your face, the elation jumping in your stomach. A quick glance at your ex-husband’s sour face made it clear that your daughter’s point had struck true – You are not welcome here. I do not need you. I have a real father where you failed.
You opened your mouth to reply, “He’s–”
“Right here, love!” The warm, gravelly voice of your partner filled the room, your daughter’s eyes lighting up with his presence. He stopped to press a tender kiss against your cheek, passing you a toasted sandwich, before he made his way to stand over the shoulder of your precious daughter.
“And I got you something special,” he whispered playfully, “Don’t tell the nurse.” He pulled a poppy seed muffin out of the bag he was holding and placed it on the bed tray in front of her.
“Sorry mate, who are you?” Your partner turned and cocked his head at your ex.
Your man knew exactly who the snivelling creature across from him was. Your boyfriend was just deciding to be a little shit, and it was one of the sexiest things you’d ever seen him do.
“Dad, this is Marcus. You know, the man who got Mum pregnant with me?” Your daughter’s voice was poorly disguised venom.
“Oh, right! Of course. I suppose I should thank you for your part in creating my wonderful daughter.” He stretched a hand out to your ex-husband who, for once in his life, made the smart choice to shake it and give some poor excuse for why he was needed elsewhere.
As soon as he was out the door, you had your arms around your lover, pressing endless kisses to his cheek as your daughter laughed.
“Did you hear what I said, Dad?”
Your partner leaned down to hug the girl – his girl – tightly. He grinned.
“Every fucking word.”
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I LOVE MY STEPDAD SO MUCH HE'S MY REAL DAD and my mother and he are truly couple goals. I was on the phone with him the other day when I asked if he remembered this happening. he let out the most fatherly cackle of pure, shit-stirring joy I've ever heard. It was magnificent.
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