tagged by @magdacimy thank you so much dear!! 💙

-20 questions for fic writers-

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 292 (jesus)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 649,327 (it's not as much as you might expect from the amount of fics bc i specialise in short fics)

3. What fandoms do you write for? atm? 9-1-1 is the fandom i have most fics for i think but i haven't written one in about a year. (i should get back on that!). i also sometimes do harry potter fics (usually jegulus), and i just started dipping my toe in f1 fics 👀

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. baby, come home [buddie] - 9033 (which is WILD to me)

2. don't tell my husband (he'll kill me) [buddie] - 8117

3. don't blame me, love made me crazy [jegulus] - 7691 (recently lost it's number 2 spot which makes me sad ngl)

4. come home to my heart [buddie] - 7491

5. fake boyfriends (with real kisses) [buddie] - 6790

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? i used to all the time!! but in the past couple years it started getting overwhelming and now i rarely do but i DO read every single one and they make me smile every time 🥺

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? oh gosh i rarely write angst but the first one that came to mind was a 1917 fic ('loving you is a losing game'), that was pretty angsty

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? umm...literally any fic i write?? happy beginning, happy middle, happy ending. that's my brand of fic writing

8. Do you get hate on fics? not that i know of (and i'm ever grateful for that! i have the BEST readers)

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? not really. i dabbled here and there in the past but i'm just not very good at it 😭

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? again not really. i did do a world war z x justified fic ('don't count your chickens before they hatch') because i'm total loosier trash so it was like an alternate universe of them in a way because of the same two actors 💀

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? not that i'm aware of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? i think i have? actually idk people have asked if they can translate fics and i said yes but i haven't got links available to me. somebody once did a podfic ('in the silence we fall apart') translation though and i loved that!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? i once wrote a part for a 5+1 buddie fic but i don't think the full thing ever got posted?

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship? 100% gotta be buddie hasn't it? they consumed my entire soul. i have sooo many otps though

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? there was a hogwarts au 'the pacific' fic i started writing in lockdown that must be over 10k that i never finished... i think about that a lot

16. What are your writing strengths? umm.. nothing?? no but in all fairness i have no idea but people have always told me my characterization is good. or my ability to make up OCs (which i do A LOT)

17. What are your writing weaknesses? god, speech? writing anything longer than 5k 😭

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? i LOVE it! i've had to do it quite a lot because usually the characters i write are multilingual

19. First fandom you wrote for? the maze runner!! goddd back in my wattpad days i wrote SO many newtmas/dylmas fics it was unreal. they really got me into fic writing

20. Favourite fic you’ve written? funnily enough it's not any of my buddie fics. even though i love those fics dearly and they're definitely favourites. but the one that owns my heart is 'don't blame me, love made me crazy'. it was the first jegulus fic i wrote, i had only gotten into the ship a few days prior and sat down to do a short fic but in a couple hours i had over 5k written and wasn't even halfway through 💀 this was back in the days when jegulus was still a rare pair too! and the love i got on it blew me away 🥺 so a huge thank you to anybody that read that fic!!

tagging literally anybody that sees this and wants to do it because i'm not sure who writes and posts on ao3! please tag me in your posts so i can check out your work too 👀

God damn, your mind's just so precious 😱😍😍😍 it's really what struck me when i finished your fic, you picture him sooo well ! You're right, dark is really canon for him and (lets be honest) he's basically a piece of shit 😅 but it somehow nurish my masochistic kinks 😳 (I admit starting playing rdr2 this summer and I havnt finished the main storyline but I will as soon as I have the time 😭)

You can count me in for your next a/b/o fic 👋 i'm sure its gonna be awesome 🥺💗

I loooove all the ideas you decifered in this !! Like it's brutally honest that despite everything that will happen Micah will never truely love you (that's what I think of him too) but he's a crazyman and I just picture him being super jealous. Like real dangerously so. Not just about reader, but like you kind of portrayed it in Through the Briar, he's also super jealous of Arthur and that's what makes him super explosive.

Argh, why the objectifying possessivness of Micah over the reader carrying his child is so hot 🥵❤️‍🔥 ?? I havn't thought about it but you are so right about the fact that he would have no shame droping hint that he slept with the reader in front of all the crew, and she would probably never tell anyone that he forced himself onto her beacause she would be so ashamed...

Being pregnant with his child would doom the rest of the reader's life, like I don't think she could escape him for long... But what if she had a little girl ? How do you think Micah would react ? I'm not sure but I'd say that he'd be more distant with them, and reader would have a slightly easier life.

I kind of have the impression that if she trier to escape him though, bringing HIS child with her, he'd find her and make sure that she'd be trapped with another baby of him, making it even more difficult for her to run away...

But back to the camp, I feel like everyone would be concerned by the fact that Micah slept with the reader, but I think the only one that would have no doubt about the fact that it was non-consensual would be Arthur. Like, he saw how reader never talked back to him even though he's been roughing her up and he des not trust him. At all.

But without confirmation, he'd just be extra careful when he's around.

Seing how other would interact with reader after they found out about Micah would be vers interesting ! And also really sad for the reader...

You seem to have already so many ideas : I really hope you'll someday elaborate all of them in a sequel or something 🤩✨️

I laugh so hard at your alternative timeline with Arthur, the sunset and the credits 🤣🤣 I'll keep it dearly close to my heart for emotional support emergency 🧡

Oh please do ramble whenever you want I loved that 🤣💖 also thanks for your reply, it must have took you sooo long, but I enjoyed it so much 😘

I'm really happy it made you smile this early in the morning and I hope it made your day brighter ☀️🌈 Take care 💕

Ps : I'm sorry to ear that you were expecting hate on your lil diamond, I get that darker content can be targeted but these are fantaisies, and as long as they stay this way, I think we can all live a safer world 🌷 especially if everyone read the trigger warnings and age limits ! Stay safe everyone 💚

I am SO sorry for making you wait this long for an answer, this week has been eating me alive so far lol. And thank you again! To be 100% honest, out of the whole VDL gang he is the easiest to write for me because he is imo very predictable. Arthur and John are hard asf for me - or Javier. Oh my god, I can't read that guy at all!! For some reason my brain just vibes with Micah in that way lol. And I only played until Chapter 4 in February and finally completed the game this summer, so kinda same haha!! I'll try not to spoil you!! 💗💗 And @ the masochistic side of you! Totally get it! I love to write about hopeless and bleak scenarios, it's super cathartic to me. And from the main cast, Micah is just the one who comes to mind when thinking about rdr2 darkfic (because I don't quite think that even low honor Arthur would go as far as noncon of a fellow gang member? Idk just my impression. And the rest of the gang is at best emotionally manipulative, but I don't anyone would pull what Micah did in through the briar.)

I so agree with everything you said!! If you were to have a little girl instead of a boy, he'd definitely be more distant. But we saw in his letter to Amos that he does keep tabs on the people in his closer circle - and while he isn't going the be father of the year 1900-1910™, I do think that from that point onwards, you're 'his woman'. I think he'd have no issue with getting you pregnant again and again until you finally have that little boy. Mind you, I think he'd drop you off somewhere and stop by every weeks/months, like Arthur did with Isaac. He isn't gonna be around 24/7, he has his gang stuff to do and you'd only be a hindrance. Imagine how humiliating it has to be to make up lies about your 'husband' to the very few neighbors you do have and then it's... Micah. And regarding escaping him: yes, a hundred times yes. Wherever you're hiding out, he'll go in, guns blazing, and make a whole show of shooting every poor soul there. He'd be absolutely livid, to be honest, and he's gonna take it out on anyone standing in his way and THEN you. I genuinely think he'd even slap you for it. Definitely chokes you out for a little bit until your eyes are bloody and you're frantically kicking at the ground for release. And then noncons you. Just overall a super bad, gritty situation for you, so... don't even try it. (There are also a few things to consider regarding the epilogue but I'm not gonna spoil you haha!!)

The camp reactions are super interesting for me to think about as well; either a sequel that picks up where I left off or the 'escape in the epilogue' would be cool to write about but I don't think I'd get that fic done until next year summer (which sounds shocking, I know, but knowing my writing speed and what is in my immediate future, it's, unfortunately, the truth 😭). So let me elaborate on here before I leave you to starve (😭😭😭). I think, at first, the women would be put off immensely. As soon as they figure it out, I think they'd judge you, even if just a little. They've spent weeks, months shooting him and his disgusting advances down and while everyone knows Micah is a snake, they aren't safe from that little nagging voice in the back of their head that thinks about the 'what if you did this willingly...?' thing. The most level-headed ones of them are definitely Abigail and Tilly, I just see Abigail as the type to immediately see what's going on, much like Arthur (back to him and the men later, though). Mary-Beth seems to be somewhere in the middle and Karen the slowest to catch on. I think you could genuinely catch some of her ire at first, with her dropping some snide remarks. I think she'd be kinda mad? Until someone either tells her off or you tell her (which. Is hard. Speaking from experience.) Ms. Grimshaw? Hard to decipher. We've seen how she gets when one of the women is in danger, but the problem with the whole aftermath is that it involves TWO gang members... And one of them is regarded very highly by Dutch. So while I think there would be little fire from her side, she'd step in between you and Micah, here and there. Ultimately, she has very little say in it all, sadly. Sadie is just on the sidelines. It's not like she doesn't care but she doesn't really connect with the reader-character from through the briar and she has her own things going on. So, in short, I am still rather optimistic about your standing among the women. I think they can empathize, one way or another - no matter what they think, in the end. They might look at you funny for a bit if they think it was consensual (and they might never realize it wasn't) but time will heal those little bumps in the road, I'm sure. But still; there definitely will be a few drunken confrontations between Karen and you and they won't end pretty. But I do think Abigail cares a whole heap. We know about her past and I think she'd lend reader a shoulder to cry on, if you wanted to- which in my mind- you don't. (Like I said, I think reader would turn very quiet and reclusive after that night.)

Now onto the men: Most of them do not give a shit, in my honest opinion. The reader-character isn't necessarily regarded as pretty nor is she very sociable beyond the other women. There... isn't much to care about, as harsh as it sounds. She isn't hated or disliked, she's just an afterthought, you know? Dutch likes you well enough and Arthur is a genuine friend, and the rest... Very ambivalent. I think Charles immediately knows there is something wrong, he can read you like a book. Does he offer support? Hard to say, leaning towards no. He and reader don't really have a relationship and it isn't his place. Hosea might figure it out, too. And I think he'd call you over for a little talk but, again, reader just... can't speak about it. And honestly, I think the rest sees you in a more negative light afterwards. They probably don't put much thought into it being consensual or not, as harsh as it sounds. John might care a teeny tiny bit but someone like Bill? Jeez, no. Get ready to be mocked openly, when the chance arises. And Lenny? Oof, I think he just kinda knows something is off but much like Charles, he isn't gonna broach that topic anytime soon (again, not his place in his opinion). Dutch straight-up goes with whatever Micah feeds him, no doubt. That you both were drunk and fooling around, if he's ever questioned about it. That you're just having some buyer's remorse, basically. And quite frankly, Dutch wants to gloss over this, he needs everyone together and not divided. So don't expect much sympathy there. Now, Arthur... Arthur immediately notices how quiet you are and how you don't come to sit by his side anymore. And of course, as the absolute oaf he is, he'll probably think he did something wrong, at first. Until Micah drops his first comment and everything just clicks. I can actually see a big confrontation there and Arthur absolutely losing it - but like I said, Dutch believes Micah and needs the camp to be a united front. The fact that you were drunk is perfect for Micah's side - and Arthur will have to submit, ultimately. And I genuinely think your and Arthur's relationship would break over this; with him lording over you like some man-sized guard dog and you needing space - I can see reader snapping one day and Arthur taking it the wrong way, only for both of them to gradually grow apart. I am of course pulling from personal experiences and I leave the explanation at that so as to not trigger anyone on here.

Also, the way Micah would drop his little hints in the first place- he'll definitely get closer than ever before, not touching you, but caging you in with his body so you can't quite leave (like leaning next to you, not that anime move lmao, but definitely invading your personal space), trying to spook you, excessive pet names and overall way, way more attention... Super loud comments to the other men (ew ew ew) and a dozen new little jokes about you. Just thinking about it makes me pull a face, ew. And you touch on something I haven't thought about yet: another man approaching reader/flirting with you. I don't think he'll step in and be like 'be gone, that's my woman' (lmao never) but he'd make the worst, lewd comments about how he got you into bed and how you enjoyed it, about how 'easy' you are. Basically both humiliating you and trying to shoo that feller away. Yes, he did say that he's more likely to despise the women he has been with afterwards - and I totally think that manifests itself in more verbal abuse and shame. And if you're pregnant, back to the above haha.

Thank you so much for letting me ramble again and adding your own thoughts!! I am so happy to talk about this, you don't even know. If only I had more time 😭💕 But better late than never, right? I hope you have a lovely day wherever you are!!

Hiii! yes I used to be the panthastichumanbeign (kinda still am :v) hahaha

yeah, college can be a pain but it's okay I took a break (for 2 years) and am trying to get back to it now to finish my degree ('cause I really want that damn piece of paper lol), can I ask what you were studying before?

About your answers for the ask game:

Modern Family is nice, I never finished it but I know my parents loved the show and WOW CHARMED IS/WAS ABSOLUTELY ONE OF MY FAVORITES GROWING UP (the reboot I started but haven't passed the first couple of episodes yet)

Haven't watched Greta but some friends have recommended it; The Proposal is one of the few romcoms that I love to watch; The Huntsman ugh Charlize Theron had all my attention hahaha I can't remember if I watched the Maleficient yet 🤔; ok White Chicks is chef kiss comedy (especially in Portuguese); never watched John Wick or Knives Out; Maybe I am a hardcore Marvel movies watcher.

Yep, that is the better weather indeed, it's the best when you can just chill at home with a book and tea/coffee or just enjoy the fam a bit.

Hahaha spontaneous singing is my favorite way to relax and annoy my siblings. And yeah I get that about kids, I was an only child for 5 years and it was nice to have my parents' attention all on me but having siblings is amazing (the love-and-hate kind of relationship growing up pays off) and yes adoption is a great way too have (more) kids haha I personally think of adopting a kid (whenever I feel like have one)

Thanks for answering! I'm kinda super socially awkward and have been trying to get out of my comfort zone and thank people on this site so yeah, I appreciate the interaction 🤗

Hiii..yes u still are panthastichumanbeing 😁

Oh 2 years is a good break..yeah u go get that paper,girl!hahhaa. May i know what major r u?

At first i picked Registered Nurse and French major. But i changed my mind n picked Pharmacology major and French Major, but i also was gonna take Spanish.

Oh Modern Family is the best n funny.hahaha. i never get bored with that show. I only like the old original Charmed.

Yeess Greta is a great movie, is a good psychological thriller. It's eerie in a psycho way.hahaha. oh the proposal,i love it so much.

The Huntsman:Winter's War, is sooo cool. Charlize is amazing in it but I looove Emily Blunt as the ice queen. I think she is similar to Wanda, she just wants her kid.😭 so it's sad but she is very powerful.

I recomends both Maleficent movies..the cgi is very very cool n angelina jolie's acting was marvelous

John Wick is a very cool action movie n i love how they slowly shows more of the plots in every movie. I love Keanu Reeves. He is an angel.haha.

Knives Out,for me is one of the best movie i hv seen. I love the plot and at the end has a very great plot twist.. i wish i could write like the writer who writes Knive Out. Hahaa.

Oh yeah thats the best weather for hot chocolate too! Hahaha.

Haha i sing just for myself becaue i know i cant sing.lol

Yeah i prefer adopt because i know it will help 1 kid who wants family but family never pick them because of them being too old.

Of course! U r more than welcomed to send me ask or message anytime..i love making new friends and u hv been nothing but nice n i appreciate it so much. Thank you for the interations as well 😁

Cheerio!

Pocket😭

I don't know what happened; Tumblr just decided to ghost me for 4 days😭 Like, it didn't even open ;-;

I missed you so much and I feel so bad like I've abandoned you ;-;

I hate Tumblr sometimes,, I also missed the ice-cream game grrrrr

Anyways, how are you?? How is your life going? Do you have time for yourself? I hope you do >:c

I'm so sad Halloween is over,, but at least now Tohma is here and I can start praying to get him without using too many primos :|

Also, I love you tons, remember that <33 💖💖

OMG YACHIIIII!! FRIENDDDD *hug* Awww it's okie!! tumblr breaks all the time, I'm not even surprised something like this happened!

aww no! it's okie, if anything, I abandoned yall but in my defense I'm really busy! Like this week i'm planning on finishing 2 weeks worth of hw. I have an essay due next week and I JUST settled on a topic so I plan to finish the rough draft today, edit as much as I can, and send it to a tutor who's gonna look it over for me. They take like 3-5 days to respond so HOPEFULLY i can get my essay back within the time limit. I'm sad I can only send in a rough draft and not a finished product. I could also take a whole extra day to perfect before but i can't risk not getting it back ;w; im so scared it's worth 60% of my grade AND i've managed to maintain an 89% (it was 92% idk wtf happened) and so if I don't turn it in i wont pass BUT I'VE TURNED IN EVERY SINGLE HW ASSIGNMENT >:0

don't mind me going on a tangent there o.o

so in summation! to answer your question, I do not have time to myself ;w; but it's just this week! then i'll be free next week sooo that's a positive! although I think i have two exams next week or an exam next week and then one after that.

omg YES. I was so sad when we had to take the halloween decorations down! ;w; like I said, i dont like xmas THAT much to be that excited about it. Mainly bc my family doesn't celebrate xmas like some people. i mean we don't celebrate halloween either BUT we did get into the halloween spirit and im sad it's over so soon TwT ONE MONTH ISNT ENOUGH LIKE COME ON-

but yes! have you gotten thoma yet? do you plan on rolling for Itto, Gorou, or Albedo??? or are you saving primos for a completely different character?? o:

I LOVE YOU MORE ^w^ <33 you're so sweet hehe

thank you so much, i hope you're having a good weekend and break as well! 💛

'dandelions' is honestly one of my favorite songs, and i'm glad you liked 'here with me' and 'better days'! you should definitely check out more dermot kennedy songs if you liked it! i heard your song recs and they're actually so good 🥺 i especially like 'betelgeuse', definitely going on my playlist!

thank you!! still haven't done them, they're in march i think, but we already started preparing for them 😭 exactly i take the chance when there's a sale but then i'm busy and have no time to play it :( hopefully over the break. i'll go crazy and play 24/7 haha! and yeah the building aspect is my favorite too, i always like getting creative and trying to build stuff, although it usually doesn't turn out the way i envisioned it...and trust me my island is definitely not presentable! it has no theme, it's just a mess of buildings i decided to build whenever i played so i guess my theme is full-on chaos haha, there's a strange-looking tree house in one corner, a half-built failed attempt at a two-story house in another, it's a mess 😳 does your island have a theme? what do you like building? (and istg i hate those creepers, they give me such anxiety like let me build in peace pls, but i don't get rid of them 'cause i suppose it does get slightly boring without them...)

i absolutely love the uncharted games! like i love the concept: treasure hunting and exploring beautiful landscapes? my favorite 😍 and yeah i think they are releasing a movie, which is pretty exciting, although i am a bit worried too because of how well i know the games. i won't make any judgements though until it actually comes out, maybe it turns out great! i hope they do the games justice ;-; telltale games really are great and honestly i think tales from the borderlands is my favorite. it was really funny and so fun to play in my opinion, i think you'll like it! and i have played one of the borderlands games before, but i'm not too sure which it is...i'll have to check when i get home! exactly, that's why i like adventure games more, they tend to have richer storylines, compared to first-person shooters for example (those are fun too, just not my cup of tea!)

i wanted to learn one called 'for river - piano (johnny's version)' or something along those lines. it's just a nice piano melody from a game called 'to the moon'. i don't know if you know it but it's potentially one of the best, most emotional games ever, i love it 😭 yeah i'd love to just randomly bust out a really nice song on the piano but i still have some way to go, i'm not very good at playing the song yet 😬 yeah i'm really liking the martian, i liked the movie and now i like the book so that's nice. fantasy/alternate universe books are also sooo nice, i really like 'unrealistic' books, i guess you could call it. i don't know that book, but it already sounds sad just from the title :( would you recommend it? also, you're a great friend for doing that! there's definitely some books i want to read but i'm too scared haha

honestly just tennis, although i guess i'm decent at basketball? but i have a veeery strong dislike for any other sport haha, i usually only play them if i have to, tennis was the only really fun one for me! i can't remember if i asked you, are there sports you like to play? :D

i do celebrate christmas! just simple stuff, like decorate the house, have lunch with my family, watch a christmas movie, open presents 👀 we used to go over to my uncle and aunt's house too since they live right next door and we'd eat together, but we haven't done that since before the pandemic. hopefully soon though we can start doing it again! i also just finished my christmas shopping today for my family thankfully, so now i don't have to worry! what about you, do you celebrate christmas? what are your traditions?

thanks! it's quite cold here but i absolutely love it (i think my internal heater is broken lol) i hope you're staying safe and warm/cool as well, and you're enjoying the festive season so far ^-^

- secret carat 🎄

i didn't expect 'dandelions' to have such lowkey somber lyrics ;-; esp since the melody is a bit upbeat. but it's a lovely song! i've definitely added more dermot kennedy songs in my playlist 😅 i had 'outnumbered' on repeat, i just love his voice colour! i'm glad you liked 'betelgeuse' 👀 it's become one of my fave songs for sure

march? that's still a ways away :< we haven't even gotten thru the rest of december yet haha but i guess that gives you plenty of time? LOL it's hard trying to picture what you WANT because what you GET ends up being so??? full-on chaos though, that was my mc world for a while because i tried to prioritize gathering useful resources first. i think a majority of my time was spent on a very scuffed looking treehouse (it was my first build since i started playing on that singleplayer world but i've since expanded it so it's a more complex-looking treehouse!) 😅 theme-wise, i think i accidentally stuck with a childhood-based theme! most of the builds i have are things that are based off of shows that i used to watch as a kid - so i built the teen titans tower, bear in the big blue house's house, and this inn from a flash game i used to play LOL i actually turned mob griefing off for a while just to focus on building but i might turn griefing on again just to further the chaos haha i agree though! admittedly the creepers do spice things up, even if they catch you off guard cause they fall and/or appear outta nowhere and just BOOM

ooh so uncharted involves treasure hunting! :o that's sort of what i gathered from watching the trailer for the movie haha i tried to look for uncharted on steam but it doesn't seem like it's available on pc yet :( it's mostly on playstation right now? but i read that they might have uncharted on pc sometime in 2022! but i hope the movie turns out well, yeah! i checked my steam and it turns out i have tales from the borderlands in my wishlist already! :D if it goes on sale, i'll definitely check it out. yeah i agree with fps games. they're fun every once in a while but i'm usually drawn to a game if the storyline is 👌👌👌

yes!! 'to the moon' is such a nice game! and definitely left me in an emotional state :< 'for river' is such a lovely piece ;-; if you end up learning how to play it, let me know! and i'm sure with practice, you'll eventually get there 😄 'unrealistic' books, exactly! i like to read because it's a good way to escape from reality LOL so 'unrealistic' really works well. hmm, i would recommend 'you've reached sam' if you're okay with themes involving death. it's not super heavy, i don't think? but i feel like that's something to keep in mind if you ever wanted to read! haha what books are you too scared to read? :<

ah, that's fair! haha i'm not much for sports anymore. although i did use to play soccer and badminton. i think i just lost interest i guess :(

we pretty much have the exact same traditions haha there is also usually a gathering at our aunt and uncle's house but yeah :/ pandemic. hopefully soon! fingers crossed! ooh, christmas shopping is always tough - for me at least? LOL but! what did you end up getting for your family?

you love the cold? haha that's kinda new. i rarely hear anyone say they like the cold LOL just a few more days until christmas! 🥰

aksksj the theory about it being stuck in time is btw true, that's what some of the next parts are about.

it seems to be a ley line disorder, basically ley line disorders are in domains and the spiral abyss, they can help characters or hinder them. sometimes, like corrosion which drains your hp, it hinder but sometimes they increase your pyro or hydro attack.

to explain ley lines a bit: they're the roots of the petrified trees and they're all intertwined, they're filled with elemental energy and basically soak up the history of the world. so ley line disorders are basicall... the ley lines being damaged? overloaded with energy? idk 100% rn. but the disorder on tsurumi island makes it so that the same event happens over and over again, down to the tiniest detail everything is the same (until we, as the traveler, interact and change things but even then, how can you truly change the past?)

anyways, there's an artifact set called thundering fury that talks about a tribe that sacrificed a boy to the thunderbird because it showed favor to him. then, the tribe gets wiped out by the thunderbird as the thunderbird tries to save the boy. which yeah, that's the event that gets replayed over and over again just. the bird never shows up because it's dead now (baal/ei aka the current electro archon killed it which lead to another island being ruined basically lmao inazuma is a mess) but yeah, i've not finished it yet. (i believe one of the characters mentioned that something from celestia fell down there and that was what caused the ley line disorder? tho idk for sure rn but yeah it's pretty cool imo)

ANYWAYS i don't think u want me to blabber u full w genshin msre sooo yeah. the beach was great btw, a too many people for my liking but it was alright.

i got a new phone yesterday!! my old one wasn't really working anymore so i had to get a new one.

oreo best boi 🤧🤧 he's so 🥺🥺🥺❤️💞 man i want a dog 🥺

btw i finished that quest of the island and the ending was so good but so sad?? god inazuma really has the saddest world quests...

there's one where you learn a bit about a kitsune called saiguu, she was friends with baal/ei and died. it's basically about "cleansing" the roots of the sakura tree of filth and you learn about her there. there's a woman that looks like a shrine maiden but she's a actually the manifestation of saiguu's memories that was spared from being consumed by the darkness? filth? idk for sure rn what it was exactly. but yeah it was a great one and this one is too.

even though the inazuma main story isn't my favorite, the world quests are excellent, even if all the reading can be exhausting sometimes.

how are you? i saw that you lost your notebook but i think you got it back? god idk what i would do if i lost all of my notes bruh

Ahh hello

Oh oh ley lines takes me back to the raven cycle days, it's been years since I read those books so I am a bit rusty on the lore lol but they seemed to contain energy and were sentient. There was also stuff about time so I think I get what GI is doing there.

Oh that is cool djfj inazuma might be a mess but thus history bit about it so cool djfk. Cant wait for you to finish the quest! (Edit** i cant believe you already finished the quest fjfkk) oh nooo why is it sad 😭 okay kinda knew it would be sad when you sent the first ask but I'm not even playing this game and it's making me feel thing :(((

Glad the beach trip went great (ugh the audacity of people being there 😔 I feel you I feel you) and I want a dog too :( I just wanna own a lot of animals and play with them is that too much to ask in this world??

I did, oh God those were some stressful two days lmao but I'm glad I got it back cause I had no idea how I'd make those notes all over again so close to the exams lmao