lashton x coffee/coffee dates is my only aesthetic.

love cook

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"e why are there so many of him" listen. i like gradients

Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die

josh distracted me so much I forgot I had coffee for the first time in like months and for like 30 minutes I was like….why do I feel like I am actually dying what is this….but it’s ok bc now I remember. I had coffee 🧍🏻‍♀️

Reg gets caffeine heart rate spikes from coffee. They make him feel like he's going to explode, so he hates it. He's a tea girlie.

However he'll drink 20 Monsters in a day. Sirius is appalled. Reg says it tastes better and actually keeps him awake.

my source of caffeine was snatched from me </3 im gonna die soon

Ok I'm nice now (lying)

the dawning horror of realizing i forgor to take my adhd meds today which is why i could not get anything done..................... lmao. Ah.

every time i think maybe my adhd is fake or i'm lying i end up accidentally humbling myself with days like this

I just get so tired of waking up every day and having to claw my way up to some emotional baseline

so the antihistamine i took yesterday was not an antihistamine but, in fact, off-brand paxil from mexico. so. that explains a lot

Someone tell me how to make me not hate myself and make my family not think I’m a bitch and make me want to see my family or drive back down the coast or stay in strange places or do anything other than kill myself I mean whaaatttt haha what a weird thing to say *stares directly into the camera knowingly*

never been a dunky coffy guy in my life (the one time i had it on purposed i got a lil hot cofy to mix with hot cocoa and it was FUCKING BAD!!!!) but my coworker fucked up his doordash today and got an extra drink by mistake. lahge iced regulah with cahramel swehl. so i took it off his hands and it was less bad than expected so i nursed Large Beverage from like 5pm to 8pm and finally just dumped the rest now at almost 11 because my FUCKING HEARTRATE RIGHT NOW

starting to think this closing in on 80 hour dirty water fast w only monster was a Bad Idea, for some reason.

i did start typing up about my battery acid spaghetti experience but saved it to drafts so i could go to bed bc it was. uh like 7am haha

the way i am at work now instead of cozy and warm in bed being held is actually a crime & an atrocity

Does matcha know her impact in the world. Does matcha know what she means to me?

Constantly getting world shortages of matcha. But the true shortage. Is in my heart...