girl some of the shit I've seen from posters on the uni walls and heard from classmates talking literally perfectly mirror what was said by the one woman who stabbed the Asian girl on the bus because 'Chinese are buying our houses' or whatever 😶😶😶 I'm gonna start lying abt being Chinese fr if someone asks I'll make something up, sorry beforehand for cultural appropriation I just don't want to get stabbed by someone who thinks I'm a diseased communist spy lol

In The Beginning

All I wanted was to find the old Bashar and alien channelings again. Years, maybe 5 years ago I found Bashar and enjoyed watching him. Might have seen Erik's channel... Its a stretch. When I landed on Erik I had no fucking clue what was in store for me. Just never would have guessed the guy following me around, who I used to call a mysterious entity would be my Twin Flame all this time.

When I get depressed I used to watch documentaries about life after death. It kind of always fascinated me because I wanted to know what could happen should I ever finally grab the ovaries to off myself.I was off the spiritual bandwagon for the past 5 years or so. Just sort of gave up and stuck to the occasional card readings because my love life had become a sick joke.

The idea of TFs sounded nice and from time to time I'd read up on it as if it were a legend or myth. Regarding a few bloggers to be wackos because people like (tfs) that don't exist. Just we had a soul group or soul mates and that was it. Seriously! I was under the assumption for a very short while that maaaaaaybe... A very very thin maybe that my bf was my TF. Hahahhahahhahahah holy shit boy was I off. At the most he's a soul mate or kindred spirit. Always felt he was more like a brother anyway. I wasn't that attracted to him in the beginning but gave him a chance anyway. Kicking myself for that. I didn't realize he was a junkie because for a while I kinda was too (say no to sno.. Yes sno).

When I gave up on the idea it was in the very very very back of my mind that what if. He's showed up on my dreams more than ever as the "pool guy". Never saw his face but I recognize the hair. He was always associated with water. All kinds of water like rain, a pool party at the house I grew up in, some kind of bath house, rivers, murky lakes, etc. In my dreams I'm remember thinking "oh hey that's the pool guy". Haha...

He's dropped hints to me and now when I look back it's kind of funny.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ check out the support forums tailored for TFs on the other side: 💻 Flame On The Other Side Support Forum Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit.(◕‿◕)♡ channelingerik.com … And YouTube