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ask-cloverfield · 6 months

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once Peter got engaged to MJ he stopped saying he’d kill himself at the slightest provocation and instead shifter to threatening to kill anyone in sight at the slightest provocation

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#Peter Parker #spider-man #on an actual note I think it is sweet how much of their early marriage was both of #Them were trying so so hard to like #Be more put together? MJ trying to be more responsible and openly worried about other people #Trying to move past her whole life of just partying and masking her depression and just being emotionally exhausted #And trying to like be there for other people after pushing everyone away #Is a fun arc #Oh and Peter trying to explode at people slightly less and not being the most obnoxious judgmental motherfucker- (over-exaggeration)

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luxlightly · 3 months

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The golden arm variant is just going to be a summoner arm that lets you call your husband Gabriel to help you fight it's fine he's fine he's going to be fine I'm clearly fine

#ultrakill #apparently the there's another arm you're going to get in the third act #called the Golden Arm #and considering how you got your last two arms #and the character we know to have golden arms presently #some people are slightly concerned #not me though I'm so fine #I'm not even going to go into a depressive episode that may last for months after the game ends in tragedy #because it's going to be fine actually

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moe-broey · 4 months

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It is extremely difficult to design modern outfits for Alfonse though idk what it is. Sharena will look good in anything from flannel docs lesbian outfit to cute overalls to something sporty to high femme dresses (tbh I still wanna draw her in one of my fave old dresses ..) but Alfonse. There are def a few routes you can take keeping his character/personality in mind and I think they look good/are super cute and make sense but like... esp for me personally, thinking of the v specific way I draw/stylize him...

AH. MAYBE. MAYBE I FIGURED IT OUT BC I HAVE NO PROBLEM DESIGNING OUTFITS FOR HIM IN FEH CONTEXT...... it's cause that bitch is always wearing tights and long shirts that (esp depending on how you draw it) border on being dress-like to straight up robes/skirt-like garments WHICH makes sense for him in universe bc that's p standard wear for men in Askr, in the Order of Heroes specifically. Like

Seliph's resplendent stands out to me as a huge example of this, and you can kinda see it in Corrin's too! Though I do think resplendents often take a lot from the chara's base outfit (both standard and resplendent Seliph having tunics, both Corrins having leggings ect). But speaking of Corrin, espp the lengthening of that bit of fabric at Corrin's hip, looks a lot like Gustav's garments!

Who may be a better measure for men's dress in Askr (normal attire, for a king anyway, and a cultural festival outfit). But I do also think you can glean some details off of resplendent designs too!

Also actually.

This Day of the Life comic that acknowledged Sharena's absence from the DoD banner (BITE BITE KILL KILL SO MUCH HATRED IN THE WORLD‼️‼️‼️) implies that their outfits may have been identical, just in their respective signature colors (blue and pink). And even looking at Alfonse and Sharena's base art, they have a lot in common!

And looking at Seliph and Corrin again, the puffy sleeves seen on Sharena and Henriette aren't necessarily gendered traits. ACTUALLY.... GUSTAV HAS THEM TOO! Alfonse's outfit is an outlier sleeve design wise!

Which is to say, there aren't actually a lot of strict gender differences in attire here. A lot of the clothing looks/feels androgynous esp when viewed through a modern lense (like I'm sure there's a lot of real-world historical inspo that goes into the designs, I just know fuck all about that LMFAO 😅). And esppp the way I've come to draw Alfonse a lot, I do emphasize what reads as femme -- giving him longer shirts, simplifying the strappy armor on his thighs into. Over the knee socks. Over the leggings/tights. 🫣 And that's not even getting into the knee high boots and heels!!!!

WHICH IS. Actually SO FUCKING DIFFICULT. To translate into modern fashion esp typical standard men's fashion, in a way that still feels true to him as well... bc I do believe in femme/androgynous Alfonse supremacy 😤 But he is ALSO. SO IMPORTANTLY. He is VERY MUCH just some guy who is heavily defined by the role he's been put in. Which is also kind of difficult to sort out, what Would he wear, if the standards were completely different and also if he was choosing for himself?

SINCE. I'M CERTAIN idk if I wanna dig for it but -- I'm CERTAIN all his outfits have been picked For him to some degree. The Order of Heroes outfit is a uniform, the bunny outfit is implied/stated to be picked by Sharena. The yukatas in their duo are 1) Hoshidan and 2) I think Anna was the one who picked them? Might be wrong on that, but I do feel like there's a castle dialogue about it. And of course, the DoD outfits are implied to be cultural Askran wear, and going back to that comic -- it seems neither Alfonse OR Sharena have much of a say in what it looks like (her being uncomfortable "showing that much leg" -- that, if given a choice, she may have wanted something more modest).

So like. There is. So much going on here actually.

#fire emblem #sorry for being autistic about alfonse fire emblem. it will happen again. and again. and againm and again and #I WILL SAY ONE THING! it actually is SO much easier to design pokemon universe outfits for him than strictly any modern outfit #the men are allowed to be cuntier in pokemon world. i can put him in white tight pants and boots and a sweater #and no one would bat an eye.#i think i do gravitate towards sweaters for him... maybe turtlenecks.... still it is so difficult.#the funniest thing you can do w modern alfonse though is put him in a hoodie and make him slightly disheveled #and make it SO FUCKING CLEAR. that he is severely distraught and depressed that his boyfriend dumped him #and his boycrush isn't speaking to him.#literally just make him a dramatic depressed faggot <- (SAID W LOVE AS A TRANSFAG MYSELF.)#BUT ALSO. EVEN THOUGH that's said all cheeky like. i think for me it is also so important to put queer elements in him too #like he NEEDS to be giving queer man raised in a strict gender-norm heavy environment #who's like. comfortable in his queerness at this point but by god. did i have to go through all of that. dear lord.#anwyays i'm insane about him. don't worry about it 👍#fe alfonse

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hanakihan · 8 months

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colored fated threads AU tho

every human has countless threads on their fingers, unseen, of different colors and thickness

humans can’t see them, S ranks can but barely, mostly on their own fingers without knowing where or to whom they lead

Jinwoo, being a monarch, becomes able to see his own and others’ threads if he desires so

Jinwoo’s fingers are wrapped in orange or warm yellow colors that show friendship of different strength, familiar bonds are pleasant green-teal, light romance attraction is a cherry pink (if it’s one sided it looks like a a thread of two colors, one is what person on other end feels and other is what person themselves feel towards that person, jinwoo’s connection with Juhee is a mix of pink and orange), gray means indifference or passing meetings, blue or violet means that people are in bad relationships but there’s nothing violent or cruel about them, dirty red with thread being unkept and barely keeping together means extreme hate up to desire to harm or kill and severed black means that other person is dead but feelings and connections are still strong.

jinwoo keeps checking out of curiosity, even checks his own and happy to find that he doesn’t posses black threads so far, has couple of dirty red ones, and others but he’s surprised to find pure white thread that leads somewhere. then out of curiosity jinwoo checks Gunhee and Jinchul’s and is surprised by amount of Jinchul’s black severed threads mixed in with grays, occasional yellows and even rarer orange, two green-teal one of which leads to gunhee and jinwoo’s white thread.

jinwoo literally has no idea what white means and what it even supposed to mean at all. even worse is that that thread is tied on their ring fingers and apparently slightly glows when they’re near. jinwoo sometimes sees jinchul touching his ring finger unconsciously because it sometimes becomes warm for some reason.

#solo leveling #woo jin chul #sung jin woo #jinwoo figures others really quick but white is a mystery #then he notices it starts to gain colored elements #jinchul’s collection looks depressing #jinwoo is actually glad to see jinchul has family bonds even if it’s Gunhee for some reason #pale yellows and oranges slightly bother him but it’s better than nothing #Jinwoo experiments with their white thread

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chongoblog · 1 year

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Red Kraken Poll Baby!!! For those who know my funny pirate OCs, which one is your favorite?

#krakenposting #red kraken #if you dont know them heres a brief description #samba is the captain and a dramatic gay Pirate who has a harpoon gun for an arm #tango is an actual gay pirate and also a buff dad #waltz wears a gas mask and throws potions and is a nerd #disco is a kleptomaniac catgirl #tap is an edgy bunny girl who is good at the archery #mac is slightly depressed dipper pines #dougie is a gremlin who tinkers and does surgeries and bodymods he is an enigma #twist is a witch who is the most powerful being in the universe also she has a scarf and plays violin #jig is an jovial old man who knows how to use sword #salsa is the most team mom ever and she is the chef and she is stacked

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vitamin-zeeth · 3 months

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Wait is it jeurgen leitner. I can't tell they DIDNT CREDIT THE VOICE ACTOR FOR AUGUSTUS FOR FUCKS SAKE

#PAUL SIMS I KNOW ITS YOU #ID RECOGNISE THAT OLD SOUTHERN VOICE ANYWHERE #he sounds slightly less depressed and slightly more bitchy in this tho #istg its him im actually so serious jmj = jon martin jurgen #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol

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formulatrash · 1 month

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been like 8 months since I worked in motorsport and industry men still cannot resist the DMs 😵‍💫

#probably find it slightly worse that there's ones who WANT to be in the industry #and whose approach is like can i get you to give me lots of advice and also #perhaps a date haha lol #no #what #insane behaviour I could be your mother #I mean that's not actually worse #but it's a bit depressing realising many men see these incredibly terrible behaviours as a perk not a horror of the industry

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dykethang · 2 months

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does anyone else feel like this. or is it just me

#cat meows #i wasn't planning to elaborate on the This but like.#so sad all the time no matter what. i think i am fundamentally broken to be fair but like. For why and for what #i don't think i'm depressed and i don't think any sane person would like. disagree with me there.#so i think i'm just messed up forever because i'm so sad all the time lately. even when i'm clowning around #actually especially when i'm clowning around. it's like my level of funny haha guy scales with how Bad I Feel #but i am far too functional to be depressed even slightly so um. hm. whas going on #it's not just like sad. i just dunno how to describe it Other than sad #i know some of the ways i feel right now are like. red flags for me. but i just don't think i'm depressed so Why......#anyway this is what i mean by does anyone else feel like this or is it just me

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arionawrites · 5 months

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decided to make a list of all my diagnosed issues and like fucking. god damn. how am i just living day to day.

#nine bullet points #of diagnosed things i struggle #i struggle with #1. type one diabetes 2. adhd 3. bipolar 4. severe anxiety 5. depression 6. insomnia 7. migraines 8. dpdr 9. ptsd #and im just ?? existing like this??? literally how what the fuck #there’s more than that too thats just like the actual able to be diagnosed shit #probably also at least slightly autistic but my psychologist said that its not bad enough to impact me big time and a diagnosis would do mor #more harm than good so im just kind. Not lmao #but also: abandonment issues self worth issues guilty conscience issues feeling unworthy of literally everything issues #awful at establishing boundaries #sh issues #(not for like years but its a struggle to not relapse every year esp during winter)#suicidal ideation but at least ive never actually been suicidal #not bc i particularly love being alive but because the fact that i dont know what comes after death scares me too much lmao #even at my lowest of lows i have not wanted to kms SOLELY bc the unknown scares me enough to be like #yeah this sucks but at least i know it #at least it’s like familiar which is sad but still true lma #OH ALSO eating disorder lmao. diabulimia is a thing.#genuinely how have i not been fucking hospitalized #not in a bad way but like. idk how i havent gotten to that point yet #tho to be fair there are multiple points i probably should have been tbh #i just. dont want to worry people? or inconvenience anyone. and i know im not gonna kms so its easy to be like ‘i dont need that’#i have overshared way too much in these tags sorry i’ll stop now #if anyone has actually read all of these: i’m sorry. i love you. i hope you feel better than i do. i hope you smiled today.

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recurring-polynya · 1 year

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i guess this is what we're doing now

#my fanart #menos grande #skeleton drawing hours #they're shown in the order i drew them #i think no. 3 is the most on-model #but there's just something about no 2 #and no 1 is just so SCRUNGLY i couldn't not post them #or maybe they're just 3 separate menos with slightly different facial features!!#i almost forgot about their stupid spike ring #it was so hard to draw!!#perspective my beloathed #i think i might actually like them better without it #that's why no 2 is pictured without #just a little guys!!#(that's not a typo one menos = one guys. 'guys' is both plural and all-gender inclusive in this usage)#if this feels like it has big 'COULD A DEPRESSED PERSON MAKE THIS??' energy it's not exactly wrong but i AM doing much better this week #i almost wish i were still in therapy i would love to show this to my therapist

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thegreatyin · 1 month

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since i first made arcturus and wrote their fic (which you should totally check out) they've become increasingly more of a Robot Freak™. they have a dedicated robotsona that they regularly wish they could simultaneously become and hold hands with 24/7. they believe they are a tool to be used in service to whomever chooses to use them. they would be really really disturbingly excited about the prospect of becoming a mindless hunk of metal. they wish they could simply turn themself off at any time and not have to experience the thoughts in their own brain. they daydream about being infected with viruses. they yearn for a world wherein their entire life, memory, and identity could be wiped away in an instant with just a click of a button. they kinda wanna fuck the computer

#parallax picks them up off the floor while they're having a guilt depression spiral and they're like please dump me into a trash compactor #and parallax is like no i'd never do that :(#and they're like no. please. i want to be just like an old laptop. crunched beneath tons of metal and destroyed utterly #and parallax is like okay. i guess i do want to be a tree so i cant really talk either #yin-thoughts #mcm #i havent talked about what mcm actually is for very long in comparison to other original work stuff. but i am thinking about it #a lot #ive gotten a lot of new followers since originally making that fic so this may be giving a slightly wrong impression #on the healthiness of paraturus

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bogkeep · 1 year

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i'm only on chapter 2 of Unmasking Autism by Devon Price, phd, but it's SO good, makes me go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#haiz reads things #same feeling as with ace by angela chen #the author is autistic and trans if it helps #i feel like ive been better at honoring and recognising my autism for the past couple years #but medical professionals have always seemed very sceptical of it - to the point i had to be assessed a second time to be diagnosed #and listening to this book is already so validating and powerful and putting words to so many things #(slightly related but i recently realised im probably not just a 'anxious type of person' i probably have Actual Anxiety #despite having been screened by therapists on several occasions. but im probably very good at acting well-adjusted #see also being rejected from therapy for not being depressed enough during the most horrible time of my life. ANYWAY)

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mikoran · 1 year

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sometimes ill see a st3ddie post about their hypothetical struggle of being queer in the 80s and ficlets about the homophobia they deal with. and the rational, logical side of me thinks that its fandom and everyone is allowed to do what they want and finding comfort in characters experiencing your experiences can be very helpful to people. but the other side of me is yelling WILL BYERS IS RIGHT FUCKING THERE

#like theres nothing wrong with shipping it and portraying those things with them #but something about choosing the only slightly implied queer character and the very much straight one to use as an outlet just #reallyyyy rubs me the wrong way when a character in the show already canonically faces that shit #not to mention the fact that steddies popularity mostly comes from the ability to sexualize them which is a whole other can of worms #and said people doing the sexualization is often cishet women #and then they pull out other cards like oh actually lets focus on steves trauma guys and the tragedy that is eddie #and theres no harm in that either ofc character analysis is great i live for it #but we all know its not actually about their depths as characters #its about being attractive white men #contrary to what this post might tell you about me i dont mind steddie its like fine ig #and i like steve and eddie but god their stans annoy me sometimes #anti steddie #but back to will #hes had to face so much. hes had deal with people calling him slurs his whole life. hes in love with his (supposedly) straight best friend #hes got queer depression written all over him #and yet hes somehow not the top choice for crying over those things about #instead its two characters with like. a singular one on one interaction #again #no problem with shipping them etc etc #but seriously?? why are we focusing on them as opposed to the canonically queer much deeper romance playing out right before our eyes #with mounds of trauma and angst on the side #cough cough fetishization #ill shut up now sorry #will byers #byler

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stripesysheaven · 6 months

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#chronic pain got worse in an unexpected way #but its the first time in years that this has happened and hasn’t sent me into a horrible depression #like yea im not great mentally atm but normally when this happens i get really really bad #im just relieved that im handling it better this time #in fact my mental health is slightly better #like i think its improving #its been a while since ive been able to honestly say that #the last month has been really rough #but rn. maybe i’ll be ok actually #my posts #tags

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apatheticlexicographer · 8 months

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MOTHERFUCK i did not realize how much those antidepressants made me feel physically psychologically and dare i say spiritually like a peat mummy

literally 2 days off them and i've experienced more joy, lucidity, motivation and general good vibes than i did in the whole 2 months i was on them 😭😭

#now granted i did only sleep for 3 hours #but i felt more refreshed and energized today than i ever did when the pills forced me into 8 hours of pseudo-death a night #MY INTERNAL MONOLOGUE IS BACK TO NEVER SHUTTING TF UP #it was practically bones for so long oml #i'm usually annoyingly verbose but i was only able to say like 5 words at a time before i forgot how to end my sentence #yeah i'm prolly gonna lose the rose tinted glasses in a few days when the novelty wears off but for now #it's so nice to feel like myself and not like a lobotomized skinwalker trying to wear my own mannerisms convincingly #(obvsly they help some ppl or they wouldn't be an option to prescribe but GOD they fit my brain chemistry as well as a fork fits an outlet)#<<<<<<I CAN DO THAT AGAIN!!! I MISSED MY STUPID METAPHORS AND MY BAD PUNS AND MY SLIGHTLY OUT OF POCKET JOKES #i was fucking trying but it fundamentally doesn't work if u Try #yoda moment but whatever #yippeee #god did they fucking '''cure''' my ADHD instead of my depression #ok if this is what some ppl's experience of ADHD meds is like then the 'they made me feel like a robot' thing makes a LOT more sense #personally they just make me feel like. yk that one comic abt ADHD with the dog metaphor #yeah amphetamines my beloved let me hold the leash rather than becoming a human dogsled to the whims of my psyche #actually i think i was rather uncharitable to my current dream mask normal pills #i just happened to get mega bitch burnout for 3 months and then spend 2 in the aforementioned peat bog where souls go to die #when not impeded by outside circumstances i think they actually are completely fine #maybe not QUITE as agressively effective as my previous prescription but the ritalin was str8 up harsh #i tried it again for a week and it made my heart beat like it was being powered by a caffienated hamster #but when i used to take it i was already experiencing Real paranoid gerbil anxiety so it just kinda blended in #i only noticed the Severe Health Issue i got bundled as a side effect #and i keep having to remind myself not to go rose-tinted abt how bad it rlly was in retrospect #do i just need to leave a sticky note on my mirror like 'hey dumbass that was NOT a net positive period of ur life'#lexi stfu challenge

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akkivee · 8 months

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was doing some retail therapy and got bludgeoned over the head by ichiro’s character tax lol

#this is vee speaking #oh lol!!!!!! so ichiro really did blow up in popularity since the last time i was digging around for merch lol!!!!!!#that def explains the stage bb win for sure i see lol!!!!!!!!!!!!#i had an itching to buy nb ichiro so i found a…………. less expensive one than others since nb ichi is actually more expensive than standard #and went thru one last time if there was a cheaper option reaffirmed there was none and went to check out #only to discover the slightly cheaper option had sold out in that few minutes LOL sniped in rt #but that just tells me someone else is doing retail therapy as well lol gang gang depressed the stage is over yes yes yes

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