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Another Victim?
It's fascinating how quickly some people have condoned Phaya's bursts of anger, yet Dr. Chalothon's special brand of fuckery isn't being held to the same standard as Phaya's violence, and I. Love. It.
Chalothon has chosen to fight these men without using physical violence because it makes his opponents look crazy and causes the audience to immediately judge the act of violence rather than the cause of it.
And here we are, after Chalothon said he'd rather see Tharn dead than yield to Phaya watching him repeat the same comments some people have made in their observations of Phaya's behavior.
But Chalothon is talking about Art here, not Phaya.
Yet this is the second time that Chalothon has linked symptoms from someone who is considered a risk to society with Phaya's behavior.
Which is unprofessional but also untrue considering none of the people he is speaking about were dangerous to society. The first suspects were targeting men who had gotten away with sexual assault, and both incidents that involved Art were accidents AFTER the other person assaulted him.
While.
The.
Police.
Watched.
The investigation team was there to protect the guests, yet Art being attacked wasn't a cause of concern. Maybe they thought this was another performance piece, but they only acted AFTER the blood started to show on a woman. And they only held Art down.
Because men aren't victims.
And the grandma, who stands in for society, voices this again and again. She dismissed Phaya's dreams as stress induced, and stated that people are simply losing their minds without any real reason. Much like Art's actions are being labeled as crazy without acknowledging he was assaulted. Much like Phaya bursts of anger are being examined without contributing them to Chalothon's heinous comment.
I truly believe Chalothon is directly causing ALL of these men to behave as they are and not just by his comments but through supernatural means.
Blame it on Pit Babe, but the second Chalothon put his hand on Art, it wasn't surprising that nobody stepped in to help Art even though he was crying loudly. Chalothon harmed Art. Chalothon caused Art harmed.
And they all just watched.
In the first case, the crimes were livestreamed. Art's crime turned into a performance piece, but Chalothon's touch isn't the act of violence these men connect with harm. They doubt this causes pain because this isn't an aggressive touch. Much like the the previous case, Phaya is the biggest doubter.
And this is why Chalothon is fighting Phaya in this very specific way.
Chalothon is setting up Phaya so he can publicly demonstrate that Phaya is crazy.
Because Phaya sees a distinct line between himself and the suspects of these cases, yet he has a lot more in common with them than he thinks.
They are all Chalothon's victims!
And Chalothon is making sure no one will believe him.
#the sign#the sign the series#don't let me down doctor#this is a story of justice#and victims#please make people think Phaya is crazy#it's already worked on some people
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#wen ning#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#In the audio drama she quite literally opens the door and then leaves after seeing them without breaking conversation.#It is both so impressive and deeply funny to me.#I imagine her just literally pivoting in one foot and walking right out.#She came home after a long day at work and in 0.5 seconds went ��I would rather go back to the office than deal with this right now”.#Besides tickling me to near tears - this scene is also a great introduction to Wen Qing - her first instinct is to protect!#She lives by the code of 'I don't care who you are - if you need help I will lend it.' a true doctor and professional.#Sure she is *mad* that Wen Ning puts himself (and her to a lesser extent) at risk by helping 'the enemy' but she gives in quick.#I love Wen Qing a lot - she is such an unsung hero in this story.#Sorry that her first appearance on this blog was...what it was. I'll let your curiosity take you down that path...
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Overall I do think things would've gone significantly better for Martha if Donna had accepted the first offer she got from The Doctor and been in season 3. Donna would absolutely be the Number One member of the Martha defense club and would've constantly been like "SHE'S SO FUCKING COOL AND BRILLIANT AND SMART AND BEAUTIFUL AND IF YOU DON'T CHEER AND CLAP FOR HER I'M BLOWING UP THIS BUILDING" like Donna IS her living breathing hypeman. Also I think Donna would've killed the master so that whole year that wasn't? Never happened.
That being said. Rip to Martha Jones because I think she would've had a disaster bisexual moment where on either side of her is an incredibly attractive person that is ruthlessly teasing her for her crush on the other. Neither of them have figured out she has a crush on them. She is not subtle about it.
#doctor who#martha jones#tenth doctor#donna noble#tennant doctor#TO BE FAIR#i think Donna would eventually pick up on it#and she'd genuinely be so fucking nice about it#she would let her down in a way that was gentle but incredibly clear#like oh i absolutely adore you but I don't tend to feel romantically about people who are#significantly younger than me#it really is through no fault of your own im just in my late 30s#and i hope that we can still have our wonderful friendship i genuinely really love your company#whereas ten. is a fucko.
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#catherine tate#dw spoilers#i've been waiting for someone to gif this#but i guess i have to do it myself!!!!#i haven't stopped thinking about the trailer ahhhh i'm so excited#2023 better be a very fun dw year please rtd don't let me down#i already know big finish got me once it's may
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Doctors are so funny. They'll be like "Hey you should stop doing this thing" and when I explain I'm doing that thing because otherwise I'd be dysfunctional they just give up lmao
#A doctor I saw today was like you're taking way too many NSAIDs you should reduce them#Like okay yeah let me just stop taking the things that are letting me do anything besides laying down all day lmao#Obv I don't want to be taking as much pain medication as I am- don't you think I would stop if that was an option for me??#In good news I have two referrals and an appointment with different specialists to see what's wrong#physically disabled#physical disability#chronic pain#spoonie#disabled#disability
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So ten's face coming back had nothing to do about closure or accepting regeneration as a natural cycle, letting go and moving forward like every face that had come before or after ..
instead he's just sticking around.. indefinitely..
cool.
i'm gonna lie down.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#the giggle#i.. wasn't a fan of that ngl.#i had a fear rtd was going to pull something like this didn't want to believe it buuut#as much as i like david tennant like.. can we just let go and move on? please?#and why did they insinuate ten's doctor is just a vessel of trauma so bigenerating what exactly? means ncuti's doctor doesn't carry it too?#rtd removed a major aspect of the doctor if that was the case#i'm gonna need to rewatch it to try and figure it out but honestly i feel a bit let down by that#don't get me wrong i'm super excited for the fourteenth doctor (ncuti. i will always mean ncuti as fourteen.)#but from first impressions.. this wasn't.. a good episode
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WTFFF I thought thirteen would be my new girl crush love of my life heart eyes wife you-came-after-twelve-you-must-be-better-than-they're-all-saying bbygirl and then I had to sit down and watch as she told a man who (if he were not a murderer, of course) literally every regeneration before her would've LOVED and FULLY SUPPORTED that "the systems aren't the problem. how people use and exploit the system, that's the problem. people like you" </33333 !?!?
#WHERE IS THAT POST THAT SAID NINE WOULD KILL THIRTEEN FOR BEING A CLASS TRAITOR#WHY WOULD YOU SAY “ERODE PEOPLE'S TRUST IN AUTOMATION” ALL WORRIED AND CONCERNED LIKE THAT???#WHEN DID YOU START LIKING AUTOMATION OVER PEOPLE THINKING AND DOING THINGS FOR THEMSELVES???#AND WHY ARE YOU TRAVELING WITH A COPPER??? WE HATE COPPERS??????#did we FORGET into the dalek?? how about how he treated danny?? god there's so much more I can't even remember off the top of my head#(I understand soldiers are different from cops but c'mon don't even PRETEND twelve would've been any nicer if blue or danny were just COPS)#also a bit off topic bUT MAY I JUST TALK ABOUT ARACHNIDS IN THE UK FOR HALF A GODAMNED SECOND—#I know the companions are usually the ones to do the doctor's dirty work here but like#I just can't see the other doctors NOT having the business man lure the spider for being so fuckin annoying about it#like I was genuinely surprised when they had him do that whole song and dance about not doing it and then he actually just. didn't do it#the doctor LOVES fucking with evil rich business men this is PERFECT. plus why not get back at him for being awful to their companions?#absolutely gobsmacked thirteen let him act like that. I am wrong in thinking that the others would've shut his shit down a LOT quicker??#anyways. I love jodie whittaker and it's just so upsetting to have her doctor do something so wildly off#THIRTEEN PLEASE I HAD SUCH FAITH IN YOUUU I WAS IGNORING THE HATERS AND FOR WHAT#I can SEE the other doctors in her still I can FEEL them they're there she's doing an AMAZING job but. oh my god. what did they make her do#I can't even say she feels ooc as a whole because jodie is bloody brilliant. it's just these... moments. that don't make ANY sense to me...#especially coming off of twelve?? I get the radical personality switch but that belief is a core part of the doctor. or at least I THOUGHT#thirteenth doctor#doctor who#I still love all of you who love her and reading ur posts/fics but I. will not be making any myself. I do not think.
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Was tagged by @oceancamp to post my current five favorite songs! (They should invent a stages-of-grief-esque model that encompasses and accurately describes both types of anguish I had to go through making this list - the one of limiting myself to only five songs, and the one of trying to put as little videogame music on here as possible so that I don't end up looking like an absolute goddamn geek, which... I am... Oh well!)
Thank you so much for tagging me - here are the songs!
Heaven Pierce Her - War Without Reason
Tatsuro Yamashita - Love Space
This specific arrangement of Death And Republic + Meet Again
Winger - Junkyard Dog (Tears On Stone)
The Protomen - Light Up The Night
Is it courtesy to tag other people after you've been tagged in a post like this? If that's the case, I'll tag @spiralled-fury, @solradguy, @swamppossum, @five-by-five, @northstarring, @ineedmoredragons and @tbonechessor!
#logs#ya don't have to participate if you don't want to‚ from what i've gathered - it's all just for fun anyway :]#The link to Yamashita's song is actually a link to a website that hosts city pop songs‚ since those keep getting taken down on YouTube due#to the strictness of Japan's copyright laws with regards to music. Uploads of Yamashita's songs in particular get taken down quite#frequently... The rest are either Bandcamp or YouTube (in case of Junkyard Dog) links#Very out-of-character of me not to put a Кино song on here‚ haha#I had a hard time deciding whether to put HOLD BACK THE NIGHT or Light Up The Night here‚ but ultimately decided on Light Up The Night#because... hoo boy#okay storytime. i've known of the protomen since somewhere around 2021. got The Good Doctor in my recommended feed‚ clicked on it because#i thought the album cover was cool + the title was appealing‚ but i never really listened to anything theirs beyond that song after that.#fast forward to 2022. be me‚ watching the greatest videoessay on planet earth (Steak Bentley's Metal Gear Solid 4 Was A Mistake).#the fucking MONTAGE comes on‚ and I fall in love with my second Protomen song. second fast forward to 2023 going into 2024‚ finally got#around to playing the Violence update. i learn of the name of level 7-2. the widest‚ most mischievous grin appears on my face.#i enter the level‚ proclaim ''ULTRAKlLL IS NOW A STEAK BENTLEY REFERENCE'' and blast the song as i get my ass beat by every single thing in#that level.#and let me tell you. getting mollywhopped ten thousand times by the FUCKING GUTTERTANK TRIO AT THE END OF THE LEVEL WAS. not a pleasant#experience. but the song made it better. :) (i played the level before the balance patch came out and uh let's just say i had more deaths on#that level than on 2gabe and 1gabe. SEVENTY-FOUR. FUCKING. RESTARTS. JESUS /CHRIST/.#goodness how i yearn to make a 3d animation of v1 going through 7-4 with that song in the background as a tribute to the man himself but#alas i am a student who has everything in the world but time#thanks for the tag again!! ^^
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#cats#his eyes are always so big and weird he no longer looks like a cat anymore sometimes.. in a way...#it's hard to understand.. complicated vibes on this boy#his summer sprawl (laying flopped out on the floor weird because of the heat)#I AM still trying to get some costumes done and also post another poll advtnure so I can finally finish it lol#the weather this month has just been soooo.... There was the heat wave and then after like 2 days of coolenss where I was like 'ah! finally#I can be productiv!' but just as soon as I had recovered from the heat.. it got hot again ghhhh#currently sweating inside. I actually had to leave my doctors appointment early today because I was just so so warm from#sitting in the car and the fac tthat half the buildings still do not have their air up very high and etc. and I felt so nausous#and flushed and started to get back and stomach pains for some reason.. Which I guess is good in a way to further confirm to doctors that#I Have Something Wrong With Me lol (most normal people should not be this heat sensitive I think) but is also still a little stinky#because I still payed a copay for the fulla appointment time but cit it short by leaving 15minues early.. grrr#ANYWAY. It seems like recently it's just hot all the time but it will ocasionally tempt you with a cool day of reprieve BUT don't let your#guard down! because as soon as you start to think 'hey things are getting better! :0' the sun will be like NO actualy. scalding temperature#be upon ye..#Which of COURSE. I would rather have hot weather with little breaks in between than just constant hot weather. 100% definitely.#but it just always makes me sad because I get my hopes up lol.. JUST as I've recovered from the past heat and am So Ready To Start#On All My Things now That I'm Not As Sick And Hey Maybe It's Even Cool Enough To Do A Costume! .. my hopes are dashed#.. woe and so on and so forth. . Which I am stil managing to get a few things done but just.. not the things I really WANT to do (costumes.#sculptures. edit videos. etc. ).#anyway.. look at son.. If nothing else I still have lots of cat photos.. my sole productivity offerings to the internet online world
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Just, you know, the Doctor listening to various songs. :)
#Please like and reblog pretty please this took hours. 😭😭😭😭😭#It is like an hour past my bedtime I wanted to finish this.#vampiric scribbles#Doctor Who#Doctor Who TV movie#Seventh Doctor#7th Doctor#Eighth Doctor#8th Doctor#Don't let me down beautiful Whovians of Tumblr.#I'm gonna go to sleep now like a good boy. Well I'll brush my teeth first and THEN go to sleep like a good boy.#The Master is vibing in that box to these songs.
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The Sign of a Mental Disorder
Tharn has the gift of sight. Yai and the abbot believe Tharn has this gift. Yet Tharn does not share this information with others, including Phaya, because he doesn't want people to think he is crazy.
When Yai questions why Tharn didn't tell Phaya the truth, Tharn immediately thinks Yai is talking about his gift of sight, but Yai is talking about how Tharn likes Phaya. To Tharn, the truth is his gift while his love for Phaya is a fantasy.
Dr. Chalothon knows about Tharn's gift, yet 1) spins it that Tharn has a mental disorder and 2) easily offers up that information to Phaya.
Chalothon, a psychiatrist, might be a childhood friend or a doctor who "treats" Tharn for his condition. Either way, Chalothon knows the truth and uses it as a weapon against Tharn by likening Tharn's (and Phaya's) experience to those of a killer who he immediately labels as Schizophrenic.
Previously, Phaya reminded the doctor that they shouldn't discuss the case because the investigation was still ongoing, yet the doctor, who should know better, has no qualms disclosing Tharn's trauma. If Tharn is a patient, this a breach of confidentially and if Tharn is a friend, this is a breach of trust. But this is also a reminder of how discussions happen about people with mental illnesses and not believing them as victims.
Framing a supernatural show through the lens of a procedural investigation isn't new because it's an effective storytelling device that requires the logical examination of the illogical. And it's also an examination of how we dismiss people and ideas we don't understand.
Even when we should believe what is being presented to us.
Tharn does not doubt his gift. In fact, his gift is a painful reminder that he can't ignore. When he saw Phaya getting stabbed, his head hurt.
So when he was in the woods, his head hurt.
But instead of seeing the future,
he saw the past.
Which is a gift Phaya also shares.
But his family gives a logical reason for his visions.
Remember that Phaya is the one who doubted the victims' stories, so for a logical man from a logical family, it must be painful to not understand what is happening.
However, Phaya gets the same painful reminder that he cannot ignore. His head hurts. A physical manifestation of the unexplainable.
But instead of accepting what is happening, Phaya reacts, with violence.
Others have guessed that the anger comes from the thought that Tharn has betrayed his trust and the idea that Tharn doesn't believe him (but remember that during that conversation with the doctor, Tharn's trust was also betrayed). Others have also stated that seeing Phaya express his anger in this controlled environment is good.
BUT . . . We've already been told this isn't the way to deal with conflict or competition.
And this is where Chalothon thrives.
As a psychiatrist, someone who specializes in mental illnesses and how they physically and emotionally manifest, Chalothon speaks calmly and nicely, yet clearly knows how to ignite rage in Phaya.
The way Chalothon fights is not physical. It leaves no marks. He never lays a hand on Phaya to hurt him. He is mentally attacking Phaya (and even possibly supernaturally). Just like he attacked Tharn without anyone noticing. He is attacking these men in ways that others would not believe because they can't be seen.
Tharn and Phaya's job depends on them providing evidence of a crime, of a victim being harmed, and of a criminal causing harm. Yet the case they are working on has the criminals as the victims and the victims as the criminals. What is the crime then? One of justice?
Tharn wronged Chalothon in a previous life and has been told this multiple times making Chalothon the victim, yet Tharn and Phaya have become the victims of Chalothon in this life. Is this justice? Because the way Chalothon is attacking them makes them seem crazy. Nobody would believe they were victims, just like the audience hasn't truly seen Chalothon as the victim even though it has been stated as the reason Tharn and Phaya's karma is tied together.
Tharn's sight allows him to see victims.
The audience dismissed Chart as crazy. But what if he was the first victim?
Because this story of an elite investigation unit is asking us to look closer at how men can be the victims and how they are being dismissed as crazy. Yai called the suspect a psychopath. Chalothon suggested the man suffered from a mental illness. Tharn saw the man's sister die by suicide. The suspect has yet to actually kill anyone himself, so right now, this man is a victim of a failed system but was quickly labeled as crazy for his tactics toward justice.
It's a way to silence victims. Nothing they say can be trusted because they are crazy. Nothing they experience is real because they are insane. There is no crime if there is no victim. So no matter how hard these men physically fight, they can't beat the label of having a mental illness because everything they do will only prove its existence.
Their every action is a painful sign of a mental disorder.
And the psychiatrist knows that.
Which is why he chose to seek justice this way.
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#Don't mind me I just need to vent real quick#Ignore this post by all means#Just feeling anxious af right now#Have barely been able to sleep the last two weeks#Plus I'm feeling even more I'll than usual and it just won't pass#Might be down to lack of sleep ofc#Or stress#Cuz I'm basically stressed 24/7 for no reason#Eitherway my gut keeps telling me something is seriously wrong#Like I'm seriously ill#But ofc I can't tell whether that's just anxiety#My doctor just gives me a shrug whenever I show up there#And getting a therapist in this economy is almost impossible#They don't even put you on waiting lists anymore cuz they're just too long#I wouldn't even know which type of therapy to go for anymore#Cuz my diagnoses are a giant cluster fuck and I don't know what to tackle first#It's just a tad bit overwhelming at times#Sorry#Needed to let this out somewhere real quick#Illness tw#Mental illness tw#nonsims#saviorhide
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The biggest travesty of 13's regeneration is that we never see David wear Jodie's outfit.
#i wont let them live it down#doctor who#dw#don't mind me#also I've fallen deep into yaz/13 fics too
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Today I said to my doctor "yeah I've had like a dangerous mental health crisis any time I've been in long-term employment, and also my physical health seems to suffer quite a bit due to all the Conditions I Have, and both of these things make each other worse," and she really did turn around and say "hmm, we have a long way to go to make you healthy so you can work".
🙃
#like she genuinely means so well. and i can tell that she is a good doctor.#she is Going To Sort Me Out. she's Making Lists.#and i also know she only cares about the work thing because she knows that finances are difficult#and mental healthcare is expensive#but it's like. what am i meant to do#this only works if i can hold down a job first and i definitely can't do that#fucking sigh#at least shes bulk billing me#free doctoring is nice#otherwise that appt was $80 that i dont have#oof#sorry for the vent I'm fucking frustrated#i just want to make art and be gay is that too much to ask#anyway I'm just having a very. anxious moment needed to air it out#the system is fucking broken#I'm just too disabled to work a normal job why will people not accept that#'i want you to have a fulfilling career' I DON'T WANT ONE#i just want to like. organise things. just let me sort files or cards or books i will do that !!!!#just let me listen to a podcast and work reasonable hours and take regular breaks and sit in a comfortable spot!!!!#just be a human!!!!!!!#god fucking dammit!!!!!!!!!!!#vent#capitalism#disability#work#chronic illness#medical#the system speaks
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i hope everyone is prepared for me to get annoying about doctor who again this weekend
#blahs#the thing about doctor who is it is in my bones#i guess maybe i won't be as annoying about it if i don't think it's good but i've got a good feeling. come on rtd don't let me down#i will still be annoying about ff7 tho i am nothing if not a multitasker
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From what we can guess, you peeped the horrors
Yeah, yeah...Maybe the thing WAS real after all...
#i don't regret going down i got what i wanted#...that and a terrible headache#the doctors are refusing to let me leave even though i just have a headache. they can't even tell me a good reason to keep me here#is it illegal to run out of a hospital because i don't wanna be here. i got pokémon to feed at my dorm!#ask arven#pokemon#pokemon irl#irl pkmn#pokeblogging#pokeblr#rotomblr
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