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absurdumsid · 4 months

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emptyduo (killer and ink) notes from last night (if they dont make sense please blame past sid)

they are both emulating the people around them in some way (ink imitates emotions by consuming paint, killer mimicked other sanses to feel like a sans)

but while ink continues to do that killer learns to just take a minute to breathe and realise that "being sans" doesnt really matter that much, hes a mess of a monster thats not really a monster but he learns to appreciate just being alive

thinking about it enough they have very similar support systems its just that ink refuses to be vulnerable while killer is practically the most open book and his spine is spent and his pages are tattered but its Him

ink on the other hand presents a cover but doesnt allow people to peer inside the pages (like a diary ??)

ink is going insane trying to come to terms with "being sans" but not really sans because he was never given a story to "be sans"

but ink Knows that's what he's supposed to be, he's seen so many stories of his doppelgangers to be certain <- and sometimes he wishes he were those sanses instead, but he wont ever admit that

ink is hyperaware of his blankness and cant accept it (by proxy, himself)

the blankness eats at him and hes layering paint over paint just to distract himself from it.

ink is jealous of killer for being empty like him, but having his own identity.

ink wont ever ever confess that so it comes out as a sort of hatred for killer, the feeling of "i wish i was like you" comes out as "how dare you take everything from me"

ink wouldnt admit it but his blankness is like a treasure to him, its the only thing he had before the colours came or the creators filled the void with everything he found beautiful.

but that beauty also makes him sorrowful and he grieves everything he couldve become -> the only thing that is truly "his" is the blankness that came with being unfinished

ink processes killer's lively identity/behaviour in spite of his nothingness as killer taking away what he could've been

ink thinks that if killer is able to have a story like that, how come he couldnt ?

killer has a vague idea of what ink goes through (probably heard from nightmare, who heard from error, who heard from dream, who talked with ink)

he doesnt hide his nothingness because it's part of him, and hes not ashamed of it

his nothingness is something that he learned to make peace with, and he allows himself to be empty

he has no clue how ink really feels toward him but whenever ink pulls the blank glare that screams "i hate you, i hate your existence" he just kinda lets it go

when killer looks at ink he doesnt see someone that he can detest back, he only sees someone whos struggling as much as he was before he allowed himself to be empty

#this is my good morning post #sid rambles #emptyduo #killer sans #ink sans #i would say paletteknife but this can be nonromantic #long post

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absurdumsid · 3 months

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Can you explain killer x color to me? Ive been trying for so long to see the appeal but i cant. As a multishipper every ship is automatically valid for me but i just cant see it. :[ Are you the person to ask or should i go to someone else? Ty [3

I'm not very clear on the details, but i believe there were old comics of colour trying to sort of save killer from nightmare and recover his emotions (bc hes an empty skelly) but every time colour made an attempt/got close to actually helping killer, nightmare would revert killer to his empty self to return him to his side (<- i think this is what popularized killermare as well ??)

#its probably best to ask other ppl who know more as well !!#sid answers #colorkiller #sanscest #personally i ship it because of the rainbow boy loves greyscale empty lad dynamic #<- low key why i also like emptyduo/paletteknife

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