well well look who’s back

thanks for sticking with me through another wonderfully tense suspension which thank everything is finally over with. unfortunately for the last month or so i have also been losing hundreds of followers and mutuals SO please know that if i have suddenly unfollowed you or you find yourself no longer following me it was definitely tumblrs fault. i’ve written to them plenty of times about this, and the latest update they said is to have people write in to support and tell them what happened.

if this happened to you please please take 2 seconds and send them a note telling them what happened and mentioning my url so that they can maybe just MAYBE do something about this. i feel so helpless losing friends and people possibly thinking i unfollowed on purpose (doesn’t happen) so all help is appreciated!

sorry to bother you all just one. more. time. but im gonna paste that massive list of mutuals i originally tagged when i was suspended, just so you all know what’s going on. thank you to anyone who reads this and doesn’t unfollow right away sd;lgj;kdjfghkj i love you so much <333

@wellsjahasghost @quicklikelight @anomalagous @lozenger8 @a-reason-for-this @tylerposey @xproskeith @bisquare @anniejanuaryz @kiecarrera @skittlestrash @guerins @cherylsblossom @octobermidnight @elizabeth-forbes @allvdia @xtaketwox @starcrossedlesbians @buck-eddie @brodie-sangsters @kirasderek @christiancody @chaoticevils @braedens @maziekeen @hollowshadowwolf @freddieslater @scerek @oscar-piastri @sorenserotonin @spencereid @charlie-hunnam @kazsbrekkerz @lydstilinsk @saphyrenights @henycavil @nighttimemachinery @cheddarholt @hayden-christensen @harleys-quinzel @nbshrubberry @erin-lindsay @grinsekatze @di-n @lukearnold @logangarfield @yoojinkang @kvtnisseverdeen @ftethanhawke @angela-bassetts @andremichaux @castielss @ivypoiison @honeykept @buckleydiazes @finaledenialist @mishha @mattmaesonnatural @donestiel @shelikestv @rhodeys @burnhamandtilly @boyworstie @frenchiestan @betwecouldmakesome @evanbukley @devilmns @andrewjosephminyard @machine-slays-dragons @becauseofthebowties @matbaynton @romeroyy @castiel @chrrispine @ewanfuckinmcgregor @foundcas @castyel @saltyhuntress @07x10 @andreycoded @buckhelped @forthiswholeworld @crobby @xianwuxian @you-cant-spell-subtext-without @castee-yel @bebeverse @magnoliaswift @floral-cas @archivistsammy @timsnova @winchvster @fruityfour @momentofmemory @theedorksinlove @garliic @nuntox @nick-nellson @deanskitchen @hellfirecas @spxcekya @casismybestfriend @themarshalstale @papihosseini​ @bisexualsam​ @cinemagifmaker @curlynerd @fellshish @cowsinlove @babygirlspector @dreamycas @heller-mads @dickgraaysons @sockgarter @greatcometcas @mondlers @glowstickcas @jennifersbod @penelope-garcia @orion-lake @alivedean @deanncastiel @one-more-offbeat-anthem @reputation @demonlandline @rambleoncas @starcrosseddeancas @acklesology @det1stgrstabler @cobbbvanth @dwcoded @castielsupernatural @jactingjoices @theedeangirl @samsrowena @plutoniclesbian @dirtangeldean @jenneferofjengaberg @4x01 @hauntedpearl @jackgirl @faithcastiel @djrn @officialmisha @fightingdragonswithwho @braedenhales @victoriaspriing @depairt @softdean @carveredlund @deancrowleycas @archervale @mieczlw @altierra @pussypopstiel @camila-morrones @virfujiwara @butchdollbennylafitte @darkshrimpemotions @pedgito @davinaclaires @deanbroco @salchat

hm. 🌿 thinks it's hot when zale gets angry. i mean he'd rather she's having a good time, but also he loves a woman who knows when to stand her ground. but also i think he's like mastered the art of gauging how much is too much and he'll try to help zale cool off afterwards by being sweet... (i imagine him coming up from behind her and wrapping his arms around. if she'd like that.) he's like. a stress ball but husband shaped.

HIUUAGHOIUGH. he watches smiling until he hears my voice crack and then shuts shit down. smacks my head against his chest what a nice thing for a. fffriend. to do. thank you sol.

nobody loves me i am alone in thsi world i have no one at my side everyone just wants me gone aster and ciel my only true fffriends in the world and theyre both missing as the hyenas maul me as they tear me apart as they cheer for my destruction i cant keep going this world is too dark for me the pain neverending alexa play Meltdown

whatcha coloring buddy!!!!

fffriend!!!!!!!s!!!!!!

[There are some nameless anons drawn, along with Des and Helios themself.]

this is so cringe but any enstars ships that tickle ur fancy basically?!

THIS IS NOT CRINGE BUT MY TASTES ARE VERY BASIC EXCEPT FOR A FEW SO BEAR WITH ME !! also sorry it's 1:40am as i answer this ALSO i use whatever ship name sounds nicest i don't go by the stupid top/bottom naming rule i need to state that

- hiyojun the world i love my boyfriend so much ( he does not exist ) I JUST. FOLKS IS IT GAY TO NICKNAME YOUR CLOSEST CONFIDANT "PRINCESS" ( that's what ohii-san would roughly translate to ) AND REFER TO HIM AS "THE MISSUS" !!

- tatsumayo ouwwwhhh tatsumi helping mayoi realize she is worthy and human and beautiful and by contrast helping mayoi see . that he is not perfect at all and breaking down the weird idolization she has of him ...

- hiyorinne hwhwbwbhghghghvhvhghg ( foams at the mouth ) i'm in love with rinne amagi so badly you don't understand okay so like basically a vaguely similar dynamic to hiyojun except rinne doesn't insult hiyori or anything he's just obnoxiously loud and sometimes emotionally tone-deaf but he would take care of hiyori. they are dormmates. i have posts about them if you want to search hiyorinne on my blog i have a few hcs ...

- adding onto the last one i propose polycule hiyojun and rinniki. junhiyorinniki. Consider. i also have a tag for them it overlaps the hiyorinne tag a lot whoops sorry. but. i think hiyori and niki have a cute dynamic plus rinne and jun are in the asobi club together and kohaku can be like the child of the polycule since he dorms with jun and is the begrudging child of rinniki anyway so like it works out

- wataei except i don't elaborate you just have to trust that i like them

- watahiyo except again i do not elaborate aside from saying What Happens if you put two drama queens in a room. i think they'd kiss personally and also i'm a little obsessed with wataru recently sorry for selfshipping it will happen again

honorary mentions include the divorced eichi ships: reichi ( i love that they dorm together tbh aira must see them fight like an old divorced couple constantly ) keiei ( childhood friends to lovers to fffriends ... ? ), eimugi ( tsumugi pining :( and eichi not knowing how to love :((( ), and eichi/hiyori ( like they kissed once at age like fifteen and immediately wanted to kill each other for the next several years )

SORRY THIS IS PROBABLY LONG BUT I HAVE MANY ENSTARS SHIP THOUGHTS WHEN I AM COHERENT !!

mmmy favorite writwr here jjjjust called me a fffriend.....

lost my sssibling aand my ggirlfrirnd in one go... i dddomt tthink thrhrr cccoming bback

my bbest fffriends sre ggone. i... i cccant ddo tjid

hey, here’s a friendly reminder that your original content is incredible!!! let’s spread some support by sharing this message to 10 other blogs whose creations you love, and don’t break the chain❤️✨ have a great day/night and remember that you’re loved!!!

Please, I'll cry, I love you so much!! ♥️ you're too sweet!!

thank you sm for the gifset divvy 🥰🥰 it’s very sweet of you i appreciate it a lot ily <33333

you're welcome alice!!!!!!!! i had been sitting with the idea for a long time and then i realized your bday was coming soon so i was like AH! pERfect timing!! i hope you're having a wonderful day <333333

I’m so thankful to have met so many cast members from the show. Each so kind to their fans! I think the fandom has always agreed that the cast of Once Upon a Time was a special one. 

If it wasn’t for this show I would have never really traveled the world and made so many friends, some even lifelong friends. I still have many more to meet but as of now, I couldn’t be happier with how everything has turned out!!! I feel so lucky to have had the opportunities to meet SO many. Making the collage really made me see just how many ^.^ And I can and will NEVER forget all my online friends!! Those I talked to in the past and those who I still do. I love you all.

Sorry for the photo dumps and long posts!! I always wanted to write something like this and I thought now is the perfect time to reflect :)

Part 1 | Part 2

oh no he said the f-word

i saw you were watching the sunless videos and i love seeing your liveblogs of it!! sunless kirin is a fun character and so is garion!!

I am continually baffled by people enjoying the things i generate while liveposting but im glad someone likes it lmao

Porfirio, Dante, and William

((Is this for marry, fuck, kill? Because I'm gonna guess marry, fuck, kill))

"Kill Dante, no way in hell am I letting that BASTARD within 10ft of me," Aster snarled, he only knows one Dante and he'd rather rip him limb from limb that deal him any kindness.

"... I don't really know any Williams. Don't really want to fuck or marry Porfirio... uh... f-fffriend Profiterole? Gods that's really the nicest I'll be to him. And I guess marry William. I've been a few arranged marriages, loveless and lustless so it wouldn't be different," he'd answer after giving it some thought.

@fioletowyfacet

Teto: Friends! FFFRIENDS! F-R-I-E-N-D-S!!! Got it????