#i am on an amphetamine that was not prescribed to me just so u all know | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sewercentipede · 2 years

Note

on ur meth ask someone mentioned adderall and im prescribed both ritilan and adderall. the pharmacy always gives me weird looks when im getting my methylphenidate and d-amphetamine lmao

yes it seems the days of addy prescriptions being thrown like candy at patients are long over and now everyone filling their script gets the side eye almost (tho not quite) as bad as the reaction one gets when filling an opi script, just bc it’s a controlled substance (if ur in the USA adderall/amphetamine, Ritalin/methylphenidate and meth are all schedule 2 drugs). god forbid i take the pills a professional prescribed me. but 9/10 doctors, pharm techs & pharmacists r always suspicious ur exhibiting signs of “drug seeking behavior” bc to them ~upstanding~ humans shouldn’t need drugs of that nature to function, so they must be irresponsible, untrustworthy, and trying to connive the pharmacy into facilitating their high or their drug dealing scheme.

nvm that not so long ago those same doctors and pharmacists owed their degrees and therefor careers entirely to the stims that disappeared up their noses while in school for many years (particularly cocaine). but it’s ok because that was a sacrifice made for the betterment of society: adding another money-hungry narcissist to the league of other money-hungry narcissists universities and institutions deemed fit to task with the healing of communities. To be fair to the (doctor-specific) narcissists, they get money from recommending specific brands of drugs, while pharmacists (I believe) don’t. how could doc resist. (I know one doctor who refuses to do this so I will concede they’re not all bad)

to be fair on the pharmacists I think they have in general a contentious nature with doctors (see previous paragraph) and want to make sure this prescription is legitimately needed, which is why they sometimes bug the hell out of doctors, but I think also they carry the same prejudice of “drug seeker trying to pull wool over my eyes”. And while that’s clearly discrimination and bullshit I get that it might just be necessary precaution/procedure on the pharmacists part because it is a controlled substance being refilled. however I literally never had problem when I was on them (addy/addy xr, vyvanse, methylphenidate) for almost a decade. could be the area u live in. Which might point more toward either shitty doctor, or low income area :-/

(As for pharmacy techs, theyre either just straight edge and drink the “drugs r bad mkay” koolaid plus theyre too cool to need meds, orrr they’re bitter bc they get drug tested and have to handle the sexy drugs but can’t steal them (that’d be me). or maybe they’re college students and only know adderall from pharmtech school (which I imagine doesn’t paint it in the best light) or know about the finals week general rush for adderall and think u conned ur way into getting some to deal it and ur a bad boy drug dealer n a liar to the doctor and pharmacist and pharmacy tech bad bad boy)

Sorry I edited this like 45 times for 45 mins n kept deleting or rewriting the edits and each time it seemed to become more and more tangential and nonsensical so I’m gonna stop. nvm I kept editing sorry but it’s ok cuz I deleted the part where I got on a really weird nonsense tangent but then I edited it to a diff weird bs tangent so fuck it I’m done for real now sorry I am twacked

#long post #twacked

12 notes · View notes

thetimeoftomorrow · 6 years

Text

For Kim Jong-hyun

We lost someone because we were blinded. Let’s change that. Let’s make sure it doesn’t happen again.

I have a lot of things to say, but I don’t even know where to start. Saying sorry feels too late, while wishing him peace doesn’t sound quite right. But the worst, the worst thing anyone can do, is to keep silent and not take action.

I could go on about how I was a Shawol, still am even as I fell out of the Kpop scene. Talk about how Shinee was the first Kpop group I fell for. Write about how at the age of 14 I listed all the things they taught me. Say how their songs wiped away my tears at my hardest moments. Pay tribute to an artist who was, is a legendary musician.

Except that would do fucking nothing to change the events that have already unfolded.

Because mental health is not a joke. Mental illnesses, the pain and suffering of it is relative. Just because someone’s pain is not equivalent to your own scale does not mean it is irrelevant. The Kpop industry is a toxic one, and the Korean society, if we’re being brutally honest, is not a saint. It is not forgiving, it is not “cool”. What it is, is a conservative, reserved society, that prizes beauty and perfection above all else.

So here are some information on the fucking problems fans/people need to know about South Korea and suicide.

1) South Korea has the second highest suicide rate in the world according to WHO (World Health Organisation). It consists of mainly the elderly and young adults/students.

2) The reason for elderly suicides in South Korea is mainly due to the suffering from wide-spread poverty, with half of South Korea’s elderly below the poverty line.

3) Student suicide is because of the competitive nature of South Korea’s education system. One example is the CSAT (College Scholastic Ability Test). Many suicides usually occur after the results day/during the examination period. Basically if you don’t do well, you’re not going to get into a good university and are thus unable to find jobs, as employment in South Korea is very bad. Many students in turn are addicted to Hagwon(s), private after-hours tutoring academies, and this is so fatal that South Korea has a law forbidding studying after 10pm.

4) In South Korea, mental illness is treated as a taboo in society. They are usually looked down upon, and it destroys the reputation of the family who thus discourage those suffering from seeking treatment. Majority of suicide victims (90%) may be diagnosed with a mental disorder, but only 15% receive (proper) medical treatment. In South Korea itself, over 2,000,000 people suffer from depression annually, and only 15,000 seek regular treatment. Such negative stigma in turn means that there is a lack of awareness, and symptoms can go unnoticed.

5) In South Korea, public image and reputation is everything. Beauty is incredibly prized in South Korea just like wealth and education. They hold immense pride in personal appearance, which is why 1 in every 5 receive public surgery. South Korea also has the highest ratio of plastic surgery per capital, and when someone does not meet the standards of society, they are judged, ridiculed and isolated.

And because I’m sure there are some fuckers who are going to deny that this is true (even with statistics right there), allow me to compile some of the more visible Kpop idol ones for you. You can go research at your own damn time and filter through the negativity and toxic-ness of the Korean society/entertainment industry.

1) Park Bom from 2ne1 The “controversial” news that she was taking and smuggling drugs. Except South Korea’s media had casually left out the fact that they were prescribed medication (amphetamines to be exact) by a U.S. Physician for Bom’s trauma, depression and anxiety that were only illegal in South Korea.

(There’s also speculation about how CEO YG and his brother has lost majority shares over YG Ent., and how Bom’s scandal was blown up just after one of South Korea’s political scandal as a cover up. But hey, I’m sure the board of directors don’t care about profits and really take care of their artists’ mental health :D)

https://www.dramafever.com/news/the-truth-behind-2ne1s-park-boms-drug-scandal-/

2) Kyla from Pristin The 15 year old maknae of the iconic girl group Pristin is not as slim as expected of Korean idols or her group mates. This has caused her to received numerous attention from the South Korean public to lose weight or leave, as she is a “visual hole”. She is currently on hiatus with her family in the U.S. as the doctor has stated that her “health” is deteriorating.

(There’s actually more about how some people say she’s going for liposuction in the U.S. or how Pledis made her gain weight and she’s now losing it so that it’ll be sensational news but hey what’s fucking new from South Korea? I mean, there’s no way that she’s just eating and being a normal healthy 15 y/o :D)

https://www.allkpop.com/article/2017/09/pristin-kylas-figure-sparks-debate-about-the-ideal-size-of-female-idols

3) Sulli previously from F(X) A girl that was once beloved as a visual of F(X), but was badgered down by numerous comments that were malicious and hurtful. Taking a hiatus in 2014, Sulli left the group a year later, but even then South Korean netizens continued to bash the girl, exhausting her mentally.

(And then you have people who say the hate is because she dated Choiza which brings us to the whole other topic on personal vs professional life and sasaengs. Google up what they say about her, maybe look at the eel photo she posted on instagram, or the one where she didn’t wear a bra, or maybe the one where she was making a funny face and they called her retarded. But hey, not that it’s hurtful for any fucking person :D)

https://www.allkpop.com/article/2014/07/fxs-sulli-to-take-a-temporary-hiatus-from-her-activities-red-light-promotions-revealed-to-have-come-to-an-end

And in case some people are haters, the ‘but hey’ part is sarcastic you dunderheads.

Also, because there are so fucking many, here’s a few more people that you can google up on their struggles for a lot of things instead.

Alive (Cause it’s a fucking Miracle):

Junhyeok previously from Day6

GD from Big Bang

Suga from BTS

Hansol previously from Topp Dogg

Han Seo Hee a trainee under SM (dongsaeng of Jonghyun)

Passed:

Lee Eun-ju (Actress, 24 y/o, 2005)

U;Nee (Singer, 25 y/o, 2007)

Choi Jin-sil (Actress, 39 y/o, 2008)

Kim Da-ul (Model, 20 y/o, 2009)

Jang Ja-yeon (Actress, 26 y/o, 2009)

Woo Seung-yeon (Model, 25 y/o, 2009)

But of course, there are a lot more. There are a lot more deaths, a lot more tears, a lot more issues that we have to discuss. But discussion is that step forward. It doesn’t matter it it touches on mental health, sexuality, racism; what’s important is that there’s awareness. Because when there’s awareness there is understanding and where there is understanding there are people getting the help they need and surviving, living. This is what Jonghyun would have wanted. His decision to ask his friend to publish his statement was so that everyone could have a wake up call.

So wake the fuck up and stop being insensitive or uncaring. Because this may trigger a bunch of suicides and you don’t even know it.

Help before it’s too late.

PS: If anyone would like to add to the list or if some information is incorrect please let me know. I’m upset so I may have missed some things. Also, I understand that you may disagree in terms of opinions, but I’m sure you would agree with me that they don’t deserve to die. If you would like to argue this point, please say it out loud to yourself the words “They deserve to die” to understand how much of a fucking dick you are.

#Kpop industry #South Korea #Mental Health #Mental health in 5 words #kim jonghyun #SHINee #shinee world #shawol #depression #suicide

6 notes · View notes

modafinil0124 · 4 years

Text

A Simple Key For Modalert Unveiled

https://www.vingle.net/posts/2972021

https://www.evernote.com/client/web#?an=true&n=b2707890-f261-ebf1-d8ac-4341f3252147&

https://www.wantedly.com/users/136631815

https://spark.adobe.com/sp/design/page/e0fb7b3b-1960-4378-a75d-9166496c1bcb

https://en.gravatar.com/profiles/edit#your-links

https://www.bookmark.com/profile

https://crooksandliars.com/user/modafinil0124-modafinil0124

https://www.tripadvisor.com/Profile/modafinil0124

https://qiita.com/modafinil

https://www.goldenline.pl/modafinil-modafinil/

https://community.sprint.com/t5/user/viewprofilepage/user-id/3115184

https://hub.docker.com/u/8607296097

https://peatix.com/user/5891510/view

https://www.wantedly.com/users/136631815

https://teletype.in/@modafinil0124/bNUy_Pv_Y

https://devdojo.com/@moda-finil

https://profiles.wordpress.org/modafinil0123/

https://modafinil0124.hatenablog.com/#edit

https://profiles.wordpress.org/modafinil0123/

https://modafinil0124.hatenablog.com/#edit

https://www.bloglovin.com/@modafinil0124/helping-others-realize-advantages-modalert

https://jobs.techdirt.com/employers/466062-modafinil

https://www.bloglovin.com/@modafinil0124/modalert-secrets

https://www.quibblo.com/user/modafinil0124

https://www.toolbox.com/user/about/modafinil0124modafinil0124

http://www.appxnetwork.com/?action=dosubmitlink

https://profile.hatena.ne.jp/modafinil0124/

http://adsgoviral.com/?action=dosubmitlink

http://leagues.wideworldofhockey.com/?so=mrs

http://afrikaansenuus.co.za/?so=mrs

https://ladsfads.com/?so=mrs

https://www.fitnesshealthbook.com/blog/?so=mrs

http://www.seattlemartialartsclasses.com/?so=mrs

http://www.motorreviews.co.za/?so=mrs

https://twitback.com/read-blog/2132

https://clixgenius.tayedi.com/modafinil0124

http://www.raptorfind.com/link/406121/modafinildrugs-com-trusted-online-pharmacymodalert-for-dummies

http://www.raptorfind.com/link/406122/modalert-200-buy-modalert-online-50-off-review-dosage

http://www.raptorfind.com/link/406123/buy-armod-150mg-armodafinil-17-off-modafinildrugs-com

https://enetget.com/modafinil

https://www.letspal.com/modafinil

https://www.bloglovin.com/@modafinil0124/a-simple-key-for-modalert-unveiled

https://profiles.wordpress.org/modafinil0123/

https://modafini.livejournal.com/340.html

https://www.symbaloo.com/profile/modafinil

https://payrchat.com/modafinil

https://impif.com/modafinil0124

https://lyfepal.com/blogs/3400/5-Essential-Elements-For-Modalert

https://www.quibblo.com/user/modafinil0124

https://bootstrapbay.com/user/modafinil0124

https://artmight.com/user/profile/91092

https://hakin9.org/members/modafinil123/

https://www.channelpronetwork.com/users/37145/modafinil0124

https://www.godry.co.uk/profiles/blogs/rumored-buzz-on-modalert?xg_source=activity#.Xs5rs1UzbIV

https://colivre.net/modafinil0124/getting-my-provigil-to-work

https://colivre.net/modafinil0124/getting-my-provigil-to-work/a-simple-key-for-modalert-unveiled

https://modafinil0124.hatenablog.com/#edit

https://my.desktopnexus.com/modafinil0124/

https://teletype.in/@modafinil0124/bNUy_Pv_Y

http://www.clubwww1.com/dating/member/blog_post_view.php?postId=76500

http://www.onfeetnation.com/profiles/blogs/little-known-facts-about-modalert

http://help.lighthouseapp.com/discussions/tips-tricks/1182-little-known-facts-about-modalert?unresolve=true

https://www.techsite.io/p/1537536

https://jobs.techdirt.com/employers/466062-modafinil

https://bootstrapbay.com/user/modafinil0124

https://hakin9.org/members/modafinil123/

https://www.techsite.io/p/1537623

https://www.godry.co.uk/profiles/blogs/the-smart-trick-of-modalert-that-nobody-is-discussing-3?xg_source=activity#.Xs9Ts1UzbIU

https://poptype.co/modalert/a-simple-key-for-modalert-unveiled

https://www.launchora.com/story/preview/366283

https://www.behance.net/portfolio/editor?project_id=97874983

https://topsitenet.com/article/385140-what-does-modalert-mean/

https://medium.com/@modafinil0124/5-tips-about-modalert-you-can-use-today-1cfda187ffe7

http://groupspaces.com/modafinil4/

https://www.wishlistr.com/profile/

http://findnerd.com/account#url=/list/publishnode/69484/

https://www.viki.com/users/modafinil0124_169/about

https://www.methodspace.com/members/modafinil/profile/

https://comicvine.gamespot.com/profile/modafinil/blog/examine-this-report-on-modalert/143854/

http://linoit.com/users/modafinil0124/canvases/inbox

https://ko-fi.com/Blog/Post/The-Best-Side-of-modalert-Q5Q01REAO

https://politicrow.com/category/donald-trump/?so=mrs

http://rickwire.com/?so=mrs

http://www.appxnetwork.com/?so=mrs

http://nichepublishingcompany.com/?so=mrs

https://blebleto.me/modafinil0145

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/modafinil0124

https://neverbroke.club/modafinil0124

https://profile.hatena.ne.jp/modafinil0124/

https://app.getpocket.com/

https://neverbroke.club/modafinil0124

https://yogatrade.com/members/modafinil/

https://mewe.com/i/modafinil0124modafinil0124

https://modafinil.exposure.co/

https://www.viki.com/users/modafinil0124_169/about

https://www.tumblr.com/dashboard

https://www.wantedly.com/user/profile/edit

https://blebleto.me/modafinil0145

https://www.evernote.com/client/web#?b=8bf757a7-4c45-4160-934f-0a0da93443a5&n=026be268-3fd1-68e4-a1d6-e3f6d366a9d7&

https://www.vingle.net/posts/2974299

https://en.gravatar.com/modafinil0124

A Simple Key For Modalert Unveiled

Modalert is actually a prescription drugs and may be taken only as prescribed from the physician. It may well bring about really serious Negative effects (e.

g., a significant rash or a significant allergic reaction) that could impact your liver or blood cells. Request rapid healthcare help on the occurrence of any these kinds of aspect influence as it might endanger everyday living.

Even so, Modalert is employed for a wide variety of off-label applications, including as a cognitive enhancer or nootropic. Here are some of the most well-liked Rewards associated with Modalert and modafinil now:

There are also many other mechanisms Modalert employs to boost cognitive function and wakefulness that make it pretty distinct than cocaine.

Some suppliers like ModafinilXL give free delivery, and assured deliveries to The us, UK, and Australia. Additionally they give you a $twenty five discounted to returning customers, and yet another 35% price reduction for orders obtained with Bitcoin or another cryptocurrency.

Always take into account that this medication only made use of when recommended by a health care provider as It's not necessarily a substitution for a fantastic rest program. You ought to test to obtain the right level of sleep every night time. Before having Modalert 200 Pill, inform your doctor Should you have any issues with your kidneys, coronary heart, liver, or have a background of seizures (epilepsy or suits).

I uncover myself fatigued if I just take independent doses, so I persist with just the a single in the morning. It undoubtedly should not be blended with alcohol... Modafinil will make me a good deal much more aware about myself and my surroundings, which in some cases would make me anxious and anxious, but I don’t think that needs to be a reason never to acquire it.

You will discover unquestionably fewer Negative effects than with other prescription stimulants including phentermine or ritalin and OTC dietary dietary supplements that contains ephedrine but these choices did previous a little bit for a longer period throughout the day. With prior authorization from your medical professional, insurance plan firms will cover the majority of the expense so from pocket charges variety amongst $35 and $65. Without having insurance policy the price may be upwards of $four hundred a month.

At the outset, I commenced with 100 mg and found it to become a tiny bit robust for me. I had limited jaws, could not sleep suitable along with the sensation of currently being on stimulants. I decreased the dosage all the way down to fifty mg and it seems to be Doing the job good without having Uncomfortable side effects. I have already been working with this for somewhat more modalert than 6 months now and I am so happy I discovered this.

Of course, Modalert is more effective than amphetamine. It don't just can help to deal with too much sleepiness a result of narcolepsy (a problem that triggers abnormal daytime sleepiness) but additionally improves activity overall performance.

Keep track of the level of medicine made use of from Just about every new bottle. Modafinil is often a drug of abuse and you need to be conscious if any one is using your medicine improperly or and not using a prescription.

At the same time, modafinil and Modalert have already been revealed to impact histamine ranges while in the Mind. This could certainly market enhanced wakefulness throughout the day and it is the main influence of Modalert.

It’s priced appreciably less expensive when compared to the brand identify Edition, Provigil, without sacrificing excellent. This has created Modalert hugely well-liked during the modafinil Local community.

Get unexpected emergency healthcare enable In case you have signs of an allergic reaction: hives; issue respiration; swelling of the deal with, lips, tongue, or throat.

https://modafinildrugs.com/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/armod-150mg/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/artvigil/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/modafil/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/modalert-200/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/modvigil-200/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/nuvigil-armodafinil/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/provigil/

https://modafinildrugs.com/product/waklert/

https://provigilgeneric.com/

https://provigilgeneric.com/provigil/

https://provigilgeneric.com/nuvigil/

https://provigilgeneric.com/modalert/

https://provigilgeneric.com/modvigil/

https://provigilgeneric.com/waklert/

https://provigilgeneric.com/modafil/

https://provigilgeneric.com/artvigil/

0 notes