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Heroin Makes Happy - It's Not Too Late To Say 'YES' To H (2000)
Released originally through Andreas' label Fucking Armageddon Productions as well as R.A.C.B. Records in 2000, each cassette came with free sticker and a needle.
#grausamkeit#heroinmakeshappy#andreasbettinger#corneus#kellersynth#blackmetal#black metal#heroin makes happy#andreas bettinger#bsod#b.s.o.d.#black son of darkness#keller synth
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Some grausamkeit and blod besvimelse doodles
I couldnt see his hand in the photo so I tried my best and it sucked so I just scribbled it out lol
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Poor reader :< ! no matter what AU reader always gonna have a not so great start in the relationship with her monkey husbands huh
if it's an iteration of bad end, then yes.
they're chill in any normal au, aside from some moderate demon selfishness (but it's nowhere near as bad as bad end).
#idk why but i just have to make my heroines fight for their happiness#whether it be by making the most of an inescapable situation or by escaping their monster#i wanna see my ladies SURVIVE#almost every girl is a final girl here
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otome isekai where someone ace is reincarnated as a harem protagonist and throughout the game her only goal is to get rid of every single love interest and end up in a nunnery
#let's redefine what a bad ending means in context to the heroine's desires and fears#one girl's happy ending as a trophy wife with a dozen children can be another girl's personal hell#the sequel would be about her reforming the church bc all the hot clerics don't take their celibracy vow seriously and keep harrassing her#isekai#concepts#there's no contract marriage to a cold duke of the north to escape an engagement with the crown prince#she just straight up makes up a man she's promised to and puts on a wig when she challenges the prince to a duell for her hand#her performance is so convincing that the crown prince vows vengeance for the humiliation he received#and plans to attack said fiance's nonexistent country#he chases a phantom for the rest of his life while the og 'villainess' takes care of his country in his absence and becomes defacto ruler
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More about Magical-Girl Junas (+ Bhima)
#since harjunadanw mod already posted the happy shower i thought i might as well posted these too!#fgo#fgo fanart#fgo arjuna#arjuna alter#fgo bhima#ttls gallery#specifically drew first twos for them and then my senpai. i was just thinking about them doing heart hands and uh-#that was so silly but cute so why not ahaha#just wanted to draw bhima as the supportive brother he is!#he has the vibe that he wouldnt care if his little brother is the famous magical heroine he saw on tv tbh. like.#'juna remember to take 3 meals a day before you go fight those monsters! and i make you some light snacks too! and-'#and he doesnt actually know furball junao is actually his brother but in different timeline but yes he also doesnt care#if this little animal can talk. 'he looks polite enough so i adopt and feed and care for him like i do for my brother'. yeah#just my thoughts. oopsie i started ramblingsjsj.....
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i finally hit 20K *confetti toss*
#jess does nanowrimo#i had a few days where i didn't write this but had to do GASP homework instead#but so far i've been really consistent and i'm happy with that!#at some point i will get these idiots on their fake courtship journey#this first draft is gonna be so LONG#also why did i make my heroine a horse girl when i know fucking nothing about horses? WHO KNOWS
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Something I wonder about is whether Metal Sonic / Overlord calling Tails "unworthy child" will ever be followed up on.
On the one hand, this happened so long ago that it would almost feel weird to bring it up now. On the other, it's such a cutting, damnig criticism that throwing it in and then doing nothing with it feels like there was a story that was intended but cut. It's hard to believe this was just put in there for no reason.
A huge part of Tails' backstory is that he has always looked up to, and wanted to be a hero like, Sonic. And he has felt at times that he falls short of this. His theme from the Adventure games touches on this: "I wanna be strong, I wanna be trusted [. . .] I wanna be cool, I also wanna be like him / but that's not something I can do so easily." His arc in the Adventure games is about him becoming a hero in his own way. He saves Station Square in SA1, he throws (mecha) hands with Eggman in solo showdowns multiple times in SA2, the final time coming right after he's made to believe Eggman just killed Sonic right in front of him. (Which is why his treatment in Forces is so infuriating, but! This is not the post for that.) Tails doesn't have Sonic's strengths, but that's okay, because he has his own strengths that Sonic doesn't have, and his Adventure theme touches on this, too. "There are things only I can do."
But although Tails does become a hero in his own right, and has so much more confidence in his strengths now than he used to, I think he could still struggle with the thought that he's not enough sometimes. As much as I fucking hate what Forces did to him, this arc in the comics still does directly follow Forces, wherein Sonic was captured and Tails couldn't do anything to help him. What does that say about him? How does that make him feel? Is he good enough? Does he deserve to be at Sonic's side?
The use of the word "unworthy" is a deliberate one. Metal isn't calling Tails stupid, or weak, or slow, or anything else that could be an easily dismissable, shallow insult. He's calling him unworthy. He's saying, maybe you are smart, fast, or strong. Maybe you can build computers and pilot airships and maybe even crash one into me. But you are still not good enough. You are still an unworthy child. It's such a deliberate precision strike against Tails' insecurities. Metal wasn't just lashing out. He somehow knew just how to hurt Tails and he stabbed into that squishy weak spot with extreme prejudice.
And then . . . nothing ever came of it.
Of course, literally 2 pages later we had Sonic hyping Tails up:
So maybe that's why. Metal called him unworthy, but Sonic called what he did amazing. So . . . problem solved? I wouldn't think so, but I'm also not on the creative team for these comics, so 🤷♀️ If I was, Tails wouldn't be referred to as a "sidekick" in his cast blurb while everyone else gets to be called a hero (or heroine), lol.
But anyway, I don't know where I'm going with this. It's just something I was thinking about as I try to sleep despite my illness making that difficult.
#miles tails prower#IDW sonic#no i will never stop bitching abt the sidekick thing#it bothers me SO much#he's just as much of a hero as the rest of them!! stop disrespecting my small son pls#it can't even be the age thing or the ''not a Team X leader'' thing#bc Cream is both younger than Tails & is in his spot on Team Rose#yet she gets called heroine while he's just sidekick#and i'm happy for her dgmw!!! Cream is great but like#why is Tails looked down upon. what did he do to not earn his hero title#after all he's accomplished on his own?? makes no sense#sth
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reading Thea Harrison's Dragon Bound and
a) the first true contemporary urban fantasy PNR that has REEEEEALLY gotten me to sit up and listen since IAD
b) have realized that I have a weird thing for the "big scary monster man provides food for his less scary captive and watches her eat" thing, and I didn't actually get that it was a thing until now
#romance novel blogging#like the heroine of this book is a vegetarian which the dragon shifter guy finds DISGUSTING#but he just gave her elf bread or whatever and is sitting there like O_O as she eats#she's not even eating erotically i think it just makes him happy like when you pet a cat while it eats#and one of my favorite minor scenes in lothaire is when he watches ellie eat waffles#and is like well guess WHAT i can ALSO eat WAFFLES#and then almost vomits trying to choke down the waffles#we need more of this#(is this all just a pet play thing. is that what this is.)
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ok i might be talking complete nonsense here, but. the Strict Order as a metaphor for an author facing writer's block.
"the Strict Order abandoned the world," yeah if i wrote a sweet potato story where the main character just keeps suffering with no sign of resolution, i'd drop the story too (<- has actually done this with a tesilid fanfic orz)
"The world rejected the Strict Order's abandonment, so to keep the world going the Strict Order made Tesilid keep rewinding time." That's just like when you get stuck at a certain point in the plot and keep rewriting the events leading up to that moment to try to make it work. nods sagely i understand. i too make my OCs go through scenarios lots of times until we get it right. sometimes it takes months. sometimes it never works.
"The saintess only exists in timeline ~86," oh yes, the classic 'idk how to solve this problem so i'll introduce a new character' trick. i'm familiar
"okay but if time looping is the Strict Order rewriting the story, then why can Tesilid remember it" because the author already wrote those scenes and it'll be sad to throw them all out. and also it's a cool gimmick to have a regressor story. (<- has drastically changed the premise and worldbuilding of a story just to make an alternate timeline relevant before)
"what about ailette's existence--" same as muriel, where you insert a new character in hopes of solving a plot problem. except this time the characters write the plot themselves, because just this once you give priority to their character traits & goals rather than where you thought you wanted the plot to go. (tesilid has someone he can be himself around and who can do certain things on his behalf, instead of being fully constrained by his obligations. ailette gets insane buffs instead of being restricted by the world's difficulty.) therefore the chars now have more agency and are not only solving problems, but also taking the story in a direction you never would have thought of before. (whatever the hell tesilid and ailette are cooking rn, separately, which is surely going to result in interesting developments later on)
tldr; the strict order as a metaphor for an author who hit writer's block. their friend World Shaper inserts their OC Ailette in and their writing style is to let the characters run away with the plot. it works. world shaper and all their friends are co-writers working on the story together and reacting to it in real time.
#s-class heroine spoilers#if the themes of this story are actually orv-esque in that it becomes meta about the writer-reader-char relationship#then my mind will actually be very blown#like im extrapolating a lot here#im only able to make these comparisons bc orv changed the way i read fiction forever#anw no one tell me if i got it right i legit have not read any spoilers#im at mirror dungeon now#wait maybe im onto something#the timelines being linear and not recursive (ie. reed does not have his own ailette) makes sense as well bc with this timeline#the story has finally reached its end and the authors can put down their pens#no more writing no more regressing in order to get scenarios right#like SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV#LIKE RLY MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV IM SO SERIOUS#like for orv it makes sense that the timeloops are recursive#because YOU are kim dokja#the story keeps being written bc the kimcom want kdj back#there is no world where the regressions wont occur bc yhk want each other to be happy#and they will keep the timeloop going if thats what it takes to keep the other alive#yhs dooms the world with her pen (keyboard) because she wants that teenager to live#because she realised he will type 'how to survive' and she wants him to survive no matter how cringe he is#no matter how ruined the world he will be living in would be#woah.... fuck orv (positive)
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Watashi no Shiawase na Kekkon
Episode 1
#the visuals are really nice!#it seems to be a plain cinderella but make it meiji/taisho story#but i think i'm gonna enjoy it#also the main heroine looks like me#watashi no shiawase na kekkon#my blissful marriage#わたしの幸せな結婚#anime caps#my happy marriage#anime scenery
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2, 15, 19, and 50 for Ismene, Katya, and Andrine!
OC Asks Game
Hi Ash, thanks for asking :D It will be fun to reply for the three ladies hehe
Btw this has Kingmaker spoilers on the Question 19 ⚠
2. Tea, coffee, hot chocolate or other?
Andrine: She has sweet tooth, but she isn't that picky. She would choose hot chocolate without hesitation, but she also appreciates sweetened tea and coffee (although Octavia has prohibited her to drink the last one, because she doesn't know when to stop it)
Ekaterina: She hadn't many options in Irrisen. When she has tried hot chocolate for first time, it was like a catharstic moment of her life. But she is very fond for herbal and spiced teas.
Ismene: She has two favorite beverages, in fact: coffee for the mornings (otherwise she will kill some Varnling member easier) and mead for the nights. Ismene has no aversion to teas, but their smell always reminds her of the moments when she gets sick.
15. What is the first thing people notice about them?
Andrine: She talks loud and fast. It's like a lean squirrel with white hair. Also her clothes are always showy, even the Storyteller knows it.
Ekaterina: Well, she glows. Either her skin or hair. And like it's not enough, Katya is tall. The poor woman just wanted to be invisible sometimes.
Ismene: If her clothes don't catch attention for being different from the Brevic/Mendevian fashion, Tilly does for both of them! You can't ignore an outlander woman passing by with a bear.
19. What does your character consider to be their lowest point?
Andrine: Sometimes, Andrine sees herself as a petty person. She could let Regongar kill Janush's assistant when they met for the first time, but she did it because she took personally the kidnap attempt that her party suffered earlier. And she have declined the Lanthern King friendship because she got tired of his bullshit as Nyrissa's as well, like she didn't make friends/allies with questionable fey before.
Ekaterina: Her lack of self-esteem. Katya won't complain about her doubts out loud, but down in her soul there is a still uneasiness about her valor. She can go as far as her legs can carry her, but in the end she always questions herself if she really did enough.
Ismene: Her short temper. It always gets the best of her. She can't bear listening to any kind of small talk and pretend that's ok. Her intuition is sharp, and Ismene is good at perceiving who's telling the truth or not. Thanks to the Gods, she learned to be slightly patience because of Varn.
50. How does your character sleep at night? Are they a heavy or light sleeper? Do they dream or have nightmares? Do they find it easy to sleep or are they more a night owl?
Andrine: When she's not struggling with insomnia due worries, Drine is a heavy sleeper. And she took a long time to be really awaken. Also her dreams are chaotic, mixing irl incidents with fictional ones. Sometimes she can't tell what was real or not.
Ekaterina: Since a very young age, Katya has problems with nightmares. This got less common while she grew up and learned how to keep her impulses 'on the leash', but some nights she can't rest properly, dreaming with wildfires and destruction caused by herself.
Ismene: Although she is a reasonable light sleeper, Ismene uses to get properly rest always, and it doesn't matter where she is laid. She has no big problems about sleeping outdoors, after all she is from a nomad tribe. And she almost never recalls her dreams.
#it's always a pleasure talking about my babies#they make me happy#heroine asks#andrine vanfell#ekaterina grushankaya#ismene of the elk queen tribe#turbulentpumpkin43#pwotr pals
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Crime and punishment memes coming soon.
#dangit why is it so good#like literally dostoyevsky gives so much character development#and he ACTUALLY DESCRIBES THE CHARACTERS PHYSICALLY#like I KNOW WHAT RASKOLNIKOV LOOKS LIKE#it makes me soo happy#like I have no idea what victor looks like so I had to imagine it#and they actually fit their appearance#I do wish we could have a classic book without the perfect “blonde hair blue eye heroine” and sonya bothers me anyway#but at least we have the female raskolnikov (dunya)#crime and punishment#fyodor dostoevsky#literature#russian literature#rodion romanovich raskolnikov#dostoevsky
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Since I’ve Entered the World of Romantic Comedy Manga, I’ll Do My Best to Make the Losing Heroine Happy is one hell of a title. Regardless, it’s a very cute manga/light novel. On hiatus until Valentine’s Day 2024 (or at least I heard it is), but it has 6 chapters + extras out right now. I’d recommend it!
#anime and manga#manga panel#manga#isekai manga#romance manga#Since I’ve Entered the World of Romantic Comedy Manga I’ll Do My Best to Make the Losing Heroine Happy
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Not to be mean but can people not send me asks, asking if they can "liph//yo beam" me?
#im sorry but i do not ship it. at all.#the ship makes me viscerally uncomfortable.#also imo??? hiyori deserves So Much Better than lxl#like. they treat her so awfully when it comes to romance that its just sad to read abt#like if you ship it!! good for you!! im glad that the ship makes you so happy!! /gen#but that ship is NOT for me!!! i just. also.#do not like the whole ''i have trauma with women but you're different cuz you're not like other girls'' trope that they would have#hiyori deserves someone who wont literally call her ugly and say that she'll be rejected bc she doesnt look pretty#and that she NEEDS to throw all of her ''ugly clothes'' away. like im actually mad that they made lxl tell her that in canon#lxl are shallow assholes. i love them but theyre genuinely so horrible to her and they literally told her that#she wont be a heroine bc she doesnt look pretty anymore. i cannot like a ship that puts one down so much like that.#im sorry. normlly i wouldnt rant abt a ship i dont really like in the tags but im trying to keep this post out of the main tags#to avoid upsetting people who had nothing to do with this ^^#but this isnt the first time ive gotten asked that or been sent unsolicited liph//yo#even though my blog makes it VERY CLEAR how i feel abt the ship :/#sooo ^^^
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the fact that miraculous is really good at not sexualizing Ladybug. like they literally take all female-sexy-superheroine stereotypes with the poses and spandex and everything and apply to Cat Noir twice as much as they do to Ladybug. just look at the way he stands istg hes always arching D:
#we heart miraculous here sorry sorry sorry#cat noir embracing the female heroine stereotypes#and im so happy that the cat miraculous went to a dude because i feel like it would have been not as well done with a female ca#noir if that makes sense?#adrien agreste#miraculous blog#rewatch so that i can watch the new seasons
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just discovered i missee tom.as birthday yesterday ... i hope you had a good one sir honestly 🥺🥰💓
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#me logging onto tw.itter like: OH MY GOD#clicked the bday tag and met a ge.shin chara i have yet to meet but u know its still okay#Cant believe both of the heroines childhood friends are fire signs but tbh#my sagittariu.s friend always teases me for being a pisc.es bc sags and arie.s get on super well so it makes sense really#JDEIFIEIGIEIFIEI im very passionate i missed uky.os bc it was so close to my own#i think ikk.is is next ill have to double check ken.ts !!!#also happy to see the ob.ey me fandom rise honestly dont have the game yet bc#was annoyed with how the devs handled it this week also no phone space so like. maybe ill see what i can do later😤🥳#in the meantime happy playing!!! 💝#i have to get ready for work but soon... SOON.
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