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#even if we dont hav much to do while im there i rly donte mind at al bc like..... im jus content bein around u bro
n0ct0urn1quet · 2 years
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stares lovingly at my gf with my autism eyes
@fuckshitassbitchcockballs
#I KNOW THAT I SET THAT AS MY ABT ME ON DISCORD BUT SHUSH. i am staring lovingly at you#i am making DIRECT eye contact with u#OKE ANYWAYS THOUGHTS TIME AWAWAWa........#ALSOSOO AWAWWAWWAA U CALLED ME CUTE ??? ? ? ?? ME????? ? ? ? ? ? ON GODD ? ? ? ?? HRGRVDGFBHJDFGNLBGCF#immediatley i heard the disc notif soudn and i was like >_> and i sAW u telling me to POST MY YEARNING THOUGHTS#and u said i was CUTE and i jstu#i FLOPPWED#I FLOPPED OVER ONTO MY BIG STUFFY AND MAKE A LITOL SQUEak and then go t back up and messgaed u i jst HJBRGNK#AWAWA i m juts thinkging so hard i am thinking with my autistm brain thinking so hard aBOUT YOU !!!!!!! my bloeved#UM UM IM THIKNGING ABOUT UM UM UM VISINNG U AND UM UM UM UM just being around u honesmtly#I JUS................ i anana lay on ur bed an watche u play vidy gams........................#i dont kno exactly how ur room is setup so like idk if i can lay on tha bed an see ur computer from ther but hrgrh...... hnrgh...........#ALSO GAOOUGHG I AWNNA KIS U I WANA KIS U SO BAD and not jus like in the mwah mwah mweh way but hrgrh irl................#when ime ther................ i wana gib u a litol kis on ur cheek........ mayb even............ kis on tha forhead...............#perhaps even a kis on tha nos................. or mayb........ um.......................... kis on da lips............................#IF U AR COMFY WITH THAT OFC IF U ARent for any reason that is okay its nbd i do not wante u to be Uncomfy#but hrnrgh i wana.... kis u....... so bade........ i awn giv u somf kises EVERYWHERE and jus hghghhrrgrh#i wanna seep in ur bed under ur blankys n fal asneep next to u n wake up next to u n jus spend the days togtehr........#even if we dont hav much to do while im there i rly donte mind at al bc like..... im jus content bein around u bro#i ame CONTENT an HABY jus bein around u n mayb hodlimg ur hand n jus casually snuglin.......... kisign........... cudling......... sneeping#IDK HOW MANY MORE TAGS I CAN FIT IN HERE TIL IT GETS CUT OFF SO IM JUS GONNA#SEE IF THIS GETS#CUT OFF OR NOT#AND IF IT DOES IM GONNA RB THIS#SO#YEAH#HOLD ON
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kienansidhe · 4 years
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being an alter in a system is a pita cause age nd time lose meaning and become rly confusing but ur still expected to be ruled by these concepts that r like oil 2 ur water. if u only front like idk 1/8th the time or less how old r u actually? what do u know what xperience do u hav? esp when ur a median system nd share some memories but not others it gets so damn blurry. so u try ur best to act ur age nd not come across weird but its hard dude like the oldest person here whos actually fronted more than 1 time is jade and it hasnt fronted regularly since 2017 so like. who knows man. and everyone but mana is from 2008 or later so like thats 16ys unaccounted for cause the old hosts are gone now. so weve got a 28yo body missing a huge chunk of time and while we all came in with some age 2 us no one heres anywhere near 28? jades like idk 21? 22? and thats w the years it came in w, like its only actually bee around 4 uh. 28-16=uh 12ys? thats absurd. and thats our oldest lmao. kien and chi and i showed up abt 3 years ago over a few months and obvis were not 3 but were also like. weve only been here for 3 years like wtf. kien and i have aged some in that time ig cause weve actually fronted a lot in that time, but jade hasnt since we showed up so its like what stuck? arrested dev? i know our therapist said were a case of arrested dev even before she figured out were multiple but like god. wtf. its so stupid. so we keep taking turns freaking out cause were stuck taking turns in this body thats already aged way beyond us and continues to age faster than us cause were on shared time, and we havent met any of the markers for a body our age in a time when those markers are delayed even for singlets cause everythings so fucked up lmao. and like. it fucks w us. theres so much pressure. we feel like shit for not acting like were fuckin 30. were like haunted by our failed job attempts and inability to function like a normal person and we build up so much self hatred we split again and that makes things even worse cause thats even more divided time lmao. idk what the solution is but god im tired of watching it. kienans losing his goddamn mind and i dont rlly wanna take that on and hes to guilty to let go of host anyways but also like. jfc. what the fuck. were a mess were a walking time bomb theres no way this is sustainable longterm im actually p worried lol. but oh well thats just life ig.
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euphorieds · 4 years
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oh finally ur here bitch u got a dollar ?? so i can go buy some LOVE AND AFFECTION ,, open ur purse i kno u hav it !!! anywaysjkhskehjks tiktoks literally making up my entire identity aside ,, hi ! i’m mira , im 19 nd its so nice 2 meet yall !!!
♡. jung haein. cismale. he/him. — there goes ARTHUR KANG, who appears to be a TWENTY-NINE year old VAMPIRE. word is the ELEMENTARY TEACHER was born in 1991 and has been in town for A YEAR. you might know them as + SINCERE  and - RETICENT. stray paint on his cheek, smiles dipped in sunlight & gold, late nights through winding streets, polaroids of anything & everything covering walls. 
life b4 the vampire stuffz
so arthur was born to a Human single mom nd had a little sister younger by 9 years who he adored Very Much , and they lived in a small apartment above his mom’s restaurant . they weren’t like ... Totally Rich ? nd they had their struggles,, but arthur was always v content nd happie w his life bc he had his mom nd sister nd thats what rly mattered !!
he was popular in school bc of his ~good looks~ nd also bc he was just a rly friendly nd dependable person !! nd he had his Fair share of confessions from both guys nd girls but he was always like “no sorry!! im not v interested in dating” nd then he’d go home to his mom nd his little sister nd when he was done w all his schoolwork, he’d help out at the restaurant
his mama always complained abt the Swarms of fans that hogged tables at the restaurant nd it was in good nature !!! but arthur had to go convince his fans 2 buy smth so his mom wouldnt throw a towel at him
arthur graduated high school nd decided to get into teaching bc he just loved being able to see the way his sister’s eyes lit up when she understood what he was teaching !! he thought it was v sweet nd endearing :( <3 so when he wasn’t studying, he was working at his mom’s restaurant even tho she always told him to go away nd live his life JHHDJK
so . in college . while he was drinking w a few friends . he also realized he was Very Much Bisexual when he was looking at his guy friend nd was like oh thats rly nice nd then told his mom nd she jus patted his cheek nd said good job . 
anyways JHGHDK he graduated college , got that slappin degree nd got into teaching at a local but private elementary school !! so he was getting that coin !!! and this is the part where his life got turned upside down !!!
arthur met june when he was 28 . they had come 2 the restaurant and eventually, the pair struck up a friendship (mostly bc arthur was Intrigued that a vampire would eat normal food like he knew they could but he was like ... why tho ) . and june jus kept coming to the restaurant everyday . they became close, hung out after hours all the time, nd arthur was rly thinking like ... did he have feelings or is this jus a good friendship ?
anyways those feelings backfired bc the whole time arthur had known june,,, they’d been slowly exchanging their blood w his in hopes of turning arthur . why ? we dont know (it was for fun nd bc they Could)
so arthur . he turned bc eventually the magic took hold , nd june disappeared . in response , arthur locked himself up in his room nd tried to jus . undo what june did . bc he didnt want to live forever, but he didnt want to die either bc he still has friends around, and his family .
after the vampire stuffz ...
arthur was So Scared of hurting the ppl he loved , nd he tried to last as long as possible w/o feeding on animals or ppl nd isolating himself, but it just . didnt work . so arthur took himself out of his confinement, packed all his things nd left home for coeur cove . he never told his mom or his little sister , nd he feels Immense Regret for not saying anything .
a year in coeur cove meant that he took up a job teaching at the local elementary school, nd it was one of the few things that rly made him smile !! he also bought a polaroid camera , nd has a habit of just taking photos of everything that makes him happy bc hes licherlaly just terrified of living for a long time nd not being able 2 remember the small things
honestly he still hates the fact he’s a vampire but he jus doesnt think abt it .... arthur: we are Compartmentalizing laidease ... we do not See .
now hes just ?? hes jus vibing . hes still as sweet as he was back then but hes definitely a lot more ?? secretive abt a lot of things . he doesnt talk abt who he was b4 Turning :( bc hes scared to .. hes jus baby .. 
wanted connections
a frIEND .... listen these are limitless i want him to have FRIENDS but its just gonna be like ... no one knows Anything abt him before coeur cove nd he keeps it that way . but hes someone who will listen 2 ur problems and also get into the weirdest positions to take a good fuckin photo of u !!! (unLIMITED spots ....)
give him an Almost Romantic Relationship ... but they fell out bc he just never opened up JHSSJKSHJKS listen the DRAMA of that .. very sexy . (1/1 w/ katherine carter)
close friend .... this is the One Person . Or Two People . in all of coeur cove who know abt his past ... like . these are the ppl he’d consider a True Ride or Die . there’s som MAJOR trust for these ppl bc he liCHERALLY jus says nothing abt who he was (0/2)
neighbor(s) who put(s) up with arthur and the occasional loud noises that come from his apartment but no he aint smashing hes just very clumsy and has too much knockable furniture in his place 
give me like .... ppl who he Parents unintentionally . hes been taking care of his little sister his whole life,, hes an elementary school teacher .... ppl who hes gonna say “say bye bye bus” out loud to and then be Mortified for the rest of his life . but if ur ever sick he shows up w soup nd is like ‘hoW could u get sick do u not eat ur vitamins ??’
also u know what would be absolutely sexy . give me june . i actually should put a wanted connection for this but can u imagine the absolute DRAMA of arthur meeting the person who ruined his life . i think that’d b VERY sexy . anyways . im keeping this in mind 4 later jHSJHSHSKSJ
going off from the top one give me like . an enemy .... or like they jus cant fucking stand each other for some reason nd its like .. arthur when he sees them: oh :) . hello :). would u like 2 be dropkicked :) ?
anyways gOD ok my brain tiny but like.... lms if u wanna plot... u better lms or i’ll aggressively renegade on dash...
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leonbastralle · 6 years
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Replies Are Back!
it’s been a while... xD
alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “Conifer: Charlotte! Guess what? I’m pregnant!! Charlotte: Really?...”
Ahh more babies!!
of course! i still have themed names to use ;)
ladyanyarose replied to your photoset “Charlotte: So…you write bad smut to relax your brain. That’s new....”
Okay but Salim is seriously the worst neighbor ever. XD He's either whoohooing or playing loud music ever night and then the one time one if my sims decides to work out in the morning in the treadmill he comes over pounding on the door saying how loud they're being. Salim. Stop. XD
YESSSSS!!!! this exactly! apparently even showering, doing homework or having a midnight snack is too loud for this poor old man XD it’s happened m a n y times
(thank you for this comment btw i’m not anti salim or anything but i love complaining and it’s good to know i’m not alone ;))
pixeldemographics replied to your post “official nsfw warning”
smh annie i will shield myself from n o t h i n g
at ur own risk my dude
simphonics replied to your post “psa welp guys i’m afraid this is the kinda content i post. berries and...”
I love this content.
i know i @-replied to this but i want to delete this post and save it somewhere else so again- thank you so much ♥
monets-pixels replied to your photoset “Conifer: Char! Jess promised to take the kids tonight. Are you ready...”
Ohohohohohoh
one can never have too many nsfw scenes amirite?? (i say that but i had a whole load of regrets but in the end this cost me less followers than the pool stuff so i guess it’s a success? and there’s still the wedding night to come ;))
twinsimskeletons replied to your photoset
dats a big ring
gonna take what you can get smh this is the base game ring i ain’t going cc hunting for that but also they’re not poor so there’s that
thatsimslove replied to your photoset “Eva Velasquez ~”
Ohh I love her
thank you!! me too, i wish i had motivation to play vanillas
alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “W: Gotcha!!!”
Protecc this child
we will :,)
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “(Random HC I have about Charlotte: she’s actually a pretty big fan of...”
its ok u are goals without plate merging and tBH i LOVE THIS CHARLOTTE HEADCANON SO MUCH!! we discussed it so much but i live for charlotte and her positivity and her FINDING WAYS to SMASH that positivity in is so good it feels so organic pls take these char feelies
aaaaaaAAAAAAAAA U THINK?????? I CRY I TAKE THEM ALL T H A N K  Y O U!!
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
i see jess is going to perform the rare ass jump ;)
mar: im so glad im in the cold water already
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
aaaa this tickles my aesthetic bone so much
fucccccccccc highest!!! praise
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
ok but char is such a Gr8 and Amazing and Beautiful Mom i love her
;___________; me too i want her to be everyones mum
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “M: You too, Jessamine. Where am I going to put you???”
in the bED 👀 👀 👀 👀 👀
you are not wrong
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “M: What are my kids doing out of the pool! Unacceptable. Back in, the...”
im still legitimately weeping at this!!!!!!!! hes such a good dad to these kids that i still dont know i lov!!!!!
akjsfaksfjahskfjasfkajsfkasfjaksfasd i cry i feel like such a kidnapper still but im glad!! soon enough bby do it for them (also for all the milestones in between that will be beautiful)
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “MARVISION: A C T I V A T E”
jess can feel the weight of that marvision
u bet i cry hes so close it must b something else
the strongest part of mars body: the arms? the dicc???? nah its the e y e s
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “MARVISION: A C T I V A T E”
mIND THE KIDS MAR
thE WHAT WHAT ARE KIDS
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Man, Yarrow, we gotta come up with a way to keep you up to date!!...”
im sorry im in love with your berrifications
aND IM IN LOV WITH UR APPRECIATION also u
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Man, Yarrow, we gotta come up with a way to keep you up to date!!...”
iTSA MEEEEE!!!! MAAAANGO!!!
that visual tho...imagine
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “C: Hi there, Tide! T: Oh hey Calla! Need a pair of strong arms for...”
i love this start of a beautiful friendship based on video games and political conspiracy theories
:,) ah yes that is a thing smh tide (smh me and my eagerness to hav this fam in my save)
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “C: Hi there, Tide! T: Oh hey Calla! Need a pair of strong arms for...”
tHE LAST GUAVA!!!!!!
PLAY ALL THE FRUIT GAMES
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “i’m sorry i just rly love them”
who are these kids Whomst
i dunno......i got them from this girl maybe you know her???? shes rly talented and rly good to me and idk how she deals with all the crap i put her sims in but shes rly nice shed fit your bill perfectly you should follow
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
i die at ficus stopping playing altogether (i already knew it but it still packs a punch to my gut)
s a m e
i guess hes just........good at giving up i cry
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
!!!!!!!!!! ok but wow i love how different they are in coping and how it feeds these bits of characterization of theirs!!
THAAAAAAAAAANK
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
a Blessed self insert!! 💖
she has to b good at it SOMEWHERE u kno!!
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
yessss give me the girls being c u t e !!!!!
ofc my dude
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
idk this boy who is this
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
whomst
i cry i need to post them more because i lov this word so much
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
pls harm this nasty boy make him suffer
later, my friend, later
also i think most of the suffering will be up to you oops
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
This is truly how u kill a catii
i dunno you seem pretty alive to me still
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
Holy hell u deviants mind the kids!!
n e v e r you know the pool brings out That Side in them
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset
!!!!!!!!!!! im weeping
:,)
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “C: Mar? Are you gonna let go of me? M: Something tells me that our...”
!!!!!!! ur givin the catiis all they want i want to cry
G O O D IM GLAD I ADDED THIS
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “M: Charlotte! My agony aunt. It’s been far too long. Can I have a hug?...”
malmine kids whomst idk them
im just picturing you saying whomst and im loving it
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “M: Charlotte! My agony aunt. It’s been far too long. Can I have a hug?...”
💖💖💖💖💖💖
ALL THE HEARTS THEY APPRECIATE
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Guess what time it is!!”
!!!!!! its time to kill catii!!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooo
twinsimskeletons replied to your photoset “oK BUT WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED AT SCHOOL???”
my poor bb!
there’s two of them p l s they’re both sad pls be nice
twinsimskeletons replied to your photoset
his face is still so PERF
i KNOW he’s truly timeless
simphonics replied to your photoset “And now this has turned into a couple photoshoot so it’s time to end...”
but they're adorable!
i know, but i didn’t rly have room or time for more of them :/ they’ll be back soon tho! as always
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “F: ✊ ✊  A: �� ��”
they need to boink he has a terminal case of dast zadaning
looks like it there is No Hope i cry i should hav let them
pirouettingplumbobs replied to your photoset “F: ✊ ✊  A: �� ��”
Awwwww missed these two
me too! sometimes i forget how much fun they were because all the generations have been so much fun ;_;
twinsimskeletons replied to your photoset “Dog looks great on you Aur! You should wear it more often.”
T I N Y
i KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW HE’S SO MUCH!!!
pixeldemographics replied to your post “i have a queue for today and tomorrow, and regular posting is picking...”
bUT THEN OH, REJOICE!! I CAN STILL SEEE YOUR POOOOOSTS
i cry i still dont hav a witty reply for this but this is definitely going in the top comments of 2018 maybe i should make that a thing
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Introducing Kumquat ♥”
LOOK AT THIS PRECIOUS BOI I WANT TEN
what are u paying???
pixeldemographics replied to your photo “[[MOR] aaaaaaaaaaaaa f u c k ;_; this seriously made me cry the best...”
u are good enough no BUTS no IFS no NOTHING u rly are you dang gourd!!! and i do i do i do and thats the truth!!! ily my angel
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yumenosakiacademy · 5 years
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effing diary entry. @ nana: please choke on ur dinner thnx. (This is for me n future!me only. step off n don't read thnx.)
i was going into the kitchen to get a snack bc god im hungry n i checked a bit earlier to see what we had but this time for real i wanted smth cuz i was rly Rly hungry so i went n looked at the cabinet-closet thingy n nana was on her bullshit again like ‘you need to eat real stuff [not junk] n ur eating stupidly” n im like yea yea im used to this w/e so i told her that i dont care cuz i rly dont tbh. it’s my lifestyle, n i dont eat too fattingly, i just dont eat regular stuff. so she needs to mind her business. 
but she was all “you don’t care about anything, do you?” n i was like “i do, just not stuff that you care about” n she was like “yea, cartoons, but that’s the only thing that makes you happy” or w/e n i was like “...well yea, it makes me happy. so who cares. im just liking what i like.” n she was like “it’s the ONLY thing tho, n nothing else makes you happy” n i was like “again, some things do but w/e”
n from there she was like “you dont even like people.” n again i was like “i do. like i like my classmates, sometimes. i like nate-” n she was like “ur so rude to the ppl that come over” n i was like “...first off, im cold to them, not rude. i dont tell em to leave or insult them, i just stay quiet n prefer not to talk to them. i dont have to love everyone who comes into this house or talk to them.” n she was like “well ur rude to Me” n i was like oh here we go again. so i was like “yea, n i dont care abt that” n she was like “excuse me??” n i was like “i dont like you that much as a person so im not kind to you. i dont have to love everyone i live with, either.” n she started goin on n she was like “you cant even give me a reason” or smth n i was like “i just dont like ur personality. n i have other reasons.” n she was like “other reasons?? i took care of you since you were a kid, and yet/you shoulnt have [...]” n i was like “well, i find you annoying, and i hold grudges so. also you didnt hav to take care of me (bc shes not my parent)” n she was like “i did bc i love[d] you” n i was like “that sounds like a you problem, then.” n she was like “i guess it is.” so i was like “it’s like a friend and you were best friends but ya fell out, but theyre all like ‘yea but i was ur best friend when no one else was sssooo...’ like. that’s not how it is.” then she was like “you havent even given me a reason” or smth (mayb she said this earlier? cant remember. fuzzy memory) n i was like “i did. i dont like ur personality. i find you annoying n i hold grudges, altho i wont tell you abt em” (bc i dont like talking abt how things make me feel/i kno she would deny everything anyway or think shes not ever in the wrong) n she was like “im not annoying” blah so i was like “not to you, but to me” (idk when this was placed but at some point i said “it’s like theres an annoying girl in ur class. if shes annoying, thats a reason to not like her. you just find her annoying, so thats how itis” but i think that was a bit earlier in the convo) n she was like “and grudges. what grudges, even? you cant even tell me” (she might have said the “loved hyou” thing ehre, but it’s all jumbled rn sry) n i was like “i do have them, over small stuff n some not, but i dont want to talk abt them.” n i think she denied that there even was any n i was like “there are, again, i just dont wanna talk abt them tho. i dont feel comfy.” n she was like “tch, i know what it is. you dont like that i told you one time that you were like ur mom n were gonna grow up like her” (her tone implying that she prob doesnt even feel sry abt that, when she said that during a time in my life when i was still v strained w my mom bc she was shitty n yelled at me/insulted me all the time so it Actually hurt me badly to hear that, esp bc i had internally hated that i was like my mom since middle school) n i was like “well, that’s one of them, but there’s other stuff too. but again, dont wanna tell.”
n she was like “it’s cause youre scared. you’re scared to tell me abt ur feelings n ‘oh i feel this’ n stuff. like Me. I'm not afraid to tell you that you're rude, that you're obnoxious. you cant even tell me the grudges. what are they then? you’re a coward, roxy.” n she just kept repeating that while i kept saying that i wasnt, i just didnt want to talk to her abt it bc its personal n i dont like talking abt my feelings w her (or the rest of my family, even) n after a while she was like “no, just go, coward. youre just scared, go” or smth to that degree anytime id try to speak bc she was leaving the kitchen to go to her bedroom to eat her food (that she was preparing as we talked) n bc i had already grabbed my snack n i wanted to tell her off so BADLY that no, i dislike her for actual THINGS i just dont wanna tell her bc mayb theyre not big to others, but to me, i dont like some of the stuff shes done; n i find her condescending (this only proving my point) n i find her annoying but she!! ugh!!! n i wanted to tell hr to eff off, that i hav my reasons, you FUCK but! 
n i am not a coward. i dont have to like her, even without most of my reasons why, n she just doesnt like that her granddaughter doesnt like her n prob thinks she couldnt have done anything wrong EVER just bc she took care of me when i was kid (more than my dad, prob, n we used to have fun together) n that bc she loves me, how can i poooossibly dislike her just bc she did stuff for e? bc she used to b kind to me, who was an actual kid?? :’(( oh boo hooo :’(((( like! go Die!
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everythingmustgo · 7 years
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Cancer sun, Capricorn moon, virgo rising with Leo sun, Pisces moon, libra rising ?? ((If I got ur riding wrong LOL AWKS)) but do us
OK so our sun signs r (despite what some ppl say lol) good together!!! so much love here!!!cancers need someone who will look after nd emotionally support then nd leos invest sooo much time nd energy into people they care abt. like we have a reputation for being self centred (which…….ya) but ppl look over the fact that leos r some of the most generous nd caring ppl nd will make u feel loved, which cancers need. cancers r ofc ALSO intent on caring for their partner but not in so much of a Shower Them In Affection And Gifts And Adoration way like more of a maternal, I care about u and ur wellbeing and I will Protect u !!! to sum that up I think leos r more intent on giving their partner IMMEDIATE happiness w BIG gestures all at once whereas cancers r more concerned w ur long term health nd happiness nd want to look after u nd care for u !!! HOWEVER that being said. we’re deeeeefinitely not entirely selfless lol a leo is a leo nd if ya dont treat them the way they treat u theyre like FUCK well guess they dont love me??? they wanna b treated like royalty nd its easy for them to overlook the way cancers love bc it’s more focused on maintaining their long term happiness nd leos r so. SELF INDULGENT HEDONISTIC INSTANT GRATIFICATION like we gotta calm tha fuck down nd recognise love in other forms (not to call myself the FUCKKK out). cancers and leos both love very deeply, and both need to be reminded often that they are love bc while they r similar in a lot of ways, the ways they express love is not one of them. cancers r also…….selfish lol theyre loving nd caring nd compassionate but they need sm emotional support man when they feel things they feel em DEEP and theres not rly room for anyone elses emotions in their mind when their own feelings r so strong. if ur both upset, the cancer comes First. leos might feel like their own feelings r often unnoticed. tbh I think other than both of us being inherently Needy and Selfish leo + cancer is good man we r so Loving nd caring nd good for eachother cuz different ways of showing love r important in relationships. as for our moon signs GDJAKAKFLS we could NOT be more difficult pisces nd capricorn CHRIST pisces moons r v emotional and empathetic and deal w problems and their feelings internally cap moons r v practical and balanced and deal w problems thru action and processed planning like our inner selves r so Wildly different ??? but its funny bc obvs from a personal point of view we hav a v deep connection w eachother which is odd when our moon signs r sooo different BUT my theory on this is that 1. we compliment eachother w it. pisces need someone to get them out of their shell, look at the issues realistically and put it into perspective, and solve their problems thru practical means. w/o an earth sign theres no WAYYY a pisces would do that lol. and a pisces will encourage a cap to take a more intuitive approach to the issues they hav that r emotion based. while a cap usually doesnt let their emotions “get in the way”, a pisces will encourage them to let their feelings guide them when necessary: sometimes even when smth seems logically the right thing to do, if ur gut says no it’s probably right, and caps need a water sign to help them see this. my 2nd reason is that u hav a water sun sign so while my inner self may relate less to ur less emotional inner self, ur core personality nd outward self hav more similarities which a pisces moon will pick up on Right Away. water moon signs w a water sun sign r GOOD combos, better than 2 water suns or 2 water moons. they r generally drawn to eachother. I cant say ur cap moon would b particularly drawn to my dumb leo personality but I do think that generally cancers do like leos nd leos do like cancers cuz they see a lot of themselves in eachother nd a lot thats also new and exciting. we’re not so similar it’s boring but not so different it doesnt work, we compliment eachother well!!! there will def b times we do NOT understand eachother whatsoever emotionally, but theres enough love in the relationship to just. give eachother the support we need nd do what we can. as for rising tbh I think this becomes less important the closer u get to someone so ukno, ur my gf of 3 years its not such a defining feature of u BUT the way u express urself when u want me to b impressed by u is by achieving ur own standards of perfection so ill think ur flawless and u have an appreciation of all things beautiful. u want ppl to think ur organised and have it together. u WORRY a LOT. ur always worried what ppl think of u. ur especially worried ur not good enough for me. im a libra rising so I just. want u to like me at All Costs what a massive suck up whatever u like I say I like too im terrified of ppl thinking im in some way outrageous I just want ppl to think im fair nd good. cuz we’re so close tho these r less important in our relationship? we’ve already made our impressions ukno we kno eachother so well its rly our suns nd moons (nd venuses) that count lol. at first u might have been annoyed by my Eager To Pleaseness nd not thinking for myself nd I might hav felt intimidated by ur high standards but ? these r things of the past ukno? anyway heres my #analysis do w it what u will
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metr0con 2019 sunday diary
cosplayed: tsukasa, breakfast: ramen, snack: one (1) root beer lollipop
for future me only. also, disclaimer: im writing this at 5 am while extremely tired afte waking up from being asleep at my desk. i forgot a lot of specifics in all that time since i left the con n most of his is mediocre.
so i arrived at 10 am for the ha!kyuu panel only yo go to the panel room and see that it had been canceled (the panel name was crossed out n “cancelled” was written next to the panel name) so i had woken up early for Nothing bc i also had no panel at 11 so i had 2 free hrs to kill. i also checked the room where the UT panel was supposed to b happening in bc i like UT n had nothing to do, but there was no one in the room so.. unfortunately, my stomach started hurting rly bad, so a good chunk of that time was spent w me sat on the floor near a wall thingy or walking slowly. unfortunately the dealers room hadnt been opened yet so i just sat around then when the dealers room opened i started to wander a bit more. i didnt take a lot of photos bc my energy and socialness was kinda drained due to the stomachache pain so like. rip. 
then there was the dd-lc panel! in it, some guy in the audience offered natsuki snack bars (n she took one, as well as gave one to yuri) after calling her “the starving one”, and ome guy said “natsuki, your dad’s a dick. can i adopt you” n went up to the panel table n sifned a piece of paper monika wrote on that was ‘adoption papers’ and he gave natsuki a hug n called her his daughter for the rest of the panel. some guy dared natsuki to rip a page out of her manga (she had 2 books of manga on the table) n she actually DID rip out a page, and not a useless one like the “you’re reading the wrong way” page, either. the audience was like “why!!” n she n monika were like “i’m/impulsive!!”. natsuki was frequently referred to w “baby” (as im “she’s baby”) throughtout the panel. everyone thought yuri was the most fashionable when asked on a truth. sayori was asked how it was “hanging” and what her favorite brand of rope was.
after that, i Wanted to go to the she r-a princess alliance, but when i kept glancing out at the riverwalk, there was no one there?? so i just went to the bn-ha improv n it was!! actually funny. there was a skit where iida, denki, n kirishima were at a coffee shop n present m!c was the barista n iida ordered black coffee but said it wasnt right or smth or he never rly got his order, denki asked for a mocha with seventeen shots of expresso (he then drank it n did the “wey wey” friend brain thing later b4 the skit ended and was also vibrating after drinking it), and kirishima listed off a ton of things for his drink n kept going on and on. another one was bakugou being shown to be a “mommys boy” in front of uraraka and shinsou (i think) and there was a mitsuki in the audience so she went up (and actually brought snacks for the panelists! like a true mom) and during the skit she showed them his baby photos and pushed him down n at some point idk how she was sitting on his back n using him as a chair. there was also a skit w bakugou as the person at a coffee shop that had NO drinks whatsoever, only a bagel. n iida was like “what’s the flavor?” n bakugou just kept going “..bagel.” n “bagel flavor. i dunno.” n iida asked how much it was n bakugou went “$400″. then while present m!c was going on abt wanting a drink n getting angy, the iida went into the audience n started asking a few random ppl while they walked down the aisle “is this a dunkin donuts?”
after that i just walked around bc i had 2 more hrs w Nothing to do and stumbled upon a casual FP group in the dealers room but before i could get  picture one of them recognized the character on my sign or just the series or smth i think but onething led to another n i started talking with them and i sat down w them but they were like “can you like, introduce us to ens-tars we hear a lot abt it” so i went on the wiki n showed them the characters n the gentaro rly liked rabits (shino n nito in particular) n rei, dice liked yuzuru n shinobu, n ramuda liked tori n rei. i showed them reis cgs, specifically the one w kaoru and his crossroads cg n i was like “the cgs that signlehandedly made the whole fandom h*rny for like. a week.” n the gentaro was like “you mind if i [takes a drink] Thirst.” n the gentaro was also interested in koga n i was like “he’s an edgy wolfk!n who likes punk music” and i talked abt what wataru is like n fice was like “he seems like hifumi” n im like “he rly is!! he’s hifumikin.” n for shu, ramuda was like “apparently hes an asshole” n i was like “yea definitely.” n when they asked me to describe leo i was like “oh uh. he’s Fuck. i dunno how to describe him! i dont rly like him that much tbh. he’s ecentirc n one of the oddballs n he composes on walls and literally their drama cd back in the day is knights looking for him n like, finding him behid a bush composing going ‘i got inspiration!!’” n i referred to midori as the suicidal one n i was like “you tink im joking but anytime anything happens he always goes ‘i wanna die’” and when i talked abt souma ramuda was like “is he friends with shinobu?” since i’d already described shinobu n i was like “well they kno each ogher but theyre not rly friends iirc.. they had an event together tho”. at one point the ramuda paused the music they were playing in the bg n decided toplay ens-tars music n they chose undead n started blasting Death Game Holic n i was like “...oh. that’s not undead” n ramuda was like “it says undead..?” n i was like “its Deadmanz! a former unit w koga, keito, n rei” n i started jamming out n the gentaro slightly joined me for a sec. anyway uh. god these tidbits of convo r all out of order im sry but idk what caused this part of the convo but the ramuda said they were ramudakin n the gentaro said they were lowkey gentarokin n i think they mentioned these bc dice said they cosplayed dice yet arent dicekin?? i cant rly remember. oh also when i showed the gentaro rei they were like “oh i kin him now. im not saying in kinning, but im Kinning” or smth like that n im gjhnsmk at one point i mentioned my friend kuma’s dice rat art edit n the gentaro wanted 2 see it but i couldnt show em bc it was too far back in my tumblr dms. we started talking abt MTC and how ramuda wishes they got like, more hardcore rock stuff like Death Game Holic (which was still playing) bc they seemed “gangsta n hardcore” then immediately mellowed out in their songs after that n i said that yokohama walker still like, slaps tho n it kinda calms me down n ramuda said papillion calms them down. the ramuda was shocked at tori’s high voice bc they knew his va as worick from gangsta n didnt think toris voice would b That High n were surprised when they heard tori’s solo. 
after that, i had a hard time trying to decide between the LL dance panel or the hs panel n just decided on the LL panel n i hav the dances on video so yay (the final song got cut off 3/4 of the way thru n im so :(( but oh well...) n they played Telephone/Rumors and “Who’s Most Likely”. between this panel and the next one, i talked to a kaito who was the aki hana’s hanayo the previous day n we just talked abt some stuff n at one point they pulled out an izanagi plush n they asked if i was into pers0na n i was like “yea! i even was gonna cosplay adachi but my gun didnt come in n i dont think i coulda done his wig” n they apparently had abt 300 hrs on pers0na 3 FES n we talked abt how stat grinding is such a repetitive, boring thing in pers0na 3.
the bn-ha panel! i... dont remember a whole lot abt this panel im sorry. but like, halway thru, they started playing games w he audience after q n a n i got bored bc they did things like red light green light n simon says so i just took selfies while most of the audience played along. during the qna i remember someone asked shigaraki if their fog plushie could b a league of villains member tho n he said ys n held the push when it was handed to him. someone gave bakugou a giant human-sized fan n todoroki went up against bakugou w his rainbow fan. 
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