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adzy-drawz · 4 months

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i forgot that people on tumblr wont kill you in the streets for shipping something so eermmm- zooble x jax doodles!! AAHH-

plus a kinda sorta short comic/scenario thing i might turn into a fanfiction because we stay mentally ill 😎

I LOVE THEM IDC. AAHHGGG

#IDK WHY IM SO NERVOUS TO POST THIS DUDE #perhaps ive been on tiktok too much #the app that if you express your opinion you will be murdered publically /hyp #anyway. i love them so much and like none of my other friends ship this so- i am starving for content about these two #jax x zooble #zooble x jax #abstrabbit #tadc #the amazing digital circus #they are gay and straight at the same time and i think thats whimsical and wonderous #adzy drawz

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poolsparks · 22 days

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Time to start being cringe ig

Okay, so these are some doodles of my OC/sona and Gideon. To understand their relationship, it's better to see Vi as an small animal that follows Gideon around and bites him sometimes.

#self ship #self shipping #oc x canon #you know what #i'll be brave enough #gideon graves #see i did it #idk why i am so nervous to post it #i mean i do but-#vi #⚔️#most of these will only make sense to me but it's okay #my art

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cosmobrain00 · 9 months

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your fantasy au will in a princess gown like you mentioned before?

hello!!!1 omg i hope im not too late lol im notorious for taking 1000+ yrs to respond to stuff (esp stuff im particular abt) but tysm for asking!!!

hope this doesn't disappoint bsjkhqjs n id like to add that this is like. mainly the finished ver but ill most likely revise a few things bf it's officially done<3

#will byers #my art<3 #gen am so nervous abt posting this idk why even but. yk #byler #<- a certain intended audience. u know who u r #will give myself a pat on the back tho cause I do love my updated art style esp w this bc he looks so gentle n soft #anyways☝️

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humanitys-strongest-bamf · 10 months

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i think the fanfic community needs more positivity

reblog and put in the tags what you like the most about the prev's writing style!

#delete in 24 hours if it flops dkfdkjf #why am i so nervous posting this LMAO #idek what to tag this as #fanfiction #reblog games #rb games #idk im throwing this here and running away byeeee

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goodlucksnez · 6 months

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Hanahaki Disease victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear/memories as well.

But because im a snzfucker, instead of coughing i made it sneezing! also being allergic to your love interest favorite flower is such a great concept and i wanted to explore it more!!!

And because May @waterfallofspace is a amazing person & a gem and I care about them-- I made this whole idea for G/eto and G/o/jo sooooo enjoy this 16/17 min wav!! yes i HC ge/t/o favorite flowers are sunflowers idk why i went with it- also sorry if the ending is very rushed im bad at ending things haha.

time frame: over 18+ of course but idk somewhere before he turned evil ahah you pick the timeframe

cw: sneezing,coughing, sniffling,play teasing,there are some quite parts so i aplogize for that i hope you can hear everything! Walking around sounds, playful fighting, speaking in there own head (reverb effect), slow burn, love confession, mentions of surgy and medical stuff, mentions of dying/death.some kissing sound effects at the end, probably other stuff but yeah.

please no re-blogging to non-kink blogs

18+

minors fuck off

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nonuggetshere · 1 year

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Posts oc x canon because I might be cringe yet I am free

And also I just love how the shading turned out despite it being pretty simple

(the dialogue was written by my friend @bluethepearldiver )

#hollow knight #hk pure vessel #pure vessel #hk oc #hollow knight oc #hollow knight original character #spooky arts #Okay I lied I actually have a lot of oc x canon content that I won't post (unless bullied into) because I am too nervous too #Idk why but it's SPRCIFICALLY for Hollow Knight. Other fandoms? Yeah sure I'll post oc x canon content. HK? absolutely not #Idk why #Maybe because I rarely see it in the fandom so I'm way less confident #Anyway. Enjoy some bugs #Even though it's not even explicitly oc x canon

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ghost-lobster · 6 months

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Posting just in time for guy fawkes night! The sillies….

#jeeves and wooster #i am Never going to clean this up so. bam get posted #actually posting art again as well woah!!!!!!! what!!!!!!!#(posting art online makes me nervous but. the they the guys.)#bertie wooster #bertram….#posting??? art??#cut this close. only a few minutes until it isnt guy fawkes night anymore #i normally call it bonfire night idk why ive made the switch to the dude it’s actually named after #hmm. going to bed after thjs #i am just saying shit now. love to ramble in tags it is like a diary almost except way different

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derpinette · 4 months

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when i exchange a message whether i receive or send one i have to immediately shut off my device & walk some laps for a few minutes to shake off the adrenaline rush

#i try to forget that ever happened so i can relax because otherwise i get heart palpitations & headrush my uterus drops ETC #so i have to stay off of whatever site i just used for like an hour but now i have messages sent+received on every app #i can only escape to yourube & it sucks #also even anonymously i exit out of the thread/tab & ignore that tab for as long as it takes me to forget #& then i check back on the replies hours later or days even despite not ever posting bait i just get nervous #( but not always... خلّي أيامك أحلى )#currently hamster walking everywhere in my house & it took me a day to reply back ( was too busy agonizing )#could have been a month like last time. or year like the other two times before. IDK why i even bothered #WHEW #that one screencap i already posted before with the courage the cowardly dog picrel Shockingly not posted by me #but i might as well have i do the exact same thing & when people are nice to me i ride that high for a week if not more #the high i got from crushing it at scribbl with randoms in 2020 i rode for like two years & then the *** livestream in 2022 #i am still riding today & ALWAYS WILL best days of my internet life for Serious look forwards to it annually cured me completely #from suicidal ideation. THANK YOU WOMEN. ^_^

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dasloddl · 1 year

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Today on: posting things that have been sitting in my drafts because i was too scared to post them

#i legit can’t tell most of the times #sometimes i just wish i wouldn’t care so much #also I’m sorry for all the mutuals i follow really late because i forget to press the button/you show up in my tags so often that i forget i #don’t follow you #draft #drafts #mutual #tumblr ettiquette #still am nervous to post this idk why #make it fucking stop; body #op dasloddl #mutuals

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azelle-intermisson · 3 months

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i dont normally like to use tumblr as a journal but fuck it!!

i think i wanna transition but like i am like sorta afraid to do it bc my main goal rn is to move out as soon as possible bc i am literally sleeping on someones floor atm and even though i would love to have my own apartment ik its not entirely realistic given my situation and finding roommates that are either allies or other trans people sounds like really fucking hard esp since im not really in community with anyone else and idk where to look. idk normally when i feel this way it doesnt really get under my skin and i just ignore it but im sorta coming to terms with the fact that if i dont do something about this feeling im prob gonna keep feeling it for the rest of my life.

#azelle talking #like there are people who i wanna be friends with and i wanna make friends through the internet but i get soo fucking nervous #and like the times i have managed to overcome it i end up having a lot of fun talking to people #so idk why i am so nervous to do it #also for clarification i am sleeping on a mattress topper on someones floor #but like aaaa i wanna sleep in an actual bed in my own space soo bad its killing me #vent #sorta #i always end up deleting these types of posts but who knows i might leave this one up for fun

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segasys · 2 months

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*writhing in agony* “OSDD-1B!!!” I shout. “OSDD-1B!!” *dies*

#weeblr chats #hides in the tags #I have no other way to say it #ough idk why it so hard to just say #I have an easier time if people just ask me if I am/questioning if I’m a system than just outright saying “hey guys my brain is wacky”#Not to mention I could be totally wrong about this anyway which makes me super nervous #since I don’t really fit a lot of system experiences #but there’s no definitive way to be a system and the experiences are really diverse #guh #I’ve done a lot of research though #and I hope I can get a therapist one day to figure this out #sigh #this is that thing I was saying I’m nervous about in the tags of my old sona post #shaking and quaking #fear #osdd 1b #questioning system #questioning osdd

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carlyraejepsans · 2 years

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hey guys, things are getting a bit rough on the money side considering *gestures vaguely at the state of the world* everything lately. i might need to open up commissions forreal to help support my family a little.

can we make this post a small interest check? would you be interested in commissioning a short comic/illustration from me in the near future? just to know what to expect, i still haven't settled on the prices yet. thanks a lot in advance!

#oh btw i know many of you really like my art but either can't afford commissions at the moment or still don't have control of your own money #i am aware of that!! please don't worry i understand completely I've been in the same situation too #but could you say it somewhere other than this post? i want to use this one to gauge interest from people who COULD #theoretically. commission something from me #man idk why I'm so nervous about this jfjfj #myart #<- if you wanna check out what i can do :]

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h4zardousch3micals · 11 months

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Pppsst @bear-cubs-art-things @plushii-gutz

* holds out * May I present this offering to help you complete the bi flag coloured bowgarts?

We've had nervous guy and confident girl so imo the logical next step is ungendered gremlin

Also I don't have a name for them yet so suggestions are welcome

#my singing monsters #msm #Fallen stars au #Fallen stars msm #Thorns MSM #<- I think it's okay to tag as these lol if not sorry #Hazard Arts #I am so nervous to post this and idk why

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merwynsartblog · 8 months

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was doodling this and im trying to get more ideas but uhhh for rn im just dumping these over here (i didnt had refs right next to me so i tried to do the designs correctly sorry if there are messups)

this is breadpino for the bread wall (tower) au aka @nomorething1 au he a silly lookin guy..

electricity mans aka pierrot for the pizza tower spice'd au by @radiopixelctive

THIS GUY IS NEAT. this is pizza tower lovesick au and it belongs to @fluffygiraffe AND GUESS WHAT I MADE SILLY DESIGNS FOR THE AUS

breaddddddddddddddddddddd

spice'ddddddd anndddd

lovesick

not finished with the other doodles but im done with this so have this- electric bubbles

#pizza tower #margarita the pizza boy #bread wall (tower)#pizza tower spice'd #pizza tower lovesick #peppino #idk if they have their own tags or not..so uh..#doodles #i just wanted to doodle some thingies for people uhhh...yeah i think the aus are cool #this is the most i drawn in awhile tbh..my hands hurt..#also the margaritas are just co-workers/friends in the aus not datin'#pizza tower oc #uhh i think thats all??..uh...*shruggie*..#also uh...why tf am i nervous to post this like help-

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vantask430 · 2 years

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Hi Bugsnax fandom. Plz let me in i like these muppet lookin fucks tooooooooo

Anyway!!!!!! This is Jesmond! :-] they’re a detective for the Snakolytes (by that, he just tries to get rid of any traceable evidence of the Snakolytes’ existence) also she’s interested in botany :-]

Also YES they were originally made bc I may or may not have the worlds gayest thoughts abt Alegander… movin on

[REBLOGS >>>>>>>> LIKES !!!!!!]

#🎨 art tag #bugsnax #isle of bigsnax #bigsnax spoilers #(?)#idk Alegander is there #grumpinati #snakolytes #bugsnax fanart #bugsnax oc #snakolytes oc #oc x canon #i guessssssssss #GOD IM SO SOERY IM SO CRINGE N BAD #ACK #anyway uhhhhhhh she looks like Filbo a lil bit n I just realized that #ALSO EXPECT BUGSNAX CONTENT HERE N THERE FOLLOWERS!!!1!1!1 IM INTO THAT NOW #why am I nervous 2 post this wtf misha

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elegyofthemoon · 11 months

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Unforeseen

finally works on a prompt

this kinda turned more into a bit of a ventfic...ish?

but warning for child death mention

one word prompt

35. Unforeseen

He saw his death coming. Perhaps this was what made him lucky on his last few days of living: to allow himself the preparation for the death to come…or maybe there was more to it than that.

Ion was a kind kid. And a self-aware one. He knew of the people’s views on the Sunchildren — knew that they would not take kindly to him. He knew of the Jibashiri’s reluctance towards him after facing the failures of Risutaiosu and then Surepio after, and it all weighed upon him.

He must have wondered: what could I do better for my people? What could I do that the other Sunchildren failed to do? It was a feat too much for a child like him, but he took it all the same in a way that a child would.

Ion was a skilled fortuneteller, or he claimed to be before his people, and people had their doubts at first — the same way they had doubted Surepio’s capabilities of tending to their wounds.

But Ion insisted, and he’d tell their fortunes, staring into the scry glass he had, waiting and waiting until it felt like time had frozen over him — that was when you knew that their fate had been revealed to him. And he’d take a few seconds more before a smile pushed its way across his face, and he’d gaze at the person and tell them, “There is good fortune ahead of you.”

Ion would say more than just that: he’d sprinkle in how it’d come to them, what to do to curry the fortune all the more, and what to avoid, and at the end of it, he would give the person a handcrafted sigil, made the night prior in his quarters.

People did like good fortunes. People enjoyed hearing good things for themselves, and therefore, they would become piqued by his fortunes. More and more people would come, and more and more fortunes would be told, and Ion would not reject any one person from a good fortune.

Perhaps we should have suspected it sooner, but we had never seen the people so happy when they interacted with the Sunchild. And so the fortunes stayed, and the sigils with them.

But soon enough, fate would bring these fortunes to light — the false fortunes to light, and in the face of these misfortunes, he would become a victim of his own making.

Ion was — that was how he could predict his own death. Whatever he had truly seen in the scry glass, it must not have been good for anyone if he had chosen to lie for their sake — not wanting to tell of their doom or the tragedy that would play out.

Our leader was a liar, but Ion was a kind kid.

The Solar Rite came, and his people couldn’t wait for the start of a new reign. The son returned to his father, and his people built a grave to honor Ion no Mikoto's name.

I wonder: Was he loved in the end?

He couldn’t be worse than those children of the past, gifting things instead of destroying them, giving hope instead of crushing it.

The rejections of these sigils he gifted say otherwise. The anger these adults would unleash against their leader — a child, no less — would say otherwise. They build this shrine to Ion no Mikoto, at the edge of Byakuyakoku, and lay the remnant of their former leader with it like they wash their hands of any relation to him.

But when he offered them these sigils and dreams of a bright future, there was love in the eyes of people — something that no other Sunchild would ever face. When people came to visit, seeking out more fortunetelling and he gave them happier things to hope for, there was love there. Despite the results of his short-acting kindness — despite the cruelty of his final days — wouldn’t these joyful moments be considered love?

Was he loved in the end? No, but I like to think he was, even for a brief moment. And maybe in future generations to come, the brevity of this love will echo in time, and they will see these rejections as gifts to a leader they had once adored.

That is all I could hope for for Ion.

I place my own sigil beside his grave.

#scribbles #thank you !#tbf the whole series needs a warning for child death which ill be doing now/checking if it even has that noted #child death mention #for the sunchildren #for other details: this was kinda meant to be written as a reflection by the caretaker of the sunchildren #i figured this caretaker wouldve been the first caretaker of the two present throughout the story #and she took care of surepio and risutaiosu #which is why both kids also get a mention here #was this well written? probably not. i winded up using it as. ig a way to express some grief lol #why am i posting it so early? idk i just needed it off my mind #im probably not posting it on ao3 though #think i got too nervous about the whole ai scrapping #even if i do lock the fics and stuff #death

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