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tyongxnct · 3 years

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𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 - 𝐍𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧

pairing: Jaemin x reader, kinda Jeno x reader

summary:Your heart was still broken. Jeno was always by your side, but one day, you meet the love of your life again and you don’t know what to do. Seeing Jaemin after years hurt, but he was also hurt after seeing you with Jeno. Jaemin knew, that there was never going to be someone, who would love you like he did. It’s as simple as that, your heart belonged to Jaemin and his heart belonged to you.

song: like I would - ZAYN

genre: exes-to-lovers!au, angst

warnings: mention of sex, swearing, sexual harassment, this is a SEQUEL to my story 𝑛𝑜𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 - 𝑁𝑎 𝐽𝑎𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛

word count: 4.4k

A/N: FINALLY I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS, I hope you enjoy 💓💓💓

taglist: @aesthetichrj @bvbyxuxi @bitchenderyy @chitaphrrrr

this is fiction!

Hey what's up, it's been a while Talking 'bout it's not my style Thought I'd see what's up While I'm lighting up It's cold-hearted, cold-hearted

Know it's late but I'm so wired Saw your face and got inspired Guess you let it go, now you're good to go It's cold-hearted, cold-hearted

You never thought that this day would come.

You didn’t even dare to imagine this, it was just so impossible and you didn’t want to hurt yourself more than he already did. It took you so fucking long to move on, it took you so long to forget him but every painful memory came back just like that. How dare he show up in front of you after leaving you heartbroken and all alone? How dare he come back and look at you with those eyes you only saw in your dreams? How dare he talk to you as if he never ripped your heart apart?

Years of letting men use your body just to move on and replace his traces on your body, on your lips only for him to come back and stand in front of you and act like nothing happened, like he didn’t crush your heart and make you doubt yourself.

“H-Hey what’s up? It’s been a while.” He said casually, with no shame.

You looked at him, not really believing that he was really standing in front of you. Your knees almost gave up, the broken pieces of your heart stabbing your insides and your eyes were burning.

Why was he back? Why is he back in town? How did he find you? Is his girlfriend here too?

You had so many questions, but no words were coming out.

Jaemin looked you up and down, his eyes slowly scanning you. You had changed, it’s been years after all. You were still the prettiest girl in his eyes, with the most beautiful eyes and amazing smile. He missed your smile. No, he missed everything about you.

“Y/n? Who is it?”

Jaemin looked behind you, his eyes meeting Jeno, his old best friend. It’s been years since he saw him.

What was he doing here? Why was he with you? Since when are you close?

“Jeno?”

“Jaemin?”

You weren’t moving.

Jaemin looked to you and then back to Jeno. You were dressed in an oversized hoodie, nothing else.

Jeno looked at you and took your hand in his, he knew that this situation was too much for you. Jaemin looked at your hands. He didn’t like it.

“Are you alright baby?” Jeno whispered to you.

You nodded softly, but your grip around his hand tightened, telling him that you weren’t actually okay.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” Jeno looked back at Jaemin.

Jaemin didn’t know what to say, he licked over his lips and looked to you and Jeno. “I wanted to see Y/n. What are you doing here?” Jaemin asked back. Jeno looked angrily at him, “That’s none of your business. Get lost.”

Jeno tried to close the door but Jaemin stopped him with his hand. “Y/n I need to talk to you.” Jaemin tried to get to you, but Jeno pulled you behind him.

“Jaemin leave or you’re going to regret coming here.” Jeno glared at him.

Jaemin ignored him and kept looking at you. “Please I really need to talk to you.”

Your body started to tremble, tears about to fall. You shook your head and closed your eyes. “J-Jeno tell him to leave, p-please Jeno…” you whispered.

Jaemin’s heart broke and he stepped back, “Y/n… please.”

You shook your head again and Jaemin saw no other way, he looked at you and Jeno one last time before he turned around and left you. You broke down in Jeno’s arms after Jaemin left, seeing him again hurt so much, and it angered you to see him act so casually. It hurt just like it hurt when he left, ignored you and when you found out that he had a girlfriend. Jeno carried you to your bed and never let go of you, he kept hugging you until you fell asleep after crying in his arms.

Yes, Jeno was Jaemin’s best friend before he left. You weren’t close to Jeno back in the days, he was just your boyfriends best friend and that’s it. After you found out about Jaemin’s girlfriend, you started clubbing and fucking around to forget about him, to erase him from your memories and your body, but one day, Jeno saw you, extremely drunk and a random stranger harassing you. You couldn’t even walk properly and that night, you weren’t looking for a hookup.

“What the fuck is going on here?” Jeno pushed the guy away, who was also really drunk. The guy stumbled back and Jeno took your hand and pulled you with him.

When you were in front of the club, you could breathe again. “That fucking asshole, I should’ve kicked his balls.” You mumbled angrily.

“Are you alright?” Jeno asked you concerned.

You looked at Jeno, he had changed. He looked good, really good. His black hair was pushed back and his shirt fit him perfectly, his toned arms looked so hot and you starred at his biceps a little too long.

“Y/n?”

“What? Oh yeah I’m fine. Thank you.”

After a minute of silence you decided to leave and go home.

“I should go now. It was nice seeing you Jeno.” You said with a soft smile.

“Wait are you alone here?” he asked you.

You nodded softly.

“Come on, I’ll take you home. Is that okay?”

“Oh you don’t need to. Go have fun.” You said as you played with your short dress.

“I wanted to leave anyway. I don’t want you to go home alone.”

And then you found yourself in Jeno’s car. You were sobering up slowly, Jeno assured you that he didn’t drink anything, that’s why he drove you home with his car. You didn’t talk on your way home, there was only the soft music playing in the background.

Jeno parked right in front of your apartment.

“Do you maybe, want to come inside? I can make us some coffee?” you asked him. Something inside you didn’t want him to leave. Jeno thought about it for a second before he nodded with a soft smile on his face. And that was all that happened that night. You spend more time together as friends and Jeno watched you fuck around and you watched him fuck around, but one night, you found yourself in Jeno’s arms.

You told Jeno that you weren’t looking for a relationship and that you just fucked around. At first he was alright with that, but after seeing you with so many different men, he couldn’t take it anymore and he wanted you for himself. You didn’t only fuck with Jeno, you also hung out and watched movies or went to the club together. You were something like friends with benefits, but you never labeled it like that. When Jeno asked you to go on a date with him, you always turned him down. Jeno wouldn’t stop trying though. He knew that Jaemin had left you heartbroken, he knew that you would never love him like you loved Jaemin. He also knew how much his old best friend loved you, until he left you and broke your heart. Jeno liked being with you and hated seeing you sad, so he tried to be there for you, even though you pushed him away. Jeno tried to tell you that there was no future with Jaemin and that you should let him go, but you didn’t care. You only stopped fucking around because you were getting sick of it and Jeno asked you for one thing, he asked you to stop fucking around and only fuck him, it was okay that you didn’t want to go on a date with him, but he didn’t want to see you fuck other people. You had Jeno to fuck Jaemin out of your mind, you didn’t need other men anymore.

Oh, oh It's probably gonna sound wrong Promise it won't last long Oh, oh If we can never go back Thought you'd like to know that

The next morning, Jaemin woke up in his car. He was still in front of your apartment, waiting for Jeno to leave, but he never left. He stayed the night with you and Jaemin’s jealousy was eating him alive. How could his best friend do that to him? Doesn’t he know what bro code is?

Jaemin knew that it was all his fault in the first place. He didn’t keep his promise and left you hanging. Jaemin left you and he had the audacity to stop contacting you, blocking you everywhere, and then dating someone else.

Did Jaemin even love Seolhyun? No. He never loved her, he sounds like the biggest asshole ever, but he only used her to forget about you and as a publicity stunt. Seolhyun didn’t care, Jaemin’s fans liked her and she got more popular. Their breakup shocked the country, their fans heartbroken that their favorite couple broke up. Other fans happy now that Jaemin was single again, as if they had a chance.

You didn’t know about that, you ignored news, you never watched his performances or checked his social media, he blocked you with his official accounts and with his old account he had back in high school. It was almost like Jaemin never existed, but the pain was there. The pain was still there and reminded you that it was real.

Jaemin’s career was still going well. He was still popular and created music like he always wanted to, he could only write songs about his broken heart though and everyone assumed it was about his ex-girlfriend, but every song, every word that left his lips, was about you and only you.

Jaemin finally saw Jeno leaving your apartment. He was probably going to work- wait Jaemin didn’t even care. He was gone and Jaemin had finally the chance to talk to you.

He softly knocked on the door.

“Jeno did you forget someth-“ you opened the door and tried to close it as fast as you could, but once again, Jaemin stopped you.

“I need to talk to you Y/n. Please just-“

“No!” you yelled at him while still trying to close the door.

“Y/n, it won’t take long- please, just listen to me.” Jaemin begged.

“Go away! Leave me alone! I don’t want to hear any of your bullshit!” you were about to have a panic attack. Your chest tightened and your vision was blurry.

Jaemin saw you struggling and he knew that you weren’t feeling good. The way your body tensed and your hands trembled, the look on your face and your broken voice.

He stepped back and let you close the door, he couldn’t take it seeing you like that. You tried to calm down, breathing in and breathing out. You leaned against your door and closed your eyes.

“I need you to know, that I would do anything to get you back. I need you back, and I need you to know that trying to replace me with Jeno won’t work, because he won’t love you like I do. I love you, Y/n. I always loved you.” He said from the other side of the door.

“I want to explain everything to you, I want to be honest with you and I want to look at you. Please give me a chance.”

You never answered him, but you listened to him as you cried. How could he be so cruel and come back to tell you all these lies?

“I’ll go now, but I’ll come back. I won’t let go of your hand ever again, I’ll try as long as I need to, to get you back.”

He won't touch you like I do He won't love you like I would He don't know your body He don't do you right He won't love you like I would Love you like I would

It's okay to want me, 'cause I want you Been thinkin' it over, but I'm through So stop wasting all my time, messing with my mind It's cold-hearted, cold-hearted

You’ve been thinking about Jaemin’s words all day long, you were distracted by your thought and ignored Jeno and everything else. You were in your bed, looking at the ceiling and trying so hard not to cry again. You didn’t want to tell Jeno that Jaemin came back after he left, you cried all day until Jeno came back, you tried to act like everything was alright, but your silence told Jeno otherwise. But he wasn’t going to force you to talk to him, he thought that Jaemin knocking on your door last night was still messing with you, which was true, but also Jaemin’s words this morning were messing with you.

Jaemin told you that he wanted you back, he told you that he loved you and that Jeno would never love you like he did. What if he’s right? You also doubted that there was anyone who could love you like Jaemin, but did he still love you?

You did. You still loved him, and you hated yourself for wanting to talk to him. He didn’t deserve to see you face, he didn’t deserve you. His words were floating in your head and you felt your heart racing whenever you remember the way he said that he loved you.

Were you losing your mind? Was it wrong that you wanted to want to talk to him? Was it wrong that you wanted to see him and listen to his words? Was it wrong to think about him while Jeno was right next to you?

You remembered every I love you, every touch on your body and every kiss. You hated yourself for comparing him to Jeno, you hated the fact that you felt different for Jaemin. Better. More. You wished you could love Jeno, you really wished it was Jeno your heart longed for, but it wasn’t and it was never going to be Jeno. After everything Jaemin put you through, you became cold-hearted and Jeno tried to melt the ice around your heart with his warmth, with his sweet words and his lips on your body, but there was nothing more than sex you wanted from him.

After thinking about everything over and over again, it took you two more days until you unblocked Jaemin’s number, you didn’t even know if he still used his old number or if he had blocked your number too, but you tried and when he replied to your text, you knew there was no going back.

Oh, oh It's probably gonna sound wrong Promise it won't last long Oh, oh If we can never go back Thought you'd like to know that

He won't touch you like I do He won't love you like I would He don't know your body He don't do you right He won't love you like I would Love you like I would, like I would

You were home alone again, Jeno had the nightshift and you told Jaemin to come tonight. You felt bad for lying to Jeno, but you really wanted to talk to Jaemin. You were extremely nervous and scared. The sting in your heart hurt more every passing second and you stopped breathing as soon as you heard the doorbell.

With slow steps, you walked to the door and opened it, your eyes were on the floor. When Jaemin didn’t say anything, you looked up and met his teary eyes.

“Y-You have five minutes.” You whispered.

“Is he here?” he asked, looking behind you. You shook your head, “Can I come inside?”

You hesitated, but then you nodded softly and let him inside.

Jaemin looked around your apartment, it was clean and simple. The framed picture on the wall caught his attention, a picture of you and Jeno. Jaemin wanted to rip the picture apart and throw it away, but he had to stay calm.

“Do you love him?” he asked you as he turned around to face you.

“Who?”

“Jeno.”

“Why do you care?” you asked him, you were getting angry. You wanted answers, not the other way around.

“Why do I care? I want to know if my best friend waited for me to leave to make a move on you. Or the other way around. Or no, wait, maybe while I was still with you.” Jaemin tried to stop himself from talking like an asshole, but he was jealous and jealous Jaemin was an asshole.

“Excuse me?” was he being serious?

“You heard me. Did you cheat on me with Jeno? Tell me the truth Y/n. There’s no other explanation.”

“You have the audacity to stand in front of me, in my apartment, after you left and accuse me of cheating?” you were mad.

Jaemin knew he was fucking up, but he couldn’t stop. “I just want to know how a-and why. Why Jeno? Why my best friend? Did you even love me?”

You were extremely frustrated and you started crying, angry tears left your eyes. “Fuck you, Jaemin. I shouldn’t have called you- I’m s-so dumb.” You said to yourself.

“Y/n-“

“No Jaemin! Stop fucking talking! You have no idea, no fucking idea of how much I suffered because of you. You don’t know anything, so stop talking!”

“Then tell me! Tell me what is going on between you and Jeno, tell me!” he yelled back.

“You are the one who left, you are the one who promised to come back and take me with you. You are the one who ignored me and started dating someone else, so you should be the one telling me why you did what you did! I should be the one asking you If you ever loved me, because you are the one who did this to us! I love you more than anything else, you don’t have the right to ask me If I loved you, because you fucking know how much I love you!”

Your heart was beating against your chest and you felt like you weren’t able to breathe. Your hands in fists, nails digging into your skin, your vision was blurry and your voice was breaking.

“I… I had to do it.” He whispered, eyes closed.

“Why?! Tell me why?! Please, tell me why!” you cried out.

“I had to! I was trying to build a career, there was no way to come and get you. Everyone was talking about my love life. Famous singer Na Jaemin, single or in love?! Headlines after headlines about my fucking relationship and my agency didn’t want me to be with you, with someone from my past, they wanted me to date someone famous, someone from my industry. So I had to forget you and then I met Seolhyun and she was nice, but-“

“What? But what?”

“But she wasn’t you. I tried to forget you, but I couldn’t and I knew that you found out about my relationship, but she didn’t mean anything to me, I swear.” He stepped closer, “And we broke up. I saw a picture of us in my phone, and then it clicked. All I ever wanted is you, that’s why I came back, but when I saw him-“ he breathed in and out, “What do you except me to think? We both know that he won’t love you like I do.” He stepped closer again, he was right in front of you.

Jaemin cupped your cheeks with his cold hands, “He won’t touch you like I do, he won’t kiss you like I do. He doesn’t know anything about you. Not as much as I do. You know that there’s only me who’s right for you and I know that there’s only you for me. I know I was a coward, but I never stopped loving you.”

“You broke my heart.” You whimpered.

“I know, I know. I should’ve fought for us. I regret it so much. I regret leaving you. I would give up everything for you. Everything. As long as I’m with you.”

You looked him deep in the eyes. He was sincere, you could see it in his eyes.

“What the fuck is he doing here?”

Jeno entered your apartment and as soon as he saw Jaemin standing so close to you, he was ready to fight him. Jeno felt bad for leaving you alone at night, so he asked his boss if he could go home early that night.

Jaemin turned to Jeno, “What the fuck are you doing here? You really thought you can fuck my girlfriend after I left?”

“Your girlfriend? Dude, you were gone for fucking years! She doesn’t need you!” Jeno yelled at him.

“That gives you the right to be with your best friends ex?! It doesn’t matter If I was here or not, there’s something called bro code!” Jaemin stood in front of Jeno now, they looked like they were about to throw punches.

“Fuck you! You don’t get to tell me shit about friendship! Y/n doesn’t need you, so get the fuck out!”

“You think she loves you like she loves me? You really think you can replace me?! You really think, you can love her more than I do?!” Jaemin’s voice got louder with every word and you were scared that they were actually going to fight.

“Jaemin-“

“No! Tell me, does he love you like I love you? Huh? Does he make you feel like how I made you feel? Do you really think he’ll love you more than I love you? Do you-“

“I’m not dating Jeno!” you yelled, you were so annoyed that he kept accusing Jeno of something that wasn’t the case, “We’re not dating. I didn’t want to. I couldn’t. I couldn’t be with someone else, no matter how hard I tried to forget you and believe me, I tried so hard to forget you. But I couldn’t do that to Jeno. I couldn’t play with his heart, while you were playing with mine. I love you Jaemin. I always have. Jeno was always by my side. He stopped me from doing stupid, really stupid things. He was always there for me. Jeno makes me happy and he cares for me, as a friend.”

You were tearing up as you remembered what you’ve been through after Jaemin left you, but Jeno was always there for you. Yes, he wanted to go on a date with you, to help you forget about Jaemin. But what you needed was a friend, not a replacement for your boyfriend.

“Y-You’re not together?” Jaemin stuttered.

“No you fucking dumbass.” Jeno hissed.

“I’m not going to lie to you. I slept with Jeno, I slept with so many guys after you left. But none of them made me feel the way you did.”

Jaemin looked at you and then at Jeno. The truth that you had sex with Jeno left a bad after taste in his mouth, but who was he to get angry. It was Jaemin’s fault. He was the one who left you heartbroken.

Jaemin was embarrassed, angry, and scared. Embarrassed that he thought you were dating. Angry that he let you suffer like that and scared that he just lost his last chance to get you back.

“I’m sorry.” Jaemin mumbled.

“Not gonna lie, I want to beat the shit out of you, but this is between you guys. But I swear to god, Na Jaemin. If you hurt her one more time while I’m gone, I’ll kill you.” Jeno looked Jaemin deep in the eyes and then he looked at you with a soft smile, “Call me when you need me.” Jeno smiled at you and then he left you and Jaemin alone in your apartment.

You were thankful to have Jeno in your life.

You looked at Jaemin and he looked at the floor, you couldn’t really see his face.

“What now?” you asked him.

He looked at you, tears rolling down his cheeks.

“I-I get it. If you don’t w-want me back. I totally u-understand if you hate me. I’m so sorry, I wish I could turn back time and decline that stupid offer. I only need you. I love you.”

Jaemin was crying so hard and he looked so done with his life, so done with everything. He wanted to hug you and never let go, he would never do that mistake again. He would never let go of you, no, not again.

“I love you too.”

You weren’t sure If you forgave him too soon, but your heart felt so light and you felt like you could breathe again. All you worries were gone in a second. You jumped in Jaemin’s arms and hugged him tightly. “If you hurt me ever again, my heart won’t take it and I don’t know what would happen.”

Jaemin wrapped his arms around you and pressed soft kisses on your hair, “Never. I’m never going to hurt you again. I love you so much.” He was still crying, just like you.

You never thought that this day would come. The day you were finally back in Jaemin’s arms, hugging him tightly and hearing him say that he loved you.

After that night, you slowly build your relationship with Jaemin again. You went on dates, he showed you around the company, and he loved you like he promised he would. You were happy and you would thank Jeno thousand times for helping you go through all that shit. Jaemin and Jeno’s friendship was also building up slowly, but since you moved to Seoul, to be closer to Jaemin, you saw Jeno not as often as you did before, but he told you that he met a cute girl and it felt like she was the one for him.

“What are you thinking about?” Jaemin kissed your bare shoulder. His naked body pressed against yours under the sheets.

“Just thinking about how much I love you.” You smiled at him softly.

“I love you so much.” He mumbled as he pressed little kisses on your shoulder and then he turned you to face him. “I’ll love you forever.” He pressed his lips on yours and you could feel your heart beating against your chest. No matter how many times Jaemin kissed you, it always felt like the first time he did, back when you had your first kiss with him.

“I love you.”

And that is how your heart healed and loved again.

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tyongxnct · 3 years

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𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐒 - 𝐖𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐬

pairing: Lucas x reader

summary: You tried to lie to yourself. You told yourself that you didn’t need Lucas, that you didn’t miss him. But you actually missed him so much, you were still in love with Lucas. Your heart longed for him and you just wanted him back.

song: truth is - Sabrina Claudio

genre: exfwb-to-lovers!au, angst, fluff

warnings: mention of sex, mention of female masturbation, this is a SEQUEL to my story 𝑠𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 - 𝑊𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝐿𝑢𝑐𝑎𝑠

word count: 1.6k

A/N: this one’s a little short but I hope you still enjoy it💓💓💓

taglist: @aesthetichrj @bvbyxuxi @bitchenderyy @chitaphrrrr

this is fiction!

I don't feel you, I ripped the last page out I don't even get jealous when you mention other women I don't, I don't And I don't miss you, I'm doing better now I don't even think of calling 'cause I never feel like talking I don't, I don't

Need you But I need you

Another night another drink in your hand. Alcohol helped you forget about him, about your last night with him and about the fact that he choose her over you. You don’t care about that anymore. You don’t care that he talked about Yuqi, that he preferred Yuqi.

Or did you?

Did you still care about that?

It doesn’t matter. You’re doing better now, you only think about him when you were sober, which was rare, just like he loved you when he was sober. You don’t even miss him, how could you miss someone who was never yours? Lucas was never yours and you were never his, no matter how much you wanted to be with him. No matter how much you loved him.

You checked your phone, no texts, and no calls.

How could he even text or call you? You blocked him after all and you never thought of unblocking him and calling him. What would you tell him? Hi I miss you? I need you back, I don’t care if you don’t love me?

You couldn’t say anything and you didn’t feel like talking to him after months. You got used to being alone and not being loved.

Truth is I'm dishonest 'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep Truth is that I want this 'Cause I always see you in my sleep Truth is that I love you, mmm Even when I'm trying not to

But when you were sober, you wanted to call him, you wanted to go to him.

You were lying to yourself and everyone around you. You still loved him and you would take him back If he asked you for a second chance.

You were scared though. Scared to get hurt again, to be his second choice again and being used for sex and only sex, again.

It wasn’t easy being in love with someone who was in love with someone else. We all went through something like that, it tore you apart but your heart still longed for Lucas.

When I touch me, I'm wanting someone else I don't even think about you Reminisce it, wish I had it 'Cause it wasn't even that good Wasn't even that good

Forget you I can't forget you

You’re lying alone in your bed.

The last time you had sex was with Lucas, it felt wrong to sleep with other men. You weren’t ready for that.

But you were horny, you touched yourself under the thick white sheets. You closed your eyes and tried to think about anyone but him. You told yourself that the sex with Lucas wasn’t even good, that there better men and that you didn’t need his dick inside of you. But that was another lie you told yourself. After all you felt loved when you had sex with him, sex connected you and him, sex was the only way to be close to him.

Your imagined Lucas’ fingers inside you and your orgasm hit you.

You cursed yourself.

Truth is I'm dishonest 'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep Truth is that I want this 'Cause I always see you in my sleep Truth is that I love you, mmm (Truth is that I love you) Even when I'm trying not to

Need you But I need you Forget you I can't forget you

You woke up crying. That was something new. Yes, you fell asleep crying and you cried after you woke up but crying while sleeping was new.

You saw him in your dreams.

It wasn’t a nightmare, no.

You were having the time of your life in his arms. He kissed your face and told you he loved you. He looked you in the eyes and promised you that he he’d love you forever, that he only loves you.

“I love you Y/n. You’re the only one for me. Come back to me.” He whispered.

It felt so real, but it wasn’t.

And once again, you felt your heart beating faster and faster, you fell deeper in love with a version of Lucas created in your head.

The Lucas in your dream wasn’t the same Lucas.

The real Lucas would never love you, he would never choose you.

But you still love him, even though you’re trying not to. You need him, you always needed him. You want to forget everything that happened, you want to erase every memory in your head, every touch on your skin.

But you can’t forget him.

Truth is I'm dishonest 'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep Truth is that I want this 'Cause I always see you in my sleep Truth is that I love you, mmm Even when I'm trying not to

Need you But I need you Forget you I can't forget you

“Hey.”

You turned around and met his eyes. Your grip around the bottle in your hand tightened and you stopped breathing.

“H-How have you been?”

You were trying to find the right words. You slightly opened your mouth to talk but no words were coming out.

“I’m s-sorry, uhm, I- uh, I shouldn’t have- I’ll leave you alone, sorry.”

Before he could walk away you called out his name.

“Lucas!”

You hoped he heard you, the music playing in the background was pretty loud.

He looked back at you, his eyes were shimmering and he looked at you with so much hope.

“Do you- uhm, want to talk? Outside maybe?”

You should’ve known that Lucas would attend Ten’s party. He was one of his best friends after all. Maybe you should’ve told Ten that you were sick, or that you had stuff to do, but maybe, coming was the best decision you had ever made.

Lucas nodded happily and led you outside.

You didn’t say anything as you watched the cars drive past you.

“I-I’ve been good, I guess.” You said to break the silence.

“Huh?” Lucas looked at you questioningly.

“You asked me how I’ve been earlier.”

“Oh yeah right. That’s good… yeah I’m glad you’ve been good.” Lucas whispered the last part.

“The truth is, I was anything but good,” you chuckled, “I was… I am still hurt.” You admitted truthfully.

Lucas felt the tears in his eyes slowly building. “I-I’m sorry. I think, I should leave you alone. I don’t want to h-hurt you anymore.”

“No! I mean, I want this. I want to talk to you.” You held him by his wrist.

Lucas closed his eyes and let the tears fall. “I am so sorry, so fucking sorry for everything. I-I shouldn’t have used you like that. I am so dumb, so stupid and blind. You are the best thing that happened to me a-and I just,” he took a deep breath, “I hurt you over and over again. I used your feelings for me and I regret not choosing you in the first place. I was hurt after you left me that one night but I know I deserve even more than that. I don’t deserve you.”

He looked at you and he saw the tears in your eyes and he wanted to punch himself for making you cry again.

“I never deserved someone as beautiful and kind as you. Someone so perfect. I know that you hate me, that you won’t forgive me but-“

Lucas softly cupped your cheeks so you could look him in the eyes.

“But I need you to know how much I actually love you. Y/n, I love you so much, more than I thought it was possible. I love you.”

You looked him deep in the eyes and all the pain you felt in the past months suddenly vanished. All you saw in his eyes was the love about which he was talking. The longing and regret in his eyes told you how genuine he was.

“I love you.”

Lucas couldn’t believe his ears.

“I tried not to- I really tried to stop loving you. But I can’t. I love you too much to stop. I can’t get you out of my head and of my heart. I need you. Even after all, I need you.”

You smiled softly, “I love you Lucas.”

Lucas cried even harder as he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tightly. He would never let go again, he would never hurt you again and he would never love anyone more than he loved you.

He pulled back, his arms still around you and looked at you. It felt so unreal to have you in his arms again, to hear you say that you loved him.

“What?” you asked him after he kept looking at you.

“Just making sure you’re real and this isn’t a dream.”

There was only one way to show him that this was real.

This time, you cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer. Lucas didn’t know what you were doing, but when he felt your lips against his, he melted in and kissed you back.

Oh, how much he had missed your lips.

You softly pulled back, even though he wanted to keep kissing you. “Feels real right?”

“I’m not sure. I think we need to try again.” He smirked and you smiled.

Once again, you pulled him closer and kissed him.

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