I was doing so well, i wanted to stay a little longer and yet i feel so hopeless

oh yeah this is gonna go FANTASTICCCCC what could possibly go wrong *penguin honking noises*

extra bullshit:

Howdy peepers, I've been feeling pretty down lately but I think I'm on the right path to snap out of it!

See yall on monday hopefully

Just read Wakfu The Great Wave, chapter 3.

I'm so angry and frustrated!

That revelation was expected but I still hate that trope with a passion!

Currently writing an essay, just to vent and rage a little (a lot). I might post it later, since it's already 3 AM.

Finishing the chapter made me realise I should try to wait a few weeks to "binge read" because how am I supposed to wait until next week?!

At least Yugo and Amalia showed a united front... but then again, so did that father-daughter duo. UGh!!

I swear this webtoon will be the death of me!

Convinced myself today was going to be better than yesterday.

Promptly spilled my coffee directly onto my (not cheap) keyboard.

So, uh.

Fuck me, I guess.

If c!Quackity doesn’t get a happy ending I’m going to burn this server to the ground. I will flood the earth with my tears. Quackity please say sike I bEG OF YOU...

the more i play the arkham knight, the more sense the ending - in which bruce just fucking kills himself - just makes sense. this game is fucking relentless in how everything just fucking happens all the goddamn time. the city is under siege, but also two face is robbing banks, but also the penguin is smuggling weapons, but also firefly is setting everything on fire, but also professor pyg is leaving corpses everywhere, but also the riddler had kidnapped catwoman and we have to complete his bullshit trials, but also there are bombs everywhere, but also we are looking for missing firefighters. and all of this is happening at once. during a single night. which, by the way, had went on for over 15 hours in my current save. no wonder bruce goes and explodes himself. i can barely handle talking to 2 people at once, and this mf is juggling 100 cases of terrorism. death is the only way for him to catch a goddamn break.

the second I opened the in-progress edit my computer started overheating

Mr. Guppy and the Terrible, Horrible, Recurring Issue of Being Caught in Awkward Situations

Thanksgiving (ʃᵕ̩̩ ᵕ̩̩)

But no happy. Not for me. I wish it upon others, though.

Happy Thanksgiving! ɓuᴉʌᴉɓsʞuɐɥꓕ ʎddɐH

With that said... This month has been awful. The loss of my frog is just the tip of the iceberg. I have tendonitis in my right wrist (and down to my mid-upper arm), meaning that drawing and writing (t̸h̸e̸ o̸n̸l̸y̸ t̸h̸i̸n̸g̸s̸ I̸'̸m̸ g̸o̸o̸d̸ f̸o̸r̸) are very painful to do at the moment. I've been icing it, but it still hurts. The pain makes me want to scream. Why me? Why now, when I got so much @#$%, I need to get done? I have clients waiting on me, and now I get this crap.

͐͋ɨ͋͐ţ hµяţ$ $๏ ƒµ̥͒c̥͒̈́̾k̾̈́͐͋ɨ͋͐ñǥ β͛ą͛ď W̵͍͐̈Ỏ͔̓͘R̮͂͂͡S̙̍̓́Ț̶ͧ̋ ̮ͭͮ́P̖ͩ͜A̹͗́́I̦ͯ̐͢N̝̒̊̕ ̶͓̍̈́Ī͔͂͘'̛̤ͫ͗V͙̈́Ȩ̖̾ ̧̪ͫE͊ͤ͏̞V̂҉̳Ȩ̭ͮȐ̠̉͘ ̹̚͝F̧̜ͣͧE̩̿͐͘L̸͔͑T̴͍ͩ ̥͑͠I̘ͫ̄͠N͕̑̔͜ ̴͙͊M̷̘̆Y̏ͭ͏͇ ̘ͤ́W̢̝ͦ̐Ȓ̴͕I̶͚̎Sͫͬ͏̦T̤͐͟ I also got into a heated argument with my mother about our housing situation, and I have no other family to turn to since they all live far away. I know for sure that even if I cook delicious stuff for dinner tonight, she won't eat any of it because it's vegetarian. Yes, because according to her, a meal is not complete without a form of meat. I'm sorry, but if I'm the only one who cooks in the house, it's kind of silly to complain, right? Haha! ^^; My culinary choices are far from the biggest issue I have with her. My mental instability is ignored by my family in general. That cocktail of meds? Who cares! The hallucinations? Probably nothing! Manic breakdowns? You're just being dramatic!Jus t 𝘀̝͒͝����͚͖ͥͯ́𝘂͚̘͌͞𝘁͛ͧ͏ͅ ͉̺ͫ͜𝘂͕̜͂͂͟𝗽̲̯̿͞ ̻ͪ͡𝗮͋͏̺̝𝗻̴̜̄ͬ𝗱̙̞̾͝ ͖̘͗̕𝗱̯̓͑͜𝗼͒̊҉̣ ̷̲̾̍𝘄̺ͫ͢𝗵͉̱ͧ͡𝗮̹ͮ͑̕𝘁̹̐́ ̛͖ͧ𝘄̗͗͆̕𝗲̗ͫ͘ ̣̄̈́͝𝘁̸̰̲͋𝗲̘̖͋ͣ̀𝗹̿̀ͅ𝗹̝͛͟ ͈ͨ͗̕𝘆̶̯͑̚𝗼̲ͤ͆͢𝘂̰̗̍̚͘ ̱̙ͧͪ͡𝘁̧̺ͮ͛𝗼̡͉̊.̢̜͊ͮ

I stayed up ALL NIGHT cleaning a shelf. Yes, a single shelf. It's got stuff on it, so I just cleaned all of that too. All my friends were asleep, and my wrist hurt too much to play video games, so I said, "HA, what's something else I can do to feel productive?" and looked up at the top shelf above my desk and thought, "Yeah, I'll clean that." The next thing I knew, it was 4 am, and my blood sugar dropped so low that I felt nauseating hunger. I ate a burrito slowly and nearly threw up in the process. The only reprieve I got was holding my black cat and listening to her purr for about 20 minutes, maybe half an hour. I don't know! I wasn't paying attention to the clock.

See? Total sane thing to do! TOTALLY ñ¤ȑɱåȽ. HAHA! I know for sure I'm GONNA BE LAUGHED AT, so I'm here to LAUGH AT MYSELF. HA HA H AH AH AH AH AH AH AHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA （;ﾟ ;艸;ﾟ;）

Me: I haven't done anything today >:(

Also me: Has done 16 new (fairly large) sketches and is reformatting an entire destroyed sketchbook. Also enrolled back into uni and started preparing for that.

I have hatched over 850 Rowlet eggs (with Masuada Method and the Shiny Charm) and no shiny. I swear to fucking Christ.

I need to write two characters with the most unhinged enmeshed nonromantic relationship imaginable. and I need to do it right now

Guess who's trapped in a room with no bathroom or water. It's me. Guess who also just lost their first job opportunity ever? It's me too.

*screams into the void* I’m not even finished with chapter 2 yet😭