#i do need attention. i need to know she actually cares and isnt juat there because she feels like she has to be
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Sorry for all the vents n shit, but heres another one! (In the tags ofc)
Uh, yeah.
Love yall. I'm sorry.
#ash if you see this no tf you didnt <3#:3#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#disordered eating thoughts#ed disorder#you can tell by the tw that this is a bad one#im really tempted to kill myself. i cant think of any reason not to anymore. she doesnt want to spend time with me. he doesnt care about me.#i hate asking for help because im attention seeking.#i do need attention. i need to know she actually cares and isnt juat there because she feels like she has to be#i know he doesnt care bit itd be cool if hed fucking pick if he qcts like he foes or not. the 180s hurt.#we're getting worse and nothings gonna stop it. i hate it. i hate episodes. im so tired#im gonna start cutting again. im gonna start starving or purging again. why shouldnt i?#theres no reason for me to be here anymore.#i feel bad. they shouldnt have to deal with me#i hope they forgive me#i want to say i hope hes happy with the short one but i hate both of them and wish them the worst in life#i hope they dont miss me too much.#i left school early. i gave ash a hug. i hope thats a good enough goodbye.#i feel bad but she'll be okay without me#i love her#i hope her the best
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