do you ever just listen to someone you hate and are like. omfg die already. go away leave me alone fuck you

its so crazy how popular labru is now like i remember going through the tags and all i saw was kabumisu (this is a good ship. it is excellent, even - just seeing an influx of labru is crazy and a pleasant surprise for me)

i think kabru and laios are both freaks and nobody is wrong to be highlighting this because it is hysterical. but im also like 🥺 i love looking at their growing friendship and how kabru wanted to be laios's friend to understand him and theyre finally getting that!! foils meeting in the middle and appreciating the other!!

society moved on too quickly from furina's demo

ok now that I'm in elpis I'll probably just post/react and shut off my phone immediately after more than ever to avoid spoilers and allusions and such

i am so apathetic to popular male transformers characters, but i have a simple trick to make me care abt them: i turn them into robot women then i suddenly start seeing their appeal

people will go all "just be yourself and love yourself! :)" and then go "if you don't act the way i want, you gotta reprogram your entire way of thinking then reach into the very core of who you are and what makes you you, discard it, and replace it with this better, friendlier, more empathetic version that's coincidentally far more convenient for me to deal with than any other possible compromise we can make that you can do for me but doesn't stretch your mind to nothing but thin bands of what you'd consider 'You' :))))))"

someone: are you a boy or a girl?

lane: no.

send me asks about anything fc related or no... writing prompts welcomed as long as u dont get mad if i dont do them... be not afraid to comment on anything... this has been a psa thank u

Why does seeing "men dni" on some totally random post from a blog I don't even follow make me feel like a fucking unloveable piece of human shit

I dream of death and decay and rot so often, it appears to be the background radiation upon which my consciousness is built, and yet those worlds are always populated with such humanity; it's always connection and kindness played out against these bleak backdrops, a contrast between the cruelty of the world and the faith of one person holding a hand out to another

I am however constantly bewildered by the fact that my brain picks the most fuckass random people to just plop down in it's world tf was I doing sharing moments of humanity in the post apocalypse with fucking Lucy Liu and Big Bill...............

i love getting stupidly invested in characters. i use the whole hyperfixation as a blotch test to externalise and explore all the hang ups i didn't know i had and/or don't dare to face head-on.

I hate when twitch streamers are asked for streaming advice and they start talking about how you'll never get big ever and you need to have the 'right' reasons to get into it... like yeah the chances of blowing up are slim and if you're only thinking about getting views fast you'll probably get disappointed/bitter, but like why do so many streamers immediately go to the most negative 'advice' and don't try to encourage people at all? Streaming should be fun! You wanna start streaming? Go do it!! Don't put all your money into it and abandon everything on the small chance you'll get big of course, but if you wanna try it then try it! I'm sure when they give that advice they're trying to be realistic, but honestly it's just overly negative and turns that small chance of making it a job into a 0% chance because it's discouraging ppl from trying at all...

question for the mutuals: i do have a discord. i do not use it much and chances r i would b too nervous to actually speak 2 anyone at all ever in my life. would anyone. want my discord anyway??

Lmao I don't make much effort to hide what's wrong with me, but I just don't post about it directly

So if any weirdos wanna know they gotta wade for it

for ppl that know my tf fan lore you would think I'd be ryu/kita pilled since I was blur/bee CEO but actually I was driven by my shock/bee instincts to be drawn to ake/kita instead <- none of these words are in the bible

if you see me do weird back stretches or that i move my back/shoulders around a lot don't mention it ok i'm aware it looks funny i cant help it