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randomstudentblog · 1 month

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March 27, 2024 @0356H

Exactly the date of the release of the MTLE result. We're expecting it to be later this afternoon or evening.

A day or 2 before the exam

I wasnt able to make an update duringg these days because we already went to the place where we stayed annnd I crammed alot of notes + closed door exams. It was mind wrecking. Last minute I was studying.

Day 1

After finishing the first subjec, I already felt that it's over. I cried when I saw Kath sa hallway. But I had no choice but to continue. Luckily, CM was a bit easy. Pang palubag loob kung baga.

Day 2

I find ISBB and Hema quite alright. Histopath, wow, save the best for last talaga. As someone who didn't study HTMLB, in short, alay, grabe ang daming histopath na tanong, about 90% ay histopath then the rest ay totoo ngang very out of medtech na.

BE aftermath

I honestly felt scared, and fear dominated over faith. My heart wanted to scream. My eyes felt like waterfall. I was able to sleep naman after since we drank jacoke right after day 2.

Waiting Game

Eto yung probably mas mahirap pa kaysa sa BE. A lot of pipol were rationalizing, twitter, messenger, facebook, reddit, discord. Gosh, it's everywhere!! But yknow what? I cant stop looking at those things. The more I read and look, the more I realize the chance of me passing is very slim. Heck, i cant even remember the questions and even if I did, I cant recall my answer!

As a distraction, I just cleaned our house, bathed my dog, and tried to get involved in family business but at the end of the day, the thought of BE result kept lingering. I just prayed on it. Pray and pray and pray.

Release of Result

Grabeee yung pag release ng result, I was asleep. It was around 1:30 am of March 27, 2024. Jawie was the first one to congratulate me. And I quickly jumped into my laptop to see my name. And viola, page 60, number 2916. There, my name is on the list of passers! Wala sa topnotchers, haha chariz.

Tbh, I didnt know what to feel cause some of my friends, my dear ones, weren't on the list. I cant even post my name sa messenger nor sa facebook because I dont wanna make them feel behind, although ang dami na nakapag post sa batchmates ko. Still, I dont wanna be the one to cause them to feel that way. Hanggang ngayon di ko alam kung ano mararamdaman ko. Heaven knows how thankful I am, I really am. St. Joseph of Cupertino, St. Jude of Thaddeus interceeded for me. I cant thank them enough for allowing me to pass the BE.

Pero yung thought na hindi nakapasa iba kong kaibigan, really saddened me. Jinkx, Tevs, Tofu, and Ally, may you guys keep on going. Keep on striving. You may be saddened by today's result, but that should not be the reason for you to stop pursuing. I believe in you guys. Kayang kaya niyo! I will always be right here for you. And when the time is right, the Lord will it happen.

At this moment, mas nangingibabaw ang lungkot kaysa saya. But nonetheless, I owe it all to God, who never ceases to fail me. Who gave me all the strength from the start until the very end of the waiting game.

I'll rest muna. Unang tulog as RMT

Doreen Nizza C. Ferrer, RMT because of God's grace 🙏

#mtle2024 #medtech #rmt

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tap1rs · 1 year

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not sure if anyone is gonna read this but yknow what. this is my blog and i will blog about my life. i got wordy (which is uh. really not a surprise tbh) so i’m putting a read more.

so today was good? classes were really cool, i'm interested in all the subjects i'm taking, as usual. tbh, i find everything interesting, especially when the person relaying info is really passionate about it. i'm not sure if this is related to my adhd, but it feels like it might be?

i am super exicted about my first class of the day: hieroglyphics! we’re gonna be learning about egyptian and maya writing systems and i am just super hyped up about it. i’m an english major right now, but i’ve applied to various cal state universities as a linguistics major because languages are so awesome and i love them and how they develop and how they interact and how we shape them and how they shape us

i’m not sure if this is true for everyone, but my community college experience has been that each semester there’s like. one person who is in two of your classes. this semester, there is a guy in my hieroglyphics course who was in my astronomy course last semester and we’ve talked a bit before; and a guy in both my hieroglyphics and Black history course. my britlit class has a lot of familar faces too, because it’s like. britlit part two. i’m sitting between the same people i did last semester

actually i have had classes in each of the rooms i’m in this semester before? like the actual physical room. neat

switched out the tote i used for my knitting for the star trek tote my momma gave me for my birthday. it’s nice and roomy, which is good, except it is also black and i lost my keys immediately after i put them in there this morning. gonna go look for a new keychain online tomorrow; i do have one but it’s of luna from sailor moon which. really doesn’t help.

i have like three hours between my first two classes and my last one; i thought it was only an hour and a half between them. i’m not mad about it? having extra time anchored to the library is a good thing for me. whenever i try and study at the library after class, i’m always like “i can do this at home AND be wearing comfier pants while doing so” even though the quality of the studying is always worse at home.

i wrote down the stripe pattern for the pillow case i’m working on in the margins of the notebook page i used for my last class and realized i am a heck of a lot closer to being done than i thought! like, i definitely will be completely finished by next tuesday.

anyways i went to the yarn store after classes bc i felt up to it and had the pattern with me so i was able to do the yardage calcs quickly for each color of yarn. the next project i’m gonna work on is a blanket (my first! i am both excited and scared) and well. i knew it was gonna be the most i ever spent in one go on yarn going in, and i really like the yarn i got (it’s so pretty ahh) but it was still like. oof. there goes my yarn budget for the first half of the semester.

that’s? most of what’s important for today. i forgot my sunglasses at home which suck but i put them into my tote as soon as i got home. i got an intro post to do and i need to finish up my csu applications (i uh. am at the literal last minute here. oof.)

current background noise is the 90s run of the outerlimits, season 1. low stakes and i am not super invested. it’s baby bear for me

#rambles #knitting tag #think i'm gonna try and do this more often? bring the blogging back to the blogging platform

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