could i offer you an L in these trying times?

buddies now going "oh i don't mind if they don't give us buddie now" is kinda annoying me like sure i want buck to figure himself out properly first and i'm sure tommy is the plot device for that and will be gone soon after it but the writers and network are definitely going around checking reactions and if y'all clog the tag up saying that you don't need buddie anymore we're not gonna get it!!!!!!!

the for rent creator network videos have been boring ngl but i kinda think the problem is that the creator network youtubers are just boring

guys i’m stuck in a black hole creatively someone help

things are tough at the moment and art isn’t easy either, i’m hoping to push past the creative block but i’m feeling very overwhelmed by anxiety and pressure surrounding my art right now :(

i want to write a long story so so badly :(

I really need to get serious about personal projects again

This morning I found our family’s old iPod and it is still in working order AND holds the complete collection of my favorite Anglican priest murder mysteries (the Father Gilbert collection) A N D Bernard Cribbins plays a recurring character on them

You have no idea how happy I am to see that other people like you don't like blades 2 as well. Like yes it was decent, but on the same level as book 1 in the LEAST.

And I agree, book 3 seems like an excuse to get fans off of their back about the writing. The finale felt extremely disappointing, compared to the thrill you could feel in book 1 end

Yeah, I’m still gonna play book 3 and (foolishly) hope that it’ll be better. But those hopes aren’t too high because book 2 was not a good set up for book 3 at all in my opinion. There’s so much going on. I don’t like that Valax is a part of our friend group now. However, the group dynamics were off long before that if I’m being real. Mal’s route was ruined for me.

When I was going through and deleting my screenshots the other day, I reread the “You slept through it scene” and just felt a renewed sense of hurt and anger at him and really all of our friends. Mal caught a lot of heat from me specifically because he’s my LI and the one who said such an awful thing. But honestly, the rest of the group essentially agreed with him by expanding on what he said (Imtura and Nia) or not saying anything at all (Tyril) and only getting on one accord to exclude MC.

And then on top of all of that, there are quite a few holes that really should be patched up. The plot was a mess for the majority of the story. Tbh it was almost giving Endless Summer because they were locking important information behind diamond scenes and in the lore tablets.

So all this to say that at this point in time, I no longer have faith that PB can handle complex storytelling. Their parent company and higher ups (unsurprisingly) only care about money. And the writers themselves are too lazy and too biased. Does that mean they can no longer write enjoyable stories? No, of course not. But I do think they need to rein it in and be a bit more realistic about what they can handle right now because there’s nothing wrong with a simpler book/plot that’s aware of what it’s trying to accomplish. And it’s clear that they were far too ambitious with Blades 2

Hi, do you know if this true? https://www.tumblr.com/awesomefringey/736084928800964608/hmmm-do-you-know-anything-about-this-some-says?source=share

hmm I don’t know.. just like op of that post, I have no knowledge of who he did or didn’t (un)follow. and most of louis’ band and management still follow him.. but I agree it is weird how he seems to have left very suddenly. I think the last time we saw him with louis was lisbon.. and then he was just.. not there for the rest of europe? he wasn’t even there for louis’ huge milestone moments on the uk tour leg which seemed very strange after how long they’ve been working together 🙁

Ms. Venus pleasssse share your impeccable taste in the form of pinterest boards with the class, thank you. Also I miss your presence on Tumblr and I selfishly wish you had plans to come back to the fandom side of things but I’m wishing you the best from afar!!

i would totally share my beautiful boards with u if not for the fact that i had a full blown meltdown on pinterest abt yuri on ice and i have soooo many freaking yoi pins lmao and iiiit’s a lil mortifying actually. but i promise my wedding & fashion moodboards are 🤌🏻

i’m having a mental breakdown

I’m remembering now someone recommended I take a break from the fankids, and that I was trying to follow that (though also failing at that)

So like, I probably shouldn’t draw any today, especially since I can’t really think of any good ideas right now

But also I want to draw but don’t know what to draw

THIS IS HOW THE KISS ACTUALLY LOOKED IM GONNA LOSE IT

what if i move all my k.ny and canon muses to a sideblog…

So I went to a library instead of the Kingdom Hall for the first time ever. It stays open until roughly when the meeting ends. Hopefully nothing super eventful is happening over there that I’ll be expected to know about when I get home lmfaoooo. If anything does it’ll be like that one episode of Everybody Loves Raymond where the guys go to bet on horse races instead of therapy, and then it turns out the therapist died three weeks ago when the ladies see his name in the obituaries.