insaaaaane of me to think about jiang cheng getting to interact with suibian after wei wuxian's death and its just. he leaves it and doesn't want it, wei wuxian's unwillingness to use suibian being one of the first signs something is very wrong. or he tries to keep it but he never tries drawing it out of the sheath for the same reason and because he killed his brother. or he's keeping it the same way that he kept it during the months wei wuxian was missing when jiang cheng still hoped he could give it back and everything would be normal again. Or he draws it out and just doesn't know how to even begin to interpret that - did his brother love him enough that even if its sealed to everyone else, suibian still allows jiang cheng through? Id kill myself

i do not understand the way people are about fictional characters. ive seen posts about the discourse and the behaviour those posts are describing seems so deranged. idk, arent all those characters fun because they do awful shit and have complicated relationships where everyone is at fault for things? isnt it fun to have those codependent, estranged, emotionally draining or whatever people on the screen and dreamily think about whats wrong with them while kicking your feet in the air like a schoolgirl?

okay im not gonna meow meowify shen jiu but im so obsessed with the man. both trying sometimes to reach out and having those attempts blow back so badly and then digging his own graves and being so passive in taking anything that was thrown at him. illiterate street kid to master of scholarly peak at the cost of like, his sanity tbh. vindictive bitter forced elegance and immaturity. chronically sleep deprived flighty piece of shit. the absolute unwillingness and inability to communicate. good enough actor to conduct himself as an immortal, absolutely no cushions for his cutting edges.

thinking about her (the nie huisang wei wuxian parallels hunt you down amv)

my paranoid vindictive ice princess, my bitter self sabotaging meow meow.

naur. its so obvious that the two characters that immediately interested me the most are shen jiu and luo bingge respectively. ooohhoho i like problems so much i like ghosts haunting the story

Now the entry thats missing from that poll is shen jiu. I wanna hang out with this asshole so bad id make it his problem to deal with me

What do you mean people think wwx would be hard to spend 24 hours with. Id spend the rest of my life with him

he would not fucking listen to taylor swift