you make me feel complete.

xiao zhan weibo update

Sichuan cuisine yyds! 😭

It was only when Netflix announced there would be more (great!) actors joining 2O2G that I realized my secret hope had been that the entire movie would be two hours of TOG and Copley sitting around a table and eating sandwiches, with breaks for Joe and Nicky to make out.

leon i love u

I love love loveee when I hurt my own feelings 🙃

I would propose more fics where Xie Lian drinks but there’s already two mxtx main characters with alcohol in them

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if you have 40 apples and your friend takes a third and then gives half of that third to their friend and then THAT friend is like 'i want more apples' and takes a third of the apples you have left and then THAT friend's friend is like 'what the fuck give me some' and takes half of the apples the second friend took but then also takes a quarter of the apples you have left and then you take all the apples you have left after THAT and hide them in a secret place so nobody else can take your apples how much water have you had to drink today

uhhhh like 2/3rds of my bottle lmfaooo

(Topaz) despite the title, this is not at all about actual romantic confessions :)

if you ever feel bad for saying no to something you don’t want to do please remember my laptop that wont boot up bc my friend wanted to put linux on it for me

Worst part of becoming Deeply Autistic about something and Needing to make art of it is like. I literally picked up Monster Menu yesterday (GAME I AM SO SO SOOOOO EXCITED FOR) and haven't even fuckinh touched it. I've been making myself play a bit of Engage here and there but literally just to try and grind for supports. I still have Not finished it and haven't touched the Xenologues. I'm like???? Chapter 21????? But I feel so unready. And like. I'm NOT gonna be ready I'm NOT gonna have room in my brain for ANYTHING until it is ALL out of my system and. I Do Not Control It, several days at a time just studying Nutcracker costuming and the dances and how the characters of the Nutcracker are communicated exclusively through costume and dance and music and tearing up like oooughghghhhghhh......... that's the fucking ballet Mom woulf take me to see as part of my Christmas present growing up............ ooughghghgh I never even realized how deep of an impression the entire thing left on me as a person until I find myself talking about it At Length to literally anyone who will listen and I'm just. Unwell about it HAHAHAHA BUT WAIT! WHAT'S THIS! SOMETHING ENTIRELY DIFFERENT COMING THROUGH WITH A STEEL CHAIR (ALSO IT'S FUCKING JUNE?!?!?????? WHY ARE YOU FIXATED ON THE FUCKING NUTCRACKER IN JUNE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️)

And in all of this I'm lucky if like. I get to play Salmon Run until I can get some scales and leave.

I sometimes miss being alone because there wasn’t anyone to hold me accountable for my health:3

I’m so fucking tired of being forced to eat. Let me just get smaller dear gods

I’m so disgusted my by fucking body. I have to draw on my face that already has a filter. Im so fucking tired of looking disgusting

“You can’t puke this because I made it with love” fuck you I care more about how i look in the future

I will fix my body

Lmao 30 tag limit is new

is it anxiety or paranoia or ptsd from the last time someone ghosted me?

Friends, I am feeling some major writer's block with this next chapter of my Top Gun fic...could I maybe get some encouraging words? Or possibly some Thoughts about Hangman/Rooster/Bob/Fanboy/any of my OCs? Just to get the juices flowing??

bought Harrowhark the Miserable of whatever book 2 of the closeted girl corpse book series is called