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rare-and-beautiful-things · 2 years

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Hiya! If you are willing, can you write hc’s on union dudes of ur choice dating someone who is mostly 10/10 good in their life, and finding out tw: suicide/selfharm they used 2 hurt themselves I mean they are good now, but almost so good it’s shocking yk

Hey there, sure I can! I'm so sorry, you requested this such a long a time ago, but between my irl situation, huge motivation drop and me hyperfixating on other fandoms... well, you can see what happened. Sorry! Here ya go!

Union dudes find out their sweetheart used to hurt themselves

CW: selfharm (discussion of it, nothing grafic)

Donald Na

donald sees it and he doesn't say anything. he looks for the other signs, adds one piece of the puzzle to another until the whole picture is clear in his mind.

you are whole. whole like a tree that was once eaten by parasites but managed to adapt and bloom, whole like a vase - once broken but lovingly restored, pieced together and full of water and flowers. you are beautiful. perfect.

he asks you about it as if he's making small talk - except donald never makes small talk. it's all purposeful with him, all of the threads leading somewhere, not one hanging without use. but he asks you once - and after your reply he changes the subject.

weeks pass before he asks you again. he can guess the reasons, but he wants to know how you managed to heal, to leave it behind, to become better for it - kinder, brighter, happier. he never says it because he doesn't understand it yet, but he wants you to teach him.

he needs you to teach him this, because he let his life harden him, but it didn't make him glow from the inside. and even though he's bitter and he needs this bitterness to make a change, he knows that he will need something more in the future. he doesn't know yet what it is. but you do.

Kingsley

Kingsley doesn't say anything outright, but he's not as subtle as donald. he doesn't make it a secret that he noticed, and if you do not know him very well you might think he decided to let it slip.

Kingsley never lets anything slip.

he watches you for the other signs. Kingsley more than pretty much anyone else in the Union will pick up on the subtlest ways you used to hurt yourself. he won't need to see the scars - he'll notice your unusual knowledge of drugs, your understanding of overweight or underweight people, how easy you take criticism. he'll know you were hurting yourself even if you never knew it.

when he decides he has collected all the ammunition available, he'll sit you down and talk. he'll make sure you have your favourite boba tea to make the experience more pleasant. he'll tell you he knows it's all in the past for you. he'll also tell you he's happy you're so much better now. but he needs you to know one thing: if you ever feel this urge again, if you ever feel like this again - you can come to him. no matter the time, no matter if you argued last night, no matter if you haven't spoken in years.

you deserve to have someone, and for you he's always ready to be that someone, especially if you have no one else. it's good that you're good, but please don't feel pressured to be perfect every moment. please don't feel bad for feeling bad. and if you need help - please let him help.

Jimmy Bae

Jimmy might not understand right away what exactly he found out and accidentally (this time actually accidentally) be an asshole and/or ask stupid questions. Like, seeing obvious selfharm scars and asking what the fuck is this, were you cutting yourself or something lmao? (spoiler: you did)

he's shocked when he understands it fully, when the gravity of the situation settles into something. he wants to say - but how come you are alright now? but you look so stupidly happy all the time? you don't do this anymore, right?

instead he says: well, I'm glad you'd stopped with this bullshit.

he is glad. he's also a bit - sad? jealous? - that he wasn't there for you when it happened, that this heaviness disappeared without his help. he feels a bit inferior because he's not sure if he could overcome something like this, because you were worse off then he is and yet you shine brigther then him, but he wouldn't admit it even to himself.

he says he would never be so weak he needed to hurt himself. he doesn't say that he could never be strong enough to smile like you do after hurting yourself, but he feels the truth of it in his bones.

Wolf Keum

as soon as wolf notices, he immediately starts liking you more.

how could he not? yes, you're so fucking perfect all the time, so happy and nice, that sometimes he cannot help but hate this. but you were not always happy, huh? there was a time when you were miserable.

he asks you about this with obvious excitement. and he is excited. he wondered sometimes if all your niceness and kindness were hollow, if it was all because you didn't know shit about the world.

but it was because you knew. because you have seen it firsthand, and somehow this experience has taught you to be the way you are now. bright, kind, tolerant. if humans could glow - you would.

this new piece of information, of your story, makes you seem so much more to him, then you seemed before. he feels more respect, more interest, but perhaps even more importantly - it makes him more tolerant himself. it makes him think that the world is alright if it could create you as you are now, that if you could love it after hating yourself so much, then there's really something worthy about it.

Forrest Lee

for forrest - it makes him scared. he knows it now and it makes him think that, perhaps, you're faking being alright, that perhaps inside you're unbearably sad.

he asks you - are you sad? are you sure you're not sad? you can talk to me if you're not fine.

you'll have to convince him you're fine now, but even after that he's scared it will return. your urge to hurt yourself. he's scared he'll make it worse somehow, him being a general fuck up, and him being in this dirty business. it can't be good for you.

he's going to be so much more gentle with you now, it will almost be unbearable sometimes. you'll have to tell him again and again - I'm alright, really, I'm fine, please don't worry, - before he'll treat you normally. he'll still be full of fear every time he sees you unhappy.

he'll do everything in his powers to keep you happy. not just satisfied - happy. glowing, full of warmth and gentle fire.

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stroni-bomb · 7 years

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You Are My Home - Jaehyun - Chapter 2

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2

A/N Okay guys I'm so sorry that this chapter took so long! Me and Cherry discussed what was going to happen this morning and we also got quite a lot of other things on lock down! I hope you enjoy this chapter and so it begins~

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It had been a week since being at N City, every day that passed you only grew more and more grouchy. You knew you were waiting for that human to heal before any actions could take place but she was sure talking her sweet time. You did feel bad though, you couldn't believe yourself. Ever since, that day, you swore to never change ever again. You couldn't hurt anyone else but look at this, you had nearly destroyed a whole supernatural 'family' who now were going out of their way to save you. What had you done for them? Nothing but being rude and disrespectful, even towards your own mate. But you had to admit, annoying Yuta was something you enjoyed doing. It was funny to see him getting so riled up about it, then seeing Doyoung putting him in a bubble when really it should be you being punished. Comedy gold.

You shuffled uncomfortably, your ankles were beginning to hurt due to the fabric around then that kept you in place. You so wanted to rip them off but you couldn't reach, that itself nearly made you change again but you somehow found the will not to. There was a slight knock at the door, you grunted in response and it slowly opened to reveal Taeyong.

"We are holding the meeting today, Ireum has fully healed and is able to take part. That is if you're feeling okay? If not we can post pone-"

"Just get me out of these damn shackles and let me change, come back in ten minutes and I should be ready...Please?"

He nodded and pointed to a cupboard that you assumed had spare clothing in it, you wondered why he didn't come in to remove the fabric around your ankles but when you looked down you realised they weren't there anymore.

"Stupid twig holding magic man, he's going to get it one day."

You scowled and got up out of the bed, walking towards the cupboard. When you opened it you sighed wanting to punch Taeyong in the face, he had purposely filled it with Jaehyuns clothes and you had no other choice but to wear them. You weren't going to go out in a hospital gown after all...It wouldn't hurt to just wear one of his jumpers...

After about five minutes you were gushing like a little girl as you snuggled into the jumper you were wearing, you decided on the jumper and a pair of jogging bottoms and you smelled exactly like him. It sent your wolf senses crazy and your mate bond was screaming out to you, you loved it and for once you let down the walls you had put up. Once you heard the knock at the door you built them all back up again and stood up, pulling yourself together.

"Yeah Yeah I'm coming."

You said and opened the door, it was Jaehyun. You unintentionally blushed and suddenly felt self concious which wasn't like you at all. You shifted your gaze to the floor as neither of you said anything, you felt awkward, a feeling you weren't familiar with at all. You cleared your throat and breathed in sharply.

"Are we Erm, gonna go?"

You tried to say without hinting your obvious discomfort, he laughed causing you to frown.

"What's so funny?"

"Oh nothing, you're just really really cute. Especially when you're blushing."

You so wanted to let yourself blush even more and just hide your face in his chest but you blocked out all mental images of doing just that. Instead you pushed past him and turned around to face him.

"Whatever. I am not cute and I was not blushing, do you want me to kick your ass?"

He smiled and shook his head, following you out of the room even though you had absolutely no clue as to where you were going. You came to a stop and looked at him, he was smirking which made you roll your eyes. You held out your arm, a signal to get walking and he did just that, not without laughing a little first. You followed him down the corridor and down about 4 sets of stairs, it didn't get any better when you walked into a room and suddenly everyone had their eyes on you. They were glaring, especially the younger looking ones. Two young boys in particular, who you could sense were werewolves, had you in their sights whilst another boy was standing in front of a girl quite defensively. Your throat went dry and you attempted to swallow, it was so painfully clear that you were not welcome here, you didn't think you ever would be.

You recognised Taeyong, Doyoung and Yuta in the crowd of boys and Taeyongwalked up to you and Jaehyun, you had noticed Jaehyun had a stern look on his face as his eyes scanned the room. Taeyong shot you a smile but you ignored it your thoughts else where. You were pretty sure everyone was ready to pounce on you and for the first time you actually felt threatened, like your own life was in danger.

"Everyone I believe you haven't actually been introduced to Y/N yet-"

"Oh no we have. It was the one who nearly killed us all if I remember correctly."

Your eyes snapped to the young teenager, he had red hair and you couldn't quite tell what sort of supernatural he was. He stank of werewolf yet he certainly wasn't one, maybe a shape shifter? Although you were pretty sure they were all dead.

You glared at him, about to open your mouth until the atmosphere suddenly changed causing you and everyone else to calm down. You looked around confused as to why you suddenly weren't angry anymore.

"Jaehyun stop with the calmness crap it's annoying."

Yuta said and that answered your question. So he could control moods? That would prove to be useful in quite a few situations, especially in a house full of supernaturals.

"Can we all please just be quiet? As much as you all may hate Y/N right now she's apart of the family now and we help our family."

There was a series of groans but you ignored them, the word family repeating itself in your head. What made anyone think you were apart of this. This mess? No one would want you to be family anyway.

"What do you mean family? I don't need a family and you certainly don't want me to be a part of it. I respect that you guys are trying to help me, especially after everything I've caused but I've tried everything. There's no point I'll only be getting in your way, in fact I should probably leave now I can sense when I'm being a burden. See ya, thanks for...The clothes? You'll probably be wanting them back too."

You were about to walk out the door when a small hand gripped your arm on your way past. You looked to see who it was and was surprised to see the young girl grabbing your arm. You could see how this had put the boy protecting her on edge too.

"Please don't go, you'll like it here! Everyone treats everyone like a family no matter what you've done. Sure they're being a bit sceptical now but just wait it out. You aren't a burden, if you were Taeyong never would've offered his help in the first place. Just hear us out, if you still want to leave after then I can't stop you but please listen to what we have to say first."

You looked at her confused as to why she was so willing to help you, surely she knows you were the one that nearly killed her? You looked down at her leg and saw the long scar running down it, her right arm was covered in little scratches that had yet to heal and you began to despise yourself for it.

"I nearly killed you yet you still want to help? I hurt you before I can do it again."

You growled slightly and revealed your fangs hoping to scare her off, instead she looked you in the eyes determination gleaming within them. Instead it was you who flinched back, surprised at how determined she was.

"I trust you. You don't mean to be like this, I can see it. Now you just have to trust us."

You frowned and turned to look at Taeyong, shock evident on your face.

"Where in the world did you find this human?"

"Well she isn't no ordinary human."

He said with a proud smile.

"You don't say..."

Finally the meeting began and you were introduced to everyone, you were familiar with everyone's names and their supernatural that you felt more at ease. Now the real talk had begun about getting your curse gone.

"Taeyong she said she tried everything, what other options is there?"

Johnny asked and everyone else nodded in agreement.

"Well I do have something, someone actually, in mind."

You sighed not wanting to meet any new people there was enough here as it was. They waited in silence for his answer, you were quite curious yourself since you were sure there was no supernatural that could cure a curse like this.

"I know a girl, quite a young girl actually. But she's talented, the first I've seen or her kind. I met her when she needed a favor, she says that I owe her something and maybe this might just be that something. She's a guardian seeker and her name is Nev, I would tell you more about her but I'm sure you want to get this sorted pretty quickly. If you want to try it I could put you in contact with her? It may work."

Your eyes beamed at the thought of another possibility, another chance. But you soon put your hopes down, 'it may work', there was still the chance that it wouldn't work at all. You couldn't let yourself get excited but you couldn't lie, you were anticipating it greatly. You nodded your head in response, you smiled to show how grateful you were.

"Wow I think that's the first time I've seen you smile."

Yuta said, ultimately killing the moment.

"Shut it, you always have to ruin the mood."

But for the first time in quite a while you laughed, with others laughing along with you.

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You went back into the room, you didn't really want to call it your room since you weren't exactly going to move in. Ten had gone out and gotten you a backpack and clothes for the journey, your own clothes was something you hadn't had in a while. You missed it. You missed everything about being normal. You quickly got changed and packed your bag only to be interrupted by a knock at your door. You went to open it and there stood Jaehyun, with a backpack, and an extra bag full of food. You stared at him, eyebrows furrowed.

"E-erm are you ready? Nev is expecting us so we should set off."

He said nervously, confused as to why you were looking at him like that.

"I'm sorry...We?"

"Yes! Is that a problem? Taeyong said it'd be best if you went with someone... He said I was the obvious choice..."

Something inside of you screamed in excitement at the thought of Jaehyun accompanying you to uplift your curse but something also highly disapproved.

"You- I- what? I can take care of myself."

He looked at you in obvious disagreement. Okay maybe he was right, you may get lost but you could definitely take care of yourself if danger ever came your way. You'd be fine! You can handle yourself so what was this guys deal?

"Well I'm sorry but what Taeyong says goes and Taeyong said I'm going so I'm going."

"...Fine. Angels boy."

"That's right. Angels boy and proud."

He said with an amusing smile, a smile that you really wanted to slap off of his face. He was toying with you, he was always being cute and you really wanted to strangle him everytime. You didn't ask for it but you secretly wanted it, you couldn't win either way.

"Yes well, come on then angels boy. We have a curse to get rid of."

"Aye aye captain."

He said with a small salute, causing a very faint laugh to escape your lips. You two stood smiling at each other for a little while longer before you caught yourself, spun on your heel and turned your back to him, walking down the corridor and turning left.

"Erm Y/N! The way out is right!"

"Right. Right I knew that! I was testing you, well done you passed!"

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