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#but im not looking to argue nor bother OP with it
ganondoodle · 8 months
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reminder that my totk rants are me just rambling about my thoughts, ideas and complaints, im not trying to analyze anything, be smart, be right, debate or convince anyone who likes it that its bad just bc i think its bad or simply dont like the choices made, im literally just spilling out my brain so it doesnt keep haunting me
if you think something makes sense that i think doesnt i, and forgive me for being so blunt about it, do not care why you think it works, my opinion of this game will not change and i am okay with that
you are free to disagree with anything i say of course but i really dont care why, sorry
(sth i said only in the tags before but added now in this edit bc i think its important: its not bc i dont want to hear other peoples opinions and live in ignorance or something, but bc im tired and i PROMISE you i have seen 99.9% of those arguments already)
im not trying to be mean, aggressive or dismissive, but again, these rants are just me rambling with no intention of arguing with anyone, the only reason im still posting whenever i think of something thats bothering me (even if it might be dumb or be disproven in game bc i am not all-knowing and might be possibly misremembering something), and letting those posts be rebloggable/interactable is bc i have been told by quite a few people that they like reading them or that they feel validated in their own disappointment
thats it.
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lopships · 5 years
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about and byf/byi (update as of 5/28/19)
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i’m bambi, 
welcome to jackass.
my full chosen name is bambi maxine amber.
im 18 years old.
that means blacklist my not safe for minors tags (nsfm and nsfm; ment) or don’t follow at all
that also means im a fuckin adult and i can post whatever the hell i want on my own blog without policing. 
im hella white.
which means all of my viewpoints are coming from a white person who has always been privileged because of that fact. i can’t speak on some shit and i own that.
my pronouns are it/its. 
im a nonbinary demigirl. that means i don’t associate with the standard gender binary, but i present as a girl and don’t mind feminine nicknames or associations. but don’t be fooled, im just as much a girl as a porcelain doll is. :)
i will not tolerate being misgendered. i don’t have any alt pronouns. if you struggle with them for any reason, im sincerely sorry, but i won’t be comfortable interacting. i hope you understand.
im bisexual and polyamorous.
in my book, bisexual and pansexual are basically interchangable terms. pansexual isn’t More Inclusive Bisexual. it doesn’t “also include nb people”. it isn’t “hearts not parts”. all of those things are rooted in transphobia. if you sincerely and stubbornly believe any of those things and refuse to talk about it respectfully? don’t bother following.
i’m in a relationship with a wonderful boy who has a wonderful system who i am dating multiple members of irl.
i am mentally ill
i have borderline personality disorder, autism, adhd, dissocative identity disorder, and post traumatic stress.
i am also hypersexual. more on that later.
before you interact
if we share an f/o, don’t do it. just don’t do it. my borderline personality disorder makes it very hard to tolerate sharing f/o’s of any kind, and it will probably give me incredible anxiety. im not gonna argue with you about this, and you aren’t owed an explanation. if you need to, send me a pm saying that we share one and you’d like me to block you/you to block me for that reason. that’s the only exception for this rule.
are you personally offended or angry at something i said? planning on reblogging a post with a very passive aggressive comment, either in the reblog itself or the tags? are you considering sending an ask? maybe a pm? do you want to vaguepost about me? know that i will be blocking you immediately, taking screenshots of your bullshit, and me and my friends will laugh at you while you pout in anger. block and move on, it’s that simple.
are you uncomfortable with d. d. l. g. or c. g. l. r. e.  interaction? don’t even look at me. go ahead and block me, in fact.
are you comfortable with transmed/truscum/maps/nomaps interacting with you? would you rather have an inclusive, “peaceful” community than a selectively exclusive but safe one? go ahead and block me.
before you follow
does any of the above apply to you? don’t follow me.
are you a minor or uncomfortable with not safe for work or not safe for minors content? don’t follow me.
are you interested in one of my f/os, and are following just to like my content of them and reblog it from op, or, heaven forbid, directly from me? don’t follow me.
do you value a quiet, inclusive space that defines inclusion with pedophiles, necrophiliacs, and actual terfs over the safety of minors and lgbt people? don’t follow me.
are you one of those annoying ass mutuals who don’t actually give a shit about original content, have never and have no intention of reading this post, and just like to reblog ask games from me without sending any? go ahead and unfollow me, if you ever get some sense in your fuckin’ head to read your mutuals links. 
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i condone d.d. l.g. and yandere content that doesn’t non-consensually involve the public. if you don’t like that shit, you don’t have to follow. but i think victims of abuse and trauma should be able to cope with their trauma in however way they see fit without having their morals policed by people who don’t know anything about their lifestyle. any asks sent my way about this will get deleted.
i don’t condone nor excuse the actions of my f/os. i know a few of them have done entirely inexcusable things, but as a victim of trauma, csa, rape, abuse, manipulation, etc, and a fucking adult, i get to choose who i daydream about kissing. not you.
i do not ship with real people. i do not condone shipping with real people if you’re an actual adult who knows better. i have gotten way too many asks about this.
i will post suggestive and not safe for minors content on my fucking blog because im a hypersexual person and ive earned the right to. if you have an issue with it? block me and keep scrolling. 
90% of my anon hate gets deleted. 10% gets responded to if i can think of a funny joke to respond with, or i can answer a legitimate concern. 100% of it gets screenshotted and laughed at with friends.
contact
i follow and interact from @heartfulsong
my discord is #bambi7843
if you’re 18 or over, consider asking me about my private discord server for self shippers who partake in suggestive content with their F/Os
you can always pm me with anything. don’t be shy.
if you have a legitimate concern or question about my about, feel free to send it in an ask or pm.
like this post if you read. reply with your self ship url if your ss is a sideblog. <3
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spirit-shroud · 5 years
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Tinsel: b c e f Cassandra: p q s v
hi nines!! love u!!
For Tinsel - 
Beverage : What do they most like to drink, and why?Tinsel’s two most common drinks are pumpkin spice coffee and pomegranate juice! Coffee just because he’s like, an autumn weeb in general (and he has Sleepy Bitch Disease, as i do), and pomegranate because he’s #not a vampire bat but kinda wants to look it so people don’t like, bother him, yknow?
Co-Habitate : Do they live with anyone? What’s “need to know” before moving in? He lives with his parents because he’s like, a baby, a small 15 year old, but when/if he gets older and like... inevitably fucks off and moves in with maple and gang as crime solving buddies im pretty sure his entire ‘need to know’ list is like: 1. chores need to assigned ahead of time, publicly, on a very noticeable list, so he doesn’t miss them / they aren’t left up to interpretation and people arent left frustrated2. he cannot cook anything that’s not in a box and he is too terrified to learn3. he needs two days’ warning before anyone comes over so he has time to free himself from living in squalorpretty simple stuff i think?Escape : What do they do to destress? How successful is it?his idea of “de-stressing” is arguing with people over the internet which would work and be a fun time except he. takes things personally. very personally. and would probably be thinking about anything mean he said or got said to him for like, months. it’s. a whole-ass thing. also the more stressed out he is, the more stupid, impulsive decisions he makes! and the more he wants to isolate! it’s whack! please get a stress ball or like, go outside, tinsel!! this isn’t healthy!!!we aren’t going to talk about the fact tinsel is literally just my self insert/fursona
Fluff : What hits their soft spot? Does anything them into emotional goo?(do you think the op noticed there’s a missing word in this question? lol)
not much, really? like he has a half-soft spot for his friends, but he never really gets emotional? like he gets defensive when complimented, doesn’t really squeal for long over kittens, feels guilty receiving gifts, doesn’t have any concepts of empathy or grief. like. i think the closest thing he has to a soft spot is the fact he’ll think forever if someone is generally nice to him or invites him out someplace or just says they’ve been thinking of him. he’ll feel the desperate need to top their kindness until it makes an infinite loop. 
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how about i just make this a two for one deal where you get both clair and cassie? but like. im. making up 100% of stuff about cassie as i go and if im too far off path from what you think then yell at me about it in the devcord kjdfhgkdjfg
Pistol : Is this character skilled with a weapon? What’s their opinion of violence? Clair: Clair’s main weapons include a kris dagger and a heavy tome, since he’s like, a (clairic) cleric. he’s uncomfortably good with any knife or scalpel, though, just from his history of medical Nonsense and picking up a few things here and there. he doesn’t particularly like violence, though he has a tendency to snap and not stop hurting people people until everyone around him is in some way gone/incapacitated/dead should things come to that. he’s not the most aware person when he gets upset :V 
Cassandra: Cassie has a singular pistol that got sent to her P.O. box as fanmail and she’s kept it ever since. It’s not really effective against, y’know, hordes of zombies at all, but it sure does shred living people if need be. she’s another one who doesn’t like real violence, citing it as disturbing and difficult to watch, but definitely wouldn’t turn down some good ol staged graphic stuff. Movies/video games/witing are fine. It’s just when it’s happening in front of her without the stage lighting is she hurt by it. 
Question : How often do they feel doubt? What topics are they defensive about? Clair: Clair is like, made of doubt. 100% of his existence is just him doubting his own experiences and what really happened to him to land him where he is. he gets pretty defensive over topics like friends/family, being super deeply afraid of people getting attached to him. whenever people prove to like him too much, he goes out of his way to betray them and fuck off somewhere where he doesn’t have to see them anymore. 
he’ll also totally overexplain and correct anything pertaining to zombie lore or psychology. but remember, he’s not an actual zombie. allegedly. clair is allegedly not a zombie. 
Cassandra: Cassie doesn’t really doubt much. like, she hit that ‘self aware that everything sucks and there’s not much she can actually do about it as an individual’ stage, and rather than having a breakdown over it, elected to just have fun with it, tormenting the citizens of Isolon with her nonsense and trying her best to make sure people are at least somewhat aware like she is. i feel like if there was anything she’d take super personally, it’d be anything pertaining to the fact Jules Is A Bad Guy (she has like. 9 powerpoints on this, probably. she makes a new one with new evidence every No Censorship Saturday and streams its creation). she’d throw hands with a jules supporter. fuck em up, babe!!
Sing : Do they like music? Do they listen often/sing/hum/play songs in their head?Clair: Clair doesn’t really seek out music, per se? but he’s never bothered by it if it’s playing. he’ll bop along and if it’s something he’s heard before it’s definitely been quietly sung before. if you ask him to sing in front of other people you will definitely die, though. figuratively and literally. 
he’d never tell anyone without some extreme emotional compromise, but he used to play piano and was learning the harp before he died.
Cassandra: Cassie ran out of lofi/royalty free/meme songs for the CasCast(tm) on like, day 931, and decided she’d try her hand at making some of her own!! she has. limited success. but she’s trying and that’s what counts. She’s probably responsible for there being a refurbished karaoke machine in Tim’s bar because like, the world ended, who the fuck cares. she’s a music fan and old memes and is trying to bring back rickrolling in 2069. (this may be an excuse to add canonical rickrolling in SO. maybe.) 
Vice : What bad habits do they have? Is there something they would be ashamed of? Clair: i think clair’s most notable bad habit is that his idea of like... coping with anything is just. putting it off. he don’t have time for feelings. hes an apathetic lil bitch. but in that same vein he doesn’t really feel like.. shame, per se? because like. he hasn’t really done anything hes just mad all the time lol 
Cassandra: she kinda falls under the same vein as clair i think as far as her worst possible thing being Not Coping With The Apocalypse. i mean, she'd have a few annoying habits, like needing to talk through literally everything she does off or on the air, she probably hoards used mugs at her desk, leaves towels in weird places, has never once folded nor put away laundry, but nothing like. evil? just the dumb stuff. as far as shame goes, i can’t think of anything off the top of my head tbh
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