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chiyoso · 6 months

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can someone

make me cry again with fics

the last time i cried really hard to a fic was @ teapartyspilled's two-part lyney angst, idk where she is but i miss her so much

recommend me some, i wanna cry and i want my heart to be moved

#— Whispers Against The Void ••#so i can yknow get inspired again 😌#like i just dont want to pout ':(' i wanna full on cry and let it impact me hnn #smut this smut that GIVE ME TEARS ‼️‼️‼️#nothing wrong with smut i just want something else to ache instead of my #wait... i didnt really get to finish tojikai's series huh... ugh fuck FREE TIME WHEREEEEEE #I WANT MY FREE TIME BACK HOW DO YOU ADULTS DO IT

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bigcats-birds-and-books · 4 months

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okay so i'm gonna try to finish a ball of this sport weight behemoth this weekend (maybe), and THEN i'm gonna cast on a shawl as a Gift for a March Birthday :) AND hopefully it'll be a ~writing weekend~!!!

#text #personal #writing #lucius #aw #its not actually aw but thats the tag im most likely to search lol #knitting #idk how many balls this sport weight behemoth is gonna take actually #if i get through this second one i can lay the whole thing out and compare though (hence why i wanna get there)#and the shawl is just one (1) stash ball!!#trying hard to knit through the stash this year #I've already been to the yarn store ONCE without buying anything 😌#(there are a couple colors i need in small volume but i didnt buy extra shit lol)#knitting project is called: 'hello darkness my old friend'#its perf lol

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goldenhypen · 8 months

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hi :>

OK GUYS HI OMG idk if i’m allowed to say this,,,,,, but my dance coach(??) just went to hybe 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE INSIDE HYBE, GOT A WHOLE EXCLUSIVE TOUR AND WVERYTHING SJENDJ IM SO JEALOUS LIKE I CANT EVEN OMGKSND she’s like- wait omg am i allowed to say this??? she’s uhm,,, like in the industry,,, ??? that’s all i can probably say djdndjd so she got to visit hybe today and i’m crying omg 😭😭😭

#WHY DIDNT SHE TAKE ME W HER #IVE NEVER BEEN BUT ITS MY FAVOURITE PLACE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD #UGH #happy for her tho 🥲🫶🏻#this post sounds so confusing cuz idk how to talk about this or what i’m allowed to say but i’m freaking out rn #and ig i wanna show off a little bit 😏😌 even if it’s not about me shdnjd #SHE SHOULDVE TAKEN ME W HER 😭😭😭😭#em speaks

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toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account · 1 year

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I think at this point the costume department gave up on holding onto any historical setting and is using any clothes that give ✨aesthetic✨ vibes.

Yen looks great but modern, she's wearing stuff I'd see in a closest H&M. Phillipa as well, that ruffle coat looks stolen from a prom. Ciri's wearing a dress from a Turkish drama. And you barely can see men's costumes (generally shirt and pants, wow, great costume design) but that leather jacket from the promo poster looks like it has a zipper.

This is going to be a visual disaster

I...

...sigh...

...yeah i would find that at H&M you're right

To be fair I'm lowkey interested in the jacket bc it gives the potential for My Favorite Fuckin Book Bit Ever (Geralt spends All of his coin on a jacket that gets torn Multiple Times over the course of the short story until he cant wear it anymore and he's Sad)

but... yeah it's not that the outfit itself looks bad on yennefer (nothing ever could and if i say otherwise it's not me it's a doppler) but... it's very department store :'/

#twn critical #i didnt wanna say it but. yeah. this is a Cute Mall Store Blouse #...and she still looks cute 😌#...but still >:Y #answered #for taggin :D

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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happy pride *drops these and runs*

#maybe i'll fix these up and color them eventually who knows. probably not tho jdjfh #you guys should know by now that the first two are scarf n barry. the second one is the professor #i know his design is more. odd. but trust me i swear it's him jgdjfh #i care deeply abt them. no one else sees my vision like i see my vision 😌#I WANNA MAKE MORE AAAAAAAAAAAAUGH #I NEED TO DRAW MADDOX. I DO NOT TRUST MYSELF TO DO HIM JUSTICE JGDJFGJ #why you living in another man's basement hmm? 🤨#marina foxy ugo and the mage apprentice that literally doesnt have a name afaik are some more that come to mind #CORLEONE. i need to draw corleone. corleone genderqueer #no more tonight tho i have to go to bed early i have somewhere to be in the morning :V #sb #awa #professor has webbed hands btw. just important to me that you know that #ALSO YOU CAN BARELY TELL BC THIS IS SO MESSY BUT SCARF IS HOLDING THE FLAG UNDER BARRY'S HAND. BARRY IS JUST HOLDING HIS HAND #im so *]%^%+%*+]*}^}*^ i care so much about them AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY #literally cant interact in canon. dont care didnt ask gay boyfriends

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cyberbullyinc · 1 year

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#ive been added to this gc for the 3rd or 4th time after i explicitly asked to NOT be added back bc im always fucking getting ignored like #last time the person who added me was like omg i hope this is ok and i was like no it’s actually not ok i dont wanna be added back please #dont add me back and she was like omg im so sorry i totally understand :( and she did it again 😑#the reason i didnt wanna be added back was bc i considered them my best friends at some point but ever since like the p*ndemic started #everything just went downhill and on one hand i understand they have their own lives and don’t have time to answer etc but on the other hand #they never had time to reply to MYYYYYY messages specifically 🙃 and it hurt bitch to be always the one ignored #and the reason i havent left this time like i just didnt care to be added back was bc idc anymore like alsjfjfk im still in contact to #whoever i wanna be in contact with i still text someone individually like i don’t need to be in a group setting to be friends with this #person and she’s mentioned a bunch of times how dead it is lmao so i was like wtv i do send a text once in a blue moon but it’s not as #active as it was when i originally left so it’s not obvious when im ignored lol BUT!!!!!!#the person who added me back…. the person who IGNORED my boundaries and request to leave me the fuck alone has ignored every single message #ive sent since she added me back :)#like she literally just wants public for her little show and she did this even before i left and was the main person why i left lmao bc the #rest were like going through stuff and i was like u cant be here i get it but she’s always ANYWAYS SO ABOUT ME!!!#i literally sent a text i think yesterday? and she didn’t reply to it at all but she just started talking about herself like 😑 WHY DID U ADD #ME BACK!!!! u dont ‘miss US’ lmfao u miss that i kept the gc alive which gave u attention !!!!#i dont want to be ur fucking spectator go post it on fb #anyways end of rant 😌

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orcelito · 1 year

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Yesterday i left early by 45 mins and today I stayed late by 45 minutes. Balance exists in the world

#speculation nation #ue ue ue ue (sound of me crying)#Saturdays suck. & there was a weird gap in the schedule #so i stayed a half hour over. but then it was a next to new employee so i stayed even longer #didnt wanna fuck over the closing supervisor like i was fucked over last week #i was DEDICATED to making sure it wouldnt be awful for her like it was for me #bc holy shit it was baaaaad last week. worst shift ive had in a While.#this week wasnt too bad. but it got pretty busy. it's so nice outside #i brought a change of clothes tho. tank top n shorts. gonna enjoy the weather #i'll sit outside and maybe write a little. we'll see.#i drank so much tea today. i usually have like 1 drink in a shift but i had 3. chain chugging i guess #matcha. earl grey. and puerh teas. love them all tbh.#😌👍☺✌😃💪😎🤌making today a decent one

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tomatoswup · 11 months

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hello again! i'm the anon from the last angsty ask and oH my GOd i'm amazed how you got the lore of my trisona with vash so perfectly with just a few words 😭😭😭 thank you so much for writing it i'm glad you liked it! ❤️

oHTHANKGOD THANK YOU ANON IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT 😭😭😭🫶🫶 im still new to this whole request thing so im easing my way into writing them,,, yOUR TRISONA LORE EATS THOO☝️☝️☝️ THE ANGST🫴🫴

#i have a personal fav of writing gut wrenching stuff #but thank u im glad u liked it🥹#i didnt wanna go overboard and make it too long #but i love the emotional based aspect ugh 😌#trigun imagines #vash x reader #thank u for requesting🌸🌹

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weenhands · 1 year

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#dont read this vent is triggeringlol #my day be so fine like Really fine then boom my brain is suddenly begging for me to end my life #literally today was rlly good now all of a sudden i just Need to die #not really because of anything ive been dealing w for the past 5 years so thats an improvement 🤲🤲😌😌#butjust because i feel Alone LOL!!#like i really do wanna Do It like Rlly Bad and i know lately since december 2022 #these thoughts r worse bc its not me thinking that i should its me begging mysekf to just do it alrdy #ans that theres no point in moving forward just Pleading for it to all be over #ill nevwr stop feeling yhis way and ill never stop feeling so alone and like as if i have no one i genuinely wish there #were no repercussions to me taking my own life #like i genuinely just wish i could and then no one would care #i wish i didnt secretly see or wait for a light at the end of the tunnel #just!!!! do it alrdy!!!!!!!!!!!!#vent

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typheus · 1 year

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omg i fixed my themes broken links problem

#other #t talks #fdkjhlshfl #straight up put it in dashboard mode for months cause i didnt wanna see those damn unclickable links 😭😭😭#but i fixed it!#i had a stray extra /div in there fucking it up #now i have to actually update my toyhouse so i can add my characters links again 😅#tho i am Finally working on the oc lineup again!#meant to do it last year for artfight but i got lazy :/#but now this year im working on it early. instead of 3 days before artfight.#cause i have a functioning brain this year 👍😌✌️#a functional brain that notice the one (1) extra line of coding on my blog 😎

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equitatus · 1 year

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/ What if I hypothetically sent Kaeya to poke at your muses-

#;ooc #ooc #hypothetically of course- :coughs:#bc u know that moment u wanna send asks and the moment ur about to do it ur like :no thoughts: THAT #alternatively; we can always plot here and on all my other bloggus ✨😌#ideally i would love to do starters but i always get stuck thinking what to do or write them longer than intended #k.aeya is that cat that sits from afar and stares at u and waves his tail slowly #he would not knock over vases; he would just stare at u from afar #and u hear- i didnt know you were such a slacker-#NO JKJKJJK #i play the game with the jp voiceovers but his lines in english sound v funnyto me #LIKE THAT ONE TIME ON THE FOOD EVENT;; HOW HE LIT WENT 'ew..' THEN IMMEDIATELY REALIZED WHATHE SAID #I WAS CRYING IT WAS SO FUNNY

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conartisthaiji · 1 year

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hey lyz! sending you this ask because you reblog enough kpop to be my designated kpop mutual and i was thinking abt giving it a try.

no need to answer this or put effort into it, but if you want to share, do you have any groups or artists you recommend? especially to a beginner? (i have never been into kpop ever...)

also! hope you are having a nice day! <3

hi clem! thank u for your patience! i wasn’t sure how i wanted to go about this since my normal go-to, loona, is currently out due to boycott reasons (general reminder for everyone else to stop listening to them on spotify/apple music/youtube and any other streaming platforms btw).

anyways!! i picked some of my favorite groups and sorted them in order of most well-known to least known :) then i picked just a few songs from each group to help give u an idea of what the group’s vibe is.

twice: i feel like you can’t do a kpop introduction without them...they’re iconic in every way. TT, What is Love, and Fancy are their three most popular; personally i really love Feel Special and Yes or Yes.

seventeen: my current boy group...Aju Nice is iconic!! i also really like Rock with You, Don't Wanna Cry, and Cheers.

red velvet: this was actually my first kpop group ever...they are so special to me. most popular tracks would be Psycho, Bad Boy, and Peek-a-Boo; i’m a huge fan of Really Bad Boy and Feel My Rhythm as well.

stayc: they made a splash when they debuted with So Bad and have continued to make waves with their good music! personally I’m a huge fan of Stereotype and Run2U.

billlie: they’re sooo underrated in my opinion like have you heard about billlie? no? well you should. Gingamingayo is probably their most famous track; personally i adore Ring Ma Bell and flipp!ng a coin as well.

h1-key: my nugu girlies <3 they debuted last year with Athletic Girl and they just released their first mini album, rose blossom! the title track, Rose Blossom, is really pretty. they also released Run last year, which is a really fun summer-y song imo.

#lyz talks #asks #clementinecoastline #kpop #i didnt wanna be overwhelming but also i can talk about kpop for a long time...#i wanted to do about three songs per group...i mostly succeeded 😌#i did showcase more of red velvet's velvet side but red flavor dumb dumb and russian roulette r iconic as well! just more fun and cheerful #also i feel like twice svt and rv r common...stayc is wellknown in kpop circles...billlie is getting there...who tf has heard of h1key #almost left them off but i think its important to promote lesser known groups too so!#anyways clem i hope u enjoy the songs <3

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cerealmonster15 · 2 years

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he is so funny sometimes w/how he loves Bothering Them dncncncgnng

#obm liveblogging #i found something unusual. do u wanna know. I bet u do.#and everyone’s in the rest of the chat trying to guess #and he’s just like no 😌 none of those 😌#he’s having fun making them curious I know it #HE DIDNT EVEN SAY WHAT IT WAS #satan: this is annoying shut up #lucifer: anyway mc wanna come with me to see it next time #SEE WHAT #god. lol making everyone else go crazy wanting to see #i know he’s living for rilling them up I KNOW IT #levi was like ‘is this a good time to call the hookey police’#levi babe you ARE the hookey police!!!

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shalida · 2 years

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Hello! Happy Pride month, I love your movie posters! I would love if you could do one for Rafiki and/or The Half of It if you wanna do more sapphic movies. Okay thanks 💖🌈

happy pride month ! 🏳️‍🌈 thank you so much !! 💕 i already have posters for both actually ! (hoping to re-edit both of them too sometime i even have a process video for the rafiki one !)

#shalida replies #probably-a-mermaid #i wanna re-edit most of my posters ..... hopefully soon! didnt do these two this year bc i posted them last year already for pride month 😌

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hauntedotherworld · 22 days

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i had a good day WOW

i took my dog for a long walk and this cute guy gave her whipped cream bcs he said she was so beautiful (lucky haha) and then i got some stuff i wanted from gambling! i had to borrow a little money but i got what i wanted so thats good ,, then i ate chocolate buttons and felt sick so i 🤮 and now i feel better and i just feel so calm and alright rn

finally , but i really could go for a party right now.. i wanna get some heels and dresses and meet ppl and just forget about the bad stuff

soon ..! and im gonna start college as soon as i can

and get my life on track again and pretend im normal with a normal al life for as long as i can 😇 (a few months is the highest i got) maybe this time it ll be alright - maybe i could have (a SIP£m) of alcohol before i go or maybe keep some i. my bag,, bcs ngl when i did that at my last college i was talking to everyonee and i had no fear its great

#its amazing to have a day that i didnt cry or breakdown or get siicidal over the past #i dont wanna talk much abt tht stuff so that it doesnt come but #yeah i had a pretty good day #amazing #LOL what im just saying! im not afraid to keepdetails this IS my virtual diary afterall 😌

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icanttakethemonmyown · 2 years

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Current Midnight faves?????

Mine are currently:

Maroon

Bejeweled

Midnight Rain

Karma

omg TASTE anon!! My current faves in no particular order are bejeweled, karma, sweet nothing and basically all of the bonus/3am tracks

i feel like some of the other songs might be growing on me but that could totally be bc of all the fancams/edits on tiktok lmao

(i just wanna do a special shout out to paris and bigger than the whole sky for their 1989 and folklore/evermore vibes respectively, they are probably my top faves if we were counting!!)

#midnight rain is definitely one of the aforementioned #totally didnt like it at first but i found myself humming it this afternoon #karma is my babe though #i do my best white woman dancing to that song!!#but thank you for sharing anon 😌💕#once again TASTE!!#asks #and i promise i will get to my sam and andrew asks soon!#im not avoiding them on purpose im just super busy and get overwhelmed #you know i write entire essays when i get to talking about my babes #and i wanna set out the time to do so!

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