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I understand that it's probably because most systems have more fictives than any other kind of introject but. Sometimes I see "fictive" and "introject" used as exact synonyms and it's like. You know these aren't the same, right? You know "introject" is an umbrella term? You didn't just forget factives and other introjects exist, right? Why are fictives always mentioned in posts about introjects but factives are often left out? I'm right here, being a factive, it's not like I'm dead yet; I'm still an introject!
I say this light-heartedly, but I'm also mildly annoyed by this. If you talk more about fictives than factives, I'm not asking you completely change your ways or whatever, just be mindful of how you use "introject". It's a much broader term than "fictive", and it's kind of frustrating seeing posts that imply I'm not really an introject just because I'm not a fictive. So just watch out for that, if you'd please! Thanks!
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>I want to try my best and BE better
>i try
>I fail
>it all comes crashing down and I break down
>repeat step 1 through 4 until something changes
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“scar couldn’t see, it’s not his fault — it’s my fault for letting him go” im sooo normal 😐😐 so incredibly normal
#ouwagh . post 3rdl desert duo do be hitting….#man doesn’t the above quote just sum up the dl!grian experience . spent the whole time running away from scar bc he couldn’t handle being#soul bonded to him only to end up realising near the end that it just hurt both of them to keep pushing him away . damn#also like . sometimes i think about life series grian who has this Need to be independent and to not be tied down and to always have an out#if the going gets rough who in dl Does get irrevocably tied down in a manner he cannot really escape from . except by deluding himself and#pushing back at it with all his might . but that’s temporary . that coping mechanism has to come crashing down at some point just by nature#of the game#and going particularly fanon meta with he gets tied down with the guy he went through Hell and the Horrors with . the guy he couldn’t help#but growing fond of and loving and who he killed with his bare hands before offing himself . like damn i’d be running away from that shit#too if i were him 😭😭#jay rambles#dd.txt#grian.txt
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ohg or inkmare
Inkmare is one of our utmv otps tbh,,
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Fuck parents who lie about loving their kids unconditionally.
Fuck parents who think that their kids fake mental illnesses
Fuck parents who refuse to help their kids
Fuck parents who get mad at their kids for bad grades instead of helping them
Fuck parents who claim they love their child only to mentally abuse them
Fuck parents who claim they love their child only to physically abuse them
Fuck parents who claim they love their child only to mentally&physically abuse them
Fuck parents who try to correct their kids gender with abuse
Fuck parents who try to correct their kids sexuality with abuse
Fuck parents who dont love and treat their kids right.
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not me getting bullied for "parrot behaviour" because im whistling somebody get me out of this system
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Headmate intro 🦜
Hi! I’m Grian. Or G, Gri, G-man, etc. I’m twenty one (21) years old, and am a trans guy. I use he/they pronouns, and would want to try neos at some point. I am pansexual/panromantic. I’m also a parrot-human hybrid/avian.
I’m a fictive of Grian from Hermitcraft and the Life Series. Prettyyy canon compliant? Not very open about talking about the end of 3rd Life, Last Life is quite touchy for me. Double Life, I don’t know. Hermitcraft is always open for discussion however. I have some interest in finding sourcemates, so, yeah!
I may be hard to talk to at first; that is on me. Not the best with people, but I’m trying! I’d love to meet other!! Just- please be a little patient with me? Thanks!!
That’s all I guess lol. Byeee!!
#grian.txt#headmate intro#plurality#plural blog#hermitcraft introject#hermitcraft fictive#3rd life fictive#last life fictive
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just need to get this out but like. ough. something something self destructive tendencies resurfacing by letting others hurt me.
i constantly let my gf bite me and dig her nails into me as stress relief until im bruised or bleeding, and the worst part is that i like it. i like it when she leaves marks on me.
yesterday she was freaking out so i let her bite my finger and now its cut and bruised and i cant put pressure on it. but im happy because she left her mark on me, and i was able to help her.
i think maybe i do still have problems. maybe im a masochist. but i just love it when she hurts me like this. it's not even a kinky thing i just fucking love it. it makes me so happy. and i think that might be a problem. but i don't want to stop, it makes me feel so happy and fulfilled. i love the bruises and marks she leaves on me, i love the pain, and i know it's bad but fuck, i just love it.
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[id: an untitled poem by grian. text is as follows:
and by the way,
believe it or not,
i'm sorry.
you asked for a lover,
someone who would hold you,
give you a home,
dedicate their love to you,
grieve you when lost;
all you received
was me.
and i am not a lover,
i carry blood and sand in my knuckles,
and the death of those i call mine,
and i will be your beautiful end.
end id.]
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Well one of us is gonna have to change...
#grian.txt#hint: theyre the same thing just 2 different people called them different names! first is mine
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um besties and mutuals voting q i am VERY upset!!! vote JOE HILLS #JOESWEEP (<- doesn't rly care but thinks its funny either way)
#i am not at all upset w anyone over voting i just think its funny if a hermit wins over QUACKITY !!!#i do think q is a very viable option. but joe hills is a father so i mean.#grian.txt
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The system need to get good at drawing so you can draw your headmates because Picrew ain't cutting it
#grian.txt#king.txt#front soup.txt#plurality#actuallyplural#pluralgang#plural system#actuallymultiple
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Dear Winter made me feel so many feels
Mostly sad ones
But still feels
Dear winter is such an amazing song
The fact that when jack's voice breaks at one part of the song it's because he was crying just makes it so much better
Sobbed so much when we heard it for the first time
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smth smth grian always ending up permakilling the ones he loves. he beats scar to death in third life, he shoots both mumbo and jimmy to death in last life, and kills bigb by proxy here in double life. always the people he’s allied with and has grown to care about. and maybe that’s why he’s holding scar to such a distance this time around; what’s the point in building up strong relationships founded on love and loyalty when you’ll always end up the one to murder them?
#double life smp#grian#double life smp spoilers#dl spoilers s5#going a little bit bonkers over this idea sorry#tbh im just thinking of how u can incorporate martyn’s watcher lore into this.#the watchers are fucking with all the past evo members to increase the entertainment value#they torment martyn directly they ensure jimmy dies first every time bc he’s listener adjacent#they subtly manipulate grian into always taking out the ones he loves most#they pair him with scar again bc they want another third life and grian tries his best to stay away from scar bc he knows it’ll just end in#tragedy again but he can’t help but laugh and have fun with scar bc he’s scar. god#life series is sooo fun to play around with like u can rly look at it from so many angles#jay rambles#grian.txt
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killercreammare :0?
Honestly it's a good ship, we just like dreammare and creammare better
#grian.txt#killercreammare#killer x cross x dream x nightmare#killer sans#cross sans#dream sans#nightmare sans#utmv#utmv ship
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I am going to bite your guys school. Heck yeah, let’s go adoption! And love that your best friend is chill with you guys being a sys. We Stan them being so mindful of boundaries here. Eughh, we feel you on the cis white boys. They need to STOP. Like, EW. I’m glad you’re all okay!
We’re actually pretty good. I’m making TikToks on our Sys acc, and I’ve been in front for the past few hours, chilling and having energy drinks (the white monster drinks are so good, and this is coming from someone who doesn’t like energy drinks). School has been… eventful for us. We don’t like it; very tiring but winter break is in three weeks! We’ve also been extremely hyperfixed on BATIM and Ride The Cyclone too; Sammy found out that it Kins from both RTC and possibly BATIM, so that’s all cool. Sammy also found out that they’re a Butch and cupioromantic too, so that’s been really neat. We’re also writing our story ideas and poetry. But yeah, that’s us!
I send my greetings to Bun, FWhip , and Grian! So does Sammy! Hope that they’re all well too!
— Delta/LL! Scott 💚
Hfjfne tought we answered this already oops-
But thats super cool! Sorry if this reply is minimal i actually dont know what else to say 😅
-Grian (hope you guys are doing good today btw!)
#On a side note i dont think we mentioned our friends is also our cg and that we're planning to live together-#grian.txt
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