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#I've been eyeing the tommy soundtrack for MONTHS#got a good deal for it today tho#$5 plus I got mccartney ii for $10#steals all around#plus I'm supporting small businesses 😌#it's my local record store's one year anniversary 🥹
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i made what was a huge medical decision today that has been received very badly by my family and i feel absolutely nothing but pure freedom and joy about it. the thing i'm really fixated on rn is when should i post this fic i just finished
#i think october 1. for halloween#it was for skelly season but it took such a weird turn in the end that i feel weird about gifting it to someone lol#very short list of people i would subject this particular rarepair agenda to on purpose. maybe just beryl#the medical decision is legitimately life-altering and i should be stressed but i'm just like it's my body. my body horror. and i'm free :)#i'm stressin way more about the fic bro#and like if i don't gift the fic do i then go back and commit to making it even weirder and rarepaired....#stars future leadership polycule (two guys who are dating and their captain who holds their hand in high stress situations)#what am i even talking about.....................#today my boss was like thank you for your (insane 11 paragraph long) email! i used it as a meeting agenda with my boss :)#i was like oh no now my grandboss knows i use my boss's inbox as my work livejournal#i got to remake my schedule tho now that i'm almost done with my training!! i gave myself a three day weekend...#...so i can go to the therapy i need to deal with this job. was anyone gonna tell me abt secondary trauma or was i#just supposed to find that out on my literal first day of work lol#my therapist was THRILLED she was like oh i have SO many books to recommend we're gonna have SO much fun!! i was like oh no#fridays off and life is good tbh!! except for the fic. i don't know what to do abt the fic#fresno oilers.txt
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oh also headsup to everyone that i will be TRYING to see if i can’t catch the new bravern ep earlier than i usually do tomorrow so y’know. beware the Posts
#like i wont be able to focus on anything once it drops anyways so like. MIGHT AS WELL#i could barely focus on anything today tbh. LMAO#i don’t even know why i’m so anxious like i fully trust that it will be good and satisfying and i have zero expectations plotwise#i just want isami to be happy i think 😭 he and lulu#either way tho it’s been such a fun time keeping up w this show :]#like i’m rly glad to watch it while it was airing and see all the fanarts and talk abt silly theories w my friends and make Posts#and i still do think ep9 in particular maybe even elevates this to like. fav stories ever been told type of deal#like recency bias ofc but also. bravern himself is SO 😭#anyways. LMAO#t.txt#what a special show :]#OH MY GOD WAIT I DO WANNA SAY#WHOEVER GOT THAT GIF OF MINE TO BE LIKE ONE OF THE FIRST BRAVERN GIFS IN TWITTER SEARCH#THANK YOU BUT WHY IS IT ONLY SEVEN PIXELS 😭 EVERY TIME I SEE IT I CRINGE#wait also again i lied earlier on. rip. i actually DO expect smith/bv to come back in some fashion#like i’d bet money on that. but like. i do also trust the show to make it work if he Doesn’t ykwim?#its just one of those scenarios where it’ll be like. happy ending: will make me very happy#bittersweet ending: will stay with me forever and ever and ever and ever and ever an#okay sorry for editing this post four millioj times i gotta go do chores
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brain is oscillating wildly between voltron rwby au and voltron running au but i am writing neither of them </3 and quintenary stars is on the brain always but i'm not writing that either </3
#i DID prep some canvases for painting today tho....#haven't painted traditionally in. holy shit. since before mom went on hospice#so it was good to get my paint out again even if it was just white#i carved out a little studio spot in the basement and im hoping to paint more often. i got some canvases from work for very cheap <3#and i also want to write more but. we'll see how that one goes.#i was doing so well with qs i had an update almost weekly but now it's been months <//////3#which is fair considering everything i've been dealing with but still <//////3 my fanned fiction.......#anyway. tentatively i am hoping to at least have the update WRITTEN if not posted by the new year#but i make no promises.#winter speaks#i have paint on my hands......such a good feeling i've missed it#sometimes u gotta just get covered in paint. for mental health
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#guess who fucking fried 3 very fucking expensive machines today. me. i did#bc a fucking cabled decided to burn out and there was only one little symptom so i switched out the sensor head and inadvertently fried#another instrument. then when i was wait. hang on wtf happened here? and i was trouble shooting. i fried another one. so im down to one#machine. fucking holy christ. one mother fucking cable. a problem i cant fucking control and then i just fucking spred the problem#god dammit. which means i either have to do 20 additional days or we cut the number of reps to 7 or 8#and because of this. ive Disrupted the plans of 4 different labs bc it takes at least 3 months for them to do calibration#ugh. i was so angry. whatever. its fine. these things happen in labs and u kinda just have to deal with it. i dont really feel bad on a#personal level bc ive been working with these things for like 4 years and if i mishandled the problem something was pretty fucked up#bc ive fixed a lot of fucking problems on those machines. bleh. and as im like simmering with rage my family is texting eachother like#yayyy vacation soon ☺️#ugh. its just so frustrating bc i onlu had like 7 days left and i could have got thru all 10 reps. its gonna b maddening on one machine#ans ill have to do more when i fucking get back from vacation when i want it fucking done now but whatever ive bought#my fucking plane tickets and i leave in less than 2 weeks. plus ill get to spend at least one day at home#god im gonna be such a fucking bummer tho. im gonna get of the plane and my fam will b like how r u? and im gonna b like not fucking great#i am barely a functional person and im sure ill b so stressed abt thr fact i have to come back here that ill b on edge the whole time bc#thsts what happened over winter break. whatever. next weekend ill b fucking outta here for like 11 days#and just a few more months until i can leave for good. never walk into thst fucking building again. not that i have anything ready for thst#move. bc again. im barely a functional person#god. now i have to fucking ask for thr stupid bottom of the chamber for this last machine. i swear to christ if i have to fucking drive#down to [redacted] i fucking dont even kno#unrelated
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i'm tired of drawing generic ghouls. we are moving on to designing the specific band ghouls. who's shitting their pants in excitement abt it (me)
#obviously i have ALREADY designed omega. long ago. obviously#i am feeling a calling to the current ghouls rn. ghoulettes especially#like obviously the dream is to draw all the meliora-to-current-era ghouls eventually buuuuut. ya know. ya girl's got exams#and limited energy#speaking of energy guess who got her energu drinks fill today at the store. so maybe#not TODAY but in the near future. between studying. yea#like i'm just. i just wanna draw dewdrop#it is tumblr user coreyvoss's fault and maybe like marginally blix#priorities are ghoulettes INCLUDING MIST!!!! dewdrop aether swiss alpha#i have in mind like. they got their fully creecher lookin forms the very goat type. a fully human Disguise that is not going to look like#the human musicians that play as the ghouls tho. maybe just barely if what they look like Speaks to me but the idea is to have 5% max yk#like. i'm taking per's and mad gallica's hair and that's it type of deal#and THEN i have assigned them a bonus form that is some sort of mix of the human and demon forms simply bc i thought it would be#fun to design. there is no good reason like. in universe for a form like this to exist#i just KNOW it's gonna be a blast to design tho :) i still have to work out what it lools like but it'll be probably like.#just human w weird skintone&eyecolor + horns or smth. you know the type#that half assed demon bullshit you know the type. i will have a blast#obviously i'm designing the specific band ghouls in This <- form i just mentioned ofc obv ofc tbh ofc lbr irl#cool. i'm excited#oh nay
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I highly suggest wearing ridiculous hats out in public. I just went to the neighborhood grocery wearing a Barbie bucket hat. And it got 3 compliments.
One was a worker and had on a very nice Hawaiian shirt, and I mentioned that it was very nice, and complimented the hat in return and apologized for his grumbling. He had just dropped a watermelon and was v annoyed about it. And I said "as you should. I would be mad too if I had dropped a watermelon and it rolled under a table."
The last one was my favorite though. I was walking out and this lovely lady was like "I love your hat!!" And I was like "oh tysm!!" And she turned to her kid and said "do you see that? She's got on a Barbie bucket hat!!" And I was thinking damn straight I do. And I just rocked it.
So I'm feeling very happy with myself tonight.
#for anyone who lives near a schnucks: their baked goods are 50¢ after 7pm(not pretzels tho)#the guy might've felt like he had to mention my hat which is fair it's got Barbie faces all over it#barbie#Barbie bucket hat#the other one the woman was kinda staring at it behind my back and I nearly bumped into her#I complimented her earrings and she mentioned the hat and we talked about the Barbie movie#bucket hat#shitpost#dis honey shush it#me: my outfit is really boring what do I do? normal brain: deal with it no one cares me: bimbocore shades and a Barbie bucket hat#a kind dose of humanity today
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#im soooooo slay my ego is extremely boosted rn#went to a boxing class at the gym i just joined n i was all nervous n shit asking the instructor if this class was for beginners or nah#and she was like listen weve got a lot of regulars and some w lower skill level its for all levels technically#n i was like ok 🥲 ill do my best but i signed up for it so i might as well attend#but we were doing rhe drills n shit and incorporating kicks n the instructor came over and was like do u do soccer or like#any sort of sport w ur legs ??? n i was like no lol i barely go to the gym n she was like why are ur kicks so good then ?#😳😳😳😳😳 so basically ur saying i should go pro ?????#she like went in front of the whole class and was like guys sarah says she doesnt do any sort of sports but her kicks are higher than mine#which was embarssing but extremely ego boosting#she also came to me after n was like uve got other students saying holy shit about ur kicks#euehueheueheuueueheueueu#and made a big deal of welcoming me at the end of the class#thank u small older lady i will remember this forever and i will come to all of ur boxing classes now#i have lasik this weekend tho so i cwnt go next week which i feel bad about now bc she .ade such a bjg deal about today 😭😭#but i dont wanna fuck up my eyeballs 👍🏻#anyways im gonna go take these legs to the nearest rcmp whatever place to register these Weapons#slay 💅🏼#gommywords
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Christmas haul 2022!
Marie and Oliver earrings!
Herbie and Toothless decals for my VW bug Herbie named Toothless. :D
A cozy Chosen hat that kept my ears very warm on this very cold day.
A FIRST EDITION C.S. Lewis book about my second favorite book of the Bible- the Psalms! This was my Christmas Eve gift so I read a little of it already and it was really good! Very thought provoking.
A Yoditio! He’s an animatronic one so he moves and makes noise and interacts with props! He’s really cool!
WINGFEATHER SAGA HOODIE. This is the softest sweater I have ever owned in my life and it is so lovely- pictures do not do it justice.
Speaking of The Wingfeather Saga- my dad gave me this THAGS Journal which I was thrilled about and then my uncle, completely unrelated, gave me this quill pen and ink?! They even match?!?! So, uh, I know what I’m going to be writing in the THAGS journal with.
And finally, introducing, in all his full color, dragon glory, ALMITAK!
This is the space dragon from my sci fi book series, The SOS Chronicles! I painstakingly drew a reference picture of him and gave it to my mom so she could try to custom order him for a Christmas present. It wasn’t easy, but she actually managed to work it out and I am THRILLED with the result. Pictures do not do the colors justice; the blues and purples are all swirled together in with glitter to give him a galaxy look. The gold is a little more on the wings than I drew, but it’s fine, it’s a minor thing. Also he moves and is very posable- his wings even swivel and open and close! He is super amazing and detailed and absolutely awesomeatic.
#christmas#dragons#the chosen#the wingfeather saga#yodito#grogu#C.S. Lewis#herbie!#toothless#the aristocats#I'm very happy with everything I got#Idk even where to start with it all#I love my new Tacky so much tho#the wingfeather hoodie and the chosen hat are the COZIEST things#my mom and I both got a yodito (my dad found them on a really great deal) and we were playing with them a lot today xD#what's the point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes?#I might make another post specifically about how cool my almitak dragon is#it was a very good christmas :)#(I very much enjoyed giving gifts too- I had a lot of fun ones I got to give out :)
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YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PRICELESS IS SO GOOD RIGHT... LOVE THE ENDING FOR THAT... and very much anticipating First Penguin's... which I am DETERMINED to continued today... I feel bad for falling behind because I ended up binging a whole anime yesterday since the secondary protagonist was based on Tsutsumi and lost track of Fucking Everything 😭😭😭he is so cute though😚
OH BUT YEAH I played DQXI's demo [the first ten hours of the game or so]... yeaaahhhh... definitely that kind of game for me too... but I hope whenever you get back to it you have a good time! I may not know a thing about Metroid but I am also happy to hear it was an enjoyable experience overall :] I enjoy the tag rambles very much :]
REGARDLESS... EPIC... I HOPE YOU ENJOY SP... OR AT THE VERY LEAST I HOPE YOU CAN STICK WITH IT UNTIL IT BECOMES ENJOYABLE...
AND YOU'RE JUST NOT GOING TO DROP THE TITLE so mean telling me about all these interesting things to watch and not sharin the title (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
TEN HOURS FOR THE DEMO ??? long as hell demo... OH BUT NO i love the games a lot !! ive followed the series for a while since. i do have that dragon ball/toriyama fanatic in me unfortunately even if i dont like toriyama himself ☠️☠️ i only really got to actually start one of the games last year when my bro got DQXI for me and ive been loving it so far (*￣▽￣*)ミ|Ю
i've BEEN enjoying it so far !! i'm just about to start episode four tho i AM gonna lose my mind if this hospital arc goes on one more episode bro this half the series already ☠️
#snap chats#joking of course.... haha unless--#if this is the chara you mean then he seems like a nice fellow :) i trust his vibes already..... he seems like a chara i'd like...#OH BUT PRICELESS WAS SOOOO GOOD AND SO LOVELY TYSM AGAIN FOR RECCING IT... i hope you enjoy the rest of first penguin !!!!!#NO WORRIES BOUT RUSHIN IT fair nuff theres no deadline !!!! id rather you take your time and enjoy it on your own terms anyhow :)#but SPEEEAAKING of DQ im actually playing it rn LMAO. i only stopped last year cause i just had an awful exp with a boss#and then i got busy with Life but itd been bothering me that i just stopped so i finally decide to get back into it#the boss wasnt even that hard this time around... tho i think thats just cause i went in Prepared this time ☠️#i dont remember why my bro got me DQXI.. i think he was just using some gamestop deal he had and got himself something too..#NOOO UGH i dont know if its in the demo but the boss was arachtagon and he's who i thought of while making that ichi and masato comic LMAO#of course i couldnt reference that fight since.... that wasnt the DQ game of the time... but still we get the point i think...#nono i love dragon quest and playing it's something i'm happy i finally get to do#it definitely requires you to think a lot more and be more careful with what you do#i mean itd PRRROOBBBABLY be easier if i did sidequests but i have a terrible tendency to wanna finish the game first...#in any case. i am playing it while watching SP because i was thinking of the next part of the game and was stuck on it#and when i looked up where to go i was like 'no i already checked that spot' and i was just gonna leave it at that but now i cant stop#but i ALSO really wanted to watch SP today but fortunately i can multitask#not like i need to pay a LOT of attention to dq rn.. im just grinding. cause im broke ☠️#oh but im glad you enjoy the tag rambles :) i have too many thoughts for my own good#like how when i was at the game store i saw DQ treasures AND metroid dread AND the megaman battlenetwork collection..#i was fighting real demons that day not to empty my wallet....#luckily my bro was with me so i felt like him being there was a way to keep me in check. even if he prob wouldnt have opposed (￣▽￣;;)#IN ANY CASE. i have multiple medias to consume lest i let The Thoughts take over my brain again for even a second ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶#inoue's chara is so funny like He's Super Human um doc... i think he's just autistic lowkey..... he still a baller regardless tho
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I love that Sprocket is a good adventure buddy. She's fine in the car. A wee bit restless on the way to, but good on the way from. She's so friendly and happy and easy to take with when we go somewhere. I love being able to bring her into pet friendly stores. It's so nice having a solid and confident dog. I just wish Oscar could enjoy doing all these things with us, too. I'd love to be able to have him with.
#barkin up some trees#also sprocket is super engaged today which is weird#because we are somewhere that is not home#but she is so eager to listen to me today#shes doing so good#jons mum is watching oscar and the cats while we are gone today#its just a day trip tho so no big deal#much needed holiday shopping#i got some jeans from value village!
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Justifying spending a lot of money on winter clothes with the simple fact that it’s cheaper to buy clothes than it is to get treated for frostbite <3
#girl online#I did spend SO much today tho. but that little thought immediately cleared all my regret#sitting here like ‘I cannot believe I spent $200 on like 4 things…..’#and then immediately thought of how much it would cost to get treatment for frostbite#tbh I got really good deals tho bc everything probably should’ve cost like $400-500#thank u end of season sales lining up so perfectly for the wretched cold I will have to brave this week
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this is a moodboard for how my brain has been feeling the past couple weeks. yes i spent like 10 minutes organizing these pictures if that tells u anything about how im feeling
#not that anyone asked but it's bc my adderall rx changed a month ago from extended release to short release#bc the extended release was making me feel super anxious in the afternoon when it would start to wear off#which is obviously counterproductive and i am already anxiety-inclined if that's even a phrase#so ive been on the short release version of adderall for the last month and overall it was going a lot better#the anxiety in the afternoon pretty much disappeared which was nice#the past like three weeks tho ive been dealing with being unable to stop picking at my skin and cuticles too#which is something ive struggled with since middle school in various degrees and tho it was getting better in the past couple years#ive never struggled with it LESS than i have since starting adderall in like march. and my god. what a joy and relief that was#so now that it's started happening again it's honestly pretty upsetting bc it's kinda physically painful and also just rly embarrassing#like i dont even have that bad acne probably but being unable to stop picking at it makes it like ten times worse#like i haven't had acne on my back in like three years since i finished taking accutane#and in the past three weeks i have but it's rly only bc i can't stop scratching at it and so there's gonna be scarring too#it's just very embarrassing and also disappointing nd disheartening since i was finally able to NOT have to deal with this for a few months#it's appalling and upsetting to realize that this was just my life for like a decade before i got treatment for adhd#and once i did it a lot of my impulsive and unconscious skin picking pretty much disappeared.#like damn bro the amount of times my mom and everyone in my family told me how nice my skin would be if i could just leave it alone. yeah.#anyway. im gonna talk to the doctor about this next month when i get my refill obviously bc i am not having a good time#even tho this was working rly great for the first three weeks. like whyyyy can't medicine just work. whyyy#anywayyyy if u read all this no u didnt bc it's embarrassing for me lol#i just felt the need to talk about it cause it's been upsetting me today
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Can't believe I worked 8.5 hours today AND biked 40 minutes in the middle of it
More specifically I went up the river trail bc I wanted to sit on a bench and write. Except the foliage isn't grown in yet (leaves still working on growing) so the bench I wanted to sit on was in direct sunlight. No can do for this heat sensitive bitch. So I just. Kept going? Biked another 10 mins down the path until i found a good bench. Sat there & wrote for like half an hour. Then I got the SOS & biked the 20 mins back lol
I have no idea how I'm not utterly fuckin wasted honestly. Tho I really should be getting to bed
#speculation nation#the first bench is the furthest ive been. it's just a bit beyond My Spot aka the spot i like to reach the river at#that i visited two days ago. it's out of the way but not That out of the way#i got curious tho and just wanted to keep going. it was pretty worth it!#tho if id known id be pulling a double shift today i would Not have biked the extra bit lol#so i biked like 50 some minutes in total today & it was totally just fine#a 20 min bike ride is like. no big deal for me anymore tbh. & thats how much i biked at the most in each leg#compare that to when i was starting biking again and was fucking Wasted by 5 mins. i have become much more powerful#anyways yea i have tomorrow(today) off and i am gonna try my darndest to not go to work at all#i have a bad habit of putting the needs of my employees before my own lol#makes me a good assistant manager id like to think. but i am still putting in WAY too many hours for someone still in school. whoops.
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honestly this is going to be controversial but after our dad told us quite a few stories about smaller dog actively trying to provoke and bite his lab mix (uve heard of him) to the point an incident happened that made him way more on edge around other dogs since... we think that we need to start to be more critical of small dog owners who dont train them because if a big lab mix like our sweet big boy meant to actually hurt their dog for growling and trying to attack him trust us we would not let our sweet boy be put down because some idiot did not train their dog to not actively attack other dogs because they think its ok cause their dog is small. train ur small dog cause even a generally gentle and well trained bigger dog (like our dad's lab mix) can snap if provoked enough.
#canções do rei#sorry were fuming about what our dad told us about this guy just letting his three smaller dogs try to gang up on our sweet big boy#now hes way more skittish around other dogs and bit two one today#and no none of those two dogs got hurt he just grabbed them and shook them then dropped them#we know its a trauma response and want to work through it#for his safety and the safety of other dogs#but its awful to think that it all goes back to one guy who didnt train his dogs and just expected ours to be calm all through all that#even tho the poor thing was terrified according to our dad who was there#idk its just frustrating to see how this guy's neglect of his dogs affected our dog by traumatizing him#we will delete this later#and if u read this: dont u fucking dare say anything mean about our lab mix hes been sweet to everyone including all other dogs#even ones that were mean to him up until that incident him becoming more aggressive as a trauma response isnt his fault#and we want to put him in a dog hotel that has trainers for a bit to see if we can at least find a management plan for this issue#why a dog hotel? cheaper than hiring a trainer to go home#plus we can visit him there anyway if he needs us for comfort if hes nervous#hes still very good with people just more on edge with other dogs so having trainers who know better how to deal with this around will help#hopefully
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#uuuuugh... i spend all day writing a stupid report that i dont Even kno if im wrting right#idk if im alloud to use figures idk what the deadline is. just: hey can u write abt this data? fucking sure i guess#and im not even done yet. but tonight i have to finish deconstructing and rebuilding my statement of purpose and working on my application#which is also gonna suck. but my mum says im a good writing. and then 2 sec later she was like well ur a good bullshitter. and im like lmao#thanks i guess. i think she means im good at justifying things#but its gonna b a long night. i dont actually have to finish these things tonight. its literally just my brain like: do it now or else >:-(#my boss: hope youve recharched after the sampling! me: fucking ???? was i supposed to? i just fell face first into writing instead#and i got invited to carve pumpkins tomorrow. i wasnt gonna bc ive got 3 phd interviews to prep for next week and i gotta read like a#million papers. but then today one of the other ppl texted me like: hey r u going? it would b cool if u did! i can drive u#and im like 😭 i have a friend?! so i told myself if i finish my application bullshit i can go. but again its gonna b a long night#i dont have a pumpkin tho. and i dont wanna get one. or deal with a rotting pumpking later#maybe ill just b a freak and bring a lump of clay. sculpt something as they carve. that would b a weird fucking move but like i also dont#really care. id rather play with clay than carve a pumpkin tbh#ugh. will i ever find the time to draw? maybe not. maybe ill just lay here and cry bleh#im glad that my friend reached out to me tho. that was super sweet. ive literally only hung out with her once sampling but we immediately#overshared bc it was one of those like connecting to another person probably on the spectrum things. all the interesting ppl i talk to prob#have adhd lmao. they have like exacly the opposite problems i do so i think their brians r so interesting. i mean my probs r the same but#diff. idk how to describe it. im too rigid and compulsive but also big executive function probs. im stuck somewhere between ocd and autism#lmao. or ocpd. probably definitely ocpd. hhhhhhhhh gotta love it#im just a compulsive lil goldfish swimming around and around in circles#brain wont even let me go home for Thanksgiving. annoying#and infantilizing bc i cant drive or do normal things for myself. sigh...#unrelated
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