the trigger happy havoc survivors make me so mentally ill if i think about them for too long.

like we do not have anything in common and i dont even particularly like you. i dont know if we would have been friends if this hadn't happened to us but it did and now i'm not going to lose you. i dont know your favorite color but also ive never known anyone so intimately. i dont know how to make conversation with you. i feel nervous when you arent in my line of sight. please stay safe out there. let me know if you need help. i believe in you.

Chilling with your boy bestie in the molded apartments. Hopefully nothing bad happenes while you two take a little nap.

i feel like the juxtaposition of gillion being asexual and so so uncomfortable with discussions of sex and finn being such a fucking whore that his lovebites survived ten years of being a bird, is not only funny as fuck, i feel like it also adds so much to the ace rep.

bc gillion is obviously "other" to the rest of the crew. sure alphonse is made of metal and gryffon is a panda, but gillion comes from an entirely different culture, has an entirely different biology. and it's so easy to just write up his asexuality to a race thing or a culture thing.

but then we find out finn, his grandfather, also a triton, coming from the same culture, fucks so much and went on so many romantic and sexual exploits that he filled a whole book with them! and it's explicitly told to us that gillion's otherness is not what makes him asexual!! he just happens to be other and also ace! and that is so so fucking important to me

*Heavy sigh*

Oh, yeah, it’s happening

SG Megatron should be a service bottom.

Him getting dicked down, body-worshipping, or giving great head.

I've thought about situations where he's a service top as well, but nice to agree that SG Megs is service something

VALIDATION FOR A SMALL DETAIL IN MY ART LETS FUCKING GO

Pikachu

Siiiigh okay. This is probably the reason I don't wanna read the manga. (It's stupid I KNOW there's other reasons too like me just hating change and liking the anime but whatever.)

Now I'm usually silly here but I'm just gonna rant about all of this okay? Okay.

GOD WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!

My problem with this isn't that it confirms Stein and Marie being together, I don't care about the ship and I don't enjoy soul eater because of shipping, that's stupid. (Though I would've liked them to be open ended like Maka and Soul were but I digress.) I might accidentally rant how this ship got no development and them having a kid was so out of nowhere but right now my focus is on the soul. You may ask why that's my focus point on this and that's fair! My biggest problem is that these two have probably had sex, less than a month before this interaction.

Why? Because there's not even a bump in her stomach.

This is a nine week baby. Do you think this would have a soul? I feel like the soul would grow- let's say when the brain fully grows. That's on week 20. Does Marie's stomach look like it'd be on week 20? No.

Here's a full post on all of this shit.

This makes me think of the abortion laws and such in soul eater. I'm pro abortion, I think the soul is a big indicator of the baby breathing and having a consciousness. The soul is probably the line where you cannot have an abortion. But the fact that Marie has a baby soul so early makes me SO mad and yes I know Ohkubo didn't think about any of this when writing this scene. But MAN does it make me angry.

Okay this is less of a factual thing and more opinionated. Marie and Stein. They would NOT have a baby. Sorry! Hell they BARELY had a romantic chemistry.

I looked it all up, all they were was roommates who cared about each other. Oh no one's a man and another is a woman! They NEED to have a baby! Okay sorry I understand that's what Marie wanted.

Not with Stein but she wanted to have a family and she got it! That's great. Just not what Stein needs and wants. At least a baby. Not a fucking baby.

Stein says and I quote, "there's going to be one more guinea pig for me." (I know that's an English translation, whatever.) And you could say he was joking, he always jokes! But looking at his track history of people he loves and has trusted him, I doubt Stein would be a good father. He's more of a fun uncle!

He wouldn't be able to take care of a baby.

Marie wouldn't have sex with Stein. Sorry! She'd know the results of all that and wouldn't want a baby with that man! This one panel makes me SO fucking mad. I wish those two stayed ambiguous.

They could've had room to grow as a couple by the fandom or some shit. Maybe in future adaptations too. Whatever, I don't care. I could go on and on but in the end it's over now and not canon to me. They had an abortion after that and Kid saw the soul wrong or some shit.

That was my rant, I apologize if it wasn't concise and if you disagree with me yell in my inbox or smth lol.

thinking about william and gillion and. good heavens destiny encompasses both of them. for gillion it is a suit of armor he's growing out of and for william it is a shirt and shoes sizes far too big. they both look out of place and yet neither are allowed to change. all gillion ever wanted was a destiny, because he never wanted to be a disappointment. if things are set in stone and woven into fate, that makes up for the shortcomings. his destiny is to be great. he will be great. he cannot fall short of that, too. but william has accepted being the disappointment. william has accepted that he's failed. failed at living and failed at dying and he's tired of being told there's more. that he just has to push himself further and further. just one more step until he's over the edge. falling like he has time and time again. both of them will never be free of destiny. both of them will be stained with dead boy and champion of the undersea until they die. but gillions arc is realizing he doesn't need to be great to be wanted. to be worthy. and williams arc is realizing he can be great. he can be worthy. and for both of them, this is done outside of their "fate". this is done on their own path that they fought to keep! both of their arcs leading up to making their own ending. to throwing away what was forced upon them and growing into their own skin. william wisp is not a boy from deadwood nor is he a zombie boy. he is a prime defender. gillion tidestrider is not a sword or a shield or champion of the undersea. he is captain of the albatross. how they've looked into the eyes of their destinies bared their teeth and looked away. if you know fate you can change fate. and they changed theirs. they're stained with what could've been but that does not mean they are doomed to it, you know? you are your past but your past does not have to be your future and what have you. so interesting they're like bugs to me

I wonder if there's anything in common with the major comdoet f/os

okay i didnt post this one last night bc its ugly as shit but fuck it. shes talking about kip 💖

haru x ann or yusuke x ren

Ty for the ask!

Haru x Ann is extremely high quality, thematically they are so interesting together, even though they never interact once in canon in any significant way because Atlus is a fucking clown house. Like even platonically the two of them foil each other fantastically. They’re both victims of statutory abuse who have opportunity enough to kill their abusers, but choose to spare them.

The major difference in their circumstance is that Ann could not ever be the lynchpin of her own vindication, she could stop Kamoshida but killing him would be taking away the autonomy of that choice from every other one of his victims, basically all of whom she was close friends with; while we have no knowledge of anyone else Sugimura abused, but canon Haru decided not only to not murder him, but to not even attempt change his heart onscreen. If she does either, it is offscreen, away from the Thieves, and not until after Ren fakes his death in the interrogation room. It’s entirely possible she waits as long as she does specifically for the sake of killing him while the Thieves (and Akechi and Shido) are otherwise distracted, which is a phenomenally two-faced thing to do, something that Ann would necessarily resist as per her whole complex about lies, stemming from being repeatedly lied to by her best friend and primary love interest before said friend/crush tried to kill herself.

And obviously none of that is explored in the text because both of them are relegated to dating sim archetypes in the background of the actual plot after their respective arcs conclude (Haru arguably is shuffled into that role as soon as her second awakening concludes, since the few compelling moments of masked inconsistency she shows in those initial encounters are dropped off the face of the earth once she and Morgana joins the thieves and Atlus forgets whose Palace arc this is supposed to be anyway).

Anyway that was a lot of words uhh. Kind Villainess shtick x Vengeful Heroine shtick, Good. The fact I can make an arguement for either of them being on either side of that dynamic, Extremely Good. They’re both soft and sharp and they would be absolutely adorable together, and also possibly kill some people, and that’s extremely cool of them.

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Sadly I have far less thoughts about Ren and Yusuke beyond that I think Yusuke being extremely autistic and extremely gay is kind of the only sympathetic reading you can make of his initial arc, and even that is stretching the definitions of sympathetic. Within that reading though, I think his otherwise extremely lackluster confidant could come off as essentially “I’m just going to invite my crush to spend time with me at all points because I like being around him” while very possibly being in denial about being attracted to him cause he’s been Extremely Repressed under Madarame’s thumb, and this blossoming love is something that feels to him as another language of beauty and self-expression, even as he struggles to understand what his own emotions are telling him.

And from Ren’s point of view, that sort of constant attention is primarily digging into his lack of self-confidence, the fact that he’s used to preferring that he goes through life in the background of other people’s shots, living the world as a passerby; since he’s been punished so harshly for stepping out of line, and clearly was raised by deeply neglectful parents. He’s not used to people paying attention to him in a positive way, let alone encouraging him to stand out, to make silly poses in a public church for the sake of art, or join his friend on a boat to people-watch other couples. He is not used to people who not only want to see him, but who want OTHERS to see him, who almost want to show him off, the way that Yusuke making art of Ren would do. And I think that’s a meaningful thing for him.

And distilled down further yet again: pushy clueless prettyboy and awkward wallflower is a good combination.

(Also also also. A significant amount of what I just said does not apply to their DV appearances, since they’re all pretty different there than in canon. Though these readings do influence how I’ve chosen to characterize them there.)

I've been using uberduck.ai to spell check my fics because it's an absolutely batshit insane experience having Eric Vale as phoenix wright narrate an emotional moment to you while you listen for misspellings

just incase yall were curious how documenting every piece of food has been going (yes the black mesa remake has more food in it than hl and all its expansions combined, only partially surprising lol)

OK THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL EVERYONE FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME. THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU WATCH MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL THIS YEAR:

You will navigate to the page on disney plus (and it has to be here. Unless someone has actually uploaded the REAL movie anywhere else you cannot get it elsewhere)

BUT YOU WILL NOT HIT PLAY. You won’t do it. Because it’s NOT THE REAL VERSION OF THE FILM AND DISNEY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU AS IT ALWAYS DOES

You will scroll down HERE. To EXTRAS instead. You MUST GO HERE. This is non -negotiable

THEN YOU WILL SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE EXTRAS AND YOU WILL THEN HIT PLAY ON THIS BAD BOY: THE FULL LENGTH VERSION

And you will watch it. And you will thank me for having been so blind and led astray by that stupid fucking mouse. You’re welcome.

Tfp au Optimus showing Megatron some TLC in the bedroom

Like, just some gentle and slow interfacing as compared to some of their more intense scenes.

... I do still suggest they say the nastiest shit in the berth🥰🥰