countryside is nympho pride

several people have asked me so I'm writing a small text here

have you ever felt that the countryside is where you belong?

that the trees and the woods make your heart beat harder, that the sun kissed grass and the mellow meadows make your blood rush faster?

but have you also experienced that these are the places where you underwent hate, where you were excluded, where you were denied your right to be?

do you know that distinct feeling, that special kind of place, you crave so much but fear the same way? that peculiar place you need, although it makes your life much tougher?

i am writing this text in a hurry because the night is calling, and the river needs my tongue to sleep, but think about it. When the countryside is part of our identity, why should we suffer for who we are?

If we are country, why do we have to adapt to survive? If we are country, we can be anything. We don't need to live a life of restrictions. that is not what nature has intended for us, and we are nothing but nature's touch. just the way we are and not any other way

it doesn't matter if you are a nympho, if you are a banshee or if you a wild willow woman. Even a mountain mushroom man. we are not alone and we all are connected by roots. all the lonely souls, all the queer farmers out there, all the dew pearl princesses

lets embrace what makes us special. we are blessed by the woods. not to hide but to shine. Respect and be, because we are born free

if the forest, the fields and the river and creeks are your identity, that's something nobody can deny. Countryside is more than meets the eye and we all have moonchild hearts and we are tough like tree trunks thousand times

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I did an interview earlier this year, but I messed it up because of all the time spent on the road. Totally missed the deadline while being young, wild and free for all eternity. So here it is. Countryside is nympho pride

What does photography mean to you?

Photography means everything to me. Photography helped me find myself. Through photography, I learned to approach this world in my own way. I learned to deal with being, to deal with living and passing.

What is the most significant theme of your photography?

I guess it’s the countryside. Rural living has defined my life for as long as I can think. How I relate to the countryside is significant for what I do. How the countryside has shaped me. Whether I want it or not. The forest, the fields, the hinterland. I’m an old romantic when it comes to these things. It's a lot about projection. I deal with landscape, with upbringing and domestic life, but it’s equally about identity and existence in the end. When I talk about the forest, it's not just about trees, but also about loneliness, belonging and the human experience.

What are you most inspired to shoot?

My everyday life and surroundings.

Are there things that scare you photographically?

To let the light shine in is not that easy. I am afraid of loss, and sometimes I don’t know if the camera helps with that or if photography makes everything worse. Photographs have this unique memory quality, and I'm glad about that. At the end of the day, I'm always happy to get an image because what I photograph is dear to me. But with that comes a distinct vulnerability as well. I'm afraid for what is depicted. The more I can grasp it, the more fragile it becomes. That scares me to a point where it can be petrifying. Nostalgia is both a blessing and a curse.

What are you working on at the moment?

On my life, I guess. Sometimes the best thing you can do for your art is just to live. And I write a lot and want to travel more.

Soeren Baptism's work revolves around concepts and reference points such as landscape, longing and motivation, domesticity and rurality, social habitus and growing up, queerness in the hinterland, as well as the uncanny flip side of all these things. This includes experiences of marginalization, discrimination and exclusion - directly related to rural areas and a working class habitus. The work shows an interest in the social dimension of the land and the forest in their identity-forming significance - especially when it comes to queerness and social outsiders. What is the countryside doing to its people? Soeren Baptism deals with the countryside. With its beauty and its tragic. With its rot and its magic.

✧ i wanted to suggest a few songs to you, that i hope you’ll like ..

just a creature - reptaliens

daydreaming - icytwat

Thank you my dear. Be blessed. Have a lovely week and may it smell like moon wherever you go

I will consider them for the updated playlist. Coming up next week

looking at ur website, i am so confused. what does soeren baptism mean in the simplest way possible? i hope i'm not coming across as unkind

You know I was just doing my thing, living my country life. Your local mistress, doing some stuff with the camera, writing and blogging. But my Heavenly Father told me one day to preach. Tell the world of your life and make the hinterland your message. Countryside is nympho pride and there are so many people in need of your words. Stand up and be strong. Use your powers as a mistress and the strength God has given you. Be a role model and form a cult. Make the flatlands safe for all the people in the world. Empower them and tell them bout the woods and what you have learned from the trees whispering. I can use the camera and I’m a video hoe. So I can utilize that to fulfill my message. That’s what I’m here for

he put his thumb into my mouth, to see if God made it fitting

Countryside is nympho pride

thank you all for your kind words. it really warmed my heart during these cold days. it means so much to be kind and respectful and just friendly to each other. it can make your whole day, it can make your whole world. it costs nothing but can mean everything

i put an update to the playlist and i will send you another playlist link with everything collected so far soon. so here are just new songs included. hope you all are well and may sleep peacefully. always remember you are loved. you will never be the sideshow but always the main act. don't forget that. welcome to leech world

what are your cult’s values and what does it stand for?

Being a mistress, being country and being the walking heaven. We stand for inclusivity and empowerment. We reclaim the countryside and own our nympho pride

We fight against bullying, we pray for the woods and dance through the fields because the barn is our club, the shed is our shelter, the shack is our chapel and the forest is our brothel

Every farm needs a madam

updated the playlist. sorry i was gone so long. hit the road hard and then the flue got me... i had my first fever dream since more then a decade ago. sometimes that boy comes up when i sleep. someone long gone from your life, who is anything but good. why do bad boys make dreams so saccharine? have to get into a professional mode again. as a mistress, i'm there for the people. but i keep my personal distance and that is good to keep. you all take care of yourself and have some good old days. the crows are hazy and i need a hot bath for now

Anyone interested in a curated playlist of your local mistress from the countryside? Regularly updated, living the mistress life, embracing hinterland and nympho pride

tagged by @alienatedecstasy to post my top ten tracks of the month. Countryside is nympho pride will be updated soon. Still on the road. Be blessed you all

1. Gold Satin Dreamer - Nicole Dollanganger

2. Total Eclipse - Klaus Nomi

3. In Dreams - Roy Orbinson

4. The River - Bruce Springsteen

5. Elegy to the Void - Beach House

6. Naturträne - Nina Hagen

7. Burn - Nine Inch Nails

8. Holy Water - Madonna

9. Ride - Lana del Rey

10. Sonderzug nach Pankow - Udo Lindenberg

tagging @manterflenell @southernphotodiary @all-american-inbred

What does being a mistress entail

A kind heart for those in need. Especially the ones with broken homes and who think of no place to be. Cause we all got one, we just need to know. Being a mistress is teaching love because some of us have never been taught. Countryside is nympho pride. This is our land. It’s not a question of acceptance. It’s about humanity

I am a huge fan. Indulge me and relay your purpose.

The countryside is nympho pride

what is the lore behind this page

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The countryside is nympho pride

Will you come into the woods with me?

I think about you and what you post very often. Your approach of life and how you speak your truth is just flat out beautiful. You remind me to embrace myself as a mistress. Born from the moon and therefore everything else, to express myself and my sexuality. To flow with the rest of the world as I come from it and it comes from me, and every example you can use to say the same point.

Thank you for showing yourself. Thank you for being you and therefore letting others learn themselves. You are impactful.

Thank you my dear. Your words deeply touched my old heart. My outside may be cold, but my inside is warm. I’m your mistress from the countryside, always ready to ignite. You are my mushroom knight, you are full of nympho pride