its rough out here <- considering making an instagram

I could never file a noise complaint after all I need to learn the details of the 2 am conversations of the people who live next to me just in case I need leverage

i should get up

i dont have to immediately believe what im told while online. which is a hell of a lot nicer than what my will is like in person.

and they still want to lie to me.

i genuinely think im such a shit teacher. the fact alone that one extremely poorly behaved child with a mother who doesnt hold them accountable for anything can make me THIS angry should be proof of that. so when i tell someone i'm leaving my job and they start SOBBING? and say i am such a good teacher and INSPIRATION? TO THEM? its cognitive dissonance. i actually cant understand any part of what theyre saying. because truly i am a terrible person capable of holding hatred in my heart for a 4 yr old.

im procrastinating sleep.

so funny a couple months ago i was lamenting my lack of any dioramas for transformers photography now i have an (increasingly large) giantass 5 foot long setpiece taking up space on my floor

NIA POSTING AGAIN ARC?? ILY I HOPE YOU HAVE BEEN WELL 💕💕💕

IT'S ME! THANK U i have been doing quite alright‼️😍 me when i have 4 more posts waiting/almost done...like ok... maybe i am awesome 🤨😘 ᕦ(ò‿óˇ)ᕤ

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

when i was a kid i wanted to be a famous youtuber like dan and phil so that people would gay ship me with my irl best friend and we would be sooo weirded out by it and laugh and make videos joking about it but secretly it would make her realize her repressed gay crush on me and i'd help her through her gay crisis and then we would have a sickeningly sweet sappy romance and read fanfiction about ourselves together... anyways just found out she's married to a guy in the mafia now so i probably don't have a chance

it's so fucking frustrating to be in college and know everyone uses chatgpt and to be tempted by it constantly while also knowing intellectually that it doesn't work and it's a bad idea. like, i hang out in the library a lot, and i see people using chatgpt on assignments almost every day. and i know it isn't a good way to learn, because it's not really "artificial intelligence" so much as it is an auto text generator. and it gives you wrong information or badly worded sentences all the time. but every week i stare down assignments i don't want to do and i think man. if only i could type this prompt into a text generator and have it done in 10 minutes flat. and i know it wouldn't work. it wouldn't synthesize information from the text the way professors want, it wouldn't know how to answer questions, it just spits out vaguely related words for a couple paragraphs. but knowing my classmates get their work done in 10 minutes flat with it while i fight every ounce of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder in my body is infuriating.

Listen man, you guys can't be like "you guys need to be normal about asexuality" and then turn around and get weirdly judgemental when you find out someone doesn't have sex by choice. Like that's weird that some of you do that.

a router is a type of beast. thumbs up