#first day back in school after break
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Bold of you to assume you’re still awake
#art#ford pines#ford pines fanart#young ford pines#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#first day back in school after break#I don’t have any yellow for bill ci triangle guy’s eye(s)#I did have a blue highlighter for ford tho
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they should go on a fishing trip pt.1
#DONT COMMENT ON THE BACKGROUND I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW#anyway this is day 1. they take a bus. the bakugo household has fishing gear so ´deku is wearing bakugo's onesoe (?) and bakugo is wearing#his dad's. and notices he has grown :')#anyway they take a BUS and don't feel like doing this at all it's awkward for so many reason#also trying to relax after everything is neurologically just really hard they might be hyperivgilant dik#and there's so much they never got to unpack bnut they have to and they have to start somewhere and with someone#deku makes that flower crown while bakugo preps everything and they both look at it and are thrown back into their childhood 🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️#and at first they just sit and wait for the bavarian fish to bite (rody should make a cameo tbh) but then bakugo breaks the iceeee.#and he starts with their moms because their moms have been such a stubbron connection between these two :')#and deku answers with the usual 'good :) how's your mom :)?' and to everyone's surprise he actually opens up#and tells deku about his mom's insomnia because she watched her son die (that shit was live streamed tpo 10 bnha tweets btw)#idk i love to think of their moms being a very easy subject to connect through i think it's easier for them that way to be more vulnerablei#and then some fish biteeeeeeeeeeee#but like 3 small ones so they have to gather berries and mushrooms and make stew (dw there's an aldi this is bavaria after all)#but yeah day 1 is a bit weird like it's just them in the woods with no distractions#which is so different from whatever went on during their 1st year of high school#don't read this i will throw up i just need this somewhere this is my public scrapbook#bnha#deku#midoriya izuku#bakugo katsuki#the flower crown on their knees makes this a bit homosexual but fishing is always homosexual im not fighting against that#au:#fishing
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Hi im back . For some time
#.mimiming ❜#um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much#umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to#second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl#y today and wednesday) i literally do not care#i almost keep crying . because well um#idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone#because of stuff thats happened before#but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so#also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact#but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students#and the horrible tasting canteen food#and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years#idk man#also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse#and i just ..idk i needed a break ig#anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job#me friend said maybe we can do something together#idk#you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍#im not really sure . like about anything right now#ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe#wild how time passes huh#god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old
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me: wow, I love my new hair.
students: You look like a grandma. my grandma has that hair color. old lady
other students: ... VISIBLE DISCOMFORT.
me: ah.
#𝘓𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘴 ˚☽˚ | ooc#it was my first day back after Christmas break and I'm dying#I brought them treats on the last day of school#AND *WISH SOUNDTRACK* this is the thanKS i GET#to be deleted#hahaha I just had to share my pain
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God I miss this bar, I wanna go back so bad
#but first i'll acclimatize to the kindergarten where i'm starting my internship tomorrow#and then when they don't have a big event where it will be packed i'll visit them to see if they missed me and because of the withdrawal#once i start school in september (for three years) i'll have enough to do so i won't be able to work there anyway#same with this internship. but maybe afterwards in summer i could offer to work again or at least come in on busy days#we'll see what i'll do in summers while studying but i'll probably go for some student job or summer camps or something like that#idk about the time after those three years but depending on where and how much i work then i could pick up bartending again#apparently other people who have worked there took a break for school/main job and then came back#if not i can still go there way more frequently or try dj-ing like some other regulars#this kindergarten seems great but they're moving to another place in the county next year which is really shitty to get to from where i live#both with public transport and by car :// which is why i'm saying depending on where i work in three years#some kindergartens/schools etc are only hiring part time so in that case i would probably work some hours at the bar but if full time not#mel talks
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flops. what's the over/under on my insomnia poofing away for the night since i spent the day with a very excited five-year old?
#ooc#it was his first day back to school from spring break and the little dude had energy to burn#it was also like 90 freaking degrees so we took him to the fountains#i ended up explaining my insomnia to my friend bc we both slept crappily#and she was curious#she goes: do you think you'll sleep better after hanging out here all day? we've done a lot#me: uh maybe i'll fall asleep faster? but no gaurentee i'll stay asleep#my insomnia likes to ping pong between not falling asleep and not staying asleep#it's actually mostly been the latter lately#but in grad school it was both lmao#anyway#gonna play ac and read my book and then sleep#i'll get to disco mssgs tomorrow
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Howdyy my oral exams were held yesterday, got lucky with the topics and I’m very happy with my results
This mouse officially graduated from high school, peeps :’)
#i graduated from high school yall it doesn’t feel real#woke up this morning and the realization hit me like a bus#whhhhh#yesterday was the longest day of my life so far#i was scheduled for the thursday exams (expected) but i was the first in line#took 2 hours. felt like an eternity#BUT THE TOPICS I PULLED WERE GREAT SO I'M NOT COMPLAINING#then i had to go home- wait a bit- travel back to town and wait some more#results were shown at 5 pm and hgghghghgghhhh#i'm so incredibly relieved#after that there was a three hour break#went to the mall with my irl bestie because it was hot as hell in our uniforms and she didn't have any water with her#ended up looking at a bunch of kitchen clutter- it was nice#then around 8 pm we had the banquet#the food was great and teachers were very laid back the vibes were great#had to leave 2 hours later to catch the last bus but everyone was finished around that time so it's okay#(the bus.... we don't talk about the bus it was a clownery)#my brothers had to pick me up in the neighboring village let's just say#got home after midnight and i guess at that point i just wanted to collapse#my legs hurt so much still but i'm happy#holy shit it's really over#random squeak#i'm still kind of processing so catching you guys later!#aaaaaaaaaa
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it's interesting how when i read the words 'christmas break' i see time off uni to be with family in the holiday season but when my lecturers read it they see 'time to study for four in-person exams in january covering everything we've done in the semester'
#i just think that's interesting. like what does 'break' mean in their language. do they have christmas#furious about this if you cant tell#i have so. much. content to cover in 20 days and im working at the pub again#my first shift back is tonight and im lowkey bricking it#bc i know i always joke that im gonna have forgotten how to waitress but waitressing is like riding a bike#it's just that my place has lots of tiny specific things we HAVE to do on shift and i just KNOW ive forgotten it all#im gonna make so many mistakes this shift while i find my footing again which should be fine#but they hired SO MANY NEW PEOPLE when all the student crowd left for term time#and the people im on shift with this evening are either people i dont know or people i actively dislike#like only TWO GIRLS im friends with are working tonight this is the worst crowd to be shambolic with#they do not appreciate the shenanigans#so on top of all the shifts ive picked up im also supposed to be revising for exams in january#mind im the only course i know that have in person exams let alone FOUR OF THEM RIGHT AFTER XMAS#economics wants me dead i swear to god#me and the school of business are in a fistfight except im crying and bloody on the ground#hella goes to uni
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I just fought for my life with a clogged toilet
Lord if it was possible I would be committed unspeakable acts of violence to all clogged toilets in existence. I swear to all holy and unholy those forsaken objects shall feel my wrath and pure rage soon enough.
#god help me#I’m so sleepy#and on a school night too#FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL#AFTER WINTER BREAK#I am going to murder something#and that thing is a toilet
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i think i forgot to say it in the end notes of bib fic or didn't have room or something but since it's been a month since it was published i guess i should say that waffleverse updates will be slower regardless since i'm in school. luckily my winter break is coming up soon so i'll have lots of time to work on it then. the draft of part 7 is currently sitting at around 3.3k words, i'm projecting 5k-6k for the finished product but don't quote me on that because i'm notoriously bad at estimating wordcount. a plot bunny for a non-waffleverse fic also burrowed into my brain and i've started working on that so we'll see which one comes out first
#now watch as i get it finished within the next week because i always seem to prove myself wrong LMAO#see the reason why i was able to get the first 5 parts out so fast is that i published part 1#on my last day of spring finals#and i had way too much free time after that so i used all of it for writing#and then right after part 5 was published that free time started getting cut into (also i got writer's block)#and then school started up again and my days are usually pretty packed so i usually only get an hour or two of writing time late at night#and that's when i feel up to writing. i'm usually pretty drained#tl;dr i can't wait for winter break#cure waffle au#waffleverse: update#i should get back to my wgs paper now. sigh.
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Goal: Be normal
Obstacle: Watching literally any interpretation of Treasure Island, apparently
#Why's it Stevenson again. What has he done for me lately (Jekyll and Hyde)#That was like the one book that I just straight up refused to read in school and it's back to haunt me#And honestly I'd be fine if it was just one thing! But no it's a weird fucked up web of loving stuff!#'Cause first of all it's RLS as previously states - Jekyll and Hyde author (love) which just puts me in a clone/doppleganger state of mind#Okay fine I'm already there you got me#But then you've got me in a pirates mood which my brain Is Still After All This Time in love (love!) with the Pirate Fic#And it super doesn't help that Treasure Planet is also sci-fi as if I wasn't aliens enough lol#But like the relationship between Silver and Hawkins and growing into your own person and just jfskalfsdf#Stop being good! Stop it! You're giving me Feelings and Feelings spawn Ideas and I Am Trying To Edit!!#I am backlogged to fuck btw I am suffering :'D I legit might have to pump the breaks I have so much to edit#We're talking in the hundreds - meanwhile my brain is trying to point me back to the Pirate Fic because look ♥ Authors (love) Stories (love)#Stop your nonsense! I'm trying to focus!#Doesn't help that I haven't drawn for a couple days either so The Energy is building meanwhile I'm trying to wall up against the flood#Stop making! The two halves are out of whack! I'm making way way Way more than I can keep up with!#Editing has gotten boring as well which is :/ It did used to be relaxing but I'm just so impatient now#I want to draw! But then I also want to show off what I've drawn! But I want it to be pretty!#I need to tear through this notebook - drawing brain likes this idea and editing brain hates it - 'cause the paper is subpar :/#Dark lines with a grain that catches graphite not fun to work with - fine to draw on but a pain to edit#Anyway lol ♪ Back to what I was doing before#Update: WAIT I forgot the Feelings I had about Arrow fjdslakfdjf#The dynamics are non-specific and apply all the way around because I say so
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First day back to school be like:
But at the same time you're like:
And the next minute you go:
#😭 😭#went for the first day to school after weeks and its already starting to break me y'all#running on 3 hrs of sleep a day and delusional thoughts to keep me alive#i hate school#and then comes the bitches aka my classmates#my attention span is not even the size of a housefly and they expect me to get full marks in every fuckin subject 🥲#depressed af rn#brb abt to cry alone#peace out homies#school#back to school
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went outside today! was quite fun ^^
#we went to the place we've been going to for... about six(?) years now#its either five or six.#they recognize me by now!#my dad had gone there while going back from work and was waiting for us#while me and my mom were going she went into her little yarn store (shes in love with crocheting/knitting) so i went ahead of her.#when i went in they were like ''is your mother not coming?'' which was very flattering account of hehe im recognizable#i had chicken wings! which means i ate like a feral cat that hadn't eaten in two days#the only times i shimmy with joy when eating food is when i eat chicken wings. by god they're so good#only if its made like my favorite little places do it. i've gone to burger king once (1) and i absolutely refuse to try anything chicken#theres many of the mainstream english-speaking-country places in super markets but i will never go there. never#they could never do it like this tiny little place we've been going to for years that have an average of zero customers at any given time.#by god i love that place. hope i get to go there for my entire time in high school#we want to move to yenibosna after im done with high school...#we were actually living there when i was an infant! we had to move due to Landlord apparently.#which happened for most of my life.#honest to god i moved every year when in elementary#which means i got to experience four (4) different elementary schools! quite an experience.#the first one i went to elementary in was all the way over in acıbadem (near other side of istanbul on a metrobus)#ahh reminds me of my best friend in first grade. her name was sümeyye i miss her but at the same time i could not care less#it was fun! it was fun. we sneaked out of the elementary during break time to go to the adjacent primary school we used to go to#reminds me fourth grade! there was a primary school next to that one too#is it called a primary school? its not a kindergarden...#oh! sorry. preschool#what was i saying?#well only god knows i cant read my tags. goodbye forever#♚ — rambling !#oh i should talk about my day!#today in english class the teacher did a .. shoobadoowhatsit. can i stop forgetting words#is it called a verbal quiz? verbal exam? verbal something. you understand#hi i ran out of tags. i'll continue in a reblog
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Guess who has two thumbs and is making himself sad about the dndads season 1 kids again?
*points at self with both aforementioned thumbs*
This guy!
#dungeons and daddies#I just#i care them so much#like I’m thinking about Nark rn#about how Nicky just Couldn’t break the Close family romantic tragedies cycle#(in my headcanon at least)#how Lark doesn’t ever try to love again after Nicky#because after Nicky (like their Big Final Relationship Fight) happens Henry dies#(or something I’m still working on my Personal timeline)#and the curse breaks and he Knows and Understands what Sparrow has been trying to tell him for Years#and he feels he can never deserve any type of love ever again because he’s fucked it up so intensely with others already#(and he’d push Sparrow away at this point too if they weren’t so incredibly codependent)#thinking about how Sparrow outcasts himself from the other kids during late high school in an attempt to forget his past more thoroughly#and thinking about how he Fails at it because no matter what he can’t stay away from Lark for too long#but how he looses his greatest support system just before his father dies and then again when he needs them most a bit later#and how Sparrow snaps at his brother for the first time Ever because. he’s been telling him but he couldn’t listen and now it’s too late and#he has the audacity to be sad? to grieve? and Sparrow just feels so cheated#thinking about how Grant Finally comes back to himself#finally figured out how to spend more days in his head than out of it#Just as everyone else decides to leave. which ends up with Grant confused and sad and feeling So frustrated#and he still hates himself from before except now because of the unfortunate timing he blames himself for them all faking apart#*falling#and how Terry. poor Terry. he just misses their ‘golden years’ more than anything#and he recognizes how Bad they all were at that time but at least they had each other without all of the complications and bad things now#and he’s Personally thriving but he has absolutely no one to properly share it with and he doesn’t know what to do with himself#anyways#I have a lot of feelings lmao
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I want to crawl into a warm dark hole and never come out for a while
#Cricket chirping#Period started at 1 in the morning and kept me up for the rest of the damn night#This is literally my first day back at school after a week-long break#Starts detonating the charges
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alt*rnative spr*ng br*ak day 1. i need to be on campus in 3.5 hours. i have packed nothing and have done no laundry. i have not prepared for any of the facilitation i need to do today. i am experiencing physical symptoms of anxiety and burnout ♥️
#this is my first time ever doing an in person asb and also my first time being part of the asb planning process and i am soooooo nervous and#unprepared and overwhelmed. and i volunteered myself as the staff member staying at the hotel making sure no one gets into trouble and#responding to crises / emergencies if they arise and i may be assigning more importance / weight to that role than there actually is given T#that they are all college students and i am less than a year removed from being a college student myself. but i am so nervous i want to#redacted. and i am not prepared for the situations that might arise. at all whatsoever. lollllll#purrs#btw unlike the retreat tag or the conferences im name dropping asb bc like every school has them and a lot of schools have spring break this#week. so i am not doxxing myself 😈 (and i didn’t need to tell u that but im doing it lol. aaaaand post)#delete later#also the amount of stress i have been under lately w work is like. actually insane and we are not getting a break (though i should take one#lol) but after this is over i will have my life back a little bit maybe and i hate to say im looking forward to it so much but i am. i just#want to rest and recover. it’s literaly been nonstop since we were abandoned in july (lol) and i feel so crushed by the weight of everything#we’ve been carrying and how much responsibility i have had to take on in my FIRST YEAR!!!!!!!!! and i would’ve gone crazy if i hadn’t takej#on big responsibilities ofc bc of my mental illness <3 but the impostor syndrome + the relentlessness intensifying every single day are just#so so so heavy to carry. and i can feel my mind and body and heart giving out but i have to keep pushing forward
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