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mutantmash · 4 months

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All behold the child god in his entirety.

#lookism x reader #lookism #backshotsdevil #lookism fanart #vin jin #cheonliang #webtoon #webtoon fanart #Spotify

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gungoo4lifer · 10 months

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Act as if this is a cool title, im lazy.

There were times where Kenta couldn't fall asleep. And at times like that, he would lie down his body on the bed with a cigaratte between his lips, thinking of his past, thinking of that time. Thinking of him.

Park JongGun. Park.. fucking JongGun..

Aka his ex idol.

As a kid, he always dreamed of becoming someone with utter strength and intimidation, just like him. He always dreamed of becoming someone so cold and cool like him. He liked every single thing about Gun, Kenta felt awe of him.. He even copied the way Gun dressed, just to be more similiar like him.

..Yet, his old, innocent self could've never thought that a day where his own eyes would force him to see a violent, bloody sight among Gun in it. His fucking idol. The man he referred as his big brother. The man he wanted to be.

Just.. thinking of that scene, that bloody sight where his father and his whole other clan gave his life away was enough for his fury increase and several tears drop from his eyes whenever he thought of it, despite all the passed years. His dreams of Gun became a nightmare.

One day. Just, one damn day.. he will get his revenge. He will kill that man with his bare fucking hands. He will show him what kind of monster he've become. He will..

He had a dready childhood indeed. He suffered with lots of disorders including depression, anxiety, trust issues, insomia and several other disorder that he can't even remember the names of.

And then out of nowhere, you appeared.

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The pathetic sobs and whines fills the dark alley as Kenta leans his back on the cold wall while he sits on the ground, hugging his own legs and wishing that it was his father instead.

Suddenly, a voice grazes his ears, which he decides to ignore. "Hey!"

The voice repeats himself, "Hey!" And Kenta ignores it, once again, also ignoring the fact that the voice was getting closer to his crying body now. He wasn't even sure if the voice was shouting out for him or not. When suddenly- ''Oi! You think i'm a joke?!''

There you stand, holding a wooden stick shaped like a sword in your hand, Kenta finally manages to look up to you with his teary eyes but the frown still keeps there, glaring at you menacingly. ''Why the hell are you ignoring me?! Cant you see this katana in my hand?!'' You threat him, crouching down in front of him and slightly tilting your head, observing him and trying to understand what the hell was wrong with him.

Yeah. You got a pretty cute little katana, don't you. Too bad that Kenta has seen real katanas in his life. Katanas that aren't made out of woods, sharp katanas that made to kill people, and, well, katanas that.. cut of his finger and caused this huge scar running through his head.

Kenta stays silent, moving off his gaze from you to his toes to avoid eye contact, he didn't want you to see the tears in his eyes. Looking weak to someone was the last thing he wanted at the moment.

..However, it seems you weren't the type of guy to give up easily. ''..Is everything okay, no eyebrow guy?'' Judging from the huge scar on his head and his pinkies, which had been cutted off, he indeed does not looks okay, but you still try to help.

''Just go away.'' Is all Kenta could manage to get out of his mouth, now glaring at you once again, no tears in his eyes anymore, his eyes only showed pure fury as you can't help but feel a shiver down your spine.

''And, what if i say no? Did- did some kids bully you? i can beat them up for a good price if you desire. Was it one of your family member? I can't beat them if they are too older than me though.''

Ugh, for fucks sake.. you talk too much. Too damn much. No, it wasn't some damn brat who caused him to end up in a situation like this, nor one of his family member. It was a..

''A YAKUZA! gasp! IT WAS A YAKUZA, WASN'T IT?! Damn it!! Japan is really becoming a cruel place! A YAKUZA DID THIS TO YOU, DIDN'T THEY?!'' You shout to Kenta, who was now no longer hugging his legs, sitting with his legs crossed as you glanced at him with both of your eyebrows raised, your eyes wider than ever before. ''It's okay, no eyebrow guy. See this katana? As you can see, i, Y/N L/N am also a yakuza.'' An obvious lie escapes your mouth. ''I took lives of so many yakuzas that i stopped counting after.... after i hit 2000.'' You rise your chest and smile confidently. ''Just tell me their name and i'll bring their head to you. Or their balls. Alright? so.. just- cheer up already.''

You can't be a yakuza. He doubts that you even know how to fight. Damn you probably don't even know what a yakuza is. ''..and, what will you get from it?''

''..Money?''

''I don't have any.''

''Weapons?''

''...''

''Deserts?''

''...''

''Well, any kind of toys?''

''...''

''Damn it! what else is there?! ..'' You left out a sigh, as if you're a 27 year old bussiness man who was struggling with his work, when you were just 12 years old. ''Alright, you weak crybaby. I will do this for.. uh, for nothing at all, oka-''

A punch aimed right into your face was enough to interrupt your speech, ''WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?''

''Dont you dare call me weak.'' He utters, his fists clenched in both rage and annoyance, which received a frown and pout from you.

''You bitch head! I just offered you help and look what you're doing! You think i don't know how to fight?! Huh?! HUH?!'' You get into a fighting position with your clenched fists in front of your chest.

...Long story short, you tried to aim a punch at him, and, well, you seemed to be unexpectedly shocked at the sight of you ending up on the ground instead of him. God damnit.. your chest really hurt. ''Auch.. t-th- the floor is.. so slippy here.. ha..hahaha..'' You chuckle nervously as you try to get up, but a slight chuckle coming from Kenta stops you midway.

..He chuckled? Even in the slightest, he really managed to chuckle.. not forced, nor fake. The chuckle may not be so loud, but it was enough to feel you proud of yourself, while Kenta was completely confused.. It was the first time he chuckled in these last 2 weeks since that terrible day. Considering that he used to be a kid who laughed and giggled a lot, not laughing in the slightest for 2 whole weeks was not expected for a child like him.

''H-hey! The fuck you laughing at, ya little bitch?!''

Here you go again, trying to sound utterly mature and intidaming.. Kenta turns his back and prepares to leave, trying to ignore your annoying presence. ''Hey! You can't just leave like that! we are friends now.''

''..Friends? And who says that?'' Kenta glares at you, only turning his head back to look at you.

''Right, friends! If you talk with someone you just met for 7 minutes, you become friends.. but if you talk to someone you just met for more than 7 minutes, you become lovers.'' You explain with pure confidence, which Kenta replies with one eyebrow raised, clearly judging you and your stupidity.

''..And where did you learn that bullshit from?''

''A fairy in my dream told me.''

Yeah, you were definetely nothing like a yakuza.

..Yet, you still somehow managed to be friends with Kenta, spending lots of times together, chatting with each other, Kenta teaching you several kyokushin karate moves.. In fact, you two became inseparable.

Until that day.

Its been like a year since the first day you saw Kenta crying alone in that alley, your bond with him was really strong and you two didn't seem to have any problems with each other. However, for the last few weeks, you started avoiding him for some odd reason he unfortunately wasn't aware of.

''Y/N, wanna have a walk?''

''Y/N, want me to treat you a desert?

''Y/N, wanna watch anime together?''

You always answered these questions with a simple 'no', or you were suddenly feeling sick out of nowhere, you always had an excuse. He started to feel anxious to the sudden change in your behavior, thats why both of you were now sitting on grasses, you obviously avoiding his gaze as his gaze pierced into your soul.

''Y/N.'' He starts, ''Did i do something wrong?''

You stay silent, still observing the light green grasses under you, being silent was not suiting for a person like you, and he wasn't used to seeing you silent like this either.

''..Y/N.'' He tries once again, hoping to get an answer from you this time.

''Y..yes, damn it! Yes you did!''

You finally gather all your pride and glare at him, a cherry red tint spreading across both of your cheeks as he slightly raises his eyebrows in confusement. ''I did? But- what did i do though? Why didn't you tell me about it earlier?''

''Because i dont know the reason either!''

You were really starting to confuse him. ''What do you mean by that?''

''I hate you! I dont know why, i dont know how, i dont know when, i just, hate you! I dont like you anymore!'' You finally shout out the words out loud, gripping the grasses tigther, Kenta looks even more anxious now, were you playing another trick on him? was this just a silly joke?

''Y-Y/N, what are you trying to imply? I apologize if i did something to hurt or upset y-''

''Whenever i see you and your, ugliest pretty face, my stomach hurts, damn it! It must mean that i hate you, wouldn't it?! I asked my mother about it but, she just laughed! What did you do to me, huh?! Did you curse me?!''

Oh. Now he gets it.

''..What kind of hurt, Y/N?''

'' 'What kind of hurt' ? Seriously?! I have no idea! It hurts, but, it, it hurts whenever im with you, but it hurts even more whenever im not with you! It feels as if, something is eating me from my inside! It feels weird, it feels good but it hurts at the same time!''

''..It feels good?.. .. Well.. my chest also hurts whenever im with you too.''

''So you also hate me??''

''No. I love you.'' He coos, making sure it was loud enough for you to hear it, avoiding your gaze as he tried his best to hide his now blushing cheeks.

Your eyes widens in shock, feeling the heat on your cheeks, you slightly tilt your head ''WHAT?! you LOVE me?? not as friends ?? like, love love? ''

''When you love someone, your chest hurts and.. and you feel excited..'' He confesses, his fists clenching.

''And where did you learn this bullshit from?!''

''A fairy in my dream told me.''

Huh?

''NOW I GET IT! DAMN YOU, KENTA MAGAMI! YOU TALKED TO ME MORE THAN 7 MINUTES WHEN WE FIRST MET, DIDN'T YOU?! HUH?! THAT'S WHY YOU HAUNTED ME WITH THIS, STUPID LOVE THING DIDN'T YOU?!'' You get up, teeths clenched, glaring down at him. ''WELL, LOVE MAKES PEOPLE WEAK! YOU HEAR ME?! IF IM WEAK THEN I CAN'T PROTECT Y- I MEAN THEN I CAN'T PROTECT MYSELF!'' You shout some nonsense, whatever came to your mind at that moment, then you burst out of there while Kenta sat there, a slight smile spreading across his lips.

He knew that he'd see you in front of his house the next day, crumpled flowers on both of your hands, probably asked your older relatives and got advince from them.

And he was right about that.

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''Smoking without me?'' You snuggle up to him on bed, getting Kenta back to reality as you grab the cigaratte between his lips and put it on your lips, inhaling the last smoke, then setting down the cigaratte and extinguishing it on the ash tray which was on the table near the bed. ''You were suppossed to be asleep right now, Kentaaa.'' You whine, rubbing your head on his chest like a damn kitten. ''I know.''

''Then why are you still up, hm? Still thinking about that bastard? I told you that i would cut off his balls one day, just be patient, mkay? Besides, i should be the man who you're thinking about at nights! Not him!''

''You're right, i was. But it was mostly about you, though.'' He lets out a small chuckle as you slightly back away from him and then pull him into a snuggle, his head resting on your muscular chest.

''Well, i'm here. So stop thinking and just go to sleep then.''

''Right..''

Now to think about it..

You didn't hesitate for a single second when he offered you to come to Korea and join workers with him, which was the gang you were siding with right now. You couldn't give two shits about the other fuckers, that mitsuki girl, that sinu guy, that blonde guy whos name you forgot the first time you guys met -you refer to him as mitsuki's dog whenever you can't remember his name, and everyone seems to understand who you were talking about.- and that other guy whos name, uh.. well you forgot that too.. The reason why you came here was Kenta and the reason why you're staying here is also Kenta. Nothing else.

Lastly.. as a kid, you always knew how to fight. Your mother was a kyokushin karate teacher, so you knew several kyokushin karate moves, in fact, you were pretty good at it. Yet, on that day, the day where you first met Kenta, you pretended as if you had no idea how to fight, or how to throw a punch properly, just so you could make him laugh at the slightest.

You're strong. Even stronger than him, and you know it. But he doesn't, and he doesn't has to, you don't want to make him feel week.

You can keep this little secret to yourself.

#Kenta magami #Lookism x reader #x reader ffs r not really my thing so #but anyway #if there r any mistakes sorry abt that i hate proofreading #AEGGGHHHHHHRRRGRGRHHR #i suckat writimg man #for @backshotsdevil #yeppii #this is the first time i write a character x reader help dnnddkd

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wannaeatramyeon · 7 months

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was reading all your ffs in my lecture now i didn't understand sh'' but that's alright since i got to binge read your ffs and i seat beside the smart kids

lmao i take no responsibility for this

+ asks from the last week below... including JJK spoilers 😒 + Lookism spoilers. Man it's a good job I keep up to date or else Imma throw hands with y'all. AND TY FOR THE WELL WISHES! The worst of covid is over and I'm more or less back on my BS 😁

Hey 🖋️anon! I'm not sure if this is the right emoji lol but of course I remember you! Thank you for reading and Taehun, Gun, Goo, Jake?! DAMN good taste. Awww tysm bb! I'm taking it a bit more chill these days. Trying to keep this hyperfixation alive and having fun with it but this is a SUPER SWEET MESSAGE. Have a super good week bb!

I am in denial over 236. Let's go punch Gege TOGETHER.

lmao @backshotsdevil I've seen I think just you acting unwise over Brekdak in the Lookism tags. ig he's all yours?

Last week's chapter I was... whelmed. I've even whelmed by Gun's shower panel @slimesam sorry to say. His body is a bit too insane. Like I know manhwa is it's own standards but even his muscles has muscles and it's too much muscle for my delicate sensibiities 😭

And the fight with Jakey ONE SHATTING SAMMY YES!!! That was a reach. I expected him to win but not cos of blood and genes and shit and whatever tbh.

Jay... man. That was heartbreaking. I'm glad the fight didn't get dragged up but I hope Jay get's his happy ever after with Big Danny 🥹

Thank you anons! And sorry empty square anon, I didn't catch who you were... but the well wishes have been received and IT'S WORKING!!!

Old enough that MDNI does not apply to me 😁

I'll reply to this with:

You and me both babe.

I'm sorry guys, I have no idea what's happening in manhwas besides a small handful and only feel the urge to write for Lookism and HTF 😭 TBH I have no idea what's happening in HTF lol. That thing is a mess.

#🖌️ anon #backshotsdevil!#slimesam hits again #ramen asks #square box anons lol

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short-black-diamond · 6 months

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Adding onto the kublai buddhism thing -

I realized it also could be that maybe he was raised buddhist but just left the religion later on in life, while still keeping the mannerisms. Hence the reason he acts the way he does but doesnt adhere to the actual principles.

Now that you mension it, kublai is too kublai to not let go of fighting.

And I wholeheartedly agree with you, also thank you for sharing your headcannons with me, love :}

-your diamond <3

#backshotsdevil headcannons #the tomato can #the tomato can x male reader #the tomato can x you #the tomato can x reader #the tomato can fluff #the tomato can webtoon #kublai khan #kublai the tomato can #kublai khan x reader #his tattoo #second part of backshotsdevil's analysis

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wannaeatramyeon · 9 months

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Samuel is so stupid and angsty and i wanna eat him alive (affectionate)

I'm pretty certain PTJ does too. He reserves his most questionable poses and unhinged moments for Sammy.

....Nevermind how much he focuses on Sammy's chest and dong.

What is it about that bastard (Sammy, not PTJ) that brings out my/your/our I-can-fix-him syndrome 🙄

#ramen asks #backshotsdevil!

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wannaeatramyeon · 7 months

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I was rereading and I‘m like so confused, did Jake, Jason and Brad drop out of high school? Because after they decided to join the four major crews and Jake left Big Deal, he wears his uniform again when Sinu begs him to come back, did he just randomly decide to pull up to school after weeks of absence or what lmao. Please enlighten me

If you take Lookism at face value for the South Korean educational system, then it's a joke. Where are the teachers? Does attendance mean anything? Why are 18-20 year olds running everything? Where are the normal adults?

I'm assuming at this point everyone has dropped out of school, or you can return after your... break and continue on as if nothing has happened. Which seems to be what Jake did lol🫠

However, Jerry is the only one out of all of them that seems to have continued his education the longest - at Jake's insistence. But that was only up until middle school.

+ couple more responses below.

Assuming you mean soft Gun 🥹 Ahhhh ty 🖋️ anon!! My soul ascends too. It can be canon imo. Literally hand over my ears, screaming and ignoring all reason.

@backshotsdevil (also I'm sorry that this screenshot has destroyed the quality) but lmao ty for showing me your Brekdak art AND THE T-SHIRT!! Been enjoying your art btw in the tags!!

I went to look for it as soon as I saw your ask! Awww me reading his name in canto instead is slightly different but 金基明 🥹 GOD HE IS PERFECT IN ALL LANGUAGES.

#🖋️ anon #backshotsdevil!#🕊️ anon #ramen asks #sorry my inbox is a mess atm. and im running about 3 weeks behind on requests already. it's just gonna get worse SORRY

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wannaeatramyeon · 8 months

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I feel the unnecessary urge to announce my return after another random disappearance

Man it feels like that time of year when everyone is/was hibernating. Welcome back! And welcome rando man with either a skin condition or cheetah spot tattoos.

#backshotsdevil!#ramen asks

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wannaeatramyeon · 9 months

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Does Gojo have a grip on you too? (Tho I prefer Toji)

More JJK as a whole, not really Gojo or anyone in particular. And not to start some discourse here but I'm caught up with JJK and do not get the hype with Toji.

SatoSugu on the other hand... Fuck yes give me those star crossed lovers.

(Currently happily frolicking around JJK on AO3 with its 40k+ fics 🥰)

+ a couple more asks answered below the cut!

@sublimequeenmango this is the sweetest thing I've ever received or read. Honestly I feel HONOURED. Let me screenshat this and use it to feed myself whenever I feel my hyperfixation waning 🫶🫶🫶 I'll try my best to continue to make fics you will hopefully enjoy! 🫡

On a separate note I should be reopening my asks soon.... And it would be quicker but I haven't felt compelled to answer them in the last week or so because of that goddamn Ryuhei Kuroda and those 461 chapter panels ughhhh.

@backshotsdevil swerving this like Neo if it's subtle hint to recruit ME because I have an endless list of things to read and watch 😭

Actually, if it's anything like The Great Estate Developer then I am curious!

It's unfortunately because Gun is too strong, he's affecting all of us with how much we care about Daruma 😮‍💨

For me he's just... There? Not really enough personality crumbs for me to be interested apart from the tragic backstory. I like his character design though! At least PTJ didn't copy and paste him from someone else.

...I have never had an opinion whatsoever on wigs. Yes I guess? They can be fun or serious, there's endless options.

#ramen asks #backshotsdevil!#queen of my fave fruit

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wannaeatramyeon · 9 months

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Back in your ask box to spread my Yuseok agenda (im losing my mind)

Can y'all just stop rubbing your artistic talent in my face while i'm struggling to draw stick men over here (sexy stick men but still).

Whatever this ship is, I approve 👍

(I also have no idea what is happening in questism, who this is lol and currently feel 0 urge to pick it back up. You bastards on my dashboard have forced me to watch/read JJK and fuck it's so good ughhhhh.)

#ramen asks #backshotsdevil!

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wannaeatramyeon · 9 months

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Revealing myself as the johnny cage ass anon, this is the picture thats been on my mind

Ahhh I love when anons reveal themselves. HI!

Lmao that is some cake. Why can I imagine it as our Jake Kim just before he is about to twerk his ass off.

(And Karl Urban is playing Johnny Cage in the live action?!)

#you living up to your name huh #BACKshotsdevil #ramen asks

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short-black-diamond · 6 months

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(This is like a headcanon for me but i have stuff to back it up)

So basically when we first saw kublai’s stomach tattoo, i was trying to figure out what it was. After using image search i found put it’s something called an eternity knot! Which is not only a large symbol in buddhism, but in Mongolia. So I did some more research and found out there’s a type of buddhism that’s specific to Tibet and Mongolia, called Tibetan Buddhism. So paired with the tattoo, and the fact that Kublai is one of the few characters that actively doesn’t cuss. Paired with the way he acted towards Jason after the fight. I think Kublai might be a Tibetan Buddhist.

(Only thing that complicates it is that buddhism doesn’t really condone violence and kublai hit a guy with a damn truck so)

Also sorry for the long inbox message 😭

it's nothing compared to what I get from some of my anons if you read my pther posts, really. and I love your theory as I've been wanting to do research on it as well actually.

I mean, ye, it's cool that kublai doesn't curse, but fighting while being a buddhist is hypocritical, just like you say.

Maybe Kublai is a bit too unhinged to fulfill all the mannerisms it takes one to be a good tibetan buddhist?

if you have more theories or headcannons, let me know, okay!?

-your diamond <3

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mutantmash · 1 month

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Hi everybody! I was previously Backshotsdevil, if you remember being mutuals with me. I know I have been inactive for quite a bit, and I am back for the most part! However, im gonna be changing my content.

I know i got most of my mutuals from posting about webtoons, mainly lookism. But being completely honest that wasnt really fulfilling me much. So if you followed me for lookism content then pls feel free to unfollow!

Im going to start posting about my original characters and story now, because thats really the only thing i enjoy drawing now.

To my lookism moots, ill still interact with yalls content, ill just be posting my own now! I hope that yall find my ocs somewhat interesting, please do ask about them aswell!

Also it may look like my art has gone down in quality, but honestly i was putting a lot of time into my previous works and still ending up unhappy with them. I enjoy my art now, and thats all that matters.

(Ill post stuff other than ocs btw thats just gonna be my main thing)

#lookism #lookism x reader #webtoon #blog changes #my ocs #original story #mutantmash #love yall!

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gungoo4lifer · 9 months

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hi do u remember tje gun x male reader ff I promised u.. @backshotsdevil so uh at first i thought I lost it and I was like omg kms cuz i lpved the chafacters personality n it was kinda long even tho it wasn't even finished BUT I found it now (it's been like a month I keep forgetting 💀💀) n I'll post it once I'm done 🐌💕

#lookism #idk

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short-black-diamond · 5 months

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youre so right bc elijah really went THRU it and then they just gave him the l???? like even the dude who hated him said hed win??? this is legit so sad like wtf

And he was going to quit too like

poor boi

As fir my fave...idk? they're all pretty good...idk, the mario guy is sweet. also i kinda like ethan. And that other guy with the magic thing is pretty hot. but i like ethan more maybe... can i say all? i wanna say all?

Also are there more tc content creators out there?

hellyuuuuuu again!!!

exactly, and I hope everything turns out for the better for him.

also ye why not? everyone is cool! (minus zach, jj and donovan)

um, tc content creators I'm friends with are @iamthatanon and @backshotsdevil. they both post tc content, and I hope that the tc fandom expands more!

-your diamond <3

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gungoo4lifer · 10 months

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Uhhhh is your offer for oiled up gungoo for x male reader ffs still on @backshotsdevil

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short-black-diamond · 6 months

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i had this sketch long ago in my german workbook (scary), but i'd like to thank @backshotsdevil for a few additions i made (such as eli's brains sticking out and the amount of blood)

OMG HE IS SUCH A CUTE LIL CUTIE PATOOTIE JIEJFIEJI

LOOK AT HIM MAKE HIS BIG STEPS IJFIEJIFJJFIWJ

I love it. all of it. the detail the "UGHHHHH", everything.

thank you so much, you're a great artist <3333