#fuck you. fuck you and I hope you never recover. fuck you
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Hob always thought dream, his friend destruction’s older brother, was so gorgeous but he doubted dream ever noticed him. He was just destruction’s friend, and dream was so much older and more elegant. But he always had a smile and a kind word for hob, and sometimes he would talk to him about art and books and movies. Then dream goes off to college and disappears for a while.
Fast forward about ten years and destruction decides he is tired of his parents’ shit. He cuts himself off and moves in…with his big brother dream, who estranged himself years ago.
Suddenly hob finds himself going over to the brothers’ shared apartment all the time and there is dream, grown up and the loveliest man hob has ever seen. He’s so smart and even taller now, and he has such a sense of confidence and power now that he’s living on his own. And he is such a good big brother, encouraging destruction to be an art major and pursue his dreams.
Soon, dream and hob are close as well, and destruction encourages it, with a funny little smirk whenever he catches dream offering hob a ride, or whenever hob makes dinner for three.
When hob gets kicked out of his place, dream doesn’t hesitate to invite him to come live with them too.
Hob’s crush is back full force. And he feels so stupid—he’s a virgin and he knows dream dates beautiful, interesting and experienced people. He’d never go for someone like hob…
Until one day, hob forgets to lock the door when he’s showering and dream comes in and gets an eye full of hob, ass, thighs, dick and tits—everything. and his eyes go molten with want. He quickly recovers and apologizes and leaves but hob is suddenly full of hope.
Not two weeks later, destruction goes out of town for the weekend, leaving them alone. It’s so nice. Dream cooks. They watch a movie and split a bottle of wine, and Dream puts his arm around hob.
Then they’re kissing.
Dream asks him if he’s had sex before and hob admits he hasn’t. But he desperately wants to.
Dream just smiles at him, lays him down and fingers him until he’s crying into the couch cushions.
This is such a wonderful idea!!! I fully and completely adore the idea of Destruction matchmaking Hob and Dream. He thinks they'll be so cute together! They both deserve nice things, you know?
Hob is so nervous as his relationship with Dream finally begins. He's had a crush - well, maybe he's even been a little bit in love - on Dream for so long now. What if he fucks it all up now that he finally has what he wanted? What if he can't please Dream properly? He's a virgin, after all... but before he can spiral into a proper anxiety attack, Dream soothes him with sweet kisses and basically scrambles his brain. He's determined to make Hob’s first time good, and more than that he's determined to love him as he deserves to be loved.
When Destruction comes home from his little trip, he meets Hob in the kitchen. Hob is like... starry eyed. Standing by the fridge wearing what has to be one of Dream’s silky black pj shirts. There are definitely hickies all over his chest, and one of his nipples is red and has obviously been enthusiastically sucked. Hob is just like "dude. bro. i know you don't want to know. but holy shit."
And Destruction really doesn't want to know the details, but he's happy to slap Hob on the back. He's honestly thrilled to see two of his favourite people getting together. Just... don't tell him that Hob lost his virginity on the couch where they all hang out and watch movies, okay? 🤣 In his own bedroom later, Destruction also finds a gift from his big brother - a very fancy pair of noise cancelling headphones. It's a very nice "thank you for introducing me to Hob" gift. And when he's best man at their wedding in five or so years time, Destruction will fondly remember how he really fucking needed those headphones when Hob went from virgin to slut for Dream’s dick, but he couldn't even be mad about it <3
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Bad batch finale.
Spoilers bellow. I hope you read this. I need a hug and I love you all so much.
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I really don’t know what to say. I need time to recover. I don’t remember feeling like this watching another show.
Of course I was devastated with Rebels and The Clone Wars. But this is different.
Tech really meant something to me.
I’m writing this and I can’t stop sobbing.
I was so sure. So sure. I have been posting and writing hypothesis for over a year. I never believed he was gone. Never. Not even a single day.
I didn’t cry when the second season ended. How could I? I was so sure. I was convinced he was coming back.
Watching the trailer and then the episodes week after week… i knew it. CX-2 WAS TECH.
I cannot fucking believe it.
I didn’t cry then, but it finally hit me and I’m grieving.
Knowing that MANY characters in Star Wars returned back from the dead, I assumed it was going to be the same with Tech. I remember being so angry during Plan 99. I was thinking: “This scene is so good. The stakes were high and it’s understandable that there should be a sacrifice. But I’m angry with Star Wars cause a death is never a death. So I cannot take in the sacrifice cause Tech’s alive and well.”
Now that I know… I don’t think that I can rewatch that scene. I don’t think I can.
He died. And I never believed it. Not even for a second.
When season 3 started, a small part of me was ready to accept it. I needed a conversation between the Batch. A memorial. Something similar to Mayday’s. Anything.
We didn’t get that… so I kept on hoping.
And I was wrong. So wrong.
I read so many fics. So many.
I know many of you said that you were going to go back to AUs but I don’t think I’m ready.
How can I? When he is truly gone?
Maybe some of you don’t care. Some of you were right in calling us Delulu… but there were so many parallels this season.
So many.
I’m devastated.
This was my comfort show.
I don’t think I will be watching this anytime soon.
Thank you all for these amazing 4 years. It’s been a pleasure going through this journey with all of you.
#the bad batch#star wars#tbb tech#tbb hunter#tbb echo#tbb wrecker#tbb crosshair#tbb omega#tech#wrecker#it’s over#tbb#season 3
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If you assign homework over breaks fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
#sincerely#someone who has all my fucking professors giving me homework#fuck you. fuck you and I hope you never recover. fuck you#fuck you.#weasel speaks#I’m so fucking mad right now
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“Oh Shibuya Arc this, Shibuya arc that. Anime onlys aren’t ready for Shibuya”
BITCH WTF DO WE CALL THIS ARC!?? HOPE AND DESPAIR? I WASN’T EVEN READY FOR THIS SHIT AND ILL NEVER BE.
#jjk leaks#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#skip.rambles#i hope you jump off a fucking bridge and never recover gege
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#photomatt#i genuinely hate this dude#doesn't he know that you're never supposed to fight a trans woman because she will be WAY too excited to beat the FUCK outta you#i hope she wins too#i hope he never recovers from this
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is it just me or does effie have infinite bigender swag
#limbus company#project moon#i hoped i wont get back to my roots but here i am#sorry not sorry#im just on whatever part effie and saude first appeared at i believe#theyre so. fuck them but also so poggers you feel me.#also going through apple trauma#thanks project moon i recovered after you gave me apple trauma with snow whites apple way back what 5 years ago or how many#i cant remember bro im so old#💀💀💀#im sorry but i might annoy y'all projmoon tumblr never been to this side of fandom before#please be gentle projmoon tumblr
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#like if it is ptsd that means basically it's untreatable right? like the only way to really deal with it is i have to just accept that i'm#going to be miserable and awful to be around forever?#idk like thats why i was kind of hoping it /was/ something more uncommon like osdd because like. i know that can be hard to treat but i've#seen people make it work for them and make it a good thing even if it's hard. there are no upsides or benefits to having Just Fucking Ptsd#there's no sympathy for it if you didnt get it from combat (and even then lol)#and there's no real way to treat it except just learn to fucking avoid triggers and my triggers are FUCKING EVERYTHING#idk i just want a FUCKING SOLUTION and there is none#it's not fucking fair. it's not fucking fair#that my life is permanently ruined and horrible because my fucking mom decided that she needed to have a little mini-me#to project her fucking insecurities on instead of getting therapy#and now i'm never going to be happy! i don't get to have a good fucking life! i h#i have to spend the rest of my life fucking /coping/ with my own existence and having everyone fucking moralize me not wanting to do that#i'm a horrible person for even thinking about this stuff because me saying i cant recover probably makes other people in similar situations#think they also can't recover and i know that makes me bad and awful but like. it's different.#other people have friends who love them and care about them. i will never have that because i'm awful and everyone who gets close to me#realizes how awful i am and runs#other people have a chance at happiness even if it's hard. i don't. i'm never going to have people who love me and care about me. i'm never#going to be anyone's family and i can't fucking stand that
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"omg i love all these new books choices is putting out; kieran and mc's relationship is so sexy and i love how pb is putting more bdsm in their books, it's so hot and—"
#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPP#YOU are the reason we keep getting trash fucking smut books#i hope you break your neck and never recover#playchoices#the cursed heart
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I just know twt's gonna submit the dumbest fucking names. If we actually do get bepler or something similar, I WILL anti
#dumb fuck ted talk#cosm1x came to mind because not only is it x1 backwards (fuck you mnet) but it means universe right#and the two universes mixing would be a cute idea no#like#es cute#we won't get it but it's cute#just finished fighting for my life to match trainees with the songs and i just hope my babies get what they want#and if mnet wants a cute name they should totally pick mine bc if we get an ugly name i'll never recover#was just reminded ix (1x) is the roman numeral for nine so it just keeps getting better#boys planet#boys planet problems
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I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute
#baby’s first covid#the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting#y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation#I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job#and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did#I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas#the plan is to get top surgery and then dip)#but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway)#if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid#‘’yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’#I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8#didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t#I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go#so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive.#I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be#responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride#anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.
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WHY CANT I LIKE NORMAL ORCHESTRAL PIECES WHAT THE FUCK IS THE LITTLE IMP BY ANDRE BESANCON AND WHY ARE THERE NO OTHER RECORDINGS OTHER THAN THE CONCERT I WENT TO RAHHH
#moen thoughts#OKAY SORRY DONT MIND ME ILL STOP IN A BIT IM JUST. REVISITINF ORCHESTRAL PIECES IVE HEARD AND PERFORMED AHH#literally The Little Imp (Der Kleine Schelm ?)#its so whimsical and chaotic and was played alongside another piece that was so fucking good and moving (not in the 'wow this really#represents a specific niche topic' BUT the other piece genuinely conveyed so much stress and yearning im going crazy#AND THEN I GOT HIT BY THE LITTLE IMP THAT WAS SO FUCKING WHIMSICAL AND MESSY AND I LOVE IT#IT HAS REPETITION PATTERNS AND MESSINESS AND A FUN LITTLE. WHISTLE? DOOT?? IDK THAT ONE PERCUSSION INSTRUMENT#is it even an instrument. it has one note. its kinda like a kazoo and i am NOT KIDDING#WHY DID THAT CONCERT PULL THAT PIECE OUT OF NOWHERE AND BE THE ONLY CONCERT WHERE I CAN FIND A RECORDING OF THAT PIECE#its so . super fucking good. the piece makes me so fucking confused and my god im never going to recover#IM NOT EVEN A DIEHARD CLASSICAL MUSIC NERD WHY AM I ZEROING IN ON A CLASSICAL PIECE THAT DOESNT HAVE MUCH DIGITAL FOOTPRINT im ruined#I LOVE THIS PIECE BUT WHY IS IT SO OBSCUREEEE GODD I REALLY WANT TO LISTEN TO THE COMPOSER'S ORIGINAL INTENTION FOR THE PIECE CAUSE#Performances of pieces are mostly tweaked by the conductor since every conductor has their own interpretation#well. not all but i know that the orchestra that performed the little imp had a conductor that would interpret the piece their own way i#think#GAHH I DONT KNOW#RIPPINF HAIR OUT#I MAKE DAILY ART OF SONAS AND A FNAF ROBOT WHY AM I CURSED TO ALWAYS FOCUS ON RHE MOST OBSCURE STUFF GAHHHHH#GRABBING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS. IF YOUVE ACTUALLY READ THIS. TY AND ALSO HUH. I HOPE ITS ENTERTAINING GAHHH/GEN#I FUCKING LOVEE this piece so much it was so fucking good it IS so fucking good but I ONLY HAVE ONE RECORDING OF IT AND ITS WITH CLAPPING IM#GOING TO DO A CRIME/J#ITS SO FUCKIGNFN WHIMSICALLL#maybe i am a nerd .
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OkAY forget Claude's villain arc after seeing what they did to Edelgard in AG I'm about to enter my own
Warning: Massive spoilers for the end of this route in my rant towards the bottom of the tags, don't expand if you're at all opposed to seeing that
#edelgard von hresvelg#fe three hopes#azure gleam#fire emblem#three hopes spoilers#I mean there's no spoilers in the post but#I am abt to say it all here so I figured I may as well?#Edelgard#fire emblem edelgard#Honey what did they DO to you#Seriously I'm all for her being the antagonist or even for IS writing a nightmare scenarios for her but#This is another level#I'm not even sure whether to be more mad at the writing decisions here or just how awful this is to her character#Y'all really fucking had to lobotomize her? You couldn't think of Anything else to do with her??#They really just had her abusers brainwash her and destroy her mental state and everything she's spent her life working for#And then as a character we don't get to see her do anything else? She doesn't even get to react or express her feelings abt what happened?#Actually we never even find out if she fully recovered#And also Dimitri just fucking leaves her there to go back to the rest of his friends after all of that? Cool#Dude knows what happened he just apparently doesn't give a shit#He couldn't even check if she was okay? Maybe help her up? Walk out together? Fuckin nope#Just walks off while she sits there on the floor confused and vulnerable#Yeah fuck this writing decision#I'm not even sure I'm gonna be able to stomach playing the full route bc this is some shit#I am going to be spam reblogging her all day to feel okay with this#In the meantime I guess everyone can look forward to the inevitable fix it fic I probably will write on the topic#Bc I like angst just fine I just hate THIS like if it was any less cruel I'd be intrigued but now it's just upsetting#Like the sheer disrespect I wouldn't inflict this on literally anyone#Let's all hope Scarlet Blaze is incredible if it's gonna make up for all this#Alright I'm going back to sleep now thanks for coming to my ted talk
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why can't gay people say "i love you" normally whys it gotta be some shit like "Jack, I don't know what to say. I'm going to miss you, sportsy. I-.. I won't go. I can't go! I can't lose both you and Henry! You're the tangerine to my aubergine! The clementine to my auber-gine! I'm not strong enough to go alone. Not again."
#[ren]#I REPLAYED DSAF TO MAKE THIS FUCKING JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway need u all to know jacks response was 'Dave. You are a complete and utter WEIRDO. It shouldn't be at all hard to say goodbye to you!#-and yet it is. Goodbye William. I hope you can find peace with what you've done.'#SO. YEAH. IM RUINED. DEVASTATED EVEN. I'LL NEVER RECOVER.
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a incomplete list of taylor swift songs that will break me (or have already) when they are rerecorded
new year's day
the lucky one
haunted
long live (BRO we get her 32 year old self singing this to us)
never grow up
new romantics
tim mc graw (it was her first song ever okay)
fifteen
the moment i knew
the last time
the best day
enchanted
back to december
#taylor swift#BRO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MENTALLY UNPREPARED I AM FOR SPEAK NOW TV#i hope 1989 is next so i have more time to prepare myself#i will actually never recover from hearing 32 year old taylor swift sing never grow up#1989 rerecording this reputation rerecording that#no. speak now stans rise#she wrote that album by herself and it was so monumental#and i really think it deserves its moment to shine#speak now tv will fucking break me and i cannot wait#one day ill write a clear and concise post about why speak now is so underrated and deserves better from the fanom#*fandom#speak now#fearless#red#reputation#debut#1989#speak now (taylor's version)#red (taylor's version)#fearless (taylor's version)#reputation (taylor's version)#taylor swift (taylor's version)#1989 (taylor's version)#swiftie#swifties
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and if it helps. if you think i talk abt him like a crazy person you genuinely should hear how my parents talk about him oh my GOD. any time i say his name they both literally Aww and have to gush abt him for a minimum of two minutes. i’m not even joking like. every time. sometimes i don’t even have to mention him first they just bring him up and talk about how they love him. even my dad who usually is not invested in any of my relationships and has to ask “who” when i mention a friend gives him these cutesy nicknames. and when he didn’t wave back at my dad while standing outside the party i was being picked up from my dad was genuinely upset for like two days because “he didn’t know who i was”. he’s friends with them both on facebook. when i’m in a ‘in love with this guy’ competition and my parents walk in
#AND IT’S MUTUAL TOO#every time i mention my parents to him he’s like God i fucking love them. Tell them how much I love them please#my parents have genuinely Never liked one of my friends so much it’s WEIRD#of course they’ve always been supportive of all of my friends and are very kind to them#but i’ve never seen them like. randomly bringing up someone i’m close with and discussing how much they love them#i’ve never seen them ACT THIS WAY. it’s so funny.#it makes sense but it also doesn’t. arrested development her gif#i sure hope there’s never any bad blood between me and him because i don’t think my parents would ever recover#okay i’m done now. you will have to deal with my ramblings forever and ever blog .#until i get embarrassed and delete obvi
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Happy holidays / Yule / upcoming traditions. 🖤
#dadbots.txt#its been a rough month so far. not necessarily due to seasonal but overall changes for the better or worst.#While I /did/ managed to recover from my sinuses after 2-3 weeksish. I’m just not doing well still and it’s been a fuck of a rollercoaster.#I’m so tired. again. Just not a great end to this year. But hey - you win some you lose some. And other days to try again#Many adaptations been made but it’s not really repairing anything. Just kinda a bandaid on it and hope the wound heals if that make sense.#& made such a dumb move. But with so many people telling me to wait it out and said thing would change ended up being the exact same.#And I feel stupid for it. I knew better and yet — same thing. Which fuckin blows but okay. Whatever. At least I can’t lie and said I didn’t#- try at all yknow. I mean I did. It’s something. So guess we’re moving on from that experience. And that’s that#My progress is fluctuating like hell and back this year. I expected much and need to figure out what needs to go & needs to stay in my life#- Almost similar to spring cleaning. Whatever goes goes and whatever stays. Well. Stays if it benefits me or improve somehow#Hopefully it’d solve some of the negativity and awful energy going on. Some areas aren’t as easy or possible for personal reasons.#- but sometimes you gotta put your foot down and just do it. Whether that’s one step at a time or one big 360 and hope all goes well.#I need to be more persistent in my life concerning certain things. And others where I just need to learn to let go. Ignore it. Gone.#There’s just so much I need to do. From getting back on track. Working on things I’ve put off for years now. Adapting and improving.#- balance. Control. List could go on and on. But I did what I could this year. A lot of improvement. And while it kinda went down the draib#- after slipping into old habits again - at least I know I could improve in some way. I did it before. It /did/ work b4 longterm episodes#- and that’s worth a lot. Considering it’s something I talked about but couldn’t do at that time. Or just never did.#An accomplishment I had for this year. Now to see what else I can work on.
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