trying to sew through 3 layers of thick paper was definitely An Experience! glad I did it though it feels more interesting than just like. drawing the stitches on
“Loose bolt of a complete machine” this, “half doomed, half semi sweet” that. You wanna know what gets me about Disloyal Order? What makes me want to scream? What makes me gnaw on my bed posts? What makes me slowly get down on the ground and contemplate my whole existence while staring at the popcorn ceiling of my room? The line, “P-p-painted dolls in the highway, truck stop stalls, a lot of lizard scales cool your nightlife moods”. That, that is what makes me just stand and stare every time I hear it. That’s the line I constantly rewind and listen to on repeat. No one talks about it. No one.
Happy birthday Folie you are not underrated in my heart where it counts (also including the Genius annotations on this quote that make me want to bury my face in a pillow and Scream. but honestly sometimes it was patrick. slight ref to baking chocolate. peter how could you.)