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ineffectualbookseller · 9 months
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The way Azirphale is underestimated and practically infantalized by heaven is so closely tied to his femininity and I think we should talk about it more because I just want to shout about how relatable the way he's treated in his workplace is as a woman working in a traditionally male field
It's in all the little niggling comments from your boss about personal things that hold no bearing on your work
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and the assumption that what you're doing must be simple if it was assigned to you
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your work is trivialized
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and you get these the placating smiles when you're told plans and proposals are rejected and passed over
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or when your complaints are dismissed
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and you get more of the same from upper management
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it all feels so frustrating and draining but you're at work so all you can do is take a breathe put on that mask and move on with your day
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It is all so deteimental to your emotional well being and textually, so much of this is tied to Aziraphale's softness, his gayness - his femininity
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The thing about working in an environment and gives you this feeling - of being simultaneously destrought watching your belief in yourself get chipped away but also just so irate becuase you know you don't deserve it - is how it builds. It sinks under your skin and feeds into this indignant dejection until you can have a moment of release - but Azirphale doesn't get to bitch about it over drinks with friends, he doesn't get a lunch break where he can go for a walk and listen to an angry scandi death metal playlist, he doesn't even get the chance to cry about it in the bathroom for 5 minutes before confronting it again
(And I talked a little bit about it in the tags of this beautiful photoset but this all comes into play whenever Crowley dismisses his plans or calls him an idiot. These are purely emotional reactions; I really don't think Crowley means much by it - he respects Aziraphale's opinion and genuinely thinks he's brilliant - but Crowley is so quick to use this terminology when Aziraphale is making a decision Crowley thinks is wrong and he doesn't know how much this hurts Aziraphale. Just like Aziraphale doesn't understand the true impact the Fall had on Crowley, Crowley doesn't understand the ways heaven has been tearing away at Aziraphale's self worth)
Aziraphale has been facing this constant drip of denigration since before the beginning of time and has never released the pressure valve. At this point, he's a bomb waiting to go off
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somniacesss · 2 years
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Little Philip
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Idk how this would happen but maybe the Collector goes back to Philips time or they goes into his memories but I think they'd really bond over witch hunting and such as normal kids do
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jkthy · 10 months
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o'haras
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ginkashino · 10 months
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cyberspace
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bluuscreen-png · 5 months
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a form of divinity
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I keep being reminded that Gabe is like an actual archangel that predates literally everything except God
Like, he’s just my goofy little meow meow what do you mean he is beyond human comprehension, massive and probably really elegant looking? That man is an actual trash guy!
A dirty raccoon even! With fleas and shit!
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muzzleroars · 1 year
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do you think v1 would let gabriel grab it by the scruff
ok for all the jokes i make about him doing that, definitely not lol i actually make v1 VERY sensitive about any exposed blood ports (as well as the tubing to a lesser extent) as a protective measure against damage to those areas:
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specifically, i think of that little tank on its back as a blood reservoir that holds its reserves and so it absolutely hates having it touched, let alone grabbed!!! it's basically a trust thing they have to build up to, as well as gabe learning to be really gentle with it at first to not trip hard defensive coding v1 has less control over. so he would only give it light touches (until v1's programming itself trusts him) or grab it if he absolutely had to stop v1 from doing something (it's usually very hard to do that though, since v1 moves protectively esp when engaged)
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samwinchestersgspot · 9 months
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We're all gay and have serious self-doubt issues welcome to the show.
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gg-ladybug · 2 years
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So… destruction huh-
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Needless to say, an analysis of both retrospectively is already half written
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rayraygo1267 · 8 months
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Gabenath Memes because I can
Note: Featuring Adrien’s Daddy Issues
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fellhellion · 9 months
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god i could gnaw on conchata's Issues forever. when miguel is like mom stop pretending to be terminally ill to get us to visit it really upsets gabriel and me, and conchata - who hates the thought of hurting gabriel and believes miguel is too self centered to care - utterly dodges thinking on the fact she's hurt gabriel, because she doesn't want to believe she's hurt him, and then accuses miguel of not being affected at all. the dysfunction is so fucking tasty.
not even touching the fact miguel genuinely has been ghosting conchata because he sucks at emotional vulnerability yeah, but because he thinks talking to his mother is futile, that he innately hurts her by virtue of being too much like his father.
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ask-the-archs · 1 month
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Lore explanation post because I think that this thread in particular deserves it
(RP thread with @bigdoginthesky ) (idk mods account so I’m just tagging the RP one and maybe they’ll respond with how God’s perspective of events worked out) (also bc I really want them to see this since they seem cool)
Gabriel had a nightmare that was an amalgamation of memories that caused him pain to think about even while awake but it specifically looped between him and Lucifer being dumb kids and Lucifer’s Fall.
The two of them were created as a set, but even then Gabriel (being slightly younger) considered himself an afterthought to his brother.
Gabriel is having a panic attack and accidentally muted himself from anything that could even remotely count as a cherub because Trauma, and is slowly getting pulled out of it by God because Loki is still asleep.
Gabriel’s walls come down bit by bit as his Father is being nice and accommodating, until God says something that triggers Gabriel, causing him to lash out (verbally)
In the lashing out, Gabriel looks and acts very similar to Lucifer and it’s very clear the resemblance between the two of them.
Where Lucifer would have (once) kept pushing, though, Gabriel flinches and backs down, reminded of his place and internally terrified of losing it and making his siblings pay the price for his actions.
In his attempt to appease God, Gabriel apologises both for ‘forgetting (his) place’ and ‘taking up (God’s) time’, saying vaguely that it ‘won’t happen again’. He’s been thoroughly reminded that any reassurances he can get will be taken away the moment that he messes up, and that God could very easily kill him if he is no longer useful. Gabriel was only the afterthought to God’s Morningstar, after all, the back-up for if/when Lucifer no longer played along.
Gabriel shuts down, and almost definitely goes somewhere actually private for his next panic attack (because he just got yelled at for trying to protect his youngest brother by his Father who had basically threatened to make Gabriel relive the trauma of having to watch his brother be raised like a lamb for slaughter again right after Gabriel opened up about how he’s still very much traumatised by the last time that that happened)
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prolibytherium · 3 months
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I will be 100% real I kind of love the positive attention I get from the "perpetually shocked when zillenials know about literally any music pre-1990" genre of older man.
Like I get tons of CD albums from the 60s-80s because it IS a huge chunk of my music taste (and most of my favorite contemporary albums are much harder to find) but I can't pretend I'm not chasing the high of random record store boomers admiring me being aware of like, extremely niche deep cuts like Steely fucking Dan.
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jjsshit · 1 year
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No bc the urge to write an angst headcanon between Gabriel and Miguel Is so unreal rn
Okay so Miguel has a brother from the comics name Gabriel O’Hara, he was the first one to know that he’s Spider-Man and stuff like that
But I feel like they have an complicated relationship, like I’m sure they care for each other but it’s just so complicated and also jealousy? If you think about it tbh-
I’m not really sure because I only read a few of them, but there’s something going on
Kinda wished we have an animation story of Miguel’s backstory or some part of it on the movie or mentions of Gabriel in it
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Nathalie: "I'm proud to identify as morosexual. I'm attracted to dumbasses and dumbasses only."
Gabriel: "I think I'll akumatize Mr.Ramier for the 67th time."
Nathalie *already taking off her jacket*: "Gabriel, you're so f*ing stupid."
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ortofosforico · 2 years
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When Louis heard Lestat's experience with the monastery and his father, and went "gj for leaving it all behind", as if that was the only thing.
Bitches (Lestat) be like: I'm good at communication
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Bitch, you wanna tell Louis about your "old violinist friend"?
How about why you love italian theater so much? Mhhh? Feel like sharing ANYTHING about the second time around your father and brothers took everything you loved from you and dumped you back in the house?
Wanna tell your cher why you wanted to go to Italy so much? Why Rome? (I'm surprised he didn't say Naples too)
Ever considered talking about Arman?
Ever considered talking about Gabrielle?
Ever mentioned your incredibly huge mommy issues?
How about why you hate books? (although it's not showing in the serie, probably Louis doesn't hate this part of him so much anymore).
Also, cats and rats are fine, but I doubt he'd let Louis kill a dog. Not without the appropriate amount of drama.
And (I love this) he's not as attached to money as he was in the book/movie (might still be Louis' storytelling)
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