do you know how weird it is to be a romance-repulsed aroace for most of your life and not believe in love (purely because of the repulsion, not anything deep) and then you unlock a specific kin and you’re absolutely smitten and heartbroken that your lover isn’t here right now because I can’t believe these words are coming out of my mouth

Maybe I do fear that the day we meet again, in this new life, we will just pass each other by like strangers.