i was recently overcome with a horrid illness that left me delirious and in pain for days, so naturally i drew dutch and hosea. clearly the only rational thing to do.

How Calamity Ganon manifests is still a big mystery to me. Prior to TotK, Calamity Ganon was a lot simpler to understand. He was once a man that, consumed by his hatred for Hyrule, returned over and over again to antagonize the land he wished to burn to the ground until he lost all sense of the man he once was, becoming a force of nature with its singular goal being to see Hyrule razed to the ground and shrouded in darkness. It was a story of how hatred and the desire for power and ultimate victory can drive a person to become something unnatural, something that is not themselves yet also revealing the most basal nature of that person's heart. It was a story of how a kingdom who imposes its rule with impunity will face its consequences.

Then TotK happens and it sort of turns everything upside down. It is implied that Calamity Ganon is a manifestation of Ganondorf's hatred. A lot of people, seeing the gloom and malice dripping from Ganondorf's corpse when it is first found, assume that it is from that malice that Calamity Ganon arose. This would imply that Rauru's seal was flimsy. Except it wasn't. It is stated clearly that Ganondorf's seal was weakened when the Calamity rose 100 years ago and damaged his seal. That is when the gloom and malice began to actually escape his corpse. By the time TotK rolls around, it has weakened to the point that the surface is affected, making people ill, and that is what prompts the investigation by Link and Zelda. This means that up until then, Rauru's seal was pretty airtight. So, if Rauru's seal did contain Ganondorf's dark power for thousands of years, how did Calamity Ganon manifest? Was Ganondorf's hatred that powerful that he basically hallucinated a manifestation of his hatred into existence? What the actual fuck?

Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

can't stop thinking about io and estinien raising havi, so have some gentle and proud dad!estinien. i think he might miss her when she leaves home. just a little.

his default recall is so cool..........

threads where the ua teachers are fighting each other as a demonstration for class = good shit. 👌🏽

DAY 2: SUBMERGED SUPERSTRUCTURE

aka room that i spent a solid 10 min navigating in as monk

i dreamt about mulder and scully last night, which would already be funny, but I. have never watched x-files. thank you fandom. thank you tumblr

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Weird intense sertraline dreams are super real side effect.

have been mostly fine except for really nonsensical moments like when we were all at breakfast and I broke open my yolks for smearing, then took a few bites of sausage and just started crying ????

I was feeling extremely suicidal today, like the worst I have in maybe four or five years now, and I was deliberating over whether I should go to the hospital like pretty much all day and now that I feel better I realise that the moment I started drafting my suicide note in my head was probably when I should’ve decided that 😭

I NEED TO MOVE OUT NOOWWWWWWW

Let's watch the West memphis 3 doc. Let's listen to the metallica songs they use in the doc. Let's live in the sun. Let's swim naked at a secluded lake. Let's hike up to mountains, fuck in the forest. Let's build a garden on a balcony. Let's live in Italy or Spain or Greece. Let's live on an island. Let me also do my own thing. Let me do my own thing a lot. Let's dance. Let me buy a car I'll drive you to India. I don't want to feel attached don't let me choke. Choke me let's get attached forever. Let me die in a foreign country soon. Let me be. Feel the sun. Buy latex body suits. Buy orange juice. Go to raves. Stay at home. Buy ropes. Buy babygoats. Buy second hand mannequins. Berlin baby boy. Make animations write stories.

counting the fucking days