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「30歳の童貞に片想いすると魔法使いになれるらしい」 (from cherry magic volume 11 special edition) — english translation
#cherry magic#my translation#finally. after months i got to read this at last !!!!!!! i can be at peace now#also gonna do a little t/n in the tags bc i wanna clarify one little bit#the term '苦手' comes up a bunch here and it can mean either 'not being good at smth' or 'disliking/hating smth'#and from my understanding when used for people it can mean either 'not knowing how to get along with someone' or 'disliking/hating someone'#so on page 1 kurosawa uses 苦手 to say that the other guy doesnt like him#and on page 4 adachi uses 苦手 too which kurosawa misinterprets bc he doesnt have all the context#bc adachi means that he doesnt really know how to interact with guys like kurosawa but kurosawa hears it as 'i dont like his type of ppl'#(which gets cleared up later anyway thank god . tho it did give us a funnie panel)#i couldnt find any word in english that worked with the same sort of double meaning as 苦手 so i tried phrasing it in a way-#-that would have that same sort of 'this can be easily misinterpreted' vibe . dunno if it worked but i tried kjfkds
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the horrible thing about if ted lasso eventually comes back for a surprise fourth season is that i'm going to bounce right back to believing that tedbecca is the endgame plan despite the show creators literally saying multiple times that tedbecca was never the endgame plan 🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭
#'well maybe it wasn't before but it definitely is NOW!'#'finally we'll really get to dive into this soulmates stuff! finally they'll find out!'#my brain will scream as i'm forced to watch rebecca and boat guy's wedding and ted and michelle's wedding 2.0 before my very eyes#dollsome's deep thoughts#tedbecca#ted x rebecca#sometimes the story you are writing simply knows better than you do despite your best efforts to push it in a certain direction!!!#@ ted lasso writers room#i'd like to state that i would be cool (or at least sort of cool) with them staying platonic if they got to be -- like --#jack donaghy and liz lemon platonic#give! them! some! shared! screentime!!! develop! that! friendship!!!!!
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Said hello and goodbye /
Do you feel alright with the days gone by /
I'll never waste my time, I'll never say goodbye...
#em draws stuff#em is posting about the wizard of oz in this the year 2023#<- organizational tag in lieu of a more findable one since I do not wish to discover an internet soup of some sort at this time#this is due to sanguinity's tags on that 'kissing someone up against a wall but the wall is jeff' post#'and now I can finally check these three off a to-draw list they've been on for years' says guy who now wants to draw them Again#designs here are mostly based on the john r neill illustrations with a few of my own twists but I'd like to try out my own take on them too#I drew this mostly in one probably eight-hour sitting and for several reasons maybe I should not have done that#but I am too proud and pleased to have any regrets on that particular front#now I think maybe I shall fall over. but alas I have got tasks. no falling over for the emmothy today :|#caption lyrics are from 'might quit' by bill wurtz since it felt right for some inexplicable reason
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hi guys i still remember the swap au exists. heroes comic isn’t going anywhere but take a look at amy. also an idea for iblis the light, and also, a bit of sonic.
#my art#amy rose#sonic the hedgehog#iblis the light#swap au#sonamy#every time i redo amy's design she gets a little more naked#i think i'm finally satisfied with this one tho#also sonic 06 is a Whole mess which i don't really want to fully untangle for this au#but i really like the ideas i have around amy in silver's role#she's like some sort of an oracle in the future. which is clouded over with eternal darkness bc mephiles#she's got clairvoyance/mild foresight which helps her survive. even when it's too dark to see she can still 'see'#maybe she's some kind of beacon of hope for other survivors or maybe she's a loner. haven't decided#either way she's just about the only one keeping mephiles slightly in check#and it Sure Is Stressful#then this glowy fuck Iblis shows up and tells her she can fix all of this for the low low price of killing this one dude#turns out foresight is an excellent counter to shadow's teleportation bc she can just attack where he's Going to be#also some real confusing emotions when she develops a crush on the guy whose face iblis stole
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am now Online and Posting from my new apartment! I'll keep unpacking now.
#Internet guy just came by. They gave me a timeframe from 12 to 6pm but he showed up right away. Very nice#Rosa rambles#I unpacked most of my books yesterday and it was pretty fun + looks nice#finally enough space to sort them however I want.#& now I've just got Small ephemera + decorations (a lot.) and : / my clothes...
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Why can't he be a cool fantasy character??
#[ LOL YOU ARE IN CANON NNOI YOU ARE !!! ]#[ THE COOLEST !! ]#[ helloooo guys ]#[ i'm d e a d tired ahaha ]#[ FINALLY today i got a day to relax sort of - even tho i had 200 chores to do RIP ]#[ been so busy busy busy ]#[ now i'm trying to relax -- even tho i have more stuff to do >-< ]#[ i'm writing something cute for nnoitra ]#[ v self indulge bc i just want something nice for him ]#[ probably won't finish it this year tho r i p ]#[ but when i do finish it !! i'm excited to post uvu ]#[ i'm lurking on here a little bit now 8) ]#[ hope you're all doing good! ]#[ thank you for your patience! i know my activity is LACKING these days ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.#burn the city. ╱ main verse.
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This was probably the worst trip back to my parents house ever but like, I just thought of something. When me and my dad fought, the computer was on and we were fighting in front on the computer...
I'm going to be very stupid (mainly because I'm desperately trying to keep my sanity intact), but it just makes me somewhat giggle that Kinito would've definitely killed my deadbeat dad after witnessing that scene, would've been awesome
#// mike speaks#vent#sort of... yeah?? yeah#I'm ok now guys I'm back in Naples dw#it was just a horrible rollercoaster 😭#mf really said to me “I put my hands on you when and how much I want” bitch who tf you think you are????? surely not a dad smh#The “funny” thing is that he got furious over the fact that he had to take an additional responsibility since mom wasn't home like be fr#what are you 5??? You really gotta be threatening to beat me up because you're too lazy to be a parent????#bruh smh fr fr#Tbh the reality is that he shitted his pants because I finally stood my ground against him and didn't flinch#I slayed frfr <3
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i have theories that there could be disorders of sorts within my brain but i think im just like this more than anything. also im clinically depressed and anxious and so i think that controls my everything and there isn't room for other things to be at play this is just it. also self declared weird kid in childhood plays contribution. so whatever forget i even said anything
#im just a quirky little guy is all my final message and conclusion bc i never got the chance to see if anything else was up w my psych#after she went well i dont think it's this one thing. so we never went anywhere else after<3#also i feel a massive faker to think there is a possibility that i could have anything other than depression and anxiety#bc surely not and surely those two control everything. and it's stupid to think otherwise since theyve been basically lifelong#well. the anxiety at least. but sort of the depression too. at least at this point it would be basically half my life#so i cant tell. im sorry im rambling now IGNORE ME. IM SAYING NOTHING WORDS WITH NO MERIT. im just stupid#and weird. and depressed. and so on so forth etc#static.soundz
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Song of the Day: March 10
“Don't Worry Baby" by Lorrie Morgan feat. the Beach Boys
#song of the day#I fell asleep on the couch yesterday and never did the song of the day#I got a little ahead of myself on the 8th I think because really the song for yesterday ought to have been Cosmo Canyon#but then I missed yesterday so I'm going to say that I get to pick two songs for today and apply one retroactively (I am cheating)#anyway the two songs are Roche's battle music from FFVII Rebirth#(using 'Ignition Flame' from the Remake OST as my placeholder until we get the proper Rebirth remix. got his same driving beat)#(that's not meant to be a pun--or at least it wasn't by me. probably Nobuo Uematsu did it on purpose)#and this song by Lorrie Morgan and the Beach Boys (I always want to say the Beastie Boys which is hilarious#I cannot think of a less Beastie Boys sounding song)#we had our final race with Roche today. he won :'(#unrelated to today's battle is my vindication! I finally looked up his voice actor and I was right! same voice as Gladio from XV#my guys <3#and then also I got back to my house today and my plants are fine! Duncan took good care of them I'm so relieved#the succulents are the Don't Worry Babies you see so that's where the second song comes in#it's sort of a cover--the original version of the song only has the Beach Boys but it is far inferior to this Lorrie-led version
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GRHJGUMERGJMERGAM YOU HAVE SMT OCs??? I wanna know more
I sure do. Long long ago when SMT//Imagine was still novelty me and my roleplaying crew at the time decided to make a roleplay guild called Clan Volatile. Because these fuckers were all ticking time bombs in their own right.
My ticking timebomb of choice was a young man called Dastolle Kobayashi, the resident clan tank and horribly abused workhorse.
So for those of you not in the know, SMT Imagine was an MMO set in the interrim between SMT1 and SMT2. My roleplay group at the time decided to set up an rp guild in the game, exploring the first generations of humans who wouldn't remember the days before the nuclear fallout of SMT1. None of them would survive to make it to SMT2, which was also part of the concept. Having a good ol' look at those people who perished when things started to get ugly again.
He's a sweet guy, if not the smartest... though he's still smarter than people give him credit for. Unfourtunately he's also incredibly traumatised and suffer from intense amounts of anger (secret) that's being kept in check only by his intense fear of abandonment (Apparent to anyone with eyes).
He's unquestionably loyal to his clan. Why? Because he doesn't trust his own judgement on who he can trust or not - and his departed mentor promised him that these people would be his friends.
It... didn't go so well. He's the "best friend" of an incredibly abusive clan leader who's sanity is probably compromised by his demon fusion wings (remember the freaky lore with the demon accessories?) and something of a (rather objectifying) interest to said leader's twin sister.
They're all C-rank demon busters, so only in the about level 20s or so. Real nobodies doing grunt work that noone has time to keep much of an eye on. They can survive, and that's good enough.
He doesn't like books (they're religious items that steal people away) and may or may not be trying to burn a clanmate's bible without him finding out. He's staunchely neutral due to both his parents leaving him for each their faction when he was younger, and mostly uses beast demons. They're nice and simple.
His primary demon is a fire-breathing unicorn who likes to mess with people and has a narcisism problem.
He took up smithing as a secondary clan-job. He mostly makes swords for their leader, he likes his hammer.
I also had a cool thing going where I had reaction images drawn both with and without the visor that let ME know when he was being mildly deranged under the cover of the visor, but other people wouldn't tell because they couldn't see his eyes. There was a lot of interesting psychology going on with him.
Dastolle is a docile guy who works hard to try and ensure his "friends" won't abandon him out of an extreme fear of being alone again. It's the only thing keeping an increasingly boiling anger down.... for now. But he's got a dark and bloody future ahead of him.
I can talk more about his story if there's any interest.
#smt imagine#shin megami tensei#imagine#Zeph's oc's#Abuse mention#The abusive leader was actually a really cool character made by a friend and had a lot of themes of fear leading to corruption by power#but not being strong enough to survive the insane conditions of the Shin Megami Tensei universe#I think even in their final confrontation - the strongest the clanmates would ever be - they were only level 50 or so#The main trio (Dastolle - leader - leader's sister) got demon imagery associations reflecting their eventual downfall into madness.#All low level demons. These guys are nobodies noone will remember.#Dastolle was Ippon-Datara#Fated to go mad at being abandoned a second time and turning into a murderous craftsman living alone in a cave#crafting neutral-alignment only weapons until the day his former ''best friend'' kills him#He takes out the guy's prized wings in the process though.#I've also roleplayed as the SMT1 protag since the early 2000s and the regular demon team are sort of oc's in their own right now.#Dastolle's favourite things are related to nature and he likes to take refuge in Nakano when there's nothing to do.#He also accidentally ate a demon apple once and got possessed once#It was kind of a running theme with him that nothing about his situation was ok#But everyone were too busy with basic survival to do anything about it.#So nothing was done before he finally went nuclear.#The whole Clan's story was a psychological tragedy of preventable dooms noone cared to prevent#Doomed by the narrative etc etc#High defence zero brains#Ironically the two people closest to him were the only ones with high enough attack to make anything hurt#The visor belonged tot he demon buster who saved him and also introduced him to his 'friends'#The anger being hidden behind the damaged visor was deeply symbolic about the fear and the promise being the only things hiding it#keeping it locked away
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Hmmmm
#griffin's diary🪦#i feel like every day i get a little braver#sorry i keep talking about the same thing but im really excited about getting a haircut#i feel like im gonna be the happiest little guy at the barber#i think ill get an eyebrow notch#i hope my mom isnt too mad#after that i might go to hot topic and get something to celebrate#i havent even called yet but im really really excited so im making plans#ill try to call tomorrow!#i just hope this feeling doesn't go away... i wanna actually go out and do stuff and make friends hopefully#i wish my uni had clubs bc i would join one#be the change you want there to be in the world... yeah but i dont know if im brave enough for that yet#i hope so though#it would be nice to have an irl friend#i dont think I'm just shy i do think ive got some sort of social anxiety...#cos do shy people physicially shake when you do group social project in class? i don't think thats the norm?#i really considered dropping out of a class at the beginning of the semester bc i learned there would be a presentation as the final#i was really upset about it. didnt turn out to be that bad thankfully#im gonna stop before this fully turns into a vent i wanna preserve my happy mood
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why have i suddenly been gripped with the desire to get back into fishkeeping
#Seven.txt#fish stuff#fishkeeping#fish keeping#fishblr#i’m not complaining cause i’ve lowkey missed feeling so passionate about the hobby but. my brain couldn’t have picked a less convenient tim#me: trying to spend less money and manage my time better#my brain: hey hey hey you know what you should do? you should get back into a really expensive and time-consuming hobby!!! it’ll be fun!!!#and i mean. it’s not like i truly ever got out of it i just sort of dialed back the number of tanks and fish i have over the past few years#so i’ve currently got a bunch of empty tanks and equipment sitting around collecting dust#i do still have three fish that i thought would be my last for a While. i’ve had them for a number of years and they’re all old by now#so i’m just trying to help them live the rest of their days as comfortably as they can#well. Paprika and Thing One are near their end but in spite of the Mystery Growth on Thing Two’s head that little guy is still doing fine#so he could still be here for awhile. who knows. but anyways#fishkeeping was one of my first really intense and long lasting special interests/hyperfixations so it’s such a strange feeling#to have it come back so strongly and for no obvious reason. but. that’s the nature of fixations i suppose!#insert Drake and Josh ‘I do not control the hyperfixation’ meme here#anyways. the project to finally set up the 75gal that’s been sitting empty for years is finally underway!!! so that’s exciting!#now i’ve got to make a list of things i need and find somewhere to set up a quarantine tank. hrmmm#and also cry over the fact that the filter i need is 200 dollars ahahahaaaaa why did my brain have to latch onto this hobby oh my god#oh man. i’ve gotta order the snails and activated media before the weather gets any warmer or they’ll cook in the bag on the way here ugh#This Post Brought To You By- me sitting here refreshing my email every 10 mins. waiting for Cynthia to let me know if she still has#these two adorable Sakura Ranchus avaliable to purchase. i mean. they were listed in Sep. 2021 so i will be Shocked if she still has them#but maybe the universe will smile upon me and i'll get lucky!
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Boots :)
Another Started As A Test Subject and now they're literally the only thing I ever fucking wear. Idk how well it shows in the pics but they are badly cracked and have been worn into the ground but like. Shoe comfy :(
Also the wings are a new addition! The inner ones slap against each other. Doesn't really bother me personally though so I'm keeping them as is 😅 Oh, and the laces are paracord!
#funnily enough these are also something i got at the beginning of my transition thinking 'oh yeah this is masc. surely.'#final tangent but this is why insane fucking terfs/transphobes who are like#'noooo don't transition what about our butches what about our tomboy gfs :(((('#i was literally never either of those things.#they are all so stupid 🥲 (for. a lot of very obvious reasons LMFAOO but specifically for that as well.)#but yeah i literally used fashion and artsy self expression as a way to cope LMFAOOO#and as a way to draw attention away from myself. despite. drawing SO much attention to myself.#seems counter intuitive and i won't argue w you there LMAOO it was to sort of just. be like.#look at my cute outfit :) don't. don't even think about the guy underneath them.#AND it was ALSO the only way i could somehow feel some semblance of self. cause i did truly love what i'd wear#and then i'd wonder why i'd break down crying at the thought of what i am without those clothes.#just? a girl? the idea gutted me and made me want to tear my skin off with my nails and teeth#but like. i'm sure this has zero implications about me. who i am. ect. and has nothing to do w trans thoughts i had in middle school.#time to pick a perfect outfit and get a good grade in Girl™ 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊#nowadays i just wake up put on a band tee and i'm just some guy. forever and always. it's so fucking cool#literally does not matter if it's a pants day or a shorts and tights day i'm just some guy. it's so fucking awesome 😎👍#for real even though i do still struggle w dysphoria some days worse than others i am so at peace.#i just wish everyone saw me the way i do. i literally cannot comprehend how anyone looks at me and goes#'ah....... a woman.' like. dude. for real? what are you seeing that i don't.#like bro!!! way not cool!!!! lame ass motherfucker!!!!#<- GSJSGSJ WAIT WHEN DID I USE THIS TAG BEFORE LMFAOO?? IT'S. SO FITTING HERE HAHAHAHA#anyways i was gonna say idk if i saw a motherfucker who's clearly striving for some androgyny#and a sick ass mullet no matter what immediately registers in my mind that i may have to correct later#i'm just. going to assume. they are some type of queer. and i am avoiding pronouns/gendered language#til they tell me 'oh yeah i'm :) and my pronouns are :)' and i'd adjust accordingly.#like idk that's so normal to me. what's not clicking for literally everyone else.#UGH ANYWAY i've been ranting and infodumping way too long i wanna get ready for bed now LMFAO#also if at any point you've looked at these pics and thought 'damn bitch you live like this'#yes. i know. i'm aware. i do live like this LMFAO 🫡😔#my projects
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man the dailyteamrancher blog was kinda fun i should do something like that again
#.txt#maybe weekly instead of daily though#or every two days#i don’t think i’m bringing that blog back i got too burnt out on it orz#and my ranchers brainrot has subsided somewhat#still love them so very much the Hyperfixation part is just gone#regular amount of interest now#it happens. shrug#i could just do daily jimmy#is there already a daily jimmy blog?#there 100% is why am i even asking#or maybe not even themed just. daily mcyt doodles#just draw whichever guy i want once a day#… it’ll probably end up being jimmy anyway#my alternative idea here is to finally try and put together some sort of rp blog#i’ve always liked the idea of having one of those but every time i’ve tried it’s kinda fallen apart
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good morning 🥺
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?)#IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^#she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool#and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS#yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :((#AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag#ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14#and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3#what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be#grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like#myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong#bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u#properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3#idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups#with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now#RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol#IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school#AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho#she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me#tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and#then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh#covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations!#i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy#back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and#mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay#AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n#i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it#BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh#she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking
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just finished the dark phoenix saga
I loved it
#what a master class in the superhero genre fr#as a Jean grey stan I’m obsessed and also sad and also just. yeah I get it. yknow?#I love the xmen#I’m really glad I finally got to read this#I love a good villain arc but more than that#I love the “”villain sacrifices themselves to avoid causing more harm and to keep their humanity’ trope#also I know Scott is not the most popular guy but damn I feel for him#this was super super interesting to see the differences in Scott and Logan’s characterisations especially#bc Jean as the dark Phoenix really brought out their differences in how they see duty vs love#and i find that v compelling#like yeah!!!#if you’re gonna write a love triangle make love the factor that reveals characters’ true selves etc#also I didn’t know about any of the hellfire club stuff AT ALL which is wild#I’m glad I got to go in with sort of fresh eyes#also I love ororo so much#to me she’s one of the best examples of a lawful good character#and that’s a super interesting alignment!!!#I really saw the different xmen’s moral alignments explored here#bc you’d think most superheroes would be lawful good#but what happens when your teammate/friend/lover goes down a really dark path?#what happens when you have to choose between your duty and love???#like FUCK I LOVE THAT#give me more of that!!!!!#I’m literally#so obsessed#I also just found a poscast that’s an audiobook of the first run of uncanny xmen which I’m hyped for#bc I always want to get into the og comics but it’s difficult#so woo!!!#everyone get ready for Hella xmen content incoming#anyway
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