decided to indulge in my 14 year old self's obsession with winx next gen ocs and finally design a whole group of them!!

character sheets and descriptions + doodle dump under the cut!

Blaire

21. Daughter of Bloom and Sky. An Alfea graduate, Enchantix fairy, Guardian Fairy of Eraklyon and Heir of Eraklyon's throne. Basically a burnt out overachiever and perfectionist who shouldered everyone's high expectations due to being Bloom's daughter, and had high hopes for the future but is now barely trying to hold things together. She can be a little intimidating and hotheaded, but that's because she's very tired.

She's cordial exes with Luke, Stella and Brandon's son, but they still remained best friends. She's currently dating a wizard named Ike.

Lucian (Luke)

21. Son of Stella and Brandon. Crowned Prince of Solaria who has recently taken on more responsibilities as the de facto new King of Solaria now that he recently came of age—but...he doesn't really want to be called a King quite yet. He's a charming and responsible young man who's inherited his mother's love and passion for fashion, and is a little snobby about it sometimes, much to his friends' chagrin.

He's cordial exes with Blaire, Bloom and Sky's daughter, but they still remained best friends. He's currently single, but there isn't a day where he isn't talking to or seeing someone.

Violet (Vi)

21. Daughter of Flora and Helia. Guardian Fairy of Linphea and a reputable freelance photographer who's a bit too chill for her own good. She can be nonchalant and a bit too cool headed at times it freaks people out, but it's quite handy for her job and hobby as a photographer, requiring precise focus to capture the best photos. She's also a deeply sentimental person, capturing and treasuring all memories of her family and friends through photography.

Maxine (Max)

21 years old, daughter of Musa and Riven. Formerly an Alfea student and a fairy-in-training, but have shifted to Red Fountain to pursue being a Specialist. She turned out to be a skilled prodigy, and now teaches at Red Fountain part time. She's a chill and easygoing person, and is well liked by everyone in the school, even capturing some people's hearts. Despite this, she can also have an explosive temperament if certain buttons are pushed.

On a long term relationship with her former roommate Tesla, Tecna and Timmy's daughter. They go way back, since Alfea.

Riley

20 years old, son of Musa and Riven. He's a quiet and chill guy who's had a bit of a troubled past. He went to Red Fountain alongside his sister but he mostly did it to appease Riven, and has no interest in being a hero, instead preferring to pursue his interest in music. He looks a little scary to some people, and he used to have a notorious reputation, but he's passed that now.

Tesla

21. Daughter of Tecna and Timmy. A gifted tech genius who dropped out of Alfea to defy expectations and pursue her passions, and now works as a reputable robotics engineer in Zenith's government. Her demeanor is generally blunt and sarcastic, which is off-putting for most people, but she mellows out around people she's comfortable with.

On a long term relationship with her former roommate Tesla, Tecna and Timmy's daughter. They go way back, since Alfea.

Amir

21. Son of Aisha and Nabu, and the wizard prince of Andros. A reliable and approachable young man who gets along with everyone, and is actually in talking terms with everyone in the friend group despite the incident. He's also a very physically active person, and despite being a formidable wizard, he still chose to take some combat classes in Red Fountain. Behind his easygoing demeanor is a cunning and strategic mind that should not be underestimated.

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+ some more doodles about the TxT and MxR kids because can you not tell that tecna and musa are my winx meowmeows

Bold of y'all to assume mizu goes to college. She works at a garage fixing cars, tank top on, abs out, grease all over her tattooed arms. Ringo DOES go to college though and talks her ears off to go with him to one of those typical Saturday night college parties for moral support and there she meets some obscenely gorgeous girl that's at some dude's side, but can't stop staring at mizu all night long and ok..I said i don't like modern aus and now yall have made me wanna write Modern Mix things & that's what i get for living in the bes tags for the past 2 days

frothing at the mouth at her tattoo sleeve w grease on it

i feel like this would be alternate mizu timeline in this modern!au i made

bc i feel like she would be smart and be a nerd/gym rat

idk both niches tend to mix

not all nerds are gym rats and vice versa but theres an overlap

i see ur vision tho dw

her with a wife pleaser

yeah not a wife beater im talking ab a wife pleaser bc she knows how to-

also ringo would def give mizu a rundown of the events that happened during the week

i feel like no matter where ringo goes, something always be happening

doesnt have to be major things but its always something unique or some weird interaction

and ugh imagine if rlly pretty girl aka reader was dragged to that party w the guy as a favor

and counting down the minutes

but then they spot mizu

and something in the frat party air shifted

the yells and talk become more mumbled

the dance lights flicker and highlight mizu’s arms

reader is freaking tf out and is like “woahhhhh this is NEW”

they would def not keep their eyes off of mizu’s arms

(i would also do that too)

anyways this was great ty for the idea

pls write modern au mizu i love reading other variations and interpretations of her :)

im cooking up in the drafts i swear yall 😭😭

also if ur an artist,

im begging on my knees

pls pls pls draw mizu w a wife pleaser and tattoo sleeve im so serious

dont make her look like a “hey mamas” lesbian but pls pls pls begging on my knees like a dog

if i could draw i would do it rn 😭

ok uhmm... This is a bit akward🥲 but can you make Bobby x Picky headcanons? Plss I need more content of them😭😭😭 Im starving😭😭😭😭

ALR YALL

LEMME RISE UP FROM HELL TO RESPOND TO ALL THESE AWSOME HEADCANONS!

AFTER A FEW MORE, LIKE A FEW 4 OR SO... I.... I UH... I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE.

TOO MANY HEADCANONS YA'LL.

I DON'T LIKE MAKING YA'LL WAIT DAYS FOR THIS IM SO SORRY

🍎❤️🩷❤️🍎🩷🍎❤️🩷❤️🍎🩷🍎❤️🩷❤️🍎🩷🍎❤️🩷❤️

The chef x the mfer who is putting love potions inside the food.

OKAY- I HAD TO THINK ABOUT THE SHIP NAME FOR SO LONG THAT I THINK I GOT IT. WHAT YA'LL THINK ABOUT ✨FILLING-LOVE✨ AS IN- FEELING LOVE AND FILLING WITH EATING TOO MUCH ARTFSUDHJGFASJDGFALSJDGFAISDHF.

They'd be watching any cooking show that has ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE DRAMA BUT IT WOULD BE FUNNY AS HELL HOW BAD THEY MESS UP THE FOOD TO THEM

Lovey-dovey and sucker for romance pansexual x "that's my lady right there you'll, can't get better than this you guys" lesbian and food enjoyer

Alright, hear me out on this one you guys. Bobby + chocolates + giving them to picky = INSTANT GIRLFRIEND!

Live laugh love country Picky. We all want a home girl to have an Applejack kind of accent. And as for Bobby?... HMMMM... I KINDA WANT HER TO BE FRENCH. IT WOULD MAKE SENSE, RIGHT? (pls, don't go after me in the comments I'm Hispanic-french myself.)

WE ALL KNOW. WE ALL KNOW PICKY GOTTA CARRY MISS LOVERGAL LIKE THE STRONG GIRL SHE IS. SHE GOTTA!!!!

let's all just agree that picky GOTTA snort when she laughs.

I always like to think that Picky is an in-denial hypocrite, especially when it comes to eating. She's the one in the group always scolding everyone for not eating healthy as it is, yet SHE is the one that sneaks on 3 AM in the middle of the night to each last week's cake from Kickin's party. And yet... rather coincidentally and out of pure chances, Bobby is a sucker for sweets too. So they just work each other out in helping each other with eating problems AND/OR trying to make an excuse to eat dessert before dinner.

PDA?... is that even a question with Bobby around?

THEY'RE SO GAY AND IN LOVE IT MAKES ME WANNA GO ARTUYIGFYDSJKAOIGFYUDJSAKJHUFVDBNSDBHJDIOFOAIHSOASJBCKJSDJFKKWJEF-

WAIT OML, THIS IS OUT OF CONTEXT BUT, I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING. WHAT IF BOBBY LIKED GREEK MYTHOLOGY- O H... OH, SHE WOULD ABSOLUTELY ADORE EROS AND PSYCHE. GREAT ROMANCE STORY, I TELL YOU. Well, of course, it gotta be, Eros is literally in the early stages of Cupid's image.

Once again, I bestow before you one of my favourite headcanons; Bobby has separation anxiety. And BECAUSE of that she would be messaging/spamming on Picky phone about where she was, if she would come over, if she wanted HER to come over, if they wanted to hang out, etc. What was Picky doing meanwhile? The simple answer passed out on the floor after thinking it was a good idea to try to mix all fast foods known to man into a single meal.

they're both dumb but they don't know it/know it.

YOU GUYS. EVEN BOBBY WRITES FANFICS ABOUT HERSELF AND HER LOVERS. CHANGE MY MIND. YOU GUYS KNOW IT.

Picky would be so proud of pulling up Cupid herself lmao.

YOU GUYS. 👏BOBBY👏WOULD👏TOTALLY👏BOOP👏PICKY'S👏SNOUT.👏 IT GOTTA HAPPEN. EITHER A BOOP OR A KISS IT'S OUTTA HAPPEN.

I think Bobby would treat this relationship like they were in some romantic novel.

@11sugarplum11 (since you ALSO asked for it! Dw didn't forget about you!)

That's it you guys, maybe I'll be answering a few 4 or less but I'm REALLY stressed about catching up to all the commissions. I hope im not breaking anybody's hopes for all of their headcanons to be answered.

I STILL HAVE 8 MORE TO ANSWER YOU GUYS... PLEASE- I NEED TO FINISH A LOT OF STUFF.

🙏

PLEASE. PLEASE- PLEASE DONT HATE ME YALL PLEASE-

dating them

paring: karou x gn!reader

type: headcanons

warnings: none

genre: fluff

🖇a/n: smhh we need more backstory's to come out, so we're not left in the dark :( THERES NOTHING FOR HIM ON THE WIKI PAGE EITHER😭hope you enjoy and feedback is always appreciated, have a good day <3

you work in a cafe, that's how the two of you met (THE CAFE AU SUITSS HIM, COME ON NOW😩)

was so starstruck when he saw you, he loved how you always had a smile when you conversed with costumers.

rlly nervous to talk to you, like he had come into the cafe multiple times to strike a conversation only to go back home :(

MASUMI'SSS TIME TOO SHINENEEE, so the next time he comes to the cafe masumi is with him. "just talk to em, whats the harm?" "uhhh i could mess up?" "thats why you have me" "yea, so im going to mess up"

finally he walked to the counter, masumi by his side egging him on and a smile thinking "i've got this, yea i'll be fine". but the moment you turn around and he's greeted with ur smile, he short circuits and can't talk. "hi! what can i get for you?" "....." "yea, he'd like a sandwich", masumi cuts in to talk. "sure thing anything, else?", you say still smiling. at this point karou wants to run away, surely you understand what your doing right? once again masumi talks for him, "nope, he's good". "okie, can i get a name?", you say shifting your glace back to karou is so doing anything but looking at you.

obviously you take notice of his state and instead of asking for his name again, you simply tell him the cost and in a flash you were gone

yeaaa, he knows he messed up :( he was so close to ditching, but masumi stooped him. "dude, the least you could do is take the sandwich😐". when you returned you handed him the sandwich and a drink? "um i-i didn't order a drink" "oh, i know", you said with a playful wink. As they were leaving the cafe, he remembered he hadn't told you his name and written on the cup read 'hot stranger ;)'...good job y/n, you broke him😒

he rlly likes cuddles, doesn't care the position as long as the both of you are cuddling

i feel like karou is a early riser, so he'll always and i mean always stay in bed for like 5 more mins just to watch you sleep. like the loving way (not the creepy kind💀)

with that in mind, he'll also make you breakfast. why? BECAUSE MANZ CAN COOK, HE'S LIKE GORDAN RAMSSEY WITHOUT THE ATTITUDE. he cooks, not because he feels like he needs to, but that he wants to. If the oni n momo weren't at war n stuff 101% he'd be a chief

karou also loves to leave you notes, all types. good luck notes, good morning notes, good night notes, notes when ur sad, notes when you forget something. he just loves them😌

HE'S A GIFT GIVER, NOT THE EXPSENIVE KIND. BUT THE KIND THAT'LL MAKE U CRY CUZ IT'S SO THOUGHHTFULL😭

he loves to plan dates too. he'll take u to the beach, but at nightime when the moon is full. maybe back to the cafe, where yall first met. or simply ordering takeout and binging some sort of tv series with you

sorry, but masumi weill be stalking ur dates. it's canon and with that being said. he'll be hiding anywhere where you can't see him or he'll simply use his ablity for the time being. oh and he'll be facetiming mudano and oiranzaka too💀

karou is also a user of corny/cheesy pickup lines. he's done his research and he's been waiting for the moment to arrive 😌

he’s a hand holder, HAND HOLDER. his hands are super warm, for like no reason and it’s great especially in cold weather. also likes to hold your pinky cuz he thinks it’s cute :)

I feel liked karou has a good sense of direction, so he’s always driving. If you’re not good at driving or you just don’t want to? Dw y/n he’d love to drive you around....but you better be paying for gas money 😒 oh and if you’re they type to get lost easily, he’ll make you wear those shirts that say ‘if lost, call the number on the shirt’

If you’re just as chaotic as masumi? then karou is no longer ur bf, but ur babysitter 💀 Masmui gets you in all types of trouble, I’m positive karou had to bail the both of you out of jail once 😣

SGEIDKD SOBS YOJRE SO SWEET OMG ILY /p

Are u okay with nicknames like babe/love/my little meow meow etc and stuff I LIKE CALLING PEOPLE THOSE BUT IF YOU ARENT COMFY WITH THEM I WONT

And gosh brain rot over father figure Zhongli

Crying in the club rn dhmu

^fatherless behavior

HONESTLY I DONT RLLY HAVE A DAD SO IDK WHAT THEYRE LIKE that's why I'll just make hcs of stuff my mom does that Zhongli would do <3

•He would always make sure you've eaten and always cooks your food, he even remembers your favorites and constantly spoils you by getting you more (He still tries to make sure you have a healthy diet though!)

•Always tries to reassure you that's you're doing just fine and that if you're not feeling well then there isn't anything wrong with you and it's natural!

•He supports your dreams and aspirations wholeheartedly and even buys you a bunch of stuff related to it cause he sees how happy you are <3

•He randomly just tells you he loves you, it doesn't matter the context. Yall could walk beside eachother and he'd just randomly pat your head and tell you he loves you

•Whenever you go out he always has his wallet so that he can buy stuff you'd like^^

•If you have some kind of health complications that require a lot of money, he'd say "It doesn't matter if it's expensive, it's for you" if you try to argue about it being expensive, this could be related to the last hc too!

RAWR THATS BASICALLY IT

YES YES IM OKAY WITH NICKNAMES!!<33 AND DW BESTIE, I DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS EITHER hence why I felt there's something wrong about the hcs BUT YES!! FATHER ZHONGLI BRAIN ROT OH MY GOD SOMEONE FINALLY GOT IT

FR THOUGH, ZHONGLI WOULD INDEED TELL YOU HE LOVES YOU OUT OF NOWHERE AND SPOILS YOU SM😭 AND SUPPORTIVE FATHER ZHONGLI???? HELLO??????? YES HE IS VERY SUPPORTIVE I TAKE NO CRITICISM *as long as whatever you like or doing is good*

BUT BUT CONSIDER THIS

FATHER ZHONGLI SECRETLY BOUGHT THINGS YOU WANTED?? WITHOUT ANY CONTEXT AND HE JUST PUTS THEM IN YOUR ROOM? IM CRYING PLEASE SHARE MORE FATHER ZHONGLI BRAIN ROT WITH ME or any genshin characters brain rot tbh I don't mind anyone

AND A BIT OF MODERN AU BUT HE CHECKS YOU UP OFTEN? BECAUSE HE'S WORRIED THE ONLINE SCHOOL IS STRESSING YOU UP TOO MUCH?? AND THEN JUST COMFORTING YOU FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT I can see him secretly does some of your assignments FATHER ZHONGLI WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY TBH😭✋

hi!! i saw your thing about sending you ship requests, so here's mine! i'm 5' 4", korean, and i have shoulder-length dark hair. i wear circle glasses, and i have a terrible prescription. i love to read, listen to classical music, and i'm a foodie! i eat when i'm sad. i'm blunt and direct, along with rather reserved, and i have a hard time letting people get close to me. but, once i do, i love and care for them to no end!!!! i like to dress comfortably (ex. leggings and sweatshirt).

i’m so sorry i just read your rules for your ships and i sent in the description about the korean girl w circle glasses please forgive me … this is for haikyuu, i am infp-t, ravenclaw, and i am bisexual (i use she/her pronouns). i’m so sorry for not reading the rules before!!

Henlo okay so im sorry this was super late I have no excuse to give bcs I procrastinate so much anyways youre super cute yeet plz don’t apologise hahahahha I totes relate sad eat, angry eat, happy eat, depressed eat and stress eat yeet omG CLASSICAL MUSIC WATAFAK I IIIIIII REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE CHOPIN MY FAVE IS HIS NOCTURNE OP.9 NO.2 OR FANTAISIE IMPROMPTU (I know like theyre so different idk im super bipolar aahahah) WHOS YOUR FAVE !!!! l also like Mozart and some Vivaldi hahahaha dw I also wear prescription and its getting worse everyday yeet I should stop looking at screens

Ps we are super similar like im an INFJ

Anyways lets get to your ships

I SHIP YOU WITH Tooru Oikawa !!

You are reserved, shy, blunt, comfortable, open minded and prefer to trust your gut feeling; you’re also thirsty for knowledge and love to learn. Your ability to have an open mind will only lead you to pursue new interests and new genres. When you’re looking for a partner you would probably look for someone accepting or equally open-minded, and probably someone empathetic. I’m not sure bur your reserved personality may bring you lots of outgoing friends, and maybe when you’re looking for a partner, you’d be the listener in the relationship. You’d be great at giving empathetic advices, especially emotional ones since you know, you’d get a feeling of what and what not to say, which IMO is amazing. Looking at your description, you’d be the calm person in the relationship due to your reserved and caring nature, and so you’d probably prefer a louder partner?

Oikawa is flirty, childish, smug, intelligent, slightly ambitious and cunning. But at the same time, he doesn’t have much self-confidence and is quick to defend himself if he thinks he will get hurt. He’s also a very careless person, as Iwa-chan mentioned, he’d push himself to practice because of he felt as if he was inferior to tobio or ushiwaka. THEREFORE I ship you with him, both of you can form a very strong bond. Oikawa hates relying on people but if you successfully assure him that he can always come to you when he’s feeling under the weather, he would try to rely on you and thus, a supportive relationship is born!!!! I feel like due to your calm and empathetic nature, you can soothe poor Tooru, give him great advice when he’s pushing himself too hard/ feeling inferior. You’d be his ‘rock’ and stabilise him. You’d pull him out if he’s stressed out or overthinking, or even stop him from making childish or rash decisions that he will come to regret later. Of course, Oikawa is still stubborn to a degree, hence you will improve your reasoning skills, and he will eventually come to understand that it’s because you love and care for him and that’s why you’re stopping him from making regretful decisions. (To add on to this: you’re blunt but and you won’t sugar coat words, but Tooru needs to listen to the truth behind his actions, so your blunt and direct way of speaking would be very beneficial to him) You’re caring so you’d try to understand him and then help him out. You’d be am amazing listener.

ALSO Oikawa loves to talk about his day, and you’d probably love to listen to him talk, he loves cuddling and stroking your hair, he’s a big fan of PDA and he would always try to make time for you but volleyball, sadly is his priority. It would be great if you supported him wholeheartedly and encouraged him. Obviously, Oikawa loves to spoil and care for you!! He’s very observant and he knows how to utilise everyone’s skillset and talents, and obviously, he would keep a close eye on you and would probably suggest that you try new things/ comment on how he thinks you’re particularly good at something.  He would also recommend that you try new things if he thinks you are suitable for it, for example, he may think you have great flexibility and will suggest you take up a sport that will improve your flexibility and also potentially become something you enjoy. He’s also great at encouraging you and will definitely eat with you when you’re sad, he would probably bring you to his favourite ramen place and say that he’s buying you food instead, hoping to see you smile uwu

Anyways Oikawa is also really smart (class 6!!!!!), both of you can study together and become the unbeatable smart couple (yeet), revision sessions include weird puns yall make up from the revision material, helping each other out with tricky questions or solving tricky questions together. Tooru is a fun partner and he would be amazing to be around. When you’re stressed out he’d suggest yall take a break and give you an amazing massage.

Things he likes:

1.     Cuddling

2.     You TALKING!!!

3.     PDA PDA

4.     Cute pecks

5.     You coming to his games and cheering him on

6.     Mutual trust

7.     Meeting each other despite your hectic schedules (even for 5 minutes)

8.     Meeting at least once a week

9.     Spending time with you

10.  Eating milk bread with you

(A/N: IDK WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE you and iwachan are probs siblings with very similar personalities yeet ???)

I also ship you with (under the cut)!!!

Issei Matsukawa

Matssun looks intimidating but he’s really just an idiot + funny person!! He would be a big tease, will initiate PDA but will get really bashful when you try to do it. Matssun is funny and will always pull pranks on you with Makki, and you could turn into a prankster yourself (heh) Although Matssun isn’t big fan of reading or classical music and it shows, maybe it’s good to date your polar opposite (he’d be a Gryffindor) he’s not loud but he can be if he wants. Occasionally you may find him being loud around you (he likes attention from his S/O) but you will grow to love that side of him! Matssun usually shows that he cares by joking around (he just wants you to smile) but he’s quite the observant one so he wouldn’t go too far with his jokes. He’s very clear about boundaries. Matssun is generally a very good natured and fun person to be around, he’s great at supporting people, he knows how to pull your confidence levels up, and will give amazing advice. He’s also amazing at encouragement (although he shows it in his own unique way). Plus, he’s also very good at dealing with blunt comments so he won’t be offended easily, would probably know how to talk back when you offer him a blunt statement. He’s also very keen on eating, he loves to eat, so he’s always down for some good food! At some point, he will probably attempt to cook for you, but yea I’ll leave that up to your imagination.

ALSO Matssun also appreciates the fact that you love to dress comfortably, so he wouldn’t need to worry about you not dressing warm and catching a cold during winter, he can be a worrywart at times, so he loves it when you dress comfortably ++ he loves your style!!!!! ALSO you’re quiet and reserved, Matssun is chill and laid back, so I would say it’s a pretty calm and laid back relationship!

Matssun would absolutely love it if you would attend his volleyball matches and support him, Oikawa has too many fangirls, he would love it if you waved at him = he would be super energised hahahaha

Yukie Shirofuku

Yukie is an amazing person tbh she’s super underrated, this queen can eat 4 onigiris at the same time yeet anyways, Yukie is a polite, mature and laid back person, she’s also great at studying and probably likes books?? Both of you can geek out together and discuss about different books ++ she also likes napping but like imagine this you reading while she naps next to you TUT so cute besides She would probably be interested in classical music if you introduced it to her, if you told her about your favourite pieces, she would add it to her usual playlist if it fits her mood  uwu also she would also be down for concerts, and would defs love it if you asked her to go with you!!! ALSO YUKIE IS A BIG PHAT FOODIE. You would go on dates to different restaurants/ cafes to eat, pig out together and watch a movie, café hopping dates, its just too cute!!! She would also make cute lunch boxes for you when you’re sad because she loves you and wants you to be happy!!

Yukie is also a very supportive person (I mean she has to deal with bokuto’s emo mood)  and would provide amazing encouragement!! I think she’d be okay with your bluntness, she’s not a sensitive person and knows how to react when you’re blunt with her!!!

Yachi Hitoka

-       Awkward mess

-       Teeny bit sensitive, but appreciates your bluntness bcs sometimes blunt is what she needs (like hinata haha)

-       Super fun to be around, would draw you

-       Artsy movie dates

-       Café dates !!!

-       Great listener, doesn’t really know what to say but will always give you a hug

-       Supportive baby, loves to hold your hand when you’re alone

Thank you for your patience !! hope you like it !!!

I know by the end of this letter I wont change your minds, but i feel the need for yall to know who he really is. I may have undershared him since i keep a lot of emotions to myself and wanna keep a private relationship but there is a reason why i feel so strongly about this..

It may seem that its like “the heart wants what it wants” but there more of what has been shown outside the surface.

1. He has supported me through a tough month of schooling. Firstly he was the one that distracted me at first and hear me out yes i lost myself and he did not deny it as well and apologized about it.. he even tried to refraine talking to me during the time i needed to catch up and focus on myself. Yet he stayed there giving me supporting words and affirmation that I could do it regardless of my parents being disappointed with me. And allowed space to happen kahit clingy shang tao. Right after that incident we vowed to each other that well working on ourselves sleeping early going to work (kc hes ruining his work din with lagi nlng umaabsent) yeah toxic ik but were working on ourselves individually while were together. I dont spend all hours of my day talking to hm but we usually plan our day offs and ample time doing nothing to watch a movie or spend time making simple memories. He even taught me how to cook and sent recipes on how to cook afritada which turned into a shit-show. It wasnt all interest and obsession. It was genuine. He even told me that “if i was looking for lande lng bakit dw sa malayo ko pa hahanapin yun na puede nman sa duol” i know words are hard to believe esp since online to pero its the way he communicated and relayed the message wothout hesitation. Its how his words aligned with his actions. It wasnt one sided.

2. He never even made a complain whenever i feel uneasy and doubted about someting. He showed me who called hm, showed me why his work schedule was all over the place and why he had meetings in random times and assured me all this without hesitation. He might not indirectly not told yall bc of his secretive nature and we have talked about this and even told hm that if youre dating me youre dating my friends too. He may not have shown it and to hm he was never friends with his exes friends before as well so everything was new. I explained thoroughly why i was disappointed in him of how much it really affected me and yes i know an apology does not cut it but i love the guy yo. Yall even do it and i know yall think maganad na sha esp since he done it once. He promised me though that he will not intentinally hurt me but he did not promise that he will hurt me unintentionally. I explained and he understood saan sha nagkulang. Im jst so nice that i did not push something more than hes comfortable with but he promised me that he will do it. If that ever becomes empty then thats when ill take matters in my own hand. I also told hm to talk to u guys. Tbh he was uncertain at first bc hes not a very open person to other people but i asked for hm to try. Yall really are too hard on him ive known the guy for two months and i understand the part where “the guy fucks up your trust its over” i understand why that should be implemented especially since we are no longer settling for less but cant you give him a chance at least? Im not blind guys i cried for days both of us cried for days for this.. he wants me to choose yall over him and damn i was so torn.. i knew i had to pick sides. But i thought about it long and hard and decided can we at least try to compromise. It will be hard for yall to accept hm i know but i asked hm countless of questions and its either hes a fucking gud liar or he really is sincere. I dont want to lose all three of yall. Im not trying to break anyones hearts. I know i give people many chances no matter how fucked up it is and i know that sometimes i pick the wrong people to fight for. But he promised me he will show me himself bfore the end of the yr. all i need for yall is to trust me. I know what im doing nman pow and im not blind not to feel the red flags.