judging by the descriptions on your fic poll i don't think you have to worry about ANYONE reading your fics

(FYI, pretty confident anon is one of the OPs in this post)

OH SHIT no one is reading my fics??? Fuck. I could've sworn they were... lemme go check...

Well, damn that's a shame... but I guess it's possible that the comments on Five Peggats Each are hate comments... I mean, that is the fic where Obi-Wan & Anakin are locked in a cell and repeatedly raped for nine chapters 😬

Hmm, could be wrong, but I think maybe people are reading my writing....?😅 So while you're stewing on that, I think they deserve to read it more. And since Five Peggats Each, my beloved rape fic, won the poll you speak of, I think I'll share a little something depraved....

As Anakin shoots forward, as he blinks to clear his vision—as he blinks again because what the ever-loving fuck—he sees why. For as long as he lives, he will never forget why. A seventh tentacle—unlike the others, spooling from the creature's mouth, stringy and thin and an umbilical chord's shade of red—is flesh deep down Obi-Wan's throat and pumping something into his stomach, Anakin knows, because he can see pockets of liquid rolling along the bare inches of the tentacle's base like a snake's digestive track. Worse, worse, worse, he can see the fluid bulging in Obi-Wan's neck as it passes through his esophagus. Obi-Wan's eyes are wide and panicked, and his now-free hands are clawing at the appendage as it strangles him from the inside out. They don't teach things like this in the Temple. In the Temple, they teach younglings about the cultural and sociopolitical structures of differing societies around the galaxy: how different species care for their young, how different species prioritize certain etiquettes and customs, and how different species have varying biological needs in terms of nutrition, reproduction, and climate. They don't teach younglings the sexual habits of the species on F'tral. They don't teach nine-year-olds the intricacies of how an aquatic cephalopod might rape. Something in Anakin's brain snaps—it just snaps. Any shred of human within him—Jedi, slave, whore, or otherwise—it vanishes. It's replaced by the feral instinct of a contagiously rabid animal. Anakin loses it. By the time he is able to distinguish between various shades of red, his teeth have chewed through the seventh tentacle, and the Iyra is a howling, writhing mess on the ground. Anakin has his mouth full of amputated tissue and fluid and blood. The other end is still down Obi-Wan's throat, so he starts pulling, and pulling, and pulling, and pulling, like he's at a carnival, at a circus, and a performer has swallowed a vibroblade and when he coughs it up, a ribbon is coming out, and coming out, and coming out, and coming out, and there isn't enough ocean on the entire planet of Kamino to supply the tears that will have to stream down Anakin's face for the rest of his life, and when it finally flops out of Obi-Wan's mouth, the end of its tail is still wriggling like the body of a beheaded henru, and Anakin can hear himself wailing, and his sobs sound like the mating calls of a whale.

And, as a parting gift for any of my lovely readers who would like to know, chapter 10 is just another weekend a way. :')

I clicked on that link of xz supporting his friend and it looks like people were using that to say he's gay (not like b/jyx ppl I don't think but ppl who hate him) and then ppl saying no he's straight cause that's what his friend wrote, am I right?

Hi, anon! Sorry it took me soooo long to answer it. For those who have forgotten what anon is talking about, it was one of my reblogs (which I can’t seem to find rn), that included this link to XZ supporting a friend of his who had come out of the closet. 

Short answer: your interpretation of the article wasn’t that wrong, but I’m not sure if you’ve got the correct sequence of the story, so here it is my answer.

Disclaimer: fake fake fake, ofc.

For those who don’t know Chinese, let me explain a bit first. The OP from the link is asking: is XZ straight?

The most liked answer is talking about a reply gg left on a friend’s post in 2011, back when he was still a university student (but the screenshot is from after gg had debuted, so his username had the X-9 part).

A friend of gg had posted about his new bf, effectively coming out with it.Gg appeared in the comments section:

Gg: Aiyo!! please explain

Friend: buf, seeing you appearing so suddenly, I feel a death aura from you~

Gg: Haha... you didn’t tell me even though you got a partner, congratulations! hehe

Friend: Maybe I can bring him next time we hang out and introduce him to you, haha, thank cute xiao-jie’s congratulations~ I just didn’t dare to tell you~

Gg: You didn’t dare to tell me... why? haha

Friend: (blurred out text) ... straight, you aren’t gay~

Gg: (embarrased/sad face 囧).... aren’t we friends.... if we are, I’d congratulate you...

The text that accompanies the photo says: because XZ is straight, his gay friend didn’t dare to come out of the closet to him, and xz answered: we’re friends, I’d congratulate you.

There are more screenshots accompanying that one:

A classmate saying in 2013: more than 180 cm tall, knows how to wear fashionably, sings beautifully, can take good photos, no saving for me. What’s more important, he’s not gay

A reply to a post asking whether gg’d been outed: what! his direct classmate (gay) vouched for him and told me himself that he was straight!

It also includes a photoshopped post of gg using “gay slang”, that was later proved by fans that it was photoshop and that gg never posted those words.

So the photo and the other rumours were being spread by haters and antis, saying that gg was gay in a not-good way. Please remember that there is a difference between believing that someone must be lgbt, and a whole another thing to say that someone has an “abnormal sexual orientation”. The tone is important!

This is very complicated in an upsetting way. The “proof” attached by this user replying to whether gg is gay was trying to prove that gg is not gay, just supportive of lgbt, because they believe that being gay is bad. So, anon, you’ve encountered well-meaning fans trying to defend their idol from rumours they believe will damage their image (there’s no need to say that they’re probably solo fans, I think).

In summary:

A user asked “is XZ gay?”

The most liked reply (673 likes) says that he must be straight since his gay friends said he is. This user also clears up some rumours about gg using lgbt slang in a public post, which is definitely false.

I think this reply was probably written by a xfx (gg’s solo fans), though the post was quite homophobic. They probably had well-meaning intentions, like “I’m defending his name and his reputation!” but whether it was actually beneficial is very debatable.

Once again, I don’t think it would be good for them if bjyx started to say “they’re gay” publicly (the use of their names is prohibited in the supertopic for a reason!) but to deny it so vehemently isn’t exactly helpful for them in the long run, imo. This doesn’t apply in this case, obviously, because the writer felt that saying that gg was gay is an offense.

A little bonus (pure speculation!):

Please notice that I’ve highlighted that there was a part of the friend’s reply that was blurred out, precisely in the part in which the friend says “you seemed straight, you aren’t gay” part.

This conversation is very old and gg’s posts aren’t visible if they’re older than 6 months, so we can only rely on screenshots for these things. The name of his friend is blurred out for obvious reasons, but for some reason, a part of his friend reply is also blurred out.

Why is it blurred out? It may be completely unconsequential and unimportant, just a editing mistake, but I can’t help but think that if a part of the text was blurred out by solo fans, there might be something they don’t want others to see. What does it say? Maybe we’ll never find out. 

Bonus nº2:

Btw, gg has a very brave friend, who dared to come out when the things weren’t looking so good for those who dared to be different. Cheering for gg’s friend from here!

Bonus nº3:

A lot of the replies were affirming that he must be straight, since he had a girlfriend before, while he was studying at the university. And I’m like.... bisexuality? Discovering your sexuality after having a romantic partner? There are a couple options out there, but they are just... refusing to see them? I must admit that this is quite confusing, especially this phrase from one of the replies: “he had a girlfriend, he can’t be bisexual!”

Bonus nº4:

For those who might be disheartened by that xfx (and I feel very tired just by reading so much homophobia, since most of the replies had a very harsh tone), here I have the last sentence of a reply by another solo fan (at least they didn’t give the vibe of being a bxg, and they spent a long post talking about gg’s qualities), even though they said at first “he must be straight...”:

“... If there’s any possibility of you not being straight, I want you to not be afraid of letting us fans down, you have to chase bravely for your own happiness! I’ll be guarding you from here! As we agreed, protecting each other, feeling proud for each other!”

Another reply I liked:

“What age is it, is important whether he’s gay? In Taiwan same sex marriage has even been legalized, must our thinking remain so stubborn and traditional? Don’t fans like him because he’s a role model, a talented person? As long as he remains in this industry and keeps his heart, isn’t it enough? And I’d like to add another thing, must love be limited by gender? Whether he’s straight isn’t important, for me, as long as there are aspects I like of him, I’ll enjoy him”

And this:

Whether he is or not doesn’t matter, as long as he’s happy